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CW: cursing, illegal street racing, reckless driving, alcohol consumption, mentions of death, violence, dangerous behavior, gambling, sexual language, eventual smut
Pairings: OT7!BTS x Poc!OC!
WC: 3.6k
synopsis: REGISTRATION BRIEF
WEST DALLAS UNDERGROUND
Updated: June 25, 2016
Friday nights in Dallas ran hot.
Payday hit.
Music got loud.
And once midnight came around, the streets belonged to the racers.
Every city had crews.
Grease Monkeys â Mechanics first. Racers second.
NASAs â One imaginary sponsorship away from NASCAR.
Pretty in Pinks â Cute cars. Cuter drivers.
Brick Squad â Loud, reckless, and mean behind the wheel.
Slick Ricks â More money than common sense.
Kindo â Young, hungry, and still learning.
Dallas had dozens more. But when people talked about the underground, only two names mattered. Two crews nobody wanted in their bracket.
Beat one, you earned respect.
Beat both, you made history.
But before you learn their names
you gotta know the layout.
REGISTRATION STATUS: â APPROVED
WELCOME TO THE UNDERGROUND.
author's note!:hiiii it's Moni <333 WELCOME TO REGISTRATION PLEASEEEEE đđđ Y'all I have been sitting on this universe for entirely too damn long so I'm excited to finally let my little street racing gremlins out of the garage the boys have street racing names let me Know if y'all want me to release the racing cardsđ i'm clearing out drafts tonight BABEHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! Meet Halo and Blackline aka two crews Please comment/reblog/send asks and tell me who y'all like so far because I NEED to know who everybody is rooting for and who y'all already want to fight LMAOOO. anyways... registration please. license too boo. <333 â Moni
Thursday June 24th 2016
10:15 pm Angel Motors
CRASH
The sound of a metal control arm hitting concrete echoed through Angel Motors.
"Fuck!"
Juno didn't even bother looking up, curled up on the worn out beige leather couch in Quinn's office. Her thumb kept lazily scrolling through Instagram, completely unfazed by Connie's latest outburst.
By now, it was just background noise.
Outside the office door, Rae Sremmurd's "this could be us" rattled through the large black garage speakers, the overhead fan squeaked every ten seconds. This was another Thursday routine before a Friday night race.
Connie cursed underneath Juno's suspended Silvia, frustrated with the alignment that Juno somehow fuckd up in her last race.
"What the fuck was that?"
Quinn's voice cut clean through the music. She was mid chew of her BBQ brisket from buc-ee's when she hear the crash, followed by Connie's outburst
A chorus of voices rang out answering immediately.
"Nothing."
Quinn narrowed her eyes towards the open office door.
"Uh huh."
She wiped her bbq-stained hands on a napkin before getting up to stand at the door way.
"Don't break my shit."
"...Bad-ass gremlins."
Juno snorted from her seat at the comment.
Quinn looked over.
"Whatchu laughin' at?" Quinn asked arching a brow. "Ain't you supposed to be in there helpin' 'em fix your car for tomorrow?"
"Mmcht." Juno smacks her teeth waving her off
"They'll be aight, it ain't nothing but a little alignment."
"I'm on Marco's page trying to see who I'm racing tomorrow"
"I don't know why you trying to scope. you know ci already know who you racing" Quinn rolls her eyes walking towards the girl
The girls argument cuts in from the background
"Brenley that's the wrong fucking wrench! Dumbass" Connie screams at brenley from under Juno's baby blue Silvia
"Well they all look the same"
"I asked you first a box end how the fuck you gon hand me a socket" Connie huffs at the girl in the bedazzled pink cheetah print tracksuit
Brenley looks down at her black acrylics "you ain't say that the first time"
Juno laughs while shrugging her shoulders at her friends argument before answering Quinn "I know that but I still like find out for myself"
Quinn reached over to snatch the phone from Juno's hands
"What the fuck?!"
"Yea well..." Quinn sets the phone down on her desk
"not on my watch, you fucked up yo own car now take ya lil ass in there and help em fix it"
Juno paused huffing as she stood. her skin peeling from the leather couch.
"Yea tell her get her ass in here, she ain't do nothing all night" Hartley shouts from the garage bay
"Mind yours! You ain't even helping dammit"
Juno turns yelling towards the door
"Exactly just useless" baby voice cuts in from the passenger side of her Toyota
"Shut up baby!" Hartley and Connie shout in unison
ââââ-
"Aye, aye, aye ficticia don't take your frustration out on my toolbox burra" Connie screech's at Juno from her chair
"I'm sorry I'm not trying to" Juno mumbles sliding the tools back towards the craft table
The girls were spread out across the garage. Autumns in the office looking at tomorrow's race routes, Hartley is on her laptop posting instagram stories, brenley and baby are on the carpet in the corner painting over baby's toes.
"What's up your ass anyway ?" Connie questions pushing her chair backwards to roll towards Juno until her wheels bump against her boots.
"Bro... we racin' Blackline tomorrow . I ain't in the mood for reap's annoying ass today." Juno finally confessed sitting back in her chair
Connie groans in agreement understanding her cousins frustration "Girl who you telling I can't stand that fucking kid!"
"He's always trying to tell me, ME! How to work a motherfuckin engine. Like that weak ass GT-R can hold up against my mods"
"I mean... it doesâ"
Connie slowly turns to Juno with a look threatening her to finish her sentence.
Juno cleared her throat
"...It doesn't."
Connie stares for a moment grumbling out a quiet "bitch" before rolling away
"You can't get mad at me for being honest" Juno guffaws
"Yea well honesty hurts, that's why I called you a bitch"
"Okayyyy rudeness" Juno drags out standing up to follow Connie around the car
"Look I'm only being honest because we put three bands up on this race, that's Three bands from each crew. Plus Marco got sponsors, side bets, and crowd commission. Seventeen stacks total. that's seventeen stacks on the line!" Juno sighs tugging on her cousins shirt to get the girl to look at her
"that's enough to get us out of this lil hole we're in. We can pay rent on the house, put some back for our books this upcoming semester, AND give some to Quinn to put back into the shop without having to tap into our actual work checks. Plus last time we raced them we got embarrassed cause baby lost to mirage's slow ass"
"Hey I heard that" baby pouts from her corner of the garage waving off brenley restless hands fanning at her toes
"Good" Brenley quips "wasted my cute ass outfit for that bum ass race, you know how long it took me to customize that fashion nova two piece"
"Man his ass cheated" baby rolls her eyes at Brenleys rant
"He ain't cheat. You wasn't focused." autumn finally speaks up standing in the office doorway Arms folded across her chest
Baby looks up at her offended by the comment
"If you actually studied the route I sent you, you would've know that median was there!" she continues pushing herself off the frame coming over to rest against Juno's Silvia.
"You're not Juno baby so stop trying to race like her and learn the routes"
Juno winces at autumns jab, choosing to ignore the hidden compliment in her words.
Connie looks over at baby solemnly in agreement
"Alright, alright ease up on baby ok? She ain't raced in weeks it was her first run back. Who knew mirages ass would actually be good for once."
Autumn sighs taking a moment to think before speaking "maybe we give her a few low rank races before we put her back in S rank money races for now"
"What?! No-" baby yells standing up but gets cuts off by Brenleys hand pulling on her arm
"Relax speedy Gonzalez, autumns not trying to pulling you out the rank, what she's trying to say is we need to get you some more practice" Brenley reasons
Baby turns towards the girls "Be foreal yall know I smoke who ever I go against in E rank races"
"WE know that! we're just saying blackline aren't E rank racers and YOU know that!" Connie speaks up
Baby turns to look at Juno waiting for her to say something to make the girls reconsider
Juno looked between Autumn and Baby biting at her thumbnail.
"Autumn ain't wrong." She sighs
Baby's face fell, the hurt visible in her expression.
"BUT" she puts her hands up in defense "...neither are you, baby we know you can drive."
"I know you blow smoke on the asphalt."
Baby perks up at Juno's praise shoulders slightly relaxing
"But autumns right. E rank races are good ways to stack easy money AND get you more comfortable behind a wheel"
Juno taps the hood of her Silvia.
"Speed don't mean shit if you don't know where you're going."
The girls nod in silent agreement
"Cool? Good. Now let's finish fixing my baby so we can whoop Reap's ass." Juno laughs turning to pick up the grubby red toolbox
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Thursday June 24th 2016
11:56 pm Velocity Motors
Tools gleamed beneath the blue fluorescent lights lining the garage wall. The concrete floor was clean enough to reflect the underglow of the cars parked inside.
Yoongi sat at his craft table surrounded by engine blueprints, Jungkook's GT-R owner manual opened beside a notebook filled with measurements and handwritten calculations. He erased another line before sketching it again.
The garage door rattled open.
"Yo scar you in here?" He hears being shouted followed by the sound of feet shuffling
"No"
"Well" Jungkook come up beside him before leaning on the table "looks different to me"
Yoongi sighs before looking up to see jungkook and Taehyung crowd around his work table
"What do you want reap? I'm working"
"I can see that" jungkook grumbles looking over Yoongis shoulder while spinning his car keys around his finger
"We came to see if you needed us to do anything, slicks on the phone with Marco right now to get the entry word."
Yoongi pushed him away and reached blindly to his left. Taehyung placed the eraser he'd been searching for directly into his hand.
Across the garage, Hoseok slid out from underneath his Supra on a creeper, grease streaked across one forearm."Heard we racing' halo tomorrow"
Taehyung rolls his eyes leaning across the table "I hate racing their asses"
"Man quit faking I know you wanna to see ciphers fine ass" jungkook laughs now tossing his keys in the air
"And?" Taehyung shrugs reaching for a fiber towel
"They all fine doesn't stop them from being annoying" he walks towards Hoseok Supra
"last time I beat babys' crying ass and I swear them bitches tried jumping me in the parking lot"
Hoseok points a ratchet at him "Aye watch out with that bitch word"
"and baby ain't a crybaby, you know how new racers be" he finishes shrugging
"New racers what?" Namjoon asks walking in from the office entryway looking down at his phone
he's soon followed by a smiling jimin walking with a slight skip in his step
"Nothing." Yoongi waves him off
"What you smiling for?" He questions jimin with a raise of his brow
Jimin points to himself "I just got off the phone with Marco"
"Got the entry word for tomorrow night. and I'm told it's a seventeen K kinda race night" he smirks dragging out the last part of his sentence
The boys pause what they're doing to look up at him
"Only seventeen?" Namjoon frowns looking up from his screen
Jimin smile drops
"Marco doesn't lower prize pools for no reason"
"True" yoongi nods
Namjoon leans on the table looking over at Jimin
"Either turn outs weak or somebody big pulled"
Jungkook opens his mouth before Jimin cuts him off with a hand to his chest
"Mmcht, I kinda guessed that BUT!" Jimin Claps
" That ain't the focus, if somebody did pull out last minute that means it's still four racers tomorrow. WE just going to vibe check, win a few races, and dip"
Yoongi scoffs leaning back in his chair "you say that every car link and somehow we always end up in some bullshit"
"But Joons right, three grand don't just disappear if somebody big did pull that's
3k we're missing out on, I don't know about yall but a extra 3k never hurt my pockets"
"Shid who you telling! I need some new mods on the whip" Jungkook agrees sliding into the stool next to yoongi
"Bruh your mods be free the fuck are you talking about?" Jimin quips at jungkook
"And? Scar may do the mods but the materials he use ain't cheap"
"I already ordered the metallic wrap but now that I think about it I'm about to start charging yall for em'." Yoongi speaks
"Yea yea yea whatever look im tryna make sure we go and have a good time tomorrow is that to much to ask?" Jimin points out
Hoseok and Taehyung look at each other before bursting into laughter hitting each other in the process
"No YOU tryna go trick on brenleys mean ass" Taehyung jokes leaning onto Hoseok
"And then come home and whine about how she curves your ass again, better leave that girl alone before she slash your tires again" Hoseok finishes leaning back on the stool
"... no for real fool gon end with a fatass knot on his head next time" Jungkook chuckles
"Man whatever"Jimin flips them off
"LOOK we going tomorrow strictly for racing! Yall getting to comfortable sitting on the sidelines"Namjoon cuts in focusing the conversation back on topic
"The summer just started and I seen some XF007's that would look good as hell on my whip"
"We got Mr. Business over here n' shit" Taehyung rolls his eyes pushing off of Hoseok to walk towards his car
Yoongi chuckles under his breath re-sketching over the engine layout "when's the last time you hit something man? You be so stuck up when you ain't get nun it a min'."
"What? Man I get play! I'm just focused right now" Namjoon questions walking to sit on the leather couch along the wall
"On what? We ain't got shit to do new semester don't start for two months ain't nun to do but race and chase the whole summer" Jungkook points out
"Aye he got a point, I know I'm good I paid rent 4 months in advance due to that last race" jimin perks up while walking over to the vending machine in the corner
"Yea well some of us like to stack money instead of spending it" Namjoon huffs flipping through the magazine in his hand
"Says the fool with a 4,000 dollar chain on and just said something about some XF's" hoseok smirks while pointing and Namjoon
"...whatever"
"Man I hate this damn thing" jimin grumbles hitting the vending machine "...mothafucka took my last quarters"
"Bruh you got the key just open it and grabs the drink instead of being stupid" jungkook rolls his eyes at Jimin
"Now that yall got ya lil jokes out can we get back on track" Namjoon quips harshly
Hoseok clears his throat "so uh... who's racing tomorrow?"
"I am" Jungkook says now on his phone with out looking up
"No, ya not I am" Namjoon shoots
Yoongi and jimin share a glance
Jungkook looks up "and why the fuck not?!"
"Because I said so, but if you must know it's supposed to be some new cats on the scene tomorrow and I'm trying to make sure we win"
"Sooo you saying I don't win races" Jungkook questions with a quirk of his brow now offended
"I ain't say that" Namjoon replies
"Yea but you implied it"
"No. I didn't "
"Then what's the problem?" Jungkook huffs vexed at what Namjoon was getting at
"You race whoever's in front of you."
"I race everybody."
Taehyung sighs now polishing the hood of Hoseoks car
"Here they go again with this shit" jimin groans finally grabbing his chips out the machine
"Don't put words in my fucking mouth reap, I'm just saying everytime we race halo you be to focused on beating them to pay attention to other drivers" Namjoon curses
"I'm trying to see what crew made somebody nervous enough to pull out of a race last minute"
"That ain't got shit to do with me honestly but we'll see...".Jungkook adds before storming off
"Pops need to talk to his hard headed ass... he so damn stubborn" Hoseok quips sliding back under his car
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Friday June 25th 2016
12:30AM Underground west district
Burnt rubber clung to the humid night air. Bass from three different stereos bled together until every parking row had its own soundtrack. Neon underglow rippled across puddles left over from yesterday's rain while vendors shouted over revving engines, selling burgers, tacos, and Styrofoam cups full of Hennessy.
This is where car people came to enjoy themselves some more so than others...
"runway! My favorite twin Carter" jimin smirks strolling through the crowd of people over to brenleys parked pink RX-7 leaving yoongi to stand by their cars awkwardly sipping the ciroc of from his cup scrolling through his phone
Brenley currently reapplying a new fresh layers of lipgloss let's out an exasperated groan the moment she recognized the consistently annoying voice that likes to terrorize her almost every Friday night
Closing her eyes she recline in her seat mentally preparing herself for whatever little game he was about to spit
Jimin finally comes to a stop at her door leaning down against the driver's window, peeking inside."when are you gonna let me trick on you mama"
"As soon as you put 6 bands in my hand slick" brenley replies staring down trying to look uninterested while holding out her fresh black acrylic manicured nails
"Shid say less baby" he laughs using his left hand to reach into his back pocket while caressing hers
"Slick get the fuck away from my car before I hit you with it" she says snatching her hand away
"Aw you ain't gotta be mean mama don't treat daddy like that" he pouts counting through the stack he pulled out
Yoongi watched the interaction from where he leaned against his car, shaking his head at Jimin's persistence.
"She ain't neva gon say yes man let it go" he shouts
"Man shut up I don't ask for a yes I asked for a opportunity" jimin rolls his eyes at yoongi
"Same thing" yoongi and brenley say in unison causing jimin to huff now focusing his full attention on brenley
Brenley scoffs reaching for her phone to text the group chat SOS "slick get the fuck on somewhere you do this every weekend, you don't get tired of me telling you no?"
"NOPE! Wanna know why?" He asks
"Nah not really"
"It's ok I know you do I know you gon give in eventually but that's for another time.... here" he says handing her the money
She takes it counting through the bills
"2k? What's this for?"
"To make sure you show up looking pretty for me everytime" he laughs walking backwards
"You 4k short! TRICK!" She shouts from her window causing a few heads to turn in their direction
"It's ok I'm only a trick for you baby!" He laughs turning around to catch up with yoongi
"Still ain't get no date!" She throws a final insult happily adding the money into her purse excited to tell her friends about the extra cash she came up on later
Across the lot, Namjoon and Jungkook sat in their respective cars, parked side by side but saying nothing. The tension between them had Blackline on edge, especially after Jungkook's outburst and Namjoon's nonstop muttering about ignorant childish drivers.
Namjoon's thoughts had been running in circles since they arrived. Somewhere in the crowd was the crew that made another team pull out of a seventeen-thousand dollar race. Out of the corner of his eye, Jungkook kept fiddling with his lip ring.
Namjoon knew he should be the one racing tonight. He'd see things Jungkook wouldn't. That didn't stop him from worrying about his younger brother anyway.
Namjoon rolled down his window, ready to say something, but stopped at the sight of a golden sun belly ring and colorful waist beads wrapped around sunkissed dark brown skin.
Juno leaned down until her face came into view.
"Yo" Juno leans down to Joons eye level
"Well hello riot to what do I owe the pleasure" he smirks
"Can I hop in... we need to talk" she asks folding her arms in place
"Yea sure doors unlocked" he nods to the passenger door
Juno walks across the front of his car finally allowing him the chance to look at Jungkook who's already staring at him with a questionable raised bro as if to say "really?"
Joon shrugs turning his head in Juno's direction as she gets in
He rolls his window up "what's up Juno?" Question her
Juno watches as people walk around joking and laughing at nonsense around them
"There's a new crew racing tonight" she finally answers
"I know..." Namjoon nods his head slowly confused at where she's going with this
"Ci got a name" she sighs
"Who?" Namjoon sits up slightly at the new information
"Some crew from L.A. Crew leader Calls himself Fabio."
Namjoon frowns "Fabio?"
"That's what Ci said."
"Never heard of em"
"Neither had ci... until she started digging"
Namjoon stares at her before chuckling "And? That ain't enough to make you walk over here."
"Namjoon you didn't let me finish"
"A few... a few of their races ended up with a few bodies" she finishes
The laughter outside suddenly sounded farther away. A Camaro revved somewhere across the lot. Neither of them looked.
Namjoon rested both hands on the steering wheel.
"So? You know as well as I do this shit's
dangerous. What makes them any different?"
"People wasn't dying 'cause they missed turns. They were fucking with other crews' cars."
Namjoon sighed leaning his head against his head rest looking at jungkooks now empty spot
"I knew there was a reason I ain't let his ass race tonight" he mumbles
"What? Reaps not racing" Juno questions
He wasn't supposed to be. Now that I know about this shit, I damn sure ain't letting him."
"...Namjoon did you look at Marcos pool?"
Juno whispers
"Nah I already put money up for my crew, why?"
Juno pulls out her phone to view the group text that was sent out to show Namjoon
"Because jungkooks name is on the board"
Namjoon was already out of the driver's seat before Juno finished lowering her phone. His eyes swept across rows of cars.
Vendors, Crowds, Burnouts, until they landed on Hoseok standing beside a food truck with a tray of nachos.
Juno shoves open the passenger door rushing after him
CW: cursing, stripper!reader, alcohol consumption, jealousy, possessive behavior, suggestive themes, eventual smut, toxic relationships (something wrong with me fr)
WC: 2.3K
Pairings: Jungkook x pierced!stripper!poc! Reader
synopsis: Jungkook has never had a problem sharing. He shared damn near his entire life with six other people and never thought twice about it.
Then one drunken night in Miami introduces him to Chxrry Starr.
What was supposed to be a private dance turns into seven hundred dollars spent talking, a real name he wasn't supposed to know, and a phone number he definitely wasn't supposed to leave with.
It should've ended there.
Instead, somewhere between late-night texts, flights back to Miami, and Jungkook becoming entirely too attached to a psychology student who still thinks his music career started on SoundCloud, Y/N becomes the first thing in his life that feels entirely his.
There's just one problem.
Jungkook was raised to share everything but not with your customers or other "situationships".
And for the first time in his life, Jeon Jungkook isn't feeling particularly generous.
Bedrooms, Bathrooms, Clothes, Food, Hotel rooms, Vans, Attention.
