Jan 13, 2024
I think anxiety has always been my nemesis and I didn't know how to properly handle it so it just grew and grew over the years until it was far too big for me to handle and with that being said - I began to use Alcohol unhealthily to cope with this anxiety monster that has evolved, which did not mix good well at ALL
(Mental Health + Drugs/Alcohol) = a recipe for disaster) eventually drugs were introduced to me (age 28) and I took off with that shit thus taking me down this rabbit hole of self destruction and self hatred making me lose everything and constantly threatening my freedom, all starting with anxiety.
