Becky

𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠        𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐲𝐥𝐞𝐬'𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐠𝐟        𝐭𝐞𝐚        𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐬        𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠        𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐰𝐬        𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐯𝐞'𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐛𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐚𝐭        𝐠𝐞𝐥 𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡         𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐧        𝐨𝐛𝐱        𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬        𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠        "𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐩𝐮𝐧𝐤 𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐤"   

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i’m quitting tumblr, like all together. it was a really hard decision for me to make, especially because i love the community on here so much even though it’s been getting a bit weird. it’s been so fun sharing my work and posting random stuff on here just for the fun of it, but my mental health has been getting worse and there’s just been a ton of stuff going on in my life.

i’m just going to flat out say that social media/the internet has been horrible for my mental health. every app on my phone is fighting for my attention at this point, so when i log onto tumblr i find myself going to instagram and other apps and don’t even end up doing what i planned, which is mostly writing.

i really do love writing for all these characters, but i also feel like it’s draining. there’s periods of time where i feel like writing a whole book and others where i don’t want to write at all. anyway, this has just made the burnout i already like 10x worse, when the whole point of starting this account was to have fun. over the “break” i’ve sort of took, i was wayyy more motivated than i ever was, and that’s because i didn’t go on the internet for like 2 weeks.

i truly believe that spending such a large amount of time on your phone is not doing anyone any good. i know i sound like an old person but i swear i felt so much better after i stayed off technology (other than my tv 😋). i encourage all of you to take a step back and really see the affect it has on you.

there’s a possibility that i’ll come back every few months or something, but i dont know if ill share any of my writing again unless i absolutely feel like it.

bye!! ily all sm, please twpk!!

okay that makes a lot more sense thanks for telling me 😭

sorry this is sorta long!!

first, the whole lolita photoshoot. she can say that it’s not what she was going for or whatever other excuse she made but you can’t deny that the pictures look exactly like scenes from the movie (ex. the sprinkler scene and one of her vinyl covers that shows a man kneeling by the edge of the bed). sexualizing lolita is just a really low move tbh, especially because that defeats the whole purpose of the book/message.

also, she just sexualizes being a minor in general. like one time at one of her shows, her outro to nonsense was “i’m full grown but i look like a nina (little girl) come put something big in my casita (little house)”. like that is really weird and gross, i don’t understand why she would say that. like please tell me how that’s supposed to uplift other women and not tear them down/promote gross behavior from men?? another example is when she went onto snl and was performing on a set that looked like a teenage girls bedroom. while singing her very explicit songs. like i’m nothing against what she’s singing about because she’s a grown woman who can do what she wants, but why choose to perform in what looks like a TEEN GIRLS BEDROOM. that’s also just weird and gross to me. like she could’ve picked any set to perform on but she chose that.

i’m not the type of person who can separate the art from the artist, so i don’t listen to sabrina anymore. i actually really like the sound of the songs i’ve heard from mbf from like social media n stuff, but like i said i don’t listen to her anymore. i can’t upload the video of her nonsense outro, but im pretty sure i found it on insta (either way it’s on the internet somewhere so you should be able to find it).

side by side comparisons (lolita is on the right):

snl set (hairbrush is the mic):

sooo i completely forgot about that 😭