He'd gone from squeezing seven growing teenagers into a tiny dorm room to spending half of his adulthood knocking on hotel doors asking which hyung had his charger. Privacy had always been something of a luxury, and Jungkook had learned young that there were very few things that ever truly belonged to him.
He was fine with that.
Content, even.
At least, he had been before he met you.
Jungkook had been lucky enough to stumble into your presence on a drunken night in Miami.
His solo rollout had been going better than anyone couldâve hoped, and a few of his friends had decided that apparently warranted dragging him through half the city in celebration.
By the time they landed at the strip club labeled GOLD RUSH in black bold letters, Jungkook had already had more than enough.
A few shots and a handful of foreign bills tossed toward dancers later, he was slumped comfortably into the leather booth, nursing the melting ice in his glass and contemplating how rude it would be if he simply disappeared.
âIâm gonna gone head and head back to the hotel.â
His obviously drunken friend Min-jun immediately shook his head.
âNo, youâre not.â
Jungkook stared at him before letting out a chuckle in disblief.
âYes, I am.â
âNot yet.â
âIâm tiredddd.â
âOne more dancer.â
Jungkook groaned, letting his head fall against the booth.
âYou said that two dancers ago.â
âThis one is different.â
âSure.â
âIâm serious.â Min-jun leaned closer, practically yelling over the music. âBest dancer in here.â
âCongrats to her then.â
âAnd I booked you a private dance after her set.â
Jungkookâs head snapped toward him.
âYou did what?â
Min-jun only grinned.
Jungkook considered getting up, cussing out hi friend in drunken anger, before leaving.
atleast he would have but he froze at the sudden dim of lights
The music faded into something quieter as conversations around the club shifted with it. Men who had barely looked up from their drinks suddenly turned toward the stage.
Then the DJâs voice came through the speakers.
âlook man Yâall boys already know what time it is.â
The reaction was immediate.
"Get ready for one of the baddest to ever grace the stage in this building"
Whistles. Shouts. A few men already reaching into their pockets.
âMiami, make some noise for my favorite bad girl Cherry Starr.â
Saffron-red crystals caught underneath the stage lights as you stepped through the curtain, scattering tiny flecks of red across your skin. Oil and glitter made your brown legs gleam underneath them, the jeweled fishnet-ed two-piece hugging your figure like somebody had designed it specifically with you in mind.
Jungkookâs gaze started at your heels.
Then your legs.
Higher.
His eyes caught on the tiny double-cherry tattoo sitting low near your hip.
Cute.
Unexpectedly cute.
Then came the silver Hello Kitty charm dangling from your belly-button piercing.
Even cuter.
His mouth twitched. He liked hello kitty too.
His attention traveled higher before he finally reached your face.
Curls surrounded it in a wild halo. Large silver hoops brushed your neck when you moved, another smaller hoop sitting perfectly against your nose.
Beautiful.
That was his first coherent thought.
His second came when he reached your eyes.
Oh.
Something was missing.
Jungkook sat forward.
Around him, the entire club seemed to come alive as you reached the center of the stage.
But Jungkook barely heard them.
Because he knew that look.
Heâd worn it before.
Hundreds of times, probably.
The expression you wore wasnât empty exactly. Nobody else would've even noticed the difference. Your lips curved at all the right moments. Your eyes dragged lazily across the crowd. Your shoulders were relaxed, movements unhurried, confidence dripping from every calculated step.
Cherry Starr had arrived.
But whoever you were underneath her had gone somewhere else.
Jungkook knew how to do that too.
He knew how to hear a cue and become Jung Kook.
How to straighten his shoulders when exhaustion made them ache.
How to smile when cameras turned toward him.
How to laugh through the same question he'd answered fifteen times that week.
How to take whatever he was feeling, fold it into something tiny, shove it somewhere behind his ribs and perform.
Watching you do it made something uncomfortable twist inside his chest.
Then you grabbed the pole.
And Jungkookâs dancer brain betrayed him.
His eyes immediately dropped to your feet.
Pivot.
Plant.
Turn.
Your right foot shifted barely half an inch before your left leg wrapped around the pole, giving you enough momentum to carry yourself effortlessly into the next transition.
Jungkook blinked.
âWhoa.â
Min-jun laughed beside him.
âTold you.â
But that wasnât what Jungkook meant.
He leaned forward, elbows settling onto his knees.
You were trained.
Maybe not traditionally, but definitely trained.
There was too much control for you not to be.
The crowd reacted whenever you gave them something obvious, a drop, a turn, a look tossed over your shoulder.
Jungkook noticed everything between those moments.
The flex of your ankle before you shifted your weight.
The way you used your shoulder to control your descent instead of letting gravity do the work.
The tiny adjustment of your grip before a transition.
The fact that you seemed to favor your left side.
Hoseok would've noticed it too.
The thought came automatically.
Jungkook almost smiled imagining his hyung sitting beside him analyzing your technique instead of behaving like a normal person.
Then someone near the stage yelled your name.
âCHXRRY BABY!â
Your head turned.
That practiced smile immediately appeared. Deep soulfully dimples gracing the middle of your cheeks
Jungkookâs smile disappeared.
The man waved a stack of bills at you.
You approached him because, of course, you did.
It was your job.
You crawled near the edge of the stage, Hips saying effortlessly giving him exactly enough attention to make him feel special before he slid the stack between your oiled breast.
Something hot and unfamiliar crawled underneath Jungkookâs skin.
He frowned.
The feeling made absolutely no sense.
He didn't know you.
Didn't even know your real name.
Yet every time somebody called for Chxrry and your attention shifted toward them, irritation settled heavier in his stomach.
They were looking at you.
Of course they were looking at you.
He was looking at you.
That realization should've embarrassed him.
Instead, Jungkook found himself wondering what your real smile looked like.
Not Chxrry Starrâs.
Yours.
He wanted to know what your eyes looked like when nobody was paying you to look interested.
That thought unsettled him more than his attraction did.
Because wanting your body was easy.
Everybody in this room wanted that.
Jungkook wanted something none of them seemed interested in looking for.
You.
The song began approaching its end.
Jungkook glanced toward Min-jun.
His friend was already grinning.
âWhat?â
Min-jun laughed. âNothing.â
Jungkook narrowed his eyes.
âYou've been staring at her like she personally offended you for the last four minutes.â
âI haven't.â
âYou haven't blinked.â
âI blinked.â
âName one time.â
âShut up.â
Min-jun laughed harder.
The final beat hit.
You held your position for half a second before the room erupted drowning you in miscellaneous bills.
Jungkook watched the transformation happen in reverse.
You smiled.
You waved.
You gathered what had been thrown across the stage.
Chxrry. Chxrry. Chxrry.
Your stage name bounced around the room.
Then you disappeared behind the curtain.
Jungkook stared after you.
Min-jun slapped his thigh.
âWell.â
Jungkook looked over.
âYour private dance is in fifteen.â
His stomach dropped.
Right.
He'd forgotten about that.
âI don't think I want it.â
Min-jun's eyebrows shot up. âBullshit.â
Jungkook looked back toward the curtain.
He wanted to see you again.
That was precisely the problem.
Because he already knew what would happen.
You'd walk into that room.
You'd smile at him.
You'd flirt with him.
Maybe laugh at whatever stupid thing he managed to say.
And Jungkook wouldn't know if any of it belonged to him or if he'd simply purchased fifteen minutes of Chxrry Starr.
For reasons he couldn't explain, that bothered him.
Still
Fifteen minutes later, Jungkook was sitting alone in a private room.
Waiting.
The door opened.
His head lifted.
You stepped inside.
And there she was again.
Chxrry Starr.
That same slow smile.
Those same bedroom eyes.
That same carefully manufactured interest.
âooo Hi, handsome.â
Jungkook stared at you.
You tilted your head.
"you do speak English right baby?'
Jungkook slowly nodded before his eyes dropped briefly to the little cherries tattooed near your hip before returning to your face.
''can I have a name orrr should I give you a lil nickname?"
Jungkook ears twitched at the southern drawl in your accent.
he suddenly realized you were standing there waiting for a response from him.
he cleared his throat.
"i-it's J-J-ungkook"
Your smile widened.
"aww you nervous baby?"
He couldn't think clearly. you were making him hella nervous. He couldn't tell which way was up.
"it's alright, you don't have to answer"
he watched your slow descent down the small cluster of stairs before there you stood in front of him.
"can I touch you baby?"
Jungkook nodded nervously before speaking
"Y-Yea you can!"
He winced at the volume in his voice he needed to get it together
PARTYNEXTDOOR"S "Break from Toronto" slowly leaked through the speakers and you took that as your cue to straddled Jungkook's full thighs.
"Wait, wait, wait." Jungkook's hands gripped your waistcausing you to pause.
"what's wrong?"
He faltered at the pout in your lips.
"I don't want a dance"
"Huh? oh hell no if you're expecting me to fuck you, YOU got me fucked up" you immediately jumped from his lap
"Who the fuck do you think I am? i'm not like these other three dolla hoes in here! matta of fact you can get the fuck up outta here!" you gestured towards the door
"hold on! wait! that's not what I meant! I don't want sex either just sit down please!"
You paused at the pleading tone in his voice, the slight foreign accent curling around his words tugging at your heartstrings. Still, you kept your guard up. Pretty face or not, youâd dealt with enough men in this club to know better than to let one pair of big brown eyes make you stupid.
You eyed him carefully, arms folding over your chest.
"alright then what? you don't wanna fuck and you don't want a dance so what?"
Jungkook sighs already knowing he was about to sound like an idiot.
âCan we just... talk?â
you paused eyeing him confusion, Baffled at the thought of simply just talking.
âTalk?â
âYeah.â
âYou paid seven hundred dollars to talk to me?â
â...I paid seven hundred dollars?â Jungkook retorts in bewilderment
"...Jes-"
this caused you to laugh at his realization and there he heard it that beautiful nasally laugh that had him look up at you in admiration
he clears his throat "look I know this is different for you probably... I don't know but I just want to talk..." he pauses waiting for you to respond with your name
"Chxrry"
"no. what's your real name?"
"I don't give out my real name to customers"
"what about friends?"
"we ain't friends"
"we could be"
you raised your brow at him as if to say "really?"
"I'm just trying to get to know you "Chxrry" nothing weird. honest" he raised his hands in innocence
you sigh before unfolding your arms to sit beside him
"Y/N"
"huh?" he looks up in confusion
"Y/N. my real name is Y/N"
he smiles at that
"Beautiful. just like you."
"mhm thanks"
he leans back wipping the sweat from his palms on his jeans
âThis your only job?â
âWhy? You hiring?â
Jungkook laughed. âI'm serious.â
âUnfortunately.â
âWhy unfortunately?â
"Because this isn't my dream but you know how the story goes, I'm only doing this to get through school"
"oh school huh? what are you going for?"
"psychology."
âPsychology?â His eyebrows lifted. âSo you can read minds?â
You stared at him.
âYeah. I'm reading yours right now.â
Jungkook immediately straightened.
You snorted. âBoy, I'm fucking with you.â
âOh.â
"what about you? what do you do?"
"...music"
"music? like what soundcloud?'
he chuckles at that
"yea something like that"
âSo you sing or you rap?â
âBoth.â
you give him a look.
âOh, you one of them.â
âOne of what?â
âEverybody come to Miami and suddenly they a rapper.â
âIâm not rapper!â
you laugh again.
âOkay, SoundCloud. Relax.â
"You any good?â
Jungkook bit back a smile.
âI think so.â
âEverybody think they good.â
âPeople tell me I'm good.â
âYour mama don't count.â
He laughed. âNot my mom.â
âLemme hear something then.â
His eyebrows rose.
âNow?â
âYou the musician.â
"How about I get your number ...and I send you some of my work?"
"Mcht you ain't slick"
"what I can only try right?"
you rolled your eyes
"you lucky you cute, wheres your phone?"
Jungkook smiled before reaching into his pocket. He was over the moon. smiling so hard his cheeks hurt as he dug into his pocket.
He handed you his phone.
You typed your number in, completely unaware that somewhere between Y/N and SoundCloud, Jeon Jungkook had already decided he wanted to see you again.
Maybe that should've been the first warning.
Jungkook had never been particularly greedy.
He'd never needed to be.
But when you handed his phone back, your name sitting pretty at the top of a brand-new contact, his thumb curled around it instinctively.
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synopsis: Kaylia came to Howard holding onto something steady a long-term relationship, a soft heart, and a plan. Seyvn came with nothing to hold onto just attitude, independence, and a habit of keeping people at a distance. They weren't supposed to click like that.But one night, one party, and one shared dorm room changes everything.Now it's late nights, loud music, blurred boundaries, and conversations that hit too deep at 3AM
synopsis: Kaylia came to Howard holding onto something steady a long-term relationship, a soft heart, and a plan.
Seyvn came with nothing to hold onto just attitude, independence, and a habit of keeping people at a distance. They weren't supposed to click like that.
But one night, one party, and one shared dorm room changes everything.
Now it's late nights, loud music, blurred boundaries, and conversations that hit too deep at 3AM
author's note!
Hi... it's Moni & sage here
Bro I (moni) caught hellllllll uploading this chapter and the last please enjoy it because I bout damn near ripped my hair out uploading this
Anywho hereâs a fresh new chapter for you guys (I swear we be talking into a echo chamber nobody donât be here lmao)
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anyways enjoy <333!!|
Sage proofread this one so any mistake is on her guys
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âWhat the fuck!â
Tae shoots up from his desk at the sound of namjoons voice carrying through the house.
He pushed his chair back and wandered toward the kitchen, only to find Namjoon standing by the island with his phone in one hand and a water bottle in the other.
âDamnâ Tae says leaning against the island
âWhat the water do to you?â Tae asked approaching a seemingly frustrated Namjoon
âIt ainât the waterâ Namjoon turned the phone towards him showing a series of instagram stories
âitâs Seyvn! Kaylia got her outside showing her ass, literally!â
âImma fuck this girl up I swear bro!â He huffs slamming the bottle down
Taehyung snatched the phone before Namjoon could accidentally crack the screen.
âKaylia too?â
âYea she broke up with her dude now they at a party losing their damn mindsâ Namjoon ran a frustrated hand down his face
Taehyung swiped through the Instagram stories .
âWait, they ainât together no more..?â Tae tried to conceal the slight concern in his tone
He watched intently as the video showcased Kaylia on a table in the middle of a split.
Taehyung couldnât help the small smile tugging at his lips.
âYea I forgot to mention it to you earlier, you were studying and I ainât want to bother youâ
â weâre so drunk right now this bitch tryna backflip off the couchâ kaylia slurred voice is heard coming from namjoons phone as tae continues through the stories
âYou think they okay?â Tae questioned in amusement before his smile dropped
clicking the next story he pauses seeing Kaylia shaking ass on a random guy.
ââŠnah fuck that.â
âWe pulling up or what?â Tae questioned, shutting off the phone.
Namjoon was already patting down his hoodie pockets.
âI donât even know where her hardheaded ass atâŠâ
He found his keys on the kitchen island and snatched them up.
ââŠbut Iâm finna find out.â
Tae pushed himself off the counter, following close behind.
âItâs a Tuesday.â
He slipped on his shoes with a sigh.
âAinât much happening tonight.â
Namjoon opened the front door.
âthere is now.â
ââ
The July air had finally cooled.
Not enough to chase away the heat gathered beneath Seyvnâs skin, but enough that standing on the front porch felt better than staying inside the overcrowded house.
Music pulsed through the walls behind them.
Somebody laughed too loud.
A bottle shattered somewhere down the street before another chorus of cheers erupted.
Howard parties.
Always somebody acting a fool.
Kaylia leaned against the porch railing, taking another drag before passing the blunt toward Seyvn.
âYou knowâŠâ she exhaled slowly.
âI really thought he was gonna marry me.â
Seyvnâs smile disappeared.
She accepted the blunt without smoking it immediately.
ââŠI know.â
âI feel stupid.â
âYou not stupid.â
âI ignored so much.â
She laughed, but there wasnât anything funny about it.
âI kept telling myself, âNah⊠thatâs just Keon.ââ
Another pause.
âI think I loved the version of him I made up.â
Seyvn finally took a hit before looking over.
âYou wanna know something?â
âWhat?â
âI think everybody does that.â
Kaylia frowned.
âYou think so?â
âI thinkâŠâ Seyvn shrugged.
ââŠpeople fall in love with potential.â
Kaylia stared ahead.
ââŠDamn.â
âYou donât stop loving somebody overnight.â
âNo.â
âBut eventuallyâŠâ
Seyvn nudged her shoulder.
ââŠyou get tired of mourning somebody whoâs still alive.â
Silence.
The music inside shifted into another Drake song.
Neither of them moved.
Kaylia laughed.
ââŠGirl.â
âWhat?â
âYou always sound like you writing one of them damn Tumblr posts.â
Seyvn gasped.
âI do not.â
âYou absolutely do.â
ââPeople mourn the living every dayâŠââ
Kaylia mimicked dramatically.
ââSeyvn, 2016.ââ
âBitch.â
âIâm just saying.â
They both burst into laughter
ââŠSeyvnâ
âHmm?â
âDonât that car look real familiarâ Kaylia whispered squinting
âWhat? Where?â
âThat black one, right there.â She pointed.
âDoesnât that look like Namjoon car rolling down the streetâ Kaylia adds turning Seyvns head in said direction
A matte black Nissan GT-R crawled slowly down the street, headlights washing over the line of cars parked bumper-to-bumper outside the house.
âIt does but that ainât him he said he was chilling tonightâ Seyvn brushes her off before pulling from the blunt taking out her phone
âNahh bitch, that look like Namjoonâ Kaylia nods
âHis ass canât be crazy enough to pull upâŠ.right?â She questioned
Seyvn laughed
âGirl its Namjoon he ainât that damn crazyâ
The car pulled closer towards the yard, the passenger window rolling down.
Kaylia squinted through the darkness, eyes registering Tae sitting in the passenger seat.
âOh shit that is them!â She laughed slapping seyvns shoulder.
The car swerved into the front yard
âAyo, Kay!â Tae yelled from out the window towards them, unbuckling his seat belt.
âBitch run!â She stumbled looking back to see Seyvn had already left
Namjoon steps out slamming his card door with force
âSeyvn getcho lil ass back here!â He yelled after her seeing her disappear into the house
âGirl fuck you!â Kaylia yelled rushing after her.
The two rushed into the crowd in the living room, hoping the packed area could conceal them.
âDonât cuss at me bitch i had the sense to get up soon as that mothafucka hit the grassâ Seyvn calls back pushing bodies out of the way
âWhat you think they gon do when they find us?â Kaylia questions sheepishly
âI donât know bitch but keep moving I ainât trying to find outâ Seyvn responds by squeezing through the crowd
âExcuse me!â
âMy bad!â
âMove!â
Seyvn grabbed Kayliaâs wrist, dragging her toward the kitchen.
âI think we lost âem.â
Kaylia bent over laughing.
âBitch, you left me!â
âI was surviving!â
âYou ainât shit!â
âIâll apologize later!â
âYou better!â
Seyvn peeked over her shoulder.
ââŠSee?â
âI told you.â
âThey ainât evenâŠâ
She turned back around.
And walked directly into somebodyâs chest.
ââŠâ
ââŠOh.â
SlowlyâŠ
Seyvn looks up to see Namjoon sporting grey joggers and a black band shirt
âH-Hey joonieeeeâ
Seyvn laughs nervously brushing her hair back
âFancy seeing you here?â
Kaylia backed up slowly trying to escape before bumping into a sturdy chest. Looking over her shoulder she sees tae with a mug on his face.
Shock is evident on her face before an innocent smile spreads across her cheeks.
âWhaaat, hey Taeâ
âCar.â He points over his shoulder
âUh uh donât talk to her like thatâ seyvn turns pointing at tae
âWorry about yo self, you got me fucked up in about twenty different ways right nowâ Namjoon says grabbing a hold of her upper arm
âSame go for you Joon!â Kaylia butted in
âKay get yo ass in the car before I snap, matter of fact where ya lil dude you was dancing with at?â Tae questions looking around
âOh nah donât be messy! How you see thatâŠâ she squints forgetting about her earlier stories
âDumbass over here posting shit like she iCarlyâ
Namjoon emphasized jerking Seyvn towards him
âBitch I should punch you for realâ kaylia deadpans
âWhat? Iâm tryna be a influencerâ Seyvn pouts
âAnd is.â Kaylia mugged towards him
âLike I said.â
He rested a hand lightly against the small of Kayliaâs back.
âThe car.â
âNow.â
He utters pushering her out the crowd and towards the door.
Kaylia had a smug smile on her face as they exited the house. Sheâd be lying if she said Tae being stern with her wasnât hot as hell.
âEasy bitchâ Seyvn pokes at kaylia receiving a smack on her shoulder in retaliation
âWatch yo mouthâ Namjoon pinches seyvns back
âOh what the fuck?â
âWatch. Yo. Mouth. I ainât gon say it again now get in the carâ
âIâm only getting in the car cause I want too not because you told me tooâ seyvn mumbles reaching for the passenger door
âI wish you motha fucking would open that doorâ Namjoon pulls her back before reaching to open it
âHow the fuck yall find us? Thatâs what Iâm tryna figure outâ Kaylia questioned from the backseat as Tae buckled in her seatbelt from beside her.
