Lauren

I DON’T WANT TO LOVE YOU, I DON’T WANT TO LOVE ANYONE WHO DOESN’T LOVE ME, I DON’T WANT TO LOVE SOMEONE WHO DOESN’T MISS ME WHEN I’M GONE, I DON’T WANT TO LOVE SOMEONE WHO CAN’T STOP THINKING ABOUT ANOTHER GIRL, I DON’T WANT TO LOVE SOMEONE WHO FORGETS ABOUT ME, I DON’T WANT TO LOVE SOMEONE WHO WOULD WILLINGLY LET ME GO, I DON’T WANT TO LOVE SOMEONE WHO DOESN’T THINK I’M WORTH IT, I DON’T WANT TO LOVE SOMEONE WHO WOULD CHOOSE ANOTHER OVER ME OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN, I DON’T WANT TO LOVE SOMEONE WHO ALMOST LOVED ME.

it’s possible for consensual sex to be unhealthy. it is possible for sex to be both consensual and bad for you. sex can manifest as a method of self harm. you do not have to feel positively about all of your sexual experiences and consensual sex does not have to be unilaterally praised and upheld. sometimes the sexual experiences we seek out are unhealthy for us, and it’s good to acknowledge that.