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🩸 — BOO! I go by Marshall mainly, but Red or Captain is also great too. He/him , No they please I beg. Im queer and disabled.
🦷 — My Main Interests are my own OCs, Among us + Object shows. Expect a lot of that here; I may also post some content that may be considered suggestive or (non romanticized) taboo topics. These will be tagged accordingly, but please browse safely with that in mind. That or you can block me freely, It does not bother me at all. You are responsible for what you curate yourself to online
🩸 — Im an Animator, artist + Collector! I collect Pokemon cards, yokai watch medals + crystals, alongside some fossils too : ] I’m more than happy to show off my collection if asked I like showing people..I’m also in college like all the time which may explain occasional inactivity
🦷 — if you wanna request me something, know more about me, or look at my other social medias, please check out my strawpage! I don’t bite, at least not that much. My strawpage also partially includes my DNI, which I also heavily recommend reading before you try to follow or interact with me on this blog.
🩸 — below is some of my personal boundaries for this blog, I recommend giving it a look, but if you don’t, that’s also fine. Do not be shocked if you don’t read these and then wonder how you ended up breaking some of my own boundaries, that’s all I’ll say.
🦷 — Do not bring up any kind of online discourse here, regardless of your stances. This includes shipcourse, syscourse, discourse surrounding paraphillias and paraphillic disorders, you get the idea. I have my own personal beliefs on these topics that I keep seperate from my main; if you really want to bring it up around me, go to my discourse centric sideblog —> @captainshandbook (this blog goes over extremely sensitive and controversial topics, please view at your own risk.)
🩸— Please do not be parasocial with me. This includes any of this behaviour via anonymous asks, strawpage gimmicks, comments, etc. I will also block you if you have a history of showing parasocial behaviour towards others as well. It’s not cool or edgy.
🦷— I AM TAKEN!! I have an amazing loving partner and I love him very much @traff1csstuff hiii mmwaaah<3
🩸 — I don’t care if nsfw blogs interact with me or follow me, but be wary that i will block you if your blog contains content that I’m uncomfortable with for the sake of my own comfort. Not sorry
🦷 — if you are against the idea of contradictory labels (such as lesboy, gaybian, turigirl etc.) please block me. For your own good. I am openly a gaybian and I talk about my experiences a lot. If that bothers you then for the love of god don’t bother interacting with me. You gain nothing from it.
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my rooster doesn’t crow when the sun rises, he crows when he hears humans wake up, like you can literally just roll over in bed and he’s like “hoLY SHIT THAT’S A PEOPLE THE HUMAN ISAWAKE AHHH AHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH”
the same rooster - god guys he’s so cute - he always lets hens eat treats first and won’t have any treats until they’ve had as much as they want, unless it’s a blueberry. shit, blueberries are like serious fucking business for Pharaoh. he’s a gentleman until the damn blueberries come out and then he don’t play no fuckin games
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almost every single goddamn person on this planet has multiple facets of their personality !!! those aspects of identity being more dramatic than what is considered normal doesnt equate to multiplicity!!!!!! it means you are a human being with complex human being traits!!!
A personal stance term that focuses primarily, if not solely, on CDD spaces and community support. Those who are CDD-centric have separated, or wish to separate themselves majorly or entirely from syscourse for whatever reason prn may have (e.g. exhaustion with hostility in syscourse spaces, personal health reasons, etc.).
Those who are CDD-centric are:
Pro-CDD-recovery, and respect individual systems' desires for final fusion or functional multiplicity
Non-traumagenic plurality critical, and believe NTGs do not belong in CDD spaces. This includes using CDD terms (note: the term "system" in regards to identity alteration was first used in medical texts to refer to pwCDDs, and is thus included) or claiming their experience is parallel to CDD systems in any way.
