Working_towards_Fitness

So today… today wasn’t really that good food wise. Woke up and went to work. Tomorrow’s my last day there and I’m going to miss her so much but on the other hand I’m so relieved because I’ve been working with her twice a day, everyday, for the past year and a half. Grabbed my usual at dunkins before coming home and going grocery shopping with M. We stopped at subway for lunch but I just got a diet soda and chips since I had my last prepped taco salad at home. Then I kind of grazed the whole afternoon which I know is he worst since I couldn’t really tell how many calories I was taking in. Drove to my parents for dinner with them, my grandparents, and a family friend. Dinner consisted of a turkey burger stuffed with veggies, potato salad, and corn. For desert we had these amazing stuffed apples made in a Dutch oven. Lots to do tomorrow though so hopefully I’ll be on track better.

Did not sleep well at all. The boys were in the TV room talking loud until 4am. Around three I told them that they were so loud and they quieted up. 🙄🙄🙄 drunk best friends together, what should I expect. Woke up way too early for work and got an ice coffee and a snack 'n go wrap from dunkins. 470 calories, but totally worth it. Came home from work and grabbed one of my prepped taco salads. J was still asleep on the couch so M and I hung out in the bedroom and then played the Xbox quietly around J. When he finally woke up around two we ordered from papa Gino's and that where I didn't eat so well. I had a small steak and cheese sub, some fries, and four Buffalo chicken wings. Since I didn't sleep well I took a nap around four after the boys left to see a movie. I was exhausted. Woke up to go back to work and was so nauseous. It was a struggle making it through work. Once I got home I returned to bed in hopes of feeling better. By the time M got back home I was a little better and hung out with him watching bobs burgers and I had a pre-made cup of mashed potatoes. Excited to go back to bed though. Night.

Woke up early today, tried to convince M to take a sick day and hang out with me, but not this time. I'll ask again in a few weeks. Wanted to go to dunkins for breakfast on the way to a hike but that didn't go as planned. Ate one of the taco salads I had prepped and cleaned the apartment. Had some of the chicken and broccoli left overs from last night. So I grabbed some dunkins on my way to work because I needed my coffee. M went to pick up our friend because he's homeless again and I made myself a quick dinner of boiled eggs and mashed potatoes. Didn't really get any exercise other than cleaning and lifting things. Hoping to get back on a better track tomorrow.

I've been having a hard time lately. So I've decided to maybe write about it? I don't know. Maybe that will help? I guess we shall see.