Lonely Girl

I never thought it would be this hard. Be this hard to forget the sound of your voice, the way your skin feels on mine. I never thought it would be this hard to forget you, to forget us.

Turning you on turns me on.

Life seems unfair. You put someone first who constantly puts you second. You study your ass off day and night for exams only to get a C. You give 110% to someone in a relationship who only gives 60% back. You’re there for a best friend at 3:00am and the next day they don’t reply to your message. It seems like you’re giving everyone everything, and they’re just walking away with it.

She wanted to say ‘Don’t leave me,’ but she couldn’t do it, not again. She was so tired of begging people to love her.

Be loyal behind my back.

Kill the part of you that believes it can’t survive without someone else.