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how is it that i dont care for every single person besides like 2-3 people i've met in my entire life like how tf do people make friends. i make new friends and get tired of them after 2 years wtf is wrong with me. i lowkey think i just don't like doing our shared hobbies anymore and i haven't made friends in my new hobbies yet idk but jfc

im lowkey lying there is like 5 people that i actually like but they can't afford to go fucking skiing, dh mtbing and white water kayaking but they cool they cool...

The idea that people can hear my thoughts on another plane, thought transfers, fucking terrifies me

im finally cured of spiritual psychosis but at what cost

at the moment, i have a total of at least 6 irl friends, like people I genuinely like, which feels crazy cause I've had between 1 - 3 for almost 25 years up until college when I had a ton and then back to 1 or 2 after graduation and now I'm making a solid group again even tho making friends outside of uni is hard as fuck but ya thank god for skateboarding

i have zero desire to hang around any of these people now LMAO

i am soooo back. i once again feel like theres not enough time in the day to do everything i want to do

i miss wellbutrin so fucking much

back on wellbutrin, about a month in i think, and idk why but i much rather just ride my bike aimlessly all day, watch movies, play runescape, guitar or whatever else than yearn for any kind of companionship like i really won the idgaf war

i am soooo back. i once again feel like theres not enough time in the day to do everything i want to do

i miss wellbutrin so fucking much

my inner monologue is so embarrassing i have no idea why it has not matured over the last 18 years

maybe it's because i never challenge it

Sex is gross have fun in hell

If i could be assured that i would NOT meet you (or anybody who thinks like you) there, i would gladly go…much more interesting people, ya know?

So how’s like… The 9th grade going? Big changes from middle school?