hopeless wanderer

My son turned 1 today…..

My god, what a year it has been. Nothing will make me happier than seeing his smile every day, seeing him grow and watching him explore the world around him.

Everytime I am sad or angry and I see his cheeky smile, my anger and sadness melts away. There were moments in my life before I met Jenson that I would say I was proud of myself, where people around me would say “well done Jaymee”, but my proudest moment was meeting my little bue-eyed Jenson exactly a year ago.

Before I met him, I was worried and nervous as I am still very young. But when I finally held him, my worries faded away. I felt like I had nothing to be nervous about because I was no longer alone, I had him. Just like Jenson is learning to walk and talk, I am still learning to become the best mother I can be and an overall better person. I am not proud of many things I have done in the past, but you learn to grow yourself. Even if I am turning 20 and my son is turning 1, we are still learning to become who we really are.

People, stop the drama. They are probably only saying that for the court case to make her argument stronger. He's probably an occasional overnight guest here and there more than anything.

Hey! I'm officially back on Tumblr. This is going to be a new beginning for me, therefore I changed my blog name as well. (Before The Dive is a song by this awesome guy called St Lucia - Check it out!)

Anyway from now on, I'm going to be blogging whatever I want. I'm a massive Manchester United fan since I am from Manchester so you will be seeing a few of them around. As well maybe some music, films etc. I don't know, whatever floats my boat.

If you want to know my interests, you can look at my info page, which isn't ready yet - but that's not the point. So yeah, I'm back, there will probably be a few personal posts here and there... For now, I'm going to leave you with a beautiful picture of my son. His name is Jenson and he turns one at the end of the month! 

So yeah... S'laters!