âWe already told you, ass was better going live they way yo friend was posting shitâ tae says shutting the car door after himself
âYou seem a lil feisty.â She mentioned slyly smiling towards him
âI likey.â
âDown. You fucking feinâ
Seyvn turns around in her seat reaching to thump kaylia in the forehead
âMind yours!â She says swatting away her hand
âYou got about three seconds to turn around so I can buckle you in before I embarrass youâ Namjoon mutters facing forward towards the windshield
âI say do it. YOLO!â Kaylia added. It was now taes turn to thump her, he received a glare in response.
Seyvn looks back âand if I fucking donât?â She questions offended
ââŠ3â
The girls laughed
ââŠ2â
Seyvn turns fast enough to give her self whiplash
âMhm, talking bout me.â Kaylia chimed from the back.
âShut upâ seyvn mumbles lifting her arms to let Namjoon fasten her seatbelt he pats her stomach satisfied with his handy work before starting the car
âWhere we going? Swimming next?â Kay smiled, in her eyes the night was long from over
âReal as fuck I wanna go to the poolâ Seyvn chimes in from the front
âTo the crib. Yo ass aint going nowhere else.â Tae responded as Namjoon pulled out the yard.
âNah we finna go swimmingggggâ Seyvn says looking back cheesing at kaylia
âI know thatâs right!â Kaylia cheered high fiving Seyvn excitedly
Namjoon locks eye with tae before turning up the radio
âBe quiet and ride until we get homeâ
âHomeeeee?â Seyvn yells turning the radio down
âNigga thatâs yo house I wanna go to the pool!â
Namjoon pops her thigh
âStop touching shit! Sit back and hush before you piss me off moreâ
Seyvn huffs crossing her arms to sit back in her seat
âââââââââ
The car pulls into the driveway, beams lighting up the front of the house as Namjoon placed the car in park, leaving it to idle.
Kaylia was in the backseat slumped over the window.
Assuming Namjoon and Seyvn were gonna be a while, Tae gets out, walking over to Kaylia and slowly opening the door.
âAhh!â Kaylia yelped, waking up once she felt as though she was falling out of the car.
âDramatic ass.â Tae mumbled and helped her to her feet.
âYouâre the one who caused me to fall.â She muttered
âInside the house.â He pointed.
She rolled her eyes, âNah imma go down the street.â
âYâall sure do know how to crash a partyâ
Stumbling towards the front with Tae steadying her from behind she turned to flip off Namjoon still in the driver seat.
âI know it was you Namjoon! Imma get you.â
Namjoon rolls his eyes in annoyance before noticing Seyvn trying to get out of the car
âDonât open that door. Sit yo fast ass down we need to talkâ Namjoon reaches over to close the door locking it behind her
âWhat is there to talk about Namjoon? I was enjoying myself tonight and you just came and embarrassed me and my friend infront of half the campus mind youâ Seyvn rambles in frustration
Namjoon sits quietly allowing her to vent her anger
âI did not embarrass you I came and got you from out of harms wayâ he finishes turning towards her fully
âWhat harm Namjoon? You act like it was D-boys ready to snatch me up in that bitch! Whatâs your problem for real?â
âYou want to know my problem?â
âYes what the fuck is wrong with you?â
Namjoon pauses looking her in the eyes before responding
âMy problem is you told me you werenât going anywhere. You lied. Not only that you got on these little ass clothes. Youâre drunk as fuck right now anything couldâve happened to you and kaylia tonightâ
Seyvn pauses staring at him in confusion
âLittle ass clothes?â She blinked.
âSo thatâs what this really about?â Namjoon sighed.
âThat is NOT what I- â
âSo my shorts?â
âNo.â
âMy top?â
âNo.â
âMy-â
âSeyvn!â
âIâm just trying to see whatâs up joon?â Namjoon exhales.
Namjoon looked away, rubbing at his bottom lip.
âBecause I care about you.â
Seyvn smile disappears
âMore than I should.â
âAnd watching you tonightâŠâ He shakes his head. ââŠThat shit scared me.â
An awkward silence settled between them.
âMan watching them storiesâŠâ
He let out a quiet laugh.
âEvery time another one popped upâŠâ
He shook his head.
âI kept thinkingâŠâ
âMan please let this girl be okay.â
â⊠joonieâ Seyvn swallows before sighing
âI get it okay, I understand where youâre coming from and i genuinely appreciate you for that, but Namjoon Iâve been looking out for myself since I was fourteenâ she stares at him tears peek from her eyeliner
âIm not used to this whole overprotective thing ok? When my mom left and my dad got locked up I had to step up and take care of my siblings and I guessâŠâ she lets out a shaky breath
â⊠I guess i developed this certain nobody got me but me kind of mentally, look Iâm sorry for scaring you Iâm not used to people looking out for meâ
Namjoon reaches over to wipe away the tear she didnât realize had fallen.
She freezes.
âWell pretty, now you doâ he smiles before continuing
âIf youâll let me⊠Iâd like to be one of the people that looks out for you.â
âAnd whether you like it or notâŠâ
ââŠyour big-head ass stuck with me.â
Seyvn chuckles letting a few more tears fall
âI am arenât I? I knew I shouldnât have let yo ass stay the nightâ
They both burst into light laughter before it died down Seyvn sighs resting back against her seat
The silence falls between them Seyvn picks at her bracelet
Namjoon stares at her smiling to himself âcâmereâ
Seyvn looked at him for a second.
She rolled her eyes.
ââŠYou lucky you cute.â
She unbuckled her seatbelt and climbed across the center console until she settled in his lap.
He reaches his hand for her face, caressing her cheeks with his thumbs
âBut seriously Iâm sorry pretty girl. Iâm sorry for embarrassing you and making you feel like you had to apologize that was not my motive i promiseâ
ââââ
Tae stepped ahead, reaching to unlock the door so they can enter the home.
He takes a small step back once both locks are open, allowing Kaylia to go in ahead of him.
Bad mistake.
âSo whereâs the pool?â She questioned a bright smile on her face as she ran off down the hallway.
âKaylia get yo ass back here!â He yelled rushing after her
She was in the kitchen struggling to open the back door once he caught up to her.
âHow the hell you just wake up full of energy?â Pulling her over to the island, she pouts annoyed at the locked door.
Tae opens the refrigerator grabbing a water bottle. He opens it and slides it over to Kaylia who begins chugging it, pumping her fist in the air as she does so.
âNow imagine if that was some liquor.â She says wiping her mouth with the back of her hand, a burp escaping her.
âExcuse mwah.â
Tae couldnât conceal his laugh as he watched her. âUnbelievable.â He muttered shaking his head.
âYou know you got class in the morning right?â
âAh fuck⊠I start my internship tomorrow.â Kaylia deadpanned as she came to the realization
âThe hell made yall wanna party on a Tuesday in the first place?â He questioned sliding into the seat beside her.
Kaylia stiffened next to him. She was already annoyed at the thought of why she needed a night out.
Crossing her arms, she looked off to the side, mumbling a small âIon wanna talk about it.â
Tae nodded watching her for a second before standing back up.
âYou really wanna go out in the pool?â He questioned.
He hated seeing her feel down in any way, and if the pool would boost her mood, then the pool it is.
Kaylia immediately smiled rushing out the bar stool, she misplaced her foot causing her to fall directly onto the floor.
âIâm good, im good!â She rushed as she stood up, pretending it never happened.
âMhm thats what you get, rushing places.â Tae laughs as Kaylia flipped him off
He unlocked the door, opening it as Kaylia strutted out, her boots clicking against the pavement.
âHow the hell you gonna go swimming in this in the first place?â
âImma get naked duh,â she shrugged looking back at his shocked face.
âJust kiddinggg! As much as youâd love that, I donât mind getting my clothes wet.âshe smiled as she sat down on one of the lounge chairs.
Tae shook his head, sliding his shoes off and eventually pulling off his shirt.
His abs reflected through the pool light, Kaylia as drunk as ever couldnât even hide her face as she checked him out.
He wasnât too buff but had enough muscle to make anyone stare. Her eyes trailed down, his happy trail showing briefly before escaping into his dark green shorts.
She bit her lip as her mind wandered thinking about what Seyvn said earlier, she applied it to Taehyung.
Is it heavy?
âEyes up here Lia..â Tae mumbled lowly as he watched her.
Her cheeks flushed, causing her to turn around in an attempt to hide her smile. Of course she got caught.
She could hear him laugh behind her as she slipped off her boots and socks.
She used the hair tie on her right wrist to tie up her braids in a messy bun before standing and walking towards the pool stairs.
Tae was down in the deep end, treading water as he waited for her to come in.
âJump, you wonât.â He dared her.
âTaehyung. I am so drunk right now imma do whatever.â She laughed as she ran over to the opposite side of the pool.
âReady?â She questioned to which he nodded his head, ushering a hand for her to go.
Plugging her nose she cannonballed in yelling as she descended down, âTo freedom!â
Tae watched from a few feet away a slight smile on his face
She arose, wiping a hand down her face. âWhat was that bout I wonât?â She smiled
âYeah, you got that.â He smiled back defeatedly. The eyeliner on her eyes was now smudged, leaving a dark smear on the sides of her face.
âHere let me get this.â He swam closer to her, lifting his hands to clean the smudged liner.
Instead he places his hands on top of her shoulder, submerging her down into the pool yet again
Kaylia swats his arms with her hands, kicking her feet to resurface.
âOooh you a bitch!â She says splashing him repeatedly
Tae laughs trying to dodge the water being thrown towards him âOkay chill Iâm sorryâ
Kaylia continues to splash him not letting up despite his plea
âNahh you wanna play games right?â
Tae shook his head. She wasnât gonna let up was she?
âAlright then letâs play.â
Kaylia paused, squinting towards him. Right as she was about to say something Tae begins hurling water towards her.
âWait!!â Kaylia yells trying to get away
Tae continues his attack on her, following her throughout the pool.
Her small splashes had nothing against his much larger ones.
She circled around with tae trailing right behind her. Her hands were posted in front of her face trying to shield herself from the water.
âOkay wait for real, one second.â Tae paused his movements waiting for whatever she was about to say
âSikee!â She yelled launching towards him, it was now her turn to dunk him in the water except that she never pulled back off him.
She used her body to try and hold him down as long as she could.
Tae flipped himself over onto his back and scooped kaylia up in his arms. She screams as she she is raised into the air, Tae now above the water preparing to dunk her in
âWait!!â She yelled as she was raised higher
âNah ainât no more wait.â He then pushed his feet from the ground, giving him enough strength to toss her higher.
Her legs flare around as she kicks them in all sorts of places before gravity pulls her back into the pool. She grabs onto Taehyung neck before falling backwards causing him to fall with her in the process
The splash was huge, sending water everywhere around them.
Kayla lets out a deep belly laugh once they finally surface, Taes arms had wrapped around her throughout the process.
âYeah gotcho ass!â She exclaims excitedly
Her hair was now out of its original bun, the brown braids were sprawled out behind her floating on top of the water
Tae shook his head laughing along with her.
Kaylia lets the laughter dim in her chest before staring at tae.
She studies his face dragging over every porcelain crafted inch starting from his chin and working her way up. his boxy smile catching her attention before she meets his eyes already staring back at her.
The silence between them was comforting. Neither wanted to break the moment by saying anything, all that could be heard was the water lapping against the edges of the pool.
Taes arms remained wrapped around her, the two slowly drifting into the deep end.
For the first moment tonight Kaylia felt peaceful, her drunken state from earlier now calmed as she stared ahead at Tae.
Taes eyes lingered on Kayliaâs his gaze contemplated, before dropping to the view of her lips soft and plump he licked his own without realizing slowly leaning in to press his against hers
Kaylia leaned forward before rearing her head back letting out a fearful screech before slapping him on the nose
Taehyung groans grabbing at his face âKaylia what the actual fuck bruh?!â
âOmg Tae I am so so so sorry! But did you not see that big ass mosquito fly across your face?â She yells reaching for him to examine the damage
âKaylia quit playing with me.â He mumbled, releasing her from his grasp.
âIâm not, I'm being so for real right now.â She tried to convince him, following him out the pool.
âItâs cool, chill out here Iâll bring out some towels.â
âOkayâŠIâm sorry okay.â She said lowly as as sat down by her discarded shoes
synopsis: Kaylia came to Howard holding onto something steady a long-term relationship, a soft heart, and a plan.
Seyvn came with nothing to hold onto just attitude, independence, and a habit of keeping people at a distance. They weren't supposed to click like that.
But one night, one party, and one shared dorm room changes everything.
Now it's late nights, loud music, blurred boundaries, and conversations that hit too deep at 3AM
author's note!
Hi... it's Moni & sage here
It's been a minute since we've uploaded both of us have started new jobs and moni has been completing so many damn side quest (I might write some of them into the chapters who knows ya girl has been outsideeeeee) but we're getting better at this whole tumblr thing we catch hell uploading from google docs to heređ we had to break this down into two chapters because itâs to long
Anywho hereâs a fresh new chapter for you guys (I swear we be talking into a echo chamber nobody donât be here lmao)
Please comment below and let us know how you feel.
anyways enjoy <333!!|
Sage proofread this one so any mistake is on her guys
Tags: @thequeenbts this is for you babe
Seyvn sits at her desk typing away at her MacBook writing a new article for her tumblr blog. The fairy lights strung around the rooms created a nice vibe to catch the specific mood sheâs in.
Feeling like one of those indie sleaze grey space tumblr post she plays lordeâs âpure heroineâ album from Kayliaâs speaker she so graciously borrowed .
Remembering to copy and save this particular article just in case she can use it in her journalism class this upcoming semester.
As she starts her fifth paragraph, Ariana Grande's The Way spills from her phone speakers. Without looking up, she reaches for it, already knowing who's calling.
âThank you for calling sugar baby catering, if you have a need there is a doll indeed. This is Bernice speaking, how can I help you?â She singsongs, placing the phone between her ear and shoulder as she continues typing
She hears shuffling on the other end of the line before a familiar voice she's come to enjoy follows.
"Lucky, what the hell?" Namjoon laughs. "You practice that before answering?"
She feigns a pout âWhat? You donât like it?â
âI hope thatâs not how you answer the phone for everybodyâ he says now leaning back against his headboard
âNo, everybody gets their own introduction. I knew it was you, so thatâs yours.â She shrugs her eyes never leaving her computer screen
âUh-huhâ Even through the phone, she can picture one eyebrow lifting.
âWeâll discuss why thatâs my intro laterâ
"What are you up to, pretty girl?"
"Just working on an article. Why?"
There's a brief pause.
"Get dressed."
Seyvn's fingers freeze above the keyboard.
"Excuse me?" She questions starting to pull at the strings of the grey thrifted hoodie sheâs wearing
"I'm coming to get you."
She blinks at her screen.
"You can't just say something like that and expect me not to ask questions." She jokes with fake annoyance in her voice
He lets out a sigh so dramatic she almost laughs, before he repeats his previous statement
"And if I don't?" She challenges.
Namjoon chuckles.
"Then you're showing up exactly like that."
"Joâ
Namjoon rolls his eyes before sighing. "I'm serious. In an hour, be ready. Whether you're excited about it or not, you're coming with me."
"...Okay. An hour. Heard," she finally replies.
"Good." She can practically hear the smile in his voice. "I'll see you in a bit, pretty girl."
âK byeâ she chuckles nervously
âByeâ he replies a flirtatious tilt to his voice
Thereâs a pause neither of them rushing to disconnect the call
âByeâ she finally says
âByeâ he responds with a laugh waiting for the call to end
âHang up the phone namjoonâ she huffs
âYou hang up, I donât wanna feel rudeâ
âFine.â She says closing the call letting out a squeal slip from her out of nervousness and excitement
Her phone vibrates from a notification, she looks down to see itâs from namjoon
Rolling her eyes she takes a moment to let the butterflies in her stomach settle
Seyvn tosses her phone onto the bed beside her.
The message sits on her screen, glowing far brighter than it has any right to.
"Boy, please," she mutters, even as a smile tugs at the corner of her mouth.
She presses her lips together, trying to stop the warmth spreading across her cheeks. It was ridiculous. A text message shouldn't have her acting like this.
Dropping her head into her hands, she lets out a muffled groan.
"This manâŠ"
A laugh escapes her before she can stop it.
An hour. How the hell was she supposed to get ready in an hour?
Pushing herself away from her desk, she glances around the room. Fairy lights cast a warm amber glow across the walls while coffee by Miguel starts bleeding through the speaker, singing softly seyvn stared at her half-finished article
"Sorry tumblr," she says, snapping the computer shut. "I've gotta shower."
Namjoon wanted her ready.
And if there was one thing Seyvn refused to do, was show up looking a mess
Grabbing her phone from the mattress she queues her COLEWORLDđžplaylist before her shower
An hour later, Seyvn stood in front of her full-length mirror giving herself one final look. After her near death experience in her âeverythingâ shower she felt like she looked amazing
A champagne-gold top draped over her body in soft shimmering folds, slipping off one shoulder and cascading asymmetrically past her hip. The fabric caught the light from her fairy lights, making her look as though she'd wrapped herself in liquid gold.
Dark low-rise shorts hugged her hips, the lace-up sides exposing flashes of skin while delicate gold chains draped across her waist. Every movement sent the chains swaying against the denim with a soft metallic shimmer. She liked that every time she sounded like a wind chime.
Her curls had been pulled half-up, half-down, glossy copper ringlets spilling around her shoulders while two carefully styled tendrils framed her face. Gold jewelry adorned her neck and ears, complemented by chunky amber-toned bangles stacked along her wrist.
Her makeup was soft but intentional. Fluttering cat eye lashes framed warm brown eyes while bronzed skin glowed beneath a dusting of highlighter. A glossy nude lip completed the look, making her appear effortlessly put together.
Turning from side to side, she examined herself in the mirror.
"Okay," she admitted quietly. "Maybe Namjoon can tell me to get pretty more often."
Immediately she rolled her eyes at herself.
"Girl, stand up. You bad 35/8 letâs not tweak"
Grabbing her brown handbag she double checked to make sure she had everything
The knock on her dorm room door came seconds later causing her to pause her actions
âOne secâ she called double checking to make sure she look presentable before rushing to the door
Pulling it open, she found Namjoon mid-knock.
"I said I was coming,lol" she laughed.
Namjoon lowered his hand slowly.
âDid you just say âlolâ in real life?â He questions eyes trailing over every inch of her body
Seyvn rolled her eyes hand now resting on her hip
"Did you just come all the way over here to hate?"
"I did, actually."
His grin was quick.
Then it disappeared.
His eyes traveled over her outfit.
The gold draping fabric hanging half way above her waist showing of the bronze glow of her skin
The chains hanging low on her waist high lifting the gold butterfly shard belly button piercing
Her copper curls framing her face he noticed how her lashes amplified the shape of her eyes, her bottom spiked lashes causing him to feel a way .
The glossy nude lip combo sheâs wearing.
The freckles dusting across her cheeks.
For a second he just stared.
"...Damn."
Heat immediately flooded Seyvn's face.
"What?"
"Damn."
"Namjoon."
"No, seriously." He ran a hand through his hair. "I had something funny to say when you opened the door."
"You forgot?"
"I absolutely forgot."
A laugh burst from Seyvn's chest.
"You are so dramatic."
"I'm being dead serious."
His gaze dropped for a moment before finding hers again.
"You look beautiful, Lucky. You look good everyday but wow justâŠ" he lets out a drawn out whistle
The teasing was gone.
Just sincerity.
The compliment hit harder than she expected.
"Thank you," she murmured, dimples appearing despite her best efforts.
A smile tugged at Namjoon's lips his own dimples marching hers.
"You're welcome."
She looked him over,Only then did Seyvn really take him in.
Namjoon looked unfair.
An oversized cream knit sweater hung effortlessly from his broad frame, the sleeves falling just past his wrists. The soft fabric allude to his broad chest and buff frame, Loose beige trousers sat low on his hips.
Silver chains rested against his collarbone, catching the evening light whenever he moved.
His ash-brown hair was slightly tousled, styled just enough to look effortless
"You look handsome," Seyvn admitted.
Namjoon smirked.
"Just handsome?"
She rolled her eyes.
"Fine. You look like the lead singer of an indie band that writes songs about emotionally unavailable women."
A laugh escaped him.
"That's... oddly specific."
"What can I say? Iâm a visionary." She shrugs
The neutral colors should've been boring.
Instead, they made him look effortless.
Like he'd rolled out of bed looking better than everybody else on campus.
It was annoying.
Very annoying.
And judging by the smug look growing on his face, he knew it.
He stepped aside, offering her his arm.
"C'mon, pretty girl."
