the doom generation

all images from pinterest btw.

🏚️ Orphanage Boyhood, by me.

“brothers through blood and joy

sharing nightmares with souls trapped inside those building walls

scared of growing old as the days pass by

holding hands with children secretly painted as sinners in the eyes of outsiders

peeling themselves back together, trying to separate acts of violence and softness

growing old by Lapvona rules, still looking for freedom and relief

God forgive those Christian boys yearning for clean knees and neat ties

playing outside to distract themselves from rotten food in old broken bowls

everything is fine in heaven but they’ll never get to know.”

ALSO last phrase is from “Angels of Porn II” by Nicole Dollanganger.

Hustler White (1996) // dir. Bruce LaBruce, Rick Castro

Saint-Narcisse (2020) // dir. Bruce LaBruce