Syscourse-critical
Anti harassment
Anti fakeclaiming (this includes fakeclaiming NTGs for their believed experiences)
Anti "armchair diagnosis," forced syscovery, and forced trauma recognition
Suggestions for tags:
[in addition to CDD tags; yes syscourse is often placed within CDD tags, this is why we filter content]
#cdd centric, #cddcentric, #cdd centric community, (and more, we are open to suggestions).
This is a long post, there is a lot more under the cut. Help with image IDs & PT are extremely appreciated.
Behind the Flag
Colors:
The Foggy Blue represents complex dissociation & CDD systems as a whole
Green is for healing and growth. There are two shades of green as a representation that there is no "one acceptable path" to recovery. The choice of only two shades was influenced by the two primary forms of system integration: functional multiplicity and final fusion
Yellow is for community, and healthy/positive community spaces
Orange represents strength, and for those who speak out against misinformation, mistreatment, and injustice—no matter what "side" (particular to syscourse, as this is a syscourse-critical stance) it's coming from
Red is for the establishment of personal responsibility to enforce boundaries: blocking accounts instead of harassing others, filtering tags to minimize the amount of discourse one engages in, etc.
The blue-greys were color-picked from the CDD system pride flag.
The symbol on the flag is based on the system signet. This design retains the original meanings behind the symbol's design, while also being inclusive of P-DID systems (as the original signet is OSDDID specific). The meanings of the symbol are as follows:
The largest circle stands for systems as a whole
The inner circle within the largest represents complex structures within systems (such as subsystems) and internal parts that rarely or do not front
The smallest circle at the top (interrupting the largest middle circles) represents the structure of P-DID systems. [Explanation of this symbolism at the end of the bullet points]
The larger outer circles represent more overt parts (+ symptoms) in CDD systems
The smaller outer circles represent more covert parts (+ symptoms) in CDD systems
The stems that connect the circles signify each alter's connection and purpose to the system
Credits and many thanks to @the-complicity-system for their input on the revised system signet to also be inclusive of pwP-DID! I included their wording for the symbolism of the P-DID alteration, because I honestly can't explain it any better, myself—and I feel the wording coming from a P-DID system is more meaningful than it is from a system who does not have P-DID.
“I like pdid's symbol being a circle with another smaller circle interrupting the complete link bc it avoids the idea that the stuck host is the like main guy but still is a linked focus of the system.”
In coining this stance term, I need to make myself as clear as possible:
I coined this because I wanted a term to describe my individual beliefs.
This is NOT a push to abandon the anti endo community.
I'm tired of syscourse and how hostile it is—and how much worse it seems to have gotten in the span of time I've been on Tumblr (close to 2 years). While I've identified most closely with the anti endo community, there's been a growing association with animosity within our spaces (this isn't everyone, nor is it "all the time;" but it is a trend and it isn't getting better with time).
I enjoy the anti endo community as a whole, but I don't feel fully connected to a lot of the ideals that circulate through that side syscourse anymore/most recently. This is why I'm creating this term, and possibly (hopefully) separate community tags.
Additionally, I feel as though syscourse is completely unproductive. CDD systems who push to educate are rarely listened to by the (pro)endogenic community. Endos who try to express how they experience plurality are shut down just as quickly. Nobody listens to each other, and I feel it's pointless. I don't want to involve myself in syscourse anymore, so I'm creating this term to step away from it and focus on constructive, CDD-centric spaces.
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These took WAY longer than they should’ve, holy shit. As the Image already mentions, you are free to print and use these however you like! Any reselling or artwork theft will never be allowed with my work unless I give explicit permission.
PLEASE REBLOG MY ARTWORK! I AM A SMALL ARTIST AND WHILE I DO ENJOY LIKES + INTERACTIONS, REBLOGS SPREAD MY CONTENT TO BIGGER AUDIENCES! <3
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PAIDINTERN COMIC, white probably didnt die after this lmfao! (Panel 3 killed me therefore the last panel gets the amongi) (Also i wanna redesign both white and green BUT SPECIFICALLY GREEN although i might not go through with thag cuz class starts in 4 days) 😭✌️💥