Beak Is In The Tubes

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THIS BLOG IS 18+ ONLY.

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Abandon all hope, ye who enter here, for this is the lair of Beak!

I am a creation myth entity/monster giftuber, and my specialty is creating whatever I please. Whether it is through drawing, modeling, animating, or any other medium I can get my claws on, I will find a way to bend it to my will and birth forth monstrosities of my own making and design.

Beak does not suffer the fool, so beware what you say or do- lest you leave with one less limb, or head, depending on my mood.

Regardless, do try to make yourself at home among the darkness of the void. I’m sure the icy chill won’t linger on your mortal form for too long.

Picarto

Archival Playlists (Youtube):

Picarto

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Hi, I’m the human behind this pain arcade.

In summary I’m a 33 year old nonbinary/agender from the USA, I like body horror, blood, guts, bleak as fuck horror, old animation styles, and monsters! I also prefer being around other adults around my age, hence the 18+ note on my blog, and my streams.

I stream mainly as a way to focus on my work, and having an avatar of my sona in the corner is just a way to have fun with it. I only recently sort of stepped into the whole vtuber community thing, and frankly while I like having fun with my avatar and streaming my work, admittedly the community is lacking to me and there’s not a ton I like. You will find out what those things are from scrolling through this blog, I’m neither shy nor quiet about it. You won’t find a whole lot of bubbly, surface deep niceties either. I have nothing to sell, and no burning drive to gather in a numerous tide of followers for ad revenue, all you see here is me.

So naturally I’m something of an outlier. I think it’s fitting though, given that my sona is a monstrous entity from a different universe.

That said, this account is just a place to stick all my stream related stuff so I’m not cluttering up my main blog with it. I like to call it a quarantine. I’ll reblog monster designs I like, and things that remind me of my sona.

Last but not least I keep the askbox open, but you are not allowed to hide behind anon like a little bitchy coward and make petty jabs. If you’re going to be a dick, you should have the balls to put your fake, also technically identity hiding name, next to it. I would rather deal with a complete set, if you will.

Here are some tags I use, to make it easier to find things:

Monster Appreciation - I reblog monster designs I like here, any commentary on them will be in the tags.

beastybeak says a thing - Text posts! Anything I talk about will be found here, including stream announcements. But beware, you may be in for an opinion you do not agree with and therefore a scare!

Character vibes - A place where I stick things that remind me of my sona, Beak. This could be music, memes, images, anything.

Got some time off due to the holiday and used it to work on getting this sculpt fleshed out more.

Ahye is getting a turn in the blender, I've been wanting to make a model of them for a while and mess with some experimental things I have in mind for them.

They are the night sky, the heavenly bodies, sun and moon; an eldritch creation myth entity that borders on being nearly incomprehensible, and being able to capture some of that in their 3D model is so satisfying.

That said it's fucking hilarious when I post different renders where I have beak all stretched out and looping around versus ones where they're not as serpentine and people only seem interested in the renders where they look like they could fit the basic description of a generic long serpent dragon - or so it seems on bluski at least.

I've been messing with a lighting effect on and off for my Beak model, trying to get stars to pop up in the deep shadows of the model to sort of give them that deep space cosmic eldritch entity look. It was a bit of a pain to get right, mainly due to have to mess with inverting inputs for lighting on the shader's end, along with getting everything to play nice between the base texture, the lighting mask, and the stars.

Also here's a little extra thing where I messed with changing the pupil shape for one of the eyes to look like a little star. I don't think it got the mileage I wanted it to, but it was nice to mess with the pupil shape tweakers.