Just For Fun :~)

As someone who used one direction as a comfort at 13 and still will listen to their music at 23 whenever I have a bad day I can’t even put into words the feelings I have right now. That band truly meant and means so much to me and I feel like I’m mourning my teenage years with the loss of Liam. I feel crazy crying over someone I’ve never met but this loss has shaken me too my core as I’ve love this band for over half of my life. Seeing what fame and addiction can turn someone into has been something I’ve been processing with Liam for years and while in his last years of life I didn’t support him, it feels unreal that this is it? This is how someone who made me feel better when I was an insecure lonely teenager goes? It’s tragic and sad and I had to redownload this app to know that I’m not alone in how I feel. It’s the weirdest emotion I’ve ever felt. I love one direction and want to thank them for all they’ve done and just have a few more things that need to be said:

MICHELE ICON FITZGERALD WINNER EXCELLENCE

SO random but I will be watching season 40 of survivor for queen Parvati, Michelle, and Sandra and ESPECIALLY daddy Yul