I’ve been sitting on posting this for a while because I thought I’d have more to say, but I actually don’t! So, I’m pretty much done here. I’ve been done for quite some time and have kind of mostly been lurking around out of fear of disappointing people, but the reality of it all is that I’m getting old (26 in March, whoof), I feel like I can’t play the types of characters I really want to, and it’s just.. Not as satisfying as it used to be. I question if it ever really was!
I’m not saying I’m not going to be RPing at all or that I’m not RPing around Tumblr, I’m just bouncing out of this pocket of the community because time only moves forward and I have a lot of complicated feelings. Most of them regarding things related to young members of the community. I’ve talked many times about how I don’t like the idea of them getting too comfortable with older people online or thinking that other individuals are safe just because one or two people they met previously are.
Speaking on this and not acting upon it would be all kinds of chaotic.
I’m also busy! Life is finally starting to pick up and point itself in the direction I want it to for the first time in over five years! I’m back in college! I have a job I like! I’m about to move for the millionth time! So I can’t give this community the attention I used to give it. I’m pretty much exclusively RPing on Discord in a private server I’ve been part of for a bit over a year and it’s a beautiful time!
If anyone around here is still interested in RP stuff with me (there still are people here I’d love to continue RPing with), I wouldn’t mind putting a server together or doing shit on Kik or whatever! I’m also thinking about migrating to the lit/para side of RP because mun ages tend to skew up over there and I really want to do things that are more plot-driven now that I’ve gotten a taste of that back in my life again.
I’m probably going to keep my blogs up with something saying that they’re archived when I have the energy to do so, but @psychometrick is definitely being turned into a lit blog.
Beyond that, it’s been real. My time here has had way more downs than it has had ups, but I did thoroughly enjoy and appreciate every up I had!
If you don’t already have my Discord and want to remain in contact, feel free to send an ask.
I wasn’t originally going to bother responding to this because of the implication of people gossiping and saying that I left for other reasons and me just not caring, but then I saw I got it six times, so here I am!
I left for the reasons stated and a couple others like being sick of this weird label I have of Angry Negress, Destroyer of Ignorant Whites. I could dive into that whole thing for ages!Â
But! I’m running on the idea that you, anon, or someone you know is saying different and spreading the idea that there’s more and I don’t care. All I can do is give you the truth, which is: I’m fucking old, I’ve been bored here for over half a year, I’m busy with trying to build my life up, and I have other RP communities I’m part of that fulfill what I want out of RP.