Seyvn slipped past him, fighting the smile threatening to split her face.
She had no idea where they were going.
But suddenly she didn't care
âââ
âSooooo⊠where are we going?â She finally questions eyeing namjoon as he weaves through traffic comfortably
âItâs a surpriseâ he says smiling to himself
âI donât like surprises, especially not when Iâm in heelsâ she says looking down at her reshot manicured French tips
âYouâll be aight, itâs gonna be a fun dayâ he chuckled reaching to interlace their fingers
âWill I? Becaus- no way I love this song!â She cuts herself off from excitement reaching to turn up the volume
Elle Varnerâs âonly wanna give it to youâ starts pouring through namjoon stereo system
He glances at her before refocusing on the road
âLies! This is one of my favoritesâ he pokes at her
âBoy please! This is my shitâ she laughs
âThought you were just another Romeo
The shoe you pass by in the store window
But soon as I got home I wish I'd bought you instead
I got it bad, I'll take the black, take the navy and redâ
She sings each line with precision poking at namjoons cheeks causing him to smile over at her
He admires her playfulness her allowing him to see a softer side of her
He appreciates the beauty sitting in his passenger seat
He soon joins in on her antics maximizing the volume
ââ
"The Smithsonian?!" Seyvn gasped, practically pressing herself against the passenger-side window.
Namjoon couldn't help but laugh.
"I hoped you'd like it."
"Like it?" She whipped around to face him. "I love museums. Are you kidding?"
The excitement on her face made something warm settle in his chest.
He shrugged, suddenly feeling a little embarrassed.
"I didn't know that."
Her eyebrows shot up quirking one in amusement
"You didn't?"
"Nah." He shifted the car into park. "I like museums, so I figured I'd take a chance."
"A chance?"
"Yeah." He scratches the back of his head in nervousness
"What if I hated museums?"
Namjoon glanced over at her.
"Then I would've spent the next three hours pretending I wasn't devastated."
A loud laugh burst from Seyvn's chest.
"You are such a loser bro."
"That's not even the worst part." He chuckled
"Oh, there's more?"
He nodded seriously.
"I had a backup plan."
Her eyes narrowed.
"Please do tell?"
"A second museum."
For a moment she just stared at him.
Then she laughed so hard she nearly doubled over.
"Oh my Gosh thereâs no fucking way."
"What?"
"You really are old as fuck."
"I prefer intellectually curious."
"You're an old ass man."
"I'm twenty-two."
"With the hobbies of a retired librarian."
Namjoon placed a hand over his heart.
"You so damn mean, Lucky."
She smiled so wide her dimples appeared.
"Good."
For a second neither of them moved to get out of the car.
The afternoon sun filtered through the windshield, bathing the interior in gold.
Namjoon's eyes caught on her for a moment longer than they should have.
"You ready?"
Seyvn smiled.
âYea letâs go.â
ââââââ
The ride back to campus was comfortable.
The kind of comfortable that only came after spending hours with somebody.
Music hummed softly through the speakers while the city lights blurred past the windows.
Seyvn sat curled slightly toward the passenger door, scrolling through pictures she'd taken throughout the day.
A smile kept finding its way back onto her face.
Today had been good.
Her date with namjoon had the butterflies from earlier calmly swirling in her stomach from they joy he brought her today
Her phone suddenly vibrated
Seeing kayliaâs contact info pop up had her cheesing in excitement. Ready to tell her friend about the date she had
âYes honey bun?â She answered cheerfully
âSeyvn.. Iâm boutta blow this bitch up.â Kaylia said, trying to remain calm
Seyvns smile dropped hearing the hurt in kaylias voice
âWait what happened? Are you ok? Whatâs wrong?â Seyvn sat up in concern afraid to hear the worst
âKeon or tae?â She questions
âKeon bro! Like I actually donât get him. I canât even say his fucking name.â
âHeâs out at a party right now!â Kaylia immediately begins ranting, pacing around their small dorm, her phone discarded on her desk with Seyvn on speaker phone.
âWith another bitch!â She booms smacking her hands together.
âWait what the fuck? Are you serious? After that bullshit he pulled on you the other day about us being out partyingâ seyvn questions anger now rising in defence of her friend
Namjoon looks over in concern and intrigued, trying to pick up on the conversation so he can store the information later to relate to his best friend
âYess.â She drags, her voice breaking
âIâm telling you, he got one thing coming. I promise you that.â
âNo for real the fuck he think this is?â Seyvn agrees
âDo you know who ole girl isâ she says after a pause
âRight and another thing, itâs his fucking ex!â Kaylia was angry, rightfully so. She poured so much into their relationship and for it to be over now was heartbreaking.
At this point sheâs sure other residents would be knocking on the door soon.
She was lashing out and Iâm sure the paper thin walls didnât help to conceal the noise.
âI need to beat a bitch up. Like actually and right now.â
âEw heâs so weird for thatâŠâ
âso are you guys actually broken up or what?â Seyvn finally ask while signaling for namjoon to pay attention to the road
His attention now fully on her and Kaylias conversation at hand
âOh thatâs done. No if ands or buts. I donât play that shit and he know itttt.â
âUgh seyvn!â Kaylia was now slumped over in the chair, her phone on speaker next to her head that was forehead down on the desk.
âLike Iâm genuinely so hurt over this shit I cannot believe him.â She mumbles.
âItâs ok Iâm on the way home and we can debrief and cry togetherâ Seyvn sympathizes
Kaylia sits up, waving a dismissive hand in the air.
âNo ainât no way imma sit here and cry over him.â
âI need to one, Smoke.â
She begins shuffling items around on the desk.
âAnd two, i donât know.. anything other than sit and mope around..â she finished. She was now sliding on her slippers, stepping outside to take a smoke break.
âWeâll figure it out once I get home ok?â
âYou cool with being by yourself for like 30 mins until I get there?â Seyvn asks
âDamn where the hell you at?â Kaylia asks on the other end of the phone. She had thought she was somewhere around campus.
âIâm with somebody right nowâ Seyvn says side eyeing namjoon not wanting to mention him until her and Kaylia are alone so she can gush about her date
âMmm..well Iâm chilling, about to go smoke now.â
âOk Iâll be there in a bit with a giftâ
âThank you, I think I just needed to let out some steam.â She sighs, a door in the background closing. âSee you later, byee.â
âThatâs understandable boo, Iâll see you in a bit⊠love ya byeâ Seyvn says ending the call
Sighing, she turned off her phone and rested her head against the headrest, eyes closed in slight frustration.
"What was that about?" Namjoon asked, glancing over at her.
"Kaylia's boyfriend cheated on her. At least...I think he did. I don't know." She rubbed her forehead. "Can you swing me by a liquor store?"
"Liquor store?" His eyebrows shot up.
"Yes, liquor store. We finna have a girls night."
"A girls night, huh?" He side-eyed her. "And what exactly are y'all finna be doing that requires liquor?"
"Damn, Inspector Gadget." Seyvn laughed.
"But we're just staying in and drinking the pain away."
"What pain? We had a good day."
"Nah, Captain Obvious. Obviously her."
"Yeah, whatever." He shook his head. "All I know is your ass better stay in tonight if I take you to get this."
Seyvn immediately sat up.
"Who you talking to first of all?"
"I'm serious, Lucky."
"So am I."
"No, you're not."
A laugh escaped her.
Namjoon pointed at her without taking his eyes off the road.
"See? That's exactly what I'm talking about."
"What are you talking about?"
"You got that look."
"What look?"
"That look you get right before you do something you know you ain't got no business doing."
Seyvn gasped dramatically.
"I am a grown woman."
"And I'm a grown man that can tell when somebody lying."
"I'm not lying!"
"Uh-huh."
"I'm not."
"Sure."
She folded her arms.
"You're annoying."
"And you're bad at being sneaky."
Seyvn rolled her eyes toward the ceiling.
"Nobody asked for all this."
"Well somebody gotta look out for you."
The words slipped out before he could stop them.
For a moment the car went quiet.
Seyvn blinked.
Namjoon cleared his throat and looked back toward the road.
"I'm just saying."
A smile tugged at the corner of her mouth.
"You worried about me, Joonie?"
"No."
"That was fast."
"I'm worried about somebody ending up on the evening news because somebody decided to do dumb shit after I dropped her off."
"Mhm."
"That's all."
"Sure."
He groaned.
"You like a badass child I swear."
"And yet..." Seyvn smiled, reaching over to poke his cheek.
"You keep hanging around."
Namjoon's lips twitched despite himself.
"Unfortunately.â
It's okay, joonie. I promise I won't do nothing stupid." Seyvn sat up straight, placing a hand dramatically across her chest.
"Scout's honor."
Namjoon barked out a laugh.
"You weren't no damn Girl Scout."
Seyvn rolled her eyes.
"That doesn't matter. I'm making a declaration."
"Yeah, declaration my ass." He shook his head. "Don't play with me tonight. We had a good day."
The words came out quieter than before.
"I'd hate for something to happen to you."
Seyvn's teasing expression softened for half a second before she realized what his words actually meant.
"Aww." She cooed
"Don't do that."
"Awwww!" She emphasized her words
"Stop."
She grinned.
"You worried about little old me?"
"No."
"Liar."
Namjoon sucked his teeth.
"You got a smart mouth."
"And you like hearing it."
His hand tightened slightly around the steering wheel.
"Uh-huh."
"Uh-huh what?"
"Keep talking." He remarked
Seyvn pointed at him dramatically.
"There you go. Acting like you wear the pants in this situation."
Namjoon laughed.
"Acting?"
"Yes, acting."
"LuckyâŠ"
"No, seriously. You got me fucked up three ways till Sunday, if you think you're the boss of anything over here."
"Oh, is that right?"
"Very right."
He glanced over at her.
One eyebrow raised.
That stupid smirk on his face.
"That's cute."
Seyvn gasped.
"'Cuteeee?'"
"Real cute."
"See, now you're pissing me off."
"You'll survive."
"Oh my gosh."
She threw her head back against the seat dramatically.
"I cannot stand you."
"Yet you spent all day with me."
"Unfortunately."
"Exactly."
â-
Kaylia walks back in the dorm, eyes now low and mood controlled.
Seyvn had shot her a text a couple minutes earlier, alerting her that she was nearby.
Throwing herself on her bed she groaned loudly.
She pulls out her phone, hesitating as she opened the photos app.
She clicked an album titled âlover đâ
Staring at the contents, her heart felt as though it was being squeezed.
There were so many memories stored away in this album. âHow could he just throw all this away.â She thought as her eyes began to water the more she scrolled.
Some photos showed them at Kaylias 20th birthday, smiles bright and innocent.
âWho wouldâve thought..â A tear finally managed its way out, trickling down her check.
She brought a hand up to wipe it away, sniffling as she stared as a video of them bowling.
Even though she only had 20 points halfway through the game Keon was still in the background cheering her on.
âWhat happened to this man?â The one who supported and stood by her side no matter what.
Even if she was losing by 48 in bowling.
Other photos showed them some at their countless sleepovers, others of the Thursday date nights they had every 2 weeks.
She told herself she wouldnât cry, that sheâd care as little as he did but no matter what, that just wasnât her character.
She felt betrayed, used.
Everytime she thought about it her heart felt heavy.
It was a gut wrenching feeling knowing that she had to stay true to her morals.
She couldnât allow herself to even think to put herself back in that situation.
One thing she never played about was cheating.
To Kaylia, once you look back, stay back.
Seyvn finally arrives announcing her presence
âI know youâre trying not to think about Keon tonight soooo, I brought rumple and Luna!â Seyvn sing songs to Kaylia as she pulls the bottles out of the bag she brought from the store
Kaylia turns to hide her face as she wiped the remaining tears, she couldn't let anyone see her like this. Sheâs supposed to be big dawg.
âYess!â Kaylia drags rushing over, she picks up the bottle of Luna admiring the clear liquid through her teary eyes.
âFuck I needed this so bad. Tryna take a shot nowâ She questions, raising an eyebrow towards Seyvn
âHold on wait let me change real quick! I need to be comfortableâ Seyvn laughs kicking off her heels
âUgh Iâm trying to get fucked up. Like for real.â Kaylia emphasizes. This was not the night to be chill, she needed anything but that at the moment.
âI saw this party on instaâŠ.if you down.â She suggests handing Seyvn the now filled shot glass.
âI kinda told Namjoon I wasnât going anywhere tonight it was the only way I could convince him to take me by the liquor storeâ Seyvn exclaims shyly rubbing at the back of her neck
Kaylia stares blankly at the orange haired girl. âWhat..did you like pinky promise him also?â She questions taken aback
âGirl come on and take this shot so we can get ready. What he gone do come get you?â
âYou know what⊠you right my girl need me right now heâll be aight!â Seyvn agrees taking the shot
âThank ya.â Kaylia nods curtly, laughing at seyvns reaction to the shot.
âEw bitch what is this Luna?â She questions eyeing the shot glass in disgust
âAnd is.â Kaylia cheered, smiling as she smoothly took her shot. âThis shit is good.â
âGirl no I brought the rumple for me! I hate Lunaâ Seyvn says scrunching her nose
âOops.â Kaylia smiles shyly, walking to her bed so she can charge her phone.
âAnd when he had time to time to bring you to the store? Thatâs sum else to talk about.â
âOh uh, he took me on a date today it was cute, real funâ Seyvn explains reaching to pour her shot of rumple into the glass
âYea thatâs tea for me.â Kaylia exclaimed, turning around pointedly.
âI need to hear every detail!â
âDebrief while we get ready?â She brings her fists under her chin, smiling brightly.
âYou sure? I donât want to ruin your mood with my date ya know?â Seyvn questions
âGirl, I need my mind off thatâŠâ
âAnd you and Namjoon? I love yall I could hear about this anytime.â She gushed assuring her friend
âOk in that caseee, girl he called me randomly earlier today talking bout some get dressed Iâm on the wayâ
âOh I know thatâs right.â Kaylia listened eagerly as Seyvn immediately dives into the date details, rummaging through her dresser for a different top
ââ-
The girls had spent the last 40 minutes getting ready, kaylia more so than Seyvn since she was already put together from her date earlier
A page on instagram called HowardParties4U was advertising this party for a couple days now, it was a buzz around campus.
Kaylia was immediately in. She wasnât gonna allow herself to be upset so she was ready for something exciting and fun. And for tonight, it was a drunk night out.
The girls were blasting old 90s r&b songs, the music setting the vibe for the night.
âOh Iâm getting overly fucked up. Or fucked overallâ Kaylia admits jokingly smirking as she stared at her reflection.
Her and Seyvn were about 3 shots in at this point. The liquor creeping up slowly.
She was wearing a black plain tube top, a gold drop necklace being the eye catcher. Her push up bra was doing its job.
She paired it with black leather shorts along with her knee high black boots.
âAll black fit typa night.â She mumbles admiring herself.
Her makeup was flawless, done by Seyvn. She had a red glossed lip, the highlight of her face.
She kept it light on her base, with concealer lashes, highlighter, and bronzer.
It gave off a clean, sultry look.
Her eyes were masked in black eyeliner, the wings thick and the inner corner sharp.
âBitch I look the fuck good.â She applauded Seyvn.
Her nails were done, as always. This time they were a mix between hot pink and light pink polka dots painted on a sharp stiletto nail bed.
âRight? I did the damn thing eyebrows on fleekâ Seyvn says admiring her handy work
âSis you eating as well though.â Kaylia points out, turning to face Seyvn as she snapped her fingers.
Seyvn was dressed in dark wash denim low rise mini shorts trimmed with faux fur.
Paired with them was a fitted tan cropped tank, that dipped exposing her neckline and cleavage.
Layered gold necklaces rested against her chest.
âNo seriously! We fine fine!â Seyvn squeals reaching for her phone to snag a few photos
âShould we pregame some more or no?â She asks going through her camera to save her favorite photos she took
âBaby letâs pregame till there ainât a pregame no more.â Kaylia walked over, grabbing both their shot glasses.
âThis nasty ass shit.â She mumbles, grabbing seyvns rumple and placing it between her arm.
âOh girl fuck you! Hand me my bottle!â Seyvn laughs offended that her friend doesnât appreciate her taste in liquor
Laughing as she walked over to where Sevyn was by the mirror Kaylia passed her the short glass and bottle.
âWhat should we toast to?â Kaylia asks glancing at Seyvn
âBeing #single no shadeâ Seyvn raises her now full glass poking out her tongue
âNow I can toast to that.â She agrees, clinking their glasses.
âCheers bitch!â seyvn screams earning them a bang on the wall from their next door dorm mates
Kaylia cheers along with her, the two of them laughing at the reaction from the room next to them.
âOkay, you ready?â She asks collecting all her clothes she threw around.
âYes letâs go shake ass for this tuition!â
ââ-
The bass hit before they even reached the porch.
It pulsed through the old off-campus house, rattling the loose screen door and vibrating beneath their sneakers.
Somebody had abandoned a shopping cart in the front yard, now overflowing with empty beer cans and crushed Solo cups.
Students spilled across the lawn in clusters, smoke curling into the humid D.C. night while laughter floated over Drakeâs voice pouring from inside.
The girls were approaching the house, âAlright bitch we came to have fun and get lit no extra shitâ seyvn turn towards kaylia
âYea yea bitch letâs go I need a drinkâ kaylia brushes her off walking in
As they walked in heat flashed over them, the smell of cologne, perfume, and weed was prominent in the thick air.
âOh yeah they lit in here, this my kind of party.â Kaylia cheers as they enter.
Seyvn agreed, leading them to the packed living room.
âControllaâ by Drake was currently playing, the atmosphere in the room was through the roof.
Everyone was singing along, dancing to the music.
âRight! Letâs go find the liquor then we socializeâ she joked pulling Kaylia through the crowd before being stopped
âAye hold onâ
A voice cut in before they could move
Seyvn turned
A guy wearing a green bomber jacket stood behind them one hand shoved inside his pocket.
âyou go to school round here?â
Seyvn eyes him up and down unimpressed
âyea, why?â
He smiles at seyvns abrasiveness
ââCause I ainât never seen you before.â
âSo what? Cause you ainât seen me before I canât be hereâ she questions quirking a brow
âLook Iâm just tryna see if we can be friendsâ he smirks eyeing her cleavage
Kaylia snorted before Seyvn could answer.
âShe already got enough.â
Without breaking stride, she grabbed Seyvn by the wrist and kept walking.
The guy laughed behind them.
âDamn. I ainât even get my name out.â
âYouâll survive!â Seyvn called over her shoulder.
The girls burst into laughter walking into the kitchen approaching the island lined with liquor
âGirl no way he tried to pull that shitâ Seyvn laughs reaching for the ciroc bottle
âNo like actuallyâ Kaylia laughed sliding her cup towards Seyvn
âCanât believe he thought that lame shit would work, âiM JuSt TrYnA sEe If wE cOuLD Be fRieNdSâ seyvn mocks
âAnywhooo what we doing? We just sipping or we turning this bitch up?â Seyvn asks putting some into Kaylias cup
âIâm already drunk not gonna lieeeâŠ.â She drags smiling brightly.
âIâm cool with sipping.â
As Seyvn poured more in her own cup Kaylia took the chance to look around.
âMmm I like what I see.â She nodded glancing at the group of guys to the right of them.
There was a mix of darkskins and lightskins. Heads of curly hair, locs, and even waves.
Seyvn looks in the direction kaylia was hinting at âeh they aight or whateverâ she shrugs
âAight?â Kaylia repeats, whipping her head towards Seyvn.
âOh right you got yo lil man.â She says as she sticks her tongue out playfully.
âGirl he ainât my man⊠yet more like a sneaky link that i occasionally go on dates with and also havenât hit yetâ Seyvn rolls her eyes
âI was finna sayâŠsneaky link??â
âYes for now, Iâm single until Iâm asked to be a girlfriendâ Seyvn repeats siping from her cup
âPeriod.â
âYou think itâs heavy?â She adds in a moment later
âGirl you just KNOW itâs heavy.â
âRight! He walk like it hurt! Like let me carry it for you sirâ Seyvn leans in snickering almost falling over
Kaylia clasps a hand over her face dramatically trying to mask her laugh âNo I actually cannot think about this right now.â
âYou canât but I CAN!â
âYea you do thatâŠIâm going to the dance floor.â She says smiling as she shimmied away
âBitch what dance floor weâre in a house! But wait for me, I wanna dance too!â Seyvn yells finishing off her drink
âThe floor people dance onâŠnah the fucking duh.â She shouts as they enter back into the living room. Somehow the music seemed louder making it hard to hear clearly.
âIâm gonna throw the JCâsâ Seyvn laughs before dropping into a light squat to twerk
âThe fuck is a JC?â
âThese juicy checks.â Seyvn smiles as she glances over her shoulder to kaylia
âYuhh!â Her friend hyped her up, slapping her ass.
Pulling out her phone she quickly opens her camera roll recording Seyvn.
