“I’d still love you if the world stops spinning, if heaven and hell tear us apart, if you ever forget me. I’d still love you if I found out you weren’t made for me, if these years in my life were nothing but a lesson, if we were just a bad dream. Darling, I’d still love you if I never hold you in my arms, if I never hear you speak. I’d still love you if one day I love another and if you don’t love me, I’d still love you.”

“There will be men who fall in love with your skin and others who drown themselves in everything that lies beneath. This is how you know.”

There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds.

I’d still love you if the world stops spinning, if heaven and hell tear us apart, if you ever forget me. I’d still love you if I found out you weren’t made for me, if these years in my life were nothing but a lesson, if we were just a bad dream. Darling, I’d still love you if I never hold you in my arms, if I never hear you speak. I’d still love you if one day I love another and if you don’t love me, I’d still love you.

I loved you dearly. Having sleepless nights and endless cups of coffee, thinking of what we could be.  Wasting my tears and my time. To which until now, I don’t regret. I loved you dearly. Getting worried sick when I don’t see you. Going to extreme measures just to see you, to see your smile. Just to hear your voice which I long to hear my name said by yours.  I loved you dearly. Wasting years of me loving you and turning down others. Of me waiting stupidly for you. I love(d) you, dearly.

Loving you in silence was the best mistake I had ever commit myself to. For loving you in silence, comes no hesitation and fear. And in my eyes, no one loves you else than me. And in loving you in silence, I found the serenity in loving. But to love you in silence, comes the consequences. That I can’t scream out the way I feel. To tell you I need you and your presence that keeps me warm at night. To tell you that I long for you. Loving you, was the best mistake that I would never regret.

There’s beauty in everything, you said. And you were right. I took one look into your eyes and saw the beauty of your soul, showing me your flaws and imperfections which made up your entire being. I started to see the beauty of the world in it’s simplicity. Hearing the buzz of the bees and the gush of the wind. Every single detail reminding me of you.  I try to intake the beauty of the vast land, but the beauty that i yearn for, is just by looking into your eyes.