âShe got them juicy cheeks!â She yelled before turning the phone towards her. She sung the lyrics to the song currently playing, screaming loudly.
âYeaaaa âass fat yes I know!! You throwing cash?? Throw sum moe!â Ahhâ seyvn and kaylia screams along to the song lyrics liquor now taking its course
âShould we go over there?â Kaylia proposed as she pointed to the circle forming in the middle of the room
âOh absolutelyâ Seyvn agrees standing up to walk over
The girls pushed forwards muttering small âexcuse meâ as they tried to find their way through the crowd
Once they reached the now fully formed circle they cheered as the guys in the middle stood behind women currently bent over throwing ass.
âYou got any dance moves hidden away? Im finna jump in.â
Not even a second later Kaylia slid in the circle, she looked over noticing a coffee table with red solo cups and card games scattered over it.
The drinks tonight was flowing and whatever she was sipping gave her enough confidence to step up onto it.
She used her feet to clear the table of its contents.
âWho said lil booties donât matter!?â She yelled, a few heads turning at the action.
She slightly bent down, placing her hands on her kneesâŠbefore showing out.
âBitch thereâs no way you kicked these people shit off the tableâ Seyvn burst into laughter pulling out her phone to record
âThrow the lil JCsâ she screams doing a little twerk while recording
âGirl fuck they shit and come join me!â She stops briefly to pull up Seyvn.
The twerk at first was subtle, a lil throw in a circle action before kaylia realized people were actually watching.
âOh I gotta show out.â She lifted her leg into the air, twerking some more before dropping into a split. The cord erupted in cheers at the action
âOh yall ainât think I can do that huh?â She laughed continuing to do her thing
âRed Noseâ by Sage the Gemini began playing.
âYou ainât gottta tell me twiceâ Seyvn squeals trying to jump on the table she stumbles before finding her footing
âOopâ they both laugh before she lowers herself into a split to to twerk
Kaylia stepped down to get a better video.
âYesss Seyvn!!â
Once Seyvn stepped down Kaylia high fived her proudly. âYou popped yo shit sisâ she said clapping
âIâm finna post this.â
âBitch Iâm tired! I canât get down how I used toâ Sevyn laughs
Kaylia laughed, pulling out her phone to open Instagram.
She sent the video to her story before focusing back on the crowd.
âExcuse meâ a voice cuts in
They turn in unison to see the guy from earlier, this time with a friend
âWe ainât never finish talking earlierâ he says looking at Sevyn
His friend was eyeing Kaylia intently
âI guess we didnât huh? Whatchu want?â Seyvn says placing her hand on her hip phone in hand
âHere he gooo..â Kaylia mumbles, her eyes switching between the two.
âI told you I wanted to be friends but now I wanna dance tooâ he laughs
âIon know about friends but I donât mind a lil danceâ
She says pulling him to the floor
His friend approaches Kaylia offering a hand out towards her, âWassup Iâm Nate.â He introduces
âKaylia.â She responds, shaking his hand firmly.
The young man was a cute little fella. He seemed about a foot taller than Kaylia with tanned skin and green eyes.
His hair was long, blonde and tucked behind his ears. He was dressed in baggy blue jeans, a beige sweatshirt lingering over his frame with gold jewelry to match
âYou not hot in that?â The packed house caused an intense heat to flood the room, how he was wearing a sweatshirt in that Kaylia had no idea
âI meannn,â He shrugged
âKinda but I'm chilling.â
He nodded his head towards the dance floor as âNo Handsâ By Waka Flocka started playing, Seyvn can be seen in the middle opening up a large circle.
âTryna go hop in that?â He asked, peering over at her, his hand now outstretched.
Kaylia placed her hand in his following him into the crowd âYou know ittt!â
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⟠đđźđŠđŠđđ«đČ: Namjoon can't sleep more than three hours. Eden's in desperate need of fast cash. When a desperate girl and exhausted idol meet through a cuddle service what starts as a miserable arrangement builds into something more.
⟠đđđąđ«đąđ§đ : Idol Namjoon x Black Fem OC
⟠đđđ«đ§đąđ§đ đŹ: 18+ MDNI, Profanity/Coarse Language, Namjoon can be rude at times, Insomniac Namjoon, Emotional Distress, Anxiety, possible slow uploads
⟠đđšđ§đđđ§đ: Slow burn, Strangers to Lovers, Black Reader, Angst, Forced Proximity, Contractual Intimacy (Non sexual), Cuddle Service AU, Mutual Healing, Eventual Smut
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A rapid fist slammed against the bathroom stall, causing it to rattle. "Aish! Can you get the fuck out we've been waiting forever!"
Eden looked over her shoulder in distress. She knew Sunhi was full of shit when she swore she wouldn't have more than three drinks if they went out to celebrate her latest cuddle buddy success. Yet here they were holding up the bathroom line in some random nightclub in Hongdae, Sunhi kneeling over the toilet while Eden rubbed circles into her back.
The muffled sound of Jay Park's Mommae could be heard through the walls giving Eden something else to focus on as Sunhi emptied her guts. She wasn't nearly as drunk as her friend, the result of only nursing a sex on the beach all night.Â
Eden wasn't one to go out often, but every once in a while Sunhi could convince her to throw on a cute outfit and hit the town. On those nights, Eden became the designated everything.
Designated bag holder.
Designated cab caller.
Designated babysitter.
Because lord knows, the both of them drunk off their asses would do them no good.
Another groan came from Sunhi. They were for sure gonna have a long talk about drinking responsibly in the morning.
The banging on the door continued.Â
Eden's body was moving before her brain could even process her actions. The culprit on the other side of the stall almost falling on her ass at the force of Eden yanking the door open.Â
"Do you not hear her throwing up in here bitch?!"
Okay...maybe she was a little more tipsy than she thought.
"Y-you're holding up the line! There's only three stalls," she stuttered. "You should be more considerate."
Eden stared at the girl like she had three heads. Be more considerate???Â
"Would you rather her throw up on them dirty ass shoes you have on? I'm confused??? Should I get her to aim at them?" She tapped Sunhi's shoulder. "Sunhi babe don't aim for the toilet, she wants it all over here."
A few gasps and snickers could be heard from the line.
Face red, the girl huffed and rushed out of the bathroom muttering curses under her breath.
Eden turned to the rest of the line, "Anybody else have something to say?"
Suddenly, everyone found the floor interesting.Â
"That's what I thought," she muttered, closing the stall.
Sunhi, finally done, looked up at her smiling. "I am so proud of youuuuu," she slurred, head bobbing back and forth. "You stuck up for me! You love me!"
Sunhi was going to be the death of her.
Eden reached down to pull her up, "Alright girl. Time to get you home."
Stumbling into the apartment Eden dropped Sunhi on the couch. Tired wasn't even the word right now. She felt like she needed one of her own cuddle sessions the way her knees threatened to buckle from exhaustion.
Forcing herself up, she trudged to the kitchen in search of water bottles and medicine for Sun's definite headache in the morning. She glanced at the time on the microwave. 2:13 AM. They were going to regret this so bad tomorrow.Â
She found what she needed and traveled back to the living room. Sun hadn't moved an inch since she was thrown on the couch, dead to the world. Rolling her eyes, Eden grabbed the blanket they kept on the back of the couch and draped it over the girl. Sunhi curling into it on immediate contact.Â
Eden checked to make sure the front door was locked before she made her way to her room. The sight of her bed almost bringing her to her knees. It was just what she needed.
Quickly, she stripped her club outfit and did a half ass night time routine, one of Sunhi's moomoos her outfit of choice for the night. She fell face first onto her pillow and drifted off into a deep sleep, neglecting all else.Â
Morning came quick. The sound of birds chirping and the harsh glare of the sun through her curtains bringing her back from the land of the dead. She reached over to her bedside table for her phone, curious of the time only to come up empty handed.
Confused, she sat up and looked around. Where the hell did she put her phone? Shuffling around she looked in the sheets, under her pillows, even the side of her mattress, and came up with nothing. Weird.
In the distance she could hear Sun moaning out complaints.
Eden wrapped a blanket around herself to fight against the cold air before she shuffled to the living room. Sun was hanging half way off the couch, arm covering her eyes, a look of pain on her face.
"Ughhhhhhh I'm never drinking again."
"Exactly what you get," she muttered, lowering herself to the floor by the girl's head.
"Don't lecture me right now."
"You're lucky that's all I have to say right now cause the way you were throwing up last night I should definitely be on your ass."
Sunhi's hand found Eden's lips, "Hush now child."
She swiped the girl's hand away, "Have you seen my phone?"
"Nope, but you can track it on my phone. I think it's in my boot."
Too lazy to stand, Eden rolled over to the girl's boot and retrieved the phone. All hope she had crushed when she saw the location of her's.Â
Hongdae.
"What the fawkkkk," she complained.
How the hell did she leave her phone at the club?!
"That doesn't sound good."
She shot a glare at Sunhi, "This is all your fault. Now I have to go back to that shitty club and get my phone."
"Blaming little old me is insane. You can't be mad at the ill."
Eden rolled her eyes. She wasn't actually mad at her friend, just irritated she had to go back to the damn club.
She looked at the time.
11:47 AM
"OH MY GOD!"
She had a shift at Far Ben in an hour.
Phone long forgotten, Eden rushed to her room. Hara would kill her if she was late. When Eden heard her coworker needed someone to cover the later half of her shift, she jumped at the opportunity. Now, she regretted all of her life choices.
She got to Far Ben with two minutes to spare. The familiar smell of coffee beans and fresh pastries hitting her nose immediately. Behind the counter, Hara's shoulders visibly relaxed. Without a second thought she clocked in and slid behind the counter. The afternoon rush was starting soon, and she knew the girl was eager to leave.
"Thank you so much Eden. I owe you!"
She waved the girl"No problem Hara. I hope your appointment goes well."
The afternoon rush hit like a tsunami. Customers running in and out. BTS fangirls popping in. Mobile orders coming through every two seconds. It was a lot, but the team moved in sync easing the stress for everyone. By the time six o'clock rolled around Eden was dead tired. The adrenaline of the rush wearing off.
It seemed like all the hours of sleep she missed was hitting her all at once. And not having her phone made it worse. She had no kind of stimulation to keep her mind going.Â
Resting her head into her arms on the table she ignored the ring of the door, too tired and far away to greet anyone. Her eyelids threatened to close - the calm chaos of the cafe lulling her to sleep.
She felt the table move - probably just Juhoon coming to take his break too. They always hid away at this table on their breaks.
"You've been ignoring me."
Every muscle in her body went stiff.
Lifting up slowly, she came face to face with Namjoon. Mask resting beneath his chin. Jaw tight. A piercing look in his eyes that immediately told her he was annoyed.
Maybe even worried?
"How did you know I was here?"
"Don't ask dumb questions," he scoffed. "Why haven't you responded to me?"
Her brows furrowed. She was too tired for his shit today.
"What were you going to do," he continued. "Take the money and disappear?"
Eden just stared at him, then dropped her head back onto her arms.
"Here you go being an asshole again."
"What do you expect me to think Eden? I send you all that money and I haven't gotten a response since."
Silence.
"Eden."
Still nothing.
"Can you say something? Like what the fuck. Are we children?"
The condescending tone of his voice set her off.
"First of all nobody is ignoring you, and even if I was, you aren't entitled to a response. Second, I lost my god damn phone in Hongdae so NOBODY has been able to get ahold of me."
She leaned forward. "If you're going to sit here and be an asshole and accuse me of shit, you can leave. I'm not in the mood."
The man in front of her sat speechless, a dumb look on his face. She didn't mean to snap at him like that, but this assuming the worst of her bullshit was starting to get on her nerves. Right along with his bipolar attitude.
"I apologize."
She rolled her eyes.
"What are you doing here Namjoon?"
His gaze held her's a little too long.
"I wanted to see you."
Eden didn't know if she should be concerned or flattered. If this was any other client she probably would have reported them to the police by now.Â
Randomly showing up to her place of work, causing arguments like he's her man, the way he touches her...all things that cross the line. Yet the only thing that crossed her mind when the words spilled from his mouth was how much she missed the feeling of his body on her's.Â
Platonically of course.
"You know this is borderline harassment right?" she asked, head cocked to the side.
A small smile tugged at his mouth, "Arrest me."
"Yeah let me just get my cuffs from the back."
His smile grew wider, dimples on full display. "You into that?"
She looked down at her watch flustered. She only had five minutes left of her break.
"I have to go back soon. Are you going to continue being a weirdo stalker or tell me why you're really here?"
He started to play with her fingers that rested on the table, "I told you already. You were ignoring my messages."
She snatched her hand away.Â
"Boy what are you doing?!" She hissed, looking around the room to make sure no one saw.
He pulled it right back.
"Don't pull away from me."
Eden looked at him with wide eyes, "Do you not know who you are? WHERE we are???"
"Nobody is looking at us," he said voice deep and smooth. "Just relax - I haven't felt you in days."
She hated when he said shit like that knowing damn well it could be taken another way. At this point, she was wondering if she was the real weirdo the way her vagina was telling her to jump his bones right then and there.
She cleared her throat. "Okay, but what did you want in your messages?"
He didn't say anything for a few seconds, just traced the lines on her palm.
"Namjoon I have to go soon."
"I know."
"Then tell me why you're really here."
"Just wanted to see when you could come over again," he mumbled, so quiet she almost couldn't hear it over the sounds of the cafe.
Her breath caught in her throat.
"That's it?"
"Did I need another reason?"
She didn't expect him to want her back over so soon. Normally he only requested a session once a week or every other week. This was new.
"I'm not really sure...I'm fully booked on Mondays and Thursdays, I work here every Wednesday and on the weekends, and classes take up my Tuesdays and Fridays."
He finally looked up at her, fingers still twisting with hers.
"You could always go to class or work from mines in the morning. I could have the car drop you off."
She pulled her hand away - his words sounding a little too domestic for her liking. They were breaching forbidden territory and she knew she couldn't let it get any further. He was her employer and she had a strict duty to uphold.
"Staying over was a one time thing Namjoon."
"It doesn't have to be though," he argued.
"You're forgetting that this is an actual job for me."
He lifted his black cap to run his hand through his hair. She could tell he was growing frustrated.
"Why are you getting upset?"
"You basically just told me you don't have time for me, and when I come up with a solution you shut me down," he gritted, through clenched teeth.
Her coworker's voice across the room cut their conversation, "Eden are you back soon? We just got a huge online order."
She sighed. She hated leaving the conversation like this, but she had priorities and she couldn't put this one at the top of her list right now.
"Look, I'll text you when I get my phone back. We can work something out then."
Raising from her seat she gave him a small bow before going back to clock in.Â
"Who were you chatting with?" her coworker Mina asked, bumping her shoulder playfully.
"Just someone from school. No one special."
Mina shifted to the tip of her toes to get a better look in Namjoon's direction. "Ooo is he cute?!"
"Can you put the stickers on the cups for me?" Eden rushed out, attempting to divert her attention from the idol. "I'll get the food ready."
"Sure thing!"
She could feel Namjoon's stare on her as she worked, but she refused to look his way. He had this way of convincing her to do things with a simple look in his eye, and Eden knew if she looked at him now, she'd fold like a pretzel.
It wasn't until she caught a glimpse of him walking past the counter and the sound of the bell that she allowed her shoulders to relax.Â
The rest of her shift went by quickly, mostly consisting of cleaning, and making a latte here and there. An easy night she was grateful for considering the amount of pain her body was in. She didn't even party that hard and still she was feeling the effects.
After waving goodbye to Mina, she headed to the station. Hongdae wasn't exactly close to the cafe, so if she wanted to catch the last train, she'd have to get a move on.
Even though it was late the streets were still filled with people. Coworkers going for night caps, students hunting for cheap food, couples stumbling around hand in hand doing kdrama level pda.
Nothing out of the usual.
By the time she stood outside of the sleazy club from last night, patrons were already lined up at the door, ID's in hand, feeing for entry. Her eyes scanned the line that wrapped around the building. Girls in their little dresses, guys looking for their next hookup, a random group of ajusshis definitely out of place.Â
Yeah absolutely not. She was not standing in this line.
She walked right past them and approached the bouncer.
"Excuse me," she said politely. "I left my phone here last night and was wondering if I could just run in and grab it?"
The massive bald man looked down at her with a cold stare. "Back of the line."
Eden blinked.
"Sir I don't think you heard me I just need to grab my pho-"
"Back! of! the! line!"
She jumped back, his voice startling her.Â
Oh so he was one of those.
"I just need to grab my phone you can literally walk me in and out!" she argued, not taking no for an answer.
"I said Bac-"
"Yejoon," a new voice cut in calmly. "Let her in."
Eden peered behind the bouncer, mouth dry as she locked eyes with one of the sexiest men she's ever laid eyes on.Â
He was tall glass of water dressed in all black. Tattoos peeking beneath his rolled sleeves and open collar.Â
He beckoned her forward, his fingers moving in a come hither motion.Â
He could definitely do that again in her pus-
Her thoughts were cut off.
"You comin?"
She blinked. Right. He was letting her in.
Eden followed the man into the nightclub. The loud music blaring from the speakers giving her flashbacks of the night before. Never did she think she'd be back here again so soon.
They walked behind the bar until they reached an office. It was a nice size, tucked away in the back hall. He gestured for her to have a seat while shutting the door, '2 on' by Tinashe completely drowned out now.
He settled in the chair across from her.
"So you're the girl who's phone has been going haywire on my desk all day."
Eden winced. "That bad?"
"Considered throwing it against the wall a few times."
"Valid."
He leaned back.
"Popular girl."
The teasing in his voice made her squint.
"You didn't think to answer any of the calls?"
"Not my place."
She couldn't argue with that.
Holding out her hand she smiled, "Well thanks for keeping it safe. Lord knows I've been going crazy without it."
He opened his drawer and retrieved her phone. Then paused.
"Interesting profession by the way. I could use a cuddle session or two."
Her eyes narrowed. "What happened to not your place?"
The man shrugged, a look of amusement on his face. "Curiosity killed the cat."
She hated how attractive he was.Â
"What exactly do you do around here?" she asked. "You the manager?"
"Owner."
Of course he was. Everything about him screamed it.
She accepted her phone and stood, "In that case I have a complaint."
His brow lifted.
"Y'all need way more stalls in the bathroom. Three definitely doesn't cut it."
He rubbed his chin in consideration.
"I'll keep that in mind."
A comfortable silence fell between them. Well comfortable to him.
Eden squirmed in her chair, hyperaware of his stare. She sprung from her chair when she couldn't take it any longer. "I should get going. Thanks for holding my phone."
He followed her to the door towering over her as he held it open. 'Sexy Nukim' now at full volume. She groaned internally, of course Namjoon would haunt her at a time like this.
The strong scent of his expensive cologne brought her back to the moment.
"I was serious, you know."
"About what?"
"Booking."
Eden laughed. He had jokes.
"I guess you'll just have to find me."Â
He bit his lip, "Oh I definitely will."
Her smile fell from her face. Oh he was serious.
Heat rising up her neck she sped walked out of the room before she could say anything else stupid. His gaze following her all the way outside.
Namjoon looked down at his phone with a frown. It had been two days since his talk with Eden and she still hadn't texted back.
rpwprpwp: Did you not get your phone back?
rpwprpwp: Hello?
rpwprpwp: If you don't text back I'm going to assume your phone is gone and send you money for a new one.
He got a response two minutes later. Of course that got her attention.
gardenofeden: Do not do that...
Namjoon could feel his blood start to boil. That was all she had to say?
rpwprpwp: You've had your phone this whole time?
rpwprpwp: Why are you still ignoring me?
He knew he sounded obsessed, but he just couldn't understand the sudden change in behavior. They had such a good session last time, and now she couldn't give him the time of day.Â
He looked at the date on his phone and sighed. They were leaving for a short trip to film some things tomorrow and he was hoping to have a session with her before then, but it seemed impossible.
gardenofeden: Not ignoring you
gardenofeden: Just been busy
She was driving him crazy. Why was she being so short?
rpwprpwp: Come over tonight?
gardenofeden: I have homework
rpwprpwp: Bring it with you
Namjoon rolled around in his bed waiting for a response that never came. After an hour, he sat up dejected.Â
At this rate he was never going to sleep again.Â
Trudging to the living room he sat in his normal spot and turned the tv on. If he was going to be up all night he might as well find something good to watch. He was debating between starting a new show or watching YouTube when his doorbell sounded.
His whole body relaxed when he saw the familiar orange hair on the intercom.
She came.
Holding his composure he opened the door cooly. "Hey."
She returned his greeting and slipped inside.
She was in her pajamas, a pair of snorlax sleep pants and an oversized black hoodie. Cute.
Namjoon took notice of the large black bag on her back, "You really brought your homework?"
She looked up at him through her curls as she traded her converse for slippers. "Yeah, you said it was cool right?"
"Right."
Humming softly she walked into his living room clearing the table off like she was right at home. He watched fondly as she set up her work station in front of his usual spot.
"I won't be able to cuddle you right now, but I figured any type of contact was better than none so I thought I could sit between your legs?"
He thought for a second. A few weeks ago he would have been completely fine with that, the pressure of their thighs touching doing it for him. But now? He wasn't so sure. Their last couple of sessions changed the game.
Not wanting to make things difficult he agreed. It wasn't like it would be that way the whole time.Â
"Sounds good."
He settled into the couch, placing a cushion on the floor in front of him to give her some kind of comfortability. He watched as she sank down between his legs, the moment she rested between them he knew it wasn't going to work. He could barely feel her.Â
He tapped the side of her neck, "Mm mm scooch up. I'll sit behind you."
She moved up without a word, creating enough space for him to slip behind her on the floor. His chest connecting with her back. He wrapped his arms around her waist, head resting in the crook of her neck. Her usual smell of vanilla and brown sugar taking over.Â
This was better.
They sat there for a while, unmoving, Â just taking in each other's presence before she leaned forward attempting to break his hold.Â
"I have to sit up to take notes."
"Pull the table closer," he muttered into her neck, lips brushing against her slightly.Â
He took the hint when she pushed forward again, much stronger than the last.
"Just let me take notes from this video and respond to the discussion post. Then I can sit back," she said, looking over her shoulder.
He let her go. "Fine."
Body twisted, he reached behind him for the remote. Might as well find something to keep him busy. He scrolled through his apps looking for something until a familiar title caught his eye.Â
Scandal
He peered at the girl in front of him. She had her headphones in dialed in to her lecture.Â
Maybe he'd see what all the hype was about.
Once the show was on he moved his hips forward a little bit to lean further back into the couch. His hands rested on Eden's sides rubbing small circles on her hips.
She hadn't been able to focus since she step foot into Namjoon's. It had been one of the many reasons she didn't want to come over tonight, but the guilt of blowing him off for days was eating her alive, so she sucked it up and came over. Dragging herself and her two ton backpack halfway across Seoul.Â
What she didn't expect was this version of him greeting her.
Soft, quiet, and needy.
She had gotten a glimpse of it the last time they were together, but it was quickly shut down by the version of him she knew. The difficult version of Namjoon. The asshole. The stubborn man who argued just to argue.
This was just unsettling.
The feeling of his hands resting on her hips broke her concentration. She could no longer focus on the PESO Model, the only thing running through her mind - the hands burning a hole through her sweatshirt.Â
She looked down at the timestamp of her lecture.Â
42:34.Â
New record. She was impressed she lasted that long.
Headphones off her ears perked up at the familiar voice of Olivia Pope.
She squealed, "Omg you started Scandal?!"
Namjoon jerked awake behind her.
She turned to the side giving the man an apologetic look. "I didn't realize you were asleep," she winced.
Reaching forward he pulled her legs over his lap, hugging her closer. "It's okay baby I wasn't fully asleep."
She pushed her head off his chest, "Stop calling me that."
"Sorry. Just a habit," he mumbled into her hair, eyes still closed.
A habit from where? She didn't know.
She took in his appearance. Back all hunched over and eyes droopy. He couldn't be comfortable on the floor like this.
"Come on, let's move to the couch."
She stood first, turning off the tv, then pulled him to follow. His body hit the couch, arms open to invite her in. She crawled in beside him facing his chest. His large hand resting on her back.Â
"Sorry I had to bring my homework."
Namjoon's hands continued their movemenst. "It's okay," he murmured. "Just glad you came."Â
Her shoulders relaxed at his admission. She was glad she came too.
"Have you been sleeping ?"
"A little. Not like when I was next to you though."
Her face tightened. "Namjoon that's not healthy."
"I know."
"I'm not going to be around all the time to help you."
He stayed silent.
"You're going to have to make this insomnia your bitch one day Joon."
"You don't think I've tried?"
"I'm not saying that."
"Then stop talking about it."
Eden didn't say anything else, not in the mood to argue. She knew how to pick her battles, and she'd much rather deal with this version of Namjoon than his asshole side.Â
She flipped her body around so her back was against his chest. Surprisingly he didn't say anything, just let her get comfortable.
"I didn't mean to snap at you."
"I know."
"I know you were just trying to hel-"
She cut him off, "Just sleep Namjoon."
Neither of them spoke again. The silence saying enough for the both of them.
Soon enough his breathing evened out. The sounds of his soft snores in her ear.
As much as she wanted to join him, she still had work to do.Â
AirPods in and lecture video pulled up, she attempted to focus, making it through another good chunk of her notes, before once again, the universe interfered.
*NEW MESSAGE REQUEST!*
moonxkairo: Told you I was serious about booking
She stopped breathing. It couldn't be...
moonxkairo: took me like an hour to find you but I'm always up for a challenge.
She clicked his profile photo to get a better look. It didn't show his face, but the tattoos were undeniable. It was him.
gardenofeden: You're insane
moonxkairo: I told you I was curious
moonxkairo: Your fault for not believing me
gardenofeden: Well you've came and you saw
moonxkairo: But I didn't book
gardenofeden: There are plenty of wonderful cuddlers on here for you
moonxkairo: Yeah...
moonxkairo: But I want you
Her face grew hot. What was up with men being so forward these days?
gardenofeden: You'll have to get in line
moonxkairo: So how does next Saturday sound? I have a pretty comfy couch.
gardenofeden: Stranger Danger
moonxkairo: Cute
moonxkairo: I'll send you my address
gardenofeden: I literally don't even know your name...
moonxkairo: It's Kai
moonxkairo: See you Saturday
Eden stared at the screen. This man was ridiculous.
Super attractive, but ridiculous.
Before she could think of a response, movement behind her pulled her attention away. She forgot where she was for a second. His grip on her waist had tightened, pulling her body closer to his like they weren't close enough.Â
She gave up on studying.Â
There wasn't much time left in their session anyway, and she definitely couldn't do anything with his iron grip, so she accepted her fate and relaxed into him.Â
Her timer went off an hour later causing her to groan quietly, she had just started to drift off. Hand on the bridge of her nose she let out a deep sigh before pushing herself up. Quickly, she gathered her things and headed for the door.
"Eden?"
She froze. So much for a successful escape.
"I'm heading out."
She could see the disappointment immediately.
"You really can't stay?"
For a terrifying second she almost sat back down.
Almost.
"You know I can't," she sighed. "We talked about this."
His jaw clenched.
"Doesn't mean I like it."
It was like he knew exactly what he needed to say to make her stay, but once again she ignored all of the noise in her head, and followed her gut instead.
"Well you're going to have to. It's just how this works."
She retreated from the penthouse before he could say another word.
She was bored and needed some excitement in her life.
Nothing more, nothing less.
That's what she told herself as she stood outside of the club owners third floor apartment, rocking back and forth on her heels.
She would be lying if she said she wasn't a little nervous.Â
When she got a text with the address earlier that morning she fully prepared to ignore him and go on about her life.
Then Sunhi got involved.
"Come on E! Aren't you a tiny bit curious?!" she said, voice bouncing off the bathroom walls.
The roles had reversed. It was her to bug Eden while she was in the shower.
"I don't have the time Sun. Plus, he just looks like trouble."
"Those are the best kind of men!"
"And how many of those men have worked out for you?" Eden called over the shower curtain as she shaved her legs.
"I- that's not the point!" she said, gagged. "The point is the fact that you have this sexy ass man asking you to come over and cuddle and you're just blocking your own blessings! I see how robotic you've been moving lately E and it's not healthy."
Eden could hear a hint of concern in her friend's voice at the end of her sentence.Â
It was kind of true. She had been moving a little weird lately, the cost of staying booked and busy. She had developed a routine over the past few weeks since she started her cuddle buddy journey and every day she stuck to it.
The only anomaly being Namjoon.
Most days she felt like she was on a never ending merry go round, then he'd text with an "urgent" request to have a session and throw her all off balance. But she liked when that happened. In a way he always kept her on her toes.
But Namjoon was gone, and had been for a few days.
"I just don't want to jump into this and be disappointed." she spoke, as she wrapped herself in a towel and stepped out the shower. "I've had such good luck with both of the guys I have now that I'm scared he'll be the one to ruin it all."
Sunhi's eyes softened.
"Look I know you're a firm believer in 'if it ain't broke, don't fiddle with it' but I think this could be good for you."
"I don't know Sun."
Sunhi followed behind Eden as she made her way to her room. "You're getting paid to cuddle an unbelievably sexy man E. You have to do it so I can live through you!"
"You could easily sign up to do it yourself."
"Not as exciting if I do it."
"Like I said I'm not sure. Let's just drop it for now."
The longer the day went on, the different her answer was. An 'I'm not sure' turned into a maybe, turned into 'I'm thinking about it', into 'I'm on my way over there now.'
The click of the door brought her back to the present. It swung open revealing Kai in all of his glory, decked out in the sluttiest outfit a man could wear.Â
A compression shirt and sweats.Â
She stared a little too long.
"I knew you'd come."
"I was bored."
The corner of his mouth twitched.
"Sure you were."
Stepping aside, he motioned for her to come in.
"I got everything all set up."
Eden followed him inside and immediately could see why he chose the place. It suited him entirely too well.
Massive factory windows stretched almost floor to ceiling, the city lights spilling inside painting the brick walls in warm light. The black metal railing framing the staircase and loft felt right at home with the hard wood beneath her feet. Everything felt so expensive, but lived in at the same time.
A large black leather sofa lined the living room sitting on top of a vintage style rug. He had books on floating shelves lining one wall, framed art scattered everywhere, and even an area with vinyls littered on the wall. It all fit perfectly, everything spaced just right so nothing felt cluttered.
His tv was huge. Like a movie theater screen, and Eden couldn't help but imagine herself cuddled up in a blanket on the couch watching a movie.Â
The apartment was attractive.Â
Just like the owner.
It was hard to believe an apartment building like this was in the same area as Namjoon's penthouse. For them to be almost five minutes away from each other the vibes were completely different.
She followed the man deeper into the house until they were in the living room.Â
Kai dropped onto the couch first, his arm spread out on the back cushion.Â
Then he smiled at her.
"I'm nervous."
Eden's steps faltered.
He was nervous? She was literally vibrating under his stare.Â
"I should be the one that's nervous," she argued. "Stranger danger remember?"
His laugh was low and warm. "Well here's a start.
She followed his gaze to the coffee table. A woven basket perched in the center filled with all of her favorite snacks.
Pepero, honey butter chips, oreos.
All things she vaguely remembered listing on her cuddle buddies profile.
Folded beside it was the fluffiest blanket she'd ever seen.
She laughed in surprise, "You actually read that?"
"Couldn't get the American candy, but I'll have it by your next visit."
She lifted a brow. Next visit? He was confident for sure.
"You don't have to do that. This is way more than enough, thank you."
"I'm glad you like it."
He leaned forward to grab the remote.
"Want to watch a movie?"
She thanked the heavens above. Finally a session with some entertainment.
"That sounds great."
"How does Transformers sound?"
"Never seen it."
His eyebrows scrunched in confusion, "How have you never seen transformers?"
She shrugged. It had never been on her list of things to get into.
"That's actually criminal."
"It's that good?"
"A cinematic masterpiece. We are watching it."
His back was turned as he got up to set everything up for them. She leaned back and watched as he made a spread of the snacks on the table and unwrapped the blanket.
"You cool adding an hour? The movie is kind of long."
She glanced around the apartment looking at the snacks, the blanket, the movie, the man...
"That's cool."
The anxiety of the real reason she was here came rushing back. She still had to cuddle this man.
When he sat back down he looked across the couch at her expectantly like he was waiting on something.
"Do you come to me or do I come to you?"
Her cheeks were on fire at his words, and her hands were shaking but she managed to grab the folder out of her bag.Â
"The basic positions are on the first three pages."
He sat for a moment flipping through the pages before he got to the end.Â
"These aren't available?"
"Oh those are for repeat clients."
He hummed. "Interesting, the butt pillow definitely looks tempting."
She was going to kill Sun.
"How about you drape your legs over my lap for now. Then we can spoon when you get done snacking."
She nodded her head afraid if she talked she'd ruin the moment.
"Here."
He shifted closer then gently lifted her legs and settled them across his lap.
The blanket followed a second later, draping over the both of them.Â
"Comfortable?"
Eden swallowed.
"Yeah."
He handed her a box of pepero before prompting her to rest her head against his chest. His hand resting on the blanket where her knee was.
For a while they watched the movie and every so often his fingers drifted along the outside of her leg. Nothing inappropriate or anything she would complain about, but each pass still made her hyperaware of where he was touching.Â
The movie didn't really catch her interest, but she forced herself to focus on that rather than his touch and the smell of his cologne.Â
They were halfway through the movie when he was ready to spoon. He laid down first before Eden made her way down in front of him arm stretching behind them for a quick moment.
"Before we get comfortable." Eden plucked the throw pillow from above their heads and placed it between them as a barrier. "Safety first."
Kai stared at the pillow.Â
Then at her.Â
Then back at the pillow.
"Cute."
His arm wrapped around her waist pulling her flesh against him.Â
This was exactly why she needed the pillow.
No longer interested in the movie she inspected the piece that covered his whole arm.Â
The body of a dragon curled around his forearm in intricate detail, soaring through falling petals of a sakura tree, a lone warrior standing on its back.
"You can touch it. I don't mind."
She didn't have to be told twice.Â
Her fingertips followed the curve of the dragon's body, tracing the individual scales etched into his skin.
"What made you choose this?
He looked down at her, eyes softening for a split second before they returned to normal.
For a moment, something flickered across his face.
An emotion Eden couldn't quite pinpoint. Just something heavier than what she's seen from him so far.
"It's a story for another time," he said softly.
She nodded. Whatever the meaning was behind the tattoo clearly wasn't first session territory so she let it go.
Her hand fell back to her side as she returned her attention to the movie once more.
"Would you ever get a tattoo?"
She looked up at him with a smile.
"I actually have some."
His eyes locked with hers.
"Really? Where?"
"Just a few small ones scattered around." she shrugged. "I don't think I could commit to a huge piece or a sleeve yet."
"You definitely seem like the type to overthink for a few years before committing to anything."
She gave him a playful push.
"I'll have you know I got a few of these on a whim."
He raised his hands in surrender, "Okay, okay my bad for assuming."
"Serves you right."
By the time the credits were rolling, Eden was fighting a yawn. She hadn't realized how late it had gotten, or how much of the movie they spent talking.
Kai spoke as she rose up from the couch. "You may have gotten away with not watching the whole thing this time, but we will be watching number two next time. No distractions."
She rolled her eyes. "Whatever you say."
She helped clean up before she gathered her things to leave. He insisted she leave the blanket for their next cuddle sessions which she was happy to oblige.Â
As she slipped her shoes on by the door, she found herself looking back toward the living room.
The blanket was still draped over the couch, snack basket half empty on the coffee table, and the tv ready to play the second movie.
A few hours ago she was convinced everything and anything would go wrong. Instead, they spent half of the movie talking and laughing.
She caught herself smiling.Â
Somehow, it had all felt easy.
Eden stood in the doorway of his apartment unsure of how she should say goodbye. She wanted to express that she had a good time, but didn't want him to take it the wrong way. Lucky for her he took the reins.
"Get home safe."
"I will."
He played with a curl on her shoulder.
"Text me when you get there?"
Eden laughed.
"What are you my dad?"
"No," he agreed.Â
His fingers released her curl.
"But if something happens to you, I wouldn't know who to contact for my refund.
Her mouth opened in shock, a few breathy laughs filling the hallway. "Oh fuck you!"
He waved her off with a smile.
"See you next time little red."
Shaking her head, Eden turned towards the stairwell door with a dumb grin on her face.
So annoying.
She took her time walking down the stairs, so caught up in the night she just had she didn't notice the man passing her had stopped to stare.
"Eden?"
She froze.
"You're Eden right?"
She turned slowly meeting the eyes of no other than Jungkook.
Her breath caught in her throat. "W-what are you doing here?"
"Uhh I own the building...What are you doing here?"
She knew whatever she answered she would be in a lose-lose situation. If she told him the truth he'd for sure know who she was just with, but if she lied it opened up a lot of different doors for assumptions.
She chose the latter.
"I was working."
Jungkook frowned.
"Working?"
"Yep."
"With Kai?"
How the fuck did he know that?!
She tried to play it off. "Sorry can't answer that."
Jungkook laughed.
"He's the only other person living in the building right now. My other tenants are idols on tour."
Eden closed her eyes for a second.Â
Of course.
"It's alright I won't bring it up to him if I see him."
She immediately relaxed.
"I would appreciate that."
"No problem. Cuddle buddy confidentiality, right?"
"Exactly."
He pulled his phone out like he remembered something.
"You should stop by Rapmon Hyung's. All he did was complain the whole trip about not having you nearby for a session."
Eden's stomach dropped a little.
Right. Namjoon.
She had completely pushed him out of her brain for the night.
"Actually I can call him right now! I'm sure he'd be glad to see you."
She almost jumped to grab the phone out of his hand.
"No no no! No need. I'm sure he'll text me if he needs me!"
Jungkook looked at her weirdly as she waved her hands around frantically trying to keep him from calling his friend.
"Okay...
"It's just we have a process you know?" she chuckled nervously.
"That makes sense. I know hyung can be a little anal sometimes."
"Exactlyyy you get it!" she said. "Well if you'll excuse me I think my cab is outside."
"Okay see you."
She started to move before pausing once more. "Oh Jungkook?!"
He peered back over his shoulder. "Yeah?"
"Can you not tell Namjoon you saw me? You know client confidentiality and stuff."
He smiled, his bunny teeth on display.
"Of course. Your secret is safe with me."
She returned the smile before taking the stairs down two at a time.
Synopsis: Kaylia came to Howard holding onto something steady
a long-term relationship, a soft heart, and a plan.
Seyn came with nothing to hold onto just attitude, independence, and a habit of keeping people at a distance.
They weren't supposed to click like that.
But one night, one party, and one shared dorm room changes everything.
Now it's late nights, loud music, blurred boundaries, and conversations that hit too deep at 3AM
author's note!:
Hi.. it's Moni & sage here we're new writers with a new fic.
Hopefully you guys like it this is not proofread like barely, hopefully you guys like it. Please comment below and reblog.
*Sorry for the late post hopefully soon weâll be able to find a more consistent schedule with posting, thank you for reading!!*
anyways enjoy <333!! partially proofread!!
Saturday 6:32pm
Kaylia was back in the dorm now after having spent most of the afternoon with Tae in the music hall.
While he practiced, she'd finalized the last details for her book club's introduction meeting, but now that she was back in the room, all productivity had gone out the window.
She was currently blasting Beyonceâs Lemonade album through the purple speaker on her desk. A yellow blanket draped over her shoulders as she swung around an empty rolled up poster board like a baseball bat.
âWhatâs worse looking jealous or crazy?â She whisper-yelled as dramatically, pointing the tube at her reflection in the camera she was recording herself on.
She spun around just as the dorm room door flew open.
Seyvn suddenly enters, dropping her bag by the door and marched past Kaylia to land face first into her bed, letting out a muffled scream.
Kaylia hurriedly scoots back as Sevyn beelines for the bed.
âAhhh! Shut uppp! What happened!â She spewed rushing over to her, shaking her shoulders excitedly
She turns the speaker volume down as she removes the camera off the desk beside them, ending the video currently recording.
âSeyvnnn!â She drags âSpill!!â
Seyvn rolls onto her back to stare at the ceiling
â oh my gosh I donât knowâ she says running her hands through her curls
âSeyvnnnnnâ Kaylia stretches out the name hoping it would make her friend crack
âHe justâŠâ She started then groaned
âand I justâŠâ she buries her face into her hands
âGirl?â Kaylia questions, excitement getting the best of her
âUgh ahhhhh I donât knowww. girl my stomach is in knots right nowâ
Kaylie paused at the response
âOkayâŠâ
âfirst of all, good knots or bad knots?â She asks brows now scrunched in curiosity
Seyvn dropped her hands onto her chest.
"Both honestly."
Kaylia immediately sat up straighter.
"Oh?"
"Like..." Seyvn sighed."He either gonna be the best thing that happened to me this year..." She stared at the ceiling.
"...or he's gonna ruin my damn life bro."
âOoh. Hold onnnâ Kaylia rushes to get comfy on her bed, reaching for her hot fries tucked on her desk.
âTell me everythinggg, from when yall pulled off to noww.â
âOk so after we left, we went to smoke andâŠâ
Seyvn glances away already smiling at the little memory
ââŠwe kissed it was cute at firstâ
âAt first?â Kayliâs repeated immediately.
âThen we started making out for like 20 minutes until I realized how late it was, so he drove me home.â
A blush appears across seyvnâs face
âMind you we held hands the whole way back, and he walked me to the door and kissed me goodnight,â she rushes out her words blending together
Kaylia stares in silence with a smile stuck on her face.
âShut uppp!!â She excitedly yells, throwing pillows toward her bed
âThat is so cute like actuallyy, Iâm leaning towards the âbest thing thatâs happened toward youâ option.â
She was now sitting on her knees, her face buried in her hand.
âYâall are too cute, like actually!â
âNo for real Iâm scared and nervous , he makes me so nervous on the guysâ Seyvn laughs
âI just donât have time to fall for somebody and get played all over again, I think imma text him and tell him to delete my numberâ she thinks out loud
Kaylia laughs, âNo, terrible idea! But why not just have fun? Who says you gotta commit to anything?â She smirks
âIâm not the kind of person to mess around unless provoked, ya know? Like I fall in love too hard and too easyâ Seyvn says solemnly
âIt would make this so much easier if I knew what his intentions wereâŠâ she drifts off
âYeah I get that..but what iffâŠ.â She dramatically pauses before grabbing a paper from a stack on her desk.
âWhat if I invite him to my introduction meeting tomorrow and find out?â She smirks wiggling her eyebrows
âI wonât be obvious! Imma be like,â she stands up and walks away creating distance between them
âSooo..Sevyn told me bout yall lil kissââ She begins as she starts walking towards her, bursting into a fit of laughter as she was interrupted
âNoooo you can not tell him I told you! Matter of fact donât say anything at all ! Oh my gosh I would be embarrassed as hell he gon think I care too muchâ Seyvn squeals into the air
âGirl! The whole point is to care!â She laughs plopping down next to Sevyn
âImagine him blushing thinking bout yâallâs kiss. I can see it already.â She dramatically adds, separating her hands in the air imaginatively.
âNah he too âcoolâ for that oh whatever he try to be,â Seyvn laughs rolling her eyes
Seyvn pulled the sleeve of her hoodie over her hands.
"You think he's talking to Tae about it right now?"
Seyvn groans, before dropping backward against the pillows.
âGirl, they messy asses probably are.â
âYou think she want me fr?â Kaylia mimics in a deep voice
âNo for real whole time tae ass probably over there gushing about you âoh Kaylia this,â âoh Kaylia thatâ with stars in his damn eyesâ Seyvn cackles
âStopp!â Kaylia playfully hits her, their laughs echoing through the room.
âUgh itâs so wrong of me to find him attractiveâŠbut girl⊠that man?â She pauses dramatically, never finishing her sentence.
âHELL NAH!â Seyvn yells â that man is fine as fuck! If I wasnât into namjoon chileâ she jokes fanning herself
âUghhhâ Kaylia pulls at her braids, rolling over onto her stomach.
âYou really think he thinking bout me?â She questions, smiling brightly as she bit her nail and kicked her feet,
âEwww not you kicking your feet he got you gone! What about ole dude?â Seyvn laughs
Kaylia sighs loudly, it was now her turn to facepalm into the bed.
âHeâs so annoying!â She begins, sitting up as she ranted
âLike why are you so in your feelings? he donât chase after me no more, and I loveeee a man that chases, itâs pissing me off.â
âHe hasnât even tried texting me after our call this morning like youâre so lamee.â She sighs loudly again
âOh girl I feel you, dudes act like after yall get into a relationship they donât have to keep acting like they want you! Like no dumbass I still want to feel wantedâ Seyvn agrees
âAnd he also hella weird for the whole no contact thing? Does he think heâs punishing you with the silent treatment or something?â She continues
âExactly! But I donât give no fucks, I am the queen of pettiness so we can go there every timeee.â
Changing the topic, she diverts her attention back to the boys.
âI can totally see Namjoon stressing on if you actually like him or hate his ass.â She laughs thinking of all their bickering moments
â you think so? Like i can not tell with his fine ass,â Seyvn groans
âlike he is dominant and gentle at the same time it confuses the hell out of me, I am not used to it ya know? I can usually just walk all over somebodyâ she finishes
âI donât know girl.â Kaylia laughs âFrom what I see you be right there with him. Hell sometimes you be having him stuck.â
âHell I be trying to keep up with himâ she giggles
-âââââââ
Across campus Taehyung and Namjoon were currently positioned in the lounges by the pool, a half lit blunt being shared between them.
âAnd then we smoked on the way back to hers. I had Kook come pick me up.â
âI think Iâm highkey feeling her, she been having me cheesing like a clown when we together I canât lie.â Tae laughs
âBut I donât know man, she keeps me actually interested and I have this urge to like protect herââ
âDAMN!â Namjoons laughs, cutting tae off mid-sentence
âbaby has a dude and youâre THIS down bad for her?!â He questions blunt hanging from his lips
âMan, Iâm not worried about him.â Tae waves him off
âBesides, I feel like I get that vibe sometimes thatâŠI donât know man pass the blunt.â
âYea whatever until he pops up and whoop your ass about herâ namjoon says handing him the blunt
âAnd Iâll handle that. You should be worried about yo boy Justin and what him and Sevyn got going on.â Taking the blunt tae ignored his friends glare
âThey look real friendly to me.â He smirks, leaning back as he inhaled.
Namjoon scoffs âfriendly how?â
âDidnât she get up on her knees to hug him?â Tae laughs
Namjoon sucked his teeth âand if I beat your ass right now then what?â He finished before deciding to add insult to injury
âYou got speculations going on but your girl got a boyfriendâ
âHey, you wanna bring up dudes first. Iâm talking bout Kaylia. Not kaylia and her âdudeââ tae replied, using air quotations
âThere ainât no âdudeâ heâs actually her boyfriendâ namjoon laughs mocking his quotations âWhatâs not clicking Steven?â
âPlus Iâm not even sure Seyvn likes me for realâ he says now deterred
âWhat happened earlier when yall went out? I saw you was at a parking lot near that abandoned k-mart.â He nudges him playfully, taking a couple hits before passing it.
âNo one aroundâŠprivacyâŠquietâŠintimate.â He smirked
â how did you even see that? We were like 20 minutes away from campusâ Namjoon questioned
âBruh⊠ive had your location for the past like 6 months.â Tae laughs
âI be checking.â He adds
âDamn stalker, but yea we chilled and smoked may have kissed for a lil bit nothing too crazyâ namjoon replies
âOh shittt. Fuck Justin!â
âExactly! The fuck would I be worried about him for?â Namjoon laughs
âYou like her?â He questions
âIâm not gonna lie⊠I think so yea, she kinda brings something out of me lowkey.
âlike I know I hoe around a lot but I could see myself with her for realâ namjoon answers before taking a pull from the blunt
âNah I like what yall got going on, but you need to be serious about it, Sevyn look like she donât play.â Tae laughs
âI donât think she do either,â Namjoon jokes âshe seems like she fight in real lifeâ
âOh most definitely.â Tae replies
âShit crazy, we just met last night.â
âNo for real she got me excited as hell for these upcoming semesterâsâ namjoon adds sounding star struck
âNah high key though, they funny as fuck so Iâm down with whatever.â
âYou smiling hard as hell right now." Tae laughs
"Man, shut up."
"Nah, look at you. You got that stupid ass look people get when they start liking somebody."
Namjoon shook his head, trying and failing to hide his grin.
"She just different, bro."
"Different how?"
"I don't know."
He paused.
"When I'm around her I don't feel like I gotta perform all the time."
ââââââ-
Monday 8:19 am
Kaylia groans as her alarm rings off, itâs already been snoozed the previous 2 times it went off.
Instrumental melodies echos throughout the room.
Swiping her finger across the screen she silences it, groaning again as her eyes struggled to adjust to the light.
âUghhhhâ
Rubbing her eyes she forces herself out the bed, throwing her blankets in an array during the process.
Phone in hand, she made her way to the bathroom.
Kaylia begins her morning routine.
She starts by brushing her teeth, humming to the music softly playing from her phone in the background
Next she washes her hands, then moves onto her face.
Dapping her face dry she applies her moisturizer and locks the door so she can shower.
It was now 9:05 and kaylia was checking out her outfit in the mirror propped up near her bed.
She posed as she took pictures for her fit check on Instagram.
@lovely.lia
She adds the song âCollard Greensâ By Kendrick in the background and grabs her bags as she heads out the dorm.
Checking her schedule once again she heads off to her first class.
9:30-10:20am Freshman English I
10:30-11:20am Spanish I
At 2:30 she had her introductory meeting for her book club.
Yesterday she had finally put up her flyers, hopefully a one day notice still results in a good turnout.
âWhere the hell is this building.â Growing agitated Kaylia takes a deep breath as she searches for the Literature building
Finally finding it she rushed
âOh my gosh class starts in two minutes. It would be way too embarrassing to walk in too late.â
She sped down the hall and entered through the large double doors.
The literature room was huge, with students scattered in the chairs.
She chose a seat in the middle off to the right and pulled out her laptop right as class begun.
After the quick 50 minutes, which consisted of going over syllabus yada yada yada kaylia packed up her things and headed out.
Her next class was Spanish I and thankfully all she had to do was get on the elevator to get to it.
The hall around this time was packed with students.
Skimming through the crowd, Kaylia enters the almost full elevator.
âDo you mind pressing 3 for me?â She asks the student closest to the panel who in return nods and presses her floor number
âThank you.â She mumbles as she shifts nervously
âI shouldâve waited for the next oneâ she thought
Her nerves were through the roof as she hated small crowed spaces
Once the elevator reached the floor she walked out and to her class.
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Monday 12:00 pm
Seyvn wakes from her 5th blaring alarm sheâs set to wake her up in time
She checks the clock to see it reads 12:00pm she realizes she has an hour to get up and ready for class
Rising from her bed she looks over to see Kaylia has already left.
she grabs her speaker and phone heading to the bathroom, scrolls through her playlist to turn on âthis could be usâ by Rae scremmurd she starts her morning routine
Turning on the shower she leaves to grab her clothes while it heats up. Coming back into the bathroom she sees that she received a Goodmorning text from Namjoon over two hours ago she decides to reply with her own Goodmorning message.
After showering she brushes her teeth, does her skincare routine, and light beat of makeup up before getting dressed.
@sevyn72003
Now heading to her creative writing class she searches the online campus map for the literature building before hearing her named called over her music playing in her ears
âYo Seyvn!â
She turns to see tae approaching her
âOh hey, tae wassup?â She says offering him a side hug
Hugging her back he replies, âNun, what about you?â
âIâm supposed to be heading to my creative writing class but I canât for the life of me find the literature buildingâ she huffs
âWith Mr.Hawthorne? If so, I'm boutta head there now, we can walk together.â He offers, one hand holding onto the bag thrown over his shoulder.
âYo for real? You take creative writing? And also yes please I might get lost lookingâ she lets out a light chuckle
Laughing along he replies, âYeah, I took creative writing I last year and it helps when I write my lyrics. What about you, you write?â
âCrazy work, yea I write too but Iâm all over the place from music, to poetry, and storiesâ she respond shifting onto her right leg
âYou cool with walking together?â She asks adjusting her shoulder bags
âYea, letâs go. The literature building is right next to Drew Hall.â He explains pointing to the left
âLowkey got lost plenty of times while looking for this building. â He laughs
âI bet, they built this campus like a damn rubix cubeâ she agrees following him
After a moment of silence with them walking side by side
âSoooo⊠about you and Kayliaâ Seyvn drawls out
Tae lets out a chuckle and her awkwardness âMhm, what about us?â He questions peering over at her as they walked
âI donât know just trying to see whatâs up ya know? I get the vibe that you feeling my girl and I tend to be Cupidâ she jokes
âCupid?â He laughs
âRightttt.â
âYou donât see the wings?â She points at her imaginary wings behind her while laughing
âNah,â he jokes looking for said wings
âNah?!? Oh you got me so twisted, Iâve helped so many people find their soulmatesâ she looks in bewilderment
âOh really?â
âI mean I am feeling her but she has that whole boyfriend thing going on thoâŠâ He trails off, bringing to topic back to Kaylia
âNow if Cupid can find a way around that, then by all means shoot some arrows for me.â He says, hands up in mock surrendering
âIâll see what I can do,â Seyvn laughs
ââŠshe donât even like ole dude anymore anywayâ Seyvn mumbles now thinking out loud
âOh, I get that vibe.â He laughs as they enter the building.
He holds the door open allowing seyvn to walk inside first, then follows after.
âWe gotta get to the second floor. And it looks like the elevator brokeâ He mentions pointing ahead.
Leading the way to the right they approach the packed stairwell
âStairs?!?! Oh this day canât get any worseâ she exasperates
âââââââââ
2:19pm
Blackburn Center
âOmg!! Hey Namjoon, thank you so much for coming earlier.â
âI didnât realize how much there was to put up.â Kaylia says to the approaching man.
âI tend to buy a lil tooo much.â She ends awkwardly smiling
She was decorating the room, everything was decorated in a black and red theme to match this months book.
âNo problem, Seyvn shot me a text saying you needed the extra hands.â
âAnd it really looks like itâ he chuckles setting his backpack on the empty chair next to him
âlol yess, a girl was stressing.â She said with a sigh
âBut can you help bring those three boxes from outside in?â
âTwo are the books for this month and the smaller is my decorations I can grab that oneâ
âSure thingâ he answers before heading out to grab the boxes outside the group study room
âHave you ever read âShadow and Bone'?â She questions as she begins to lay out a few decorations, her back turned.
âNo, but Iâve heard of it in passing.â
âHey where do you want these?â He grunts out the question trying to keep the boxes from falling
âHmmm..â She turns to see him carrying all 3 boxes, struggling to see past the cardboard.
She takes her time answering, a sly smile on her face
âRight there is fine.â She says after a beat, laughing slightly as he shook his head
âBetâ he drops the boxes letting out a sigh of relief from the weight
âSooo..â she draws out, sitting in a seat next to the projector
âI heard you and Sevyn shared a lil kiss last night.â She said side eyeing him as she watches his reaction
âWowwwâ he drawls letting out a laugh before deciding to take a seat across from her
She laughs along with him, âSo do you like her? Like whatâs up, cause I ship the hell out of yallâ
âPicture this,â She sits up straight and crosses her legs, giving him no chance to reply
âYou, Sevyn,â
âSevjoon if you will.â She says holding up her hand
âLocked in right, only yâall for each other, hashtag goals.â
ââŠThoughts? Concerns?â She questions, raising an eyebrow
âA few actually,â
âWhat the hell?â He says throwing his head back from laughter
âHow do we even know if baby likes me or not?â
âSheâs so damn stubborn and flip flops back and forth I canât even tellâ he sighs
âHey, donât worry about all that.â She says waving her hand in the air
âHow do youu feel?â
âI feel a lot of ways to be honest like I obviously like her from the past two days we spent together and I definitely wanna take her down thatâs a no brainer on that partâ he rambles
âMen..â Kaylia laughs as she shakes her head
â⊠but I want her to like me too, I wanna take her on dates, and buy her flowers, and all that; but I donât wanna waste my time on some one who doesnât want to be wanted.â he finishes
âOoh..â she says nodding, her pointer finger on her lip.
âI think you should obviously just go for it.â
âI mean I donât think she would hold hands with you on the way homeâŠallow you to walk her to the doorâŠor kiss her goodnight, if her intentions werenât true you know?â
âDamn she told you everything huh?â He questions
âDonât repeat any of that..â she whispers, getting up to begin decorating again
âAnd besides, what will come from just admiring from a distance? If you want her, go get her.â She shrugs.
âItâs up to you.â
âI guess youâre right⊠I might need your help with thatâ he says getting up to help her
âââââââ-
Monday 5:48pm
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âHeyy siss!â Kaylia greets as she approaches Seyvn, hugging her once she makes it
âOoooh girl do I got some stuff to tell you.â She says, opening the door so the two of them can enter
âSame! But Iâll let you go first, my info juicy and needs a minute to linger afterâ seyvn says following her through the doors
âBefore we start though, howâd the book club set up go?â Seyvn asks approaching the counter to look over the menu
âIt turned out really good, about 11 people showed up and everyone was such book nerds it made me so excited.â
âAlso thanks for texting Namjoon to come early to help me.â
âNo problem, he wasnât doing nothing anywayâ Seyvn jokes
Kaylia laughs as she takes a second to decide what sheâs gonna order.
Walking up to the counter, she orders her food and steps off to the side while she waits for Seyvn.
âYea Iâll take a mango chaiâ Seyvn says to the cashier and pays, following Kaylia to sit while they wait on their order
âWhat you was up to today? How was class?â Kaylia asks, crossing her legs as she pulled out her phone
âIt was good⊠tell me why tae is in my creative writing class!!â
âI also found out some good ass information,â Seyvn smirks
âHe confirmed a suspicion of mineâ
Kaylia perks up in her seat âomg stoppp.â She drags
âBut Namjoon too girll, hold on let me get my food first.â
As the man in the front calls their names, Kaylia approaches to grab her order.
She ordered a âsoul dinner bowlâ which consisted of mashed potatoes, popcorn chicken, and corn.
âUgh, this looks bomb.â She says snapping a photo of her food.
âHurry and get your drink so I can hear this.â Kaylia rushes, unable to remain patient
âOk okâ Seyvn chuckles at her eagerness grabbing her drink she follows Kaylia back to their seat
âHow did you find out yall have the same class?â She questioned as she begun to eat her food.
âHe found me looking lost in the courtyard and then we just ended up walking to class togetherâ seyvn says sipping her drink
âOkay tea, now what suspicion he confirmed??â
âTae likes youuu!â Seyvn squeals in excitement
âI know youâre with Keon or whatever but hearing you complain about it him, makes it seem like heâs not a good boyfriend.â She rushes out
âNow Iâm not saying cheat or leave him or anything like thatâŠâ
âbut I am saying tae doesnât seem like a bad guy to have around ya know?â Seyvn finishes reaching for her drink out of nervousness
âUgh, he wants me so baddd!â She exclaims bringing her hands to her cheeks
âHe know I got a boyfriend though so not too much,â She says waving a hand in the air.
âAnd he also know how I feel about said boyfriend...â she mumbles
âBut omg like what do I do now?â
âHow do I face him now knowing that he likes me..like??â she squeals, eating her food to keep herself from talking more
âI spoke with Namjoon alsoâŠâ she trails off, smiling.
âYou what ?!â Seyvn shouts but catches herself in embarrassment at everyone starting
âKaylia I told you no! Oh my gosh he probably thinks Iâm so cornyâ Seyvn sighs
âHe does not!â
âWell first of all, I came up with the perfect name for you two.â She says, waving her off and doing a light drumroll
ââŠ..Sevjoon, isnât that gorgeous!â
âWhat ew whereâd you come up with that?â Seyvn stops to question her
âYall are haters, it's cute!â
âAnyways he was saying that he likes you also..â
âHe said he just canât tell if you feel the sameâŠ.because you can be stubborn.â She laughs slightly
âI am not stubborn⊠Iâm just not easyâ
âEhhhâŠâ Kaylia trails off, looking to the side
âBut itâs not in a bad way sista, hell Iâm pretty sure he likes it, he just canât read you.â
âI think imma keep him on his toes.â Seyvn says thinking out loud
âI like that I make him nervousâ
âPlus I need to focus on you and tae for real , he seems so sweet for you. I like the whole lover boy thing he has going onâ
âNahhh stop.â Kaylia says looking away
âI donât know, I've never had somebody be so⊠I guess, gentle when it comes to me?â
âI'm so disappointed in Keon though,â
âThese last few weeks have been hell. Iâm so mentally clocked out itâs insane.â She continues
She places her head into her hands. âLike first of all, who can go damn near 48hrs without the queen?â
The question comes out mumbled
âAnd I know heâs doing this on purpose.â She says pouting.
Pulling out her phone and swiftly unlocking it Seyvn chimes in
âI agree but a pre warning,â
â..remember weâve only known them for like three days.â
âMaybe Iâm being paranoid but letâs not get ahead of ourselvesâ Seyvn ponders
âTuhâ Kaylia smacks her lips
âShouldâve seen how fast we got togetherâ She says, laughing
âI know I havenât spoken much about Keon to you, cause girl do I have some shit to say..â
âBut this is me nearing a breaking point at the constantt complaints and-â
Going to her and keons messages, she opens the thread to see he turned his location off.
âThe fuck?â She said loudly
âWhat happened?â Seyvn questions
âHe stopped sharing his locationâŠâ
âOoo yikes what the hell is his problem?â
She decides to text him a lengthy message, her hands moving fast as she types on the screen.
ââŠand I donât see how you can be okay with not talking to me for so longâŠâ she whispers softly as she types
âThatâs soo weirddd.â groaning, she shakes her head.
âImma give him 2 more hours.â She nods, pasting the message into her notes app and turning off her phone
âTryna smoke?â
âGirl alwaysâ Seyvn laughs
ââââââââââ
7:32 pm
Kayliaâs ringtone blares throughout the quiet dorm.
She was snuggled on the end of her bed, laptop opened but she was fast asleep right next to it.
Mumbling incoherent words, she reaches for the phone.
âHello?â She answers softly, a breathy yawn coming out as she stretches, nearly falling off the bed during the action
She scoots up
âLia you ainât see the group chat!?â Her friend, Miyannaâs voice booms through the speaker of the phone
Kaylia winced and she rubbed at her temple, a sigh escaping her lips.
âI was studyingâŠ.â
âGirl get your sleepy ass up and look at that damn phone!â Her friend says
âKnow damn well you wasnât studying. I can hear it in your voice.â
Kaylia rolls her eyes as she closes her laptop and unlocks her phone.
She scrolls up through the messages, skimming as she swipes.
âWHO THE FUCKKâŠKAY WYAAâŠâ her face was scrunched as she read a few
âThe hellâŠ?â She mumbles leaning in
Her stomach dropped.
For a second she genuinely thought she was looking at the wrong person.
Then she recognized the beanie.
The one she'd bought him with their initials engraved in red in the side.
âAw fuck no!â She yells sliding off the bed once she clicks the picture
âWhat the fuck is this yanna!â
âZuriyah sent this shit to me on Snapchat she recognized his ass immediately â
âThey supposed to be heading over to Marlins function.â She responded
âOooo yanna he got me so fucked upâŠâ
â..Sooo fucked up! And he got her at his house?â
âYess Kay, Iâm sorry.â
âYou remember that girl from junior year that was bothering you?â
âHis fuckking ex? Are you serious?â Her voice dropped
âDonât worry we finna pull up, Iâll have my brother beat his ass.â
âMiyannaââ kaylia starts, her voice breaking.
âNahh Lia donât do that, fuck him!â
âI donât care how mad I get, I would never do not shit like this..â
âWhere my shoes?â Kaylia mumbled searching around
âGirl what the fuck you tryna do?â
Kaylia paused before realizing there really isnât anything she could do.
âMannn fuck this! Fuck him!!! Fuck everybody!â She boomed, throwing her hands around
âHold on..â her friend started
âWhat you saying fuck me for?â
Kaylia sits in her desk chair, face hardened as she pictured herself walking up on him.
âOh he need his ass beat..â she mumbled shaking her head
âYanna yall better beat his ass Iâm so for real.â She said, her leg bouncing.
âYou know I got you.â
âZuri boutta pull up outside right now.â She could hear Yanna moving around her blinds.
âI love you, donât do nun stupid.â Her friend said.
âI love you too.â Kaylia pulls down her phone, hanging up and immediately sending a message to keons contact.
âBet that. Fuck you!!â She sends, blocking his contact and social medias.
She dials up seyvns nunber, who had walked out earlier saying she was headed to the gym
âYes honey bun?â She answered in a sing song voice
âSeyvn..â Kaylia said, trying to remain calm
âIâm boutta blow this bitch up.â
âWait what happened?â She questions in concern
It painted everything in a sickly, artificial glow that changed colors to whatever video you watched next. Covering your face, your hands, and the tangled mess of blankets you hadnât bothered to fold in days. In your dark bedroom, time had started to lose itself, collapsing into a loop of scrolling, swiping, and scrolling and swiping.
You didnât even realize how long youâd been doing it.
Just that your thumb had developed a rhythm of up, up, upâlike if you moved fast enough, you could outrun whatever it was that kept tightening in your chest.
âDid ____ and Tyriq break up?â
Swipe.
âWho is this girl Tyriq was just seen with?â
Swipe.
âI thought he was withââ
Swipe.
Thatâs all youâve been doing for the past three days. For three days, you had not really existed outside this very room. Just swiping away on your phone, ignoring anything that had to do with your reality as you shrouded in yourself in the dark confines of your room.
You ate when you remembered to, slept when your body forced you. Ignored the calls from people who were concerned and wouldâve known exactly what to say if you had the energy to answer their call. Even your phone had started to feel like something foreign in your dull existence, like it belonged to someone else and you were just holding it for them, swiping away.
Still, you kept scrolling.
Because stopping meant thinking, and thinking meant remembering.
And the last thing you wanted was the shape of him in your mind again.
But it was as if the internet was playing against you today, doing anything in its power to get you to acknowledge the situation thatâs been aching your heart, and quite frankly giving you a headache from so much crying. Every swipe after the other, it was news about you or something adjacent of the matter.
Now his face appeared in every other post, beside someone new. Framed in pap-walks that you knew werenât accidental, given that youâve had your fare share of staged photo shoots. But it didnât matter whether the photos were real or staged anymore. The story the two of you once had was over now.
The names began to blur together after a while. Yours, his, hers. You didnât even flinch anymore when you saw your own name.
âYa know, Iâm not one to usually comment on situations like this, but I do find this whole ____ thing pretty fucked up.â You swore you werenât going to indulge in anything that dealt with this situation, anything that had to do with you, but for some reason, this was the one video you couldnât swipe away from.
The video was on TikTok, of a brunette with blue eyes that shown through her square glasses and long nails that matched the light color of her eyes. She wore a hoodie that you could barely see since the video was mainly of her face, but when she sifted slightly, you recognized it as merch from your groups tour almost three years ago. A small detail that brought a sliver of a smile to your face.
âShe has always been pretty private when it comes to her relationships.â The girl said, voice steady, almost annoyed. âSo for her first public relationship to end with him cheating or doing whatever the fuck weâre seeing right now, I think itâs genuinely fucked up.â
Your throat tightened slightly at the word cheating, even though you had not said it out loud yourself. It felt too real to do so. It was all too much, everything was still so fresh.
âI mean,â The girl continued. âWe wouldnât even know who this guy was if it wasnât for h His football career hasnât been doing much, his acting isnât really landing either. And now, literally out of nowhere on a random ass Tuesday, suddenly heâs everywhere with someone else right before his new show drops? Oh, how convenient.â She said sharply.
It was at one point that you were so invested, you ended up sitting up in your bed, back against your headboard as you thought about the things she was saying. Things youâd never think to say on your own.
Something in your chest pulled tight as everything clicked, clarity washing over you as the video continued.
âAnd I know those photos are staged. You wanna known how I know theyâre staged photos?â The woman spoke, her hands moving animatedly, her long nails making a satisfying clicking sound as they clashed together. âTyriq has never had a paparazzi appearance before he got with ____. Ever! You probably cant even find a photo of Tyriq with ____ not there. And now he gets one without her for the first time and itâs with some influencer? Ugh, I canât even! I missed when ____ had dating allegations with that guy from BTS. I donât know, at least someone on her level.â
The video ended after that, going on to start from the beginning again, but your head was clogged to the repetition as you became encoded with rage.
She was right. @thegurlsarefighting was right! Everything she said were things you didnât even begin to think of before. Why would you, you genuinely liked Tyriq, and him being of lesser status did nothing to negate that. Only people obsessed with fame thought of things like that, you liked who you liked.
You had lived inside the situation, inside the feeling of what you thought was love. Not on the outside of it where these patterns became visible and ugly in hindsight.
It just turned out to be with the wrong guy.
Your grip on the phone loosened slightly. The video kept playing, looping itself now, but you werenât really listening anymore. Your eyes had gone unfocused, staring past the screen instead of into it.
Suddenly you were remembering things you hadnât allowed yourself to arrange in your mind properly. The game visits, red carpet, concert photos, award shows.
The certain moments that had felt curated even when you had told yourself they werenât when they were posted to social media for the world to spectate on.
And the way, somehow, you had still believed in it.
Maybe because you were naive. Or maybe because you wanted it to be real enough not to question. And after two weeks, you still didnât know.
Your thumb finally moved, but instead of swiping away, it tapped the comments out of instinct.
You expected to be flooded with voices that hit you, voices that did not belong to you but were speaking as if they did. As a performing artist, you were used to such occasion. People dissecting a life you had been living just days ago. Laughing, arguing, defending, speculating. Turning something so personal to you into some consumable moment.
At first it made your chest burn, causing you to gulp. But you were slightly surprised you werenât the problem they were talking about. He was, but that realization didnât arrive gently.
7,442 comments
@ randomuser - no because letâs talk out it! who the fuck even is he? ă €| 24.8k âĄ
‷ @thegurlsarefighting - I literally didnât even know he played football until I got a boyfriend he said he was trash | 20.2k âĄ
‷ @ randomuser404 - I watch football with my dad, we both think he sucks. | 12.3k âĄ
@____biggestfan - And whether anyone wants to admit it or not, he used her for clout. Mind you, we only know about them because their relationship was leaked when his homeboy âaccidentallyâ posted them on his story for his birthdayâŠ.why is your friend posting couple pictures of you on YOUR birthday? | 18.4k âĄ
‷ @yourgirlgroupisthebest - and Iâve always found that weird because it was obviously a secret for a reason before that. | 18.3k âĄ
‷ @____biggestfan - no same! they were supposedly dating for almost a year before that was posted. obviously she wanted to keep things hush!
@beenthatbih - good, now I can finally say that he was ugly. | 16k âĄ
‷ @random808 - omfg đđ | 200 âĄ
@ tashiduncan - and honestly, that girls weird too, idc | 400 âĄ
‷ @thegurlsarefighting - hold on now, we donât know the full story and I canât support hate against a woman. so far, sheâs done nothing wrong. | 213 âĄ
‷ @ tashiduncan - but I can! | 44 âĄ
‷ @thegurlsarefighting - Oh! | 104 âĄ
@ btsfangirl - omg, the ____ and Namjoon days đŹâŠ. havenât heard of that era in agesâŠ27.2k âĄ
‷ @thegurlsarefighting - Iâve always wanted to know their lore but Iâm not a bts fan đ| 12k âĄ
‷ @ btsfangirl oh itâs so interesting and messy and I love it! | 11.1k âĄ
@_____number1defender - Tyriq will begin to cough in three days! | 21k âĄ
‷ @thegurlsarefighting - and he will never get that Super Bowl ring, yup!!! | 17k âĄ
@ladyofthenight - Namjoon could do the funniest thing rn đ | 23k âĄ
@shipname - oh this is my time to shine! let me go dm namjoon | 19.8k âĄ
@ fantasyreader - ugh, I feel so bad for my girl because I know sheâs a freaky lover type but I also know that the music is about to EAT! 13k âĄ
‷ @____biggestfan - same đ
@ letsgogaming - hate this for her, LOVE this for me! đ
‷ @ handsomerandom - oh bay youâre so weirdâŠ
It came all at once, snapping into place within your mind.
Your phone slipped slightly in your hand as you sat there, staring at nothing now. The video had restarted again automatically, but you didnât hear it. The room felt too quiet even with it playing.
For the first time in days, your thoughts werenât looping the events of your three year relationship. Of all the cute moments mixed with the arguments. Of the worries and insecurities you had within your relationship. The breakup that happened two weeks ago. The picture that went viral of the man you loved moving on.
Your mind was clear of those thoughts, and it was now full of rage.
The anger that festered within you didnât feel like some chaotic storm when it came. It was unlike anything you ever felt, taking over you to the point where you felt like you werenât thinking straight.
You inhaled slowly, then exhaled sharply through your nose. Sitting up more on your bed, your mind was frantic as your thumbs swiped out of the app, ceasing any sound as you moved to another app.
You opened instagram, not paying attention to whatever was on your home feed before opening the camera app and taking a picture of the dark room. It looked almost unfamiliar through the lens, dark and still with the city lights peaking through the corners of the curtains. You then began to type, nails clicking against the screen in rapid fashion as you poured your feeing into one simple message.
Your group mates would be so proud. You werenât typically the one to speak your mind. You always bottled your feelings and let the music to do all of the speaking. But not everyone listens and sometimes you needed to be direct and put your foot down.
And maybe stir some shit up.
You posted it, blinking at your screen for a few seconds before you set the phone face down.
The silence returned immediately, oddly tense as you just sat that. But there was a weight thatâd been lifted from you, and the sound didnât feel like such a void of emptiness this time.
ââ ⥠Ęâ .
Hours passed in fragments after that.
The television flickered in the background, âAmerican Dadâ filling the room with the occasional sound of your soft chuckles. Time moved on, your notifications off as your phone blew up after your story was posted.
But then it vibrated.
You ignored it at first, thinking it was a notification that had gotten through the array of others you bet were coming through. Or maybe it was one of your members who were trying their best to talk to you again after many days of silence on your end. Or even just an alert from another app.
Then there was another, which made you furrow your bros.
Reluctantly, you reached for the phone, expecting nothing new. Thinking it was going to be just another notification that would make your out your phone back down and drown yourself in whateverâs playing on your screen.
But the name on the screen pulled everything in your chest tight in a way you hadnât prepared for. You started at it, blinking once before your eyes widened. Your mouth then gaped slightly, going dry instantly as you sat up from your curled position.
ìŁŒë.
There was one message under his name. And it was yours.
â____â
All he sent was your name.
You stared at it for a long moment, genuinely surprised. After everything thatâd been going on for, you would say, the past month, not once did you expect to be hearing from him again.
Namjoon.
The name made your stomach flutter from just thinking it. The image of him still sweet as ever in your mind, fresh with the last memory you had together. There wasnât a detail you didnât remember as you pictured him saying the words he typed to you. Your name falling off of his lips, and that dimples smile that always followed afterwards.
Even in the middle of everything falling apart, there were still things that knew exactly where to find you. And he would always be one of them.
You pressed the message, knowing the read receipts notified him of your presence within the chat.
Your heart thumped in your chest as your thumb hovered over the keyboard. Your tongue peaked out to lick at your dry lips, mouth still open in shock as contemplated your next move.
Taking in a short breath, you moved your fingers before hitting send.
Hey guys!! Sage here đ thank you all so much for the love youâve been showing on our recent chapters, I hope yall are enjoying it as much as we are đ Hereâs an edit made by Moni until we release the next one !
synopsis: Kaylia came to Howard holding onto something steady
a long-term relationship, a soft heart, and a plan.
Seyvn came with nothing to hold onto just attitude, independence, and a habit of keeping people at a distance.
They weren't supposed to click like that.
But one night, one party, and one shared dorm room changes everything.
Now it's late nights, loud music, blurred boundaries, and conversations that hit too deep at 3AM
author's note!
Hi.. it's Moni & sage here we're new writers
with a new fic. Hopefully you guys like it this is not proofread like barely we were just so excited to upload it hopefully you guys like it. Please comment below and let us know how you feel.
anyways enjoy <333!! partially proofread!!
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The car pulls up right outside the courtyard, Namjoon turning the music down as he put the car in park.
âThank youu, let me know bout joining my book club joon.â Kaylia said towards Namjoon, sending him a thumbs up as he looked back in the rearview mirror
âBet I will.â
âByee Seyvn see you later!â Exiting the car, she joined Tae on the other side.
âBye dont do nothing i wouldnât doâ seyvn says from her seat
âWait, this is actually the perfect spot!â Kaylia exclaims looking out over the courtyard.
Students were spaced out on the lawn, colorful blankets with various patterns stretched out under them, the occasional textbook opened as everyone prepared for the first week of classes.
âWhere you wanna start?â Tae questions
âHmmmâ she thinks for a moment before pointing near the right
âLetâs go over there near the library.â
Nodding he starts to walk that way, Kaylia matching his pace.
âWhat do your flyers look like?â He asks, glancing over
âStop.â Pausing, she lets out an amused laugh
âShut the hell uppp.â She groans
Confused, Tae raises his eyebrow
âI left them in the dorm.â She explains, facepalming
Tae laughs, receiving a glare from Kaylia
âIs my inconvience funny to you?â She questions playfully getting in his face
âHilarious actually.â He chuckles, lightly pushing her away
Dramatically, Kaylia stumbles before catching herself
âBruh youâre so dramatic.â He shakes his head.
âUgh Iâm definitely not walking to that dorm and back.â She complains, plopping on a seat outside the library
âItâs boutta rain.â He mentions looking up
âWe can go to the music hall if you donât mind coming with me.â He suggests
âWhatâs in the music hall?â She asks staring at the rain clouds above them
âIntruments?â
âNah fucking duh.â She retorts
âWhatâs there for us to do in the music hall?â She corrected, straightening her spine when she realized how bad she was slouching
âI need to practice for football season. Gotta remember a bunch of shit.â
âWow you play football?â Oblivious, she eyes him up and down.
He laughs âRight cause Iâm going to the music hall to practice for football. No girl, I play with the bandâ
âDuh, nigga I knew that.â She lies, amusement evident in her face.
âLetâs go before it rains.â She says standing up
âRighttt.â Tae mumbled.
As they started heading towards the music hall a flash of lightning flashed through the sky, shortly followed by a loud thunder clap leading to rain lightly falling.
âBruuuuh. It would start now.â Kaylia groans, speeding up her pace.
âItâs cool itâs right over there.â After taking a left, the music hall came into view.
âNicee I see.â
She eyes the building as they approach. It was a four story building. Having been built in the 1960s and was holding up pretty nicely.
Walking inside the Large doors they could hear the faint muffled sounds of vocals mixed in with sweet melodies.
âWhat do you play?â Kaylia asks
âThe trumpet. Though in my free time lately Iâve been spending time learning the bass.â
âOoo the bass? I got some songs imma need you to play for me.â She says immediately thinking of all her alternative songs she could hear on bass.
âOnce I fully learn, I got you.â He smiles looking down towards her.
âYou doing anything else besides your book club?â
âNah, thatâs enough already.â She says laughing as they enter the elevator
âWhere we going now?â
âThe solo rooms are on the third floor.â He said clicking the designated button on the panel.
She nods, a silence falling over them.
âHave you talked to your boyfriend?â
A little stunned by his question Kaylia rolls her eyes before continuing. âYea we spoke a little this morning but he pissed me off again.â She says letting out a breathy sigh
âMmâ Tae could tell the topic upset her so he moved on.
âWe here.â He said exiting the elevator. He walked down to the left before entering the 4th door.
When they walked in it was empty save for a couple chairs and small stage where a trumpet was placed on a display case in the back.
âHow long you been playing?â She asked as she walked over to the trumpet, eyeing it intently
â8 years now.â He followed behind her, delicately picking up the instrument.
âMy grandmother brought this for me my junior year of high school so I wouldnât have to use our schools worn down trumpets.â He said, chuckling at the memory.
âI was picked for so many solos because mine was the only one that was tuned correctly.â
âBut Iâve been keeping it up here instead of the frat. Too much happening there.â He says turning towards her
âYouâre actually the only person Iâve seen in this room honestly. I doubt any of the other band mates come practice.â
Kaylia nods âCan you play me something?â She asked, sitting down.
Outside the rain fell harshly against the windows. The whisper from earlier now a frantic downpour as the droplets smear onto the window.
âYeah. Here I just came up with this one.â
Tae shapes his lips into a tight embouchure, buzzing them against the metal to create the vibration as he brought the instrument to his mouth.
He took a deep breath, using intense lung control to help push the sound through the horn.
Holding it at a horizontal angle with his elbows slightly out, the tune that came out was mellow and smokey, giving off a jazz vibe that Kaylia loved.
She started at him intently, admiring as he continued. The sounds flowing beautifully from the instrument.
The both of them got lost in the music, Tae with his eyes closed, the veins in his thoart were prominent as he blew.
Kaylia beside him as she swayed in her seat, her eyes focused on him and the instrument.
Once he finished Kaylia stands up, clapping proudly
âTae that was so beautiful.â She gushed
Bowing he smiled âThank you.â
âSo when you say âcame up withâ, you wrote this?â
âYea, I finished the end of it last weekend. Next will be to add lyrics but I always get stuck on that part.â
âWhatt? You write lyrics to?â
âWhat can I say? when youâre this gifted and talenââ
âAlright donât get cocky now,â Kaylia laughs, cutting him off.
He laughs along with her âNah, Iâm joking.â
âDo you sing?â He questions
âWhat? Need you a singer?â She asked
âHold on, watch this.â
âOh gosh..â Tae mumbles unsure of what sheâs about to do
Typing on her phone, the song âPretty Girl Rock" by Keri Hilson starts to play.
Before she can even start Tae is bursting out laughing at her dancing âDo I wanna hear this?â He questions pulling out his phone
He hits record as Kaylia uses her own phone as a mic, âMy name is Kayli, Iâm so very fly oh my itâs a little bit scary!â She starts the song, belting it throughout the room.
âBoys wanna merry, looking at my derriĂšre!â
âYea you can stare but if you touch it imma bury!â She sings making fists towards a camera.
Tae laughs as he gets up to follow her as she moves throughout the room screaming the lyrics
âPretty as a picture!â
âWhatt!â Tae adds in behind the camera
âSweeter than a swisher, mad cause Iâm cuter than the girl thatâs with ya!â She continues, flipping her hair for dramatics.
Tae laughs behind the camera
âI ainât gotta talk about it baby you can see it! But if you want Iâll be happy to repeat it!â
âYour name is what?â Tae adds in adlibs from behind the camera
âMy name is Kayli! Iâm so very, fly oh my itâs a lil bit scary!â She repeats the lyrics from earlier before transitioning to the chorus
âI can talk about it cause I know that Iâm pretty, and if you know it too, then ladies sing it with me!â
âAll eyes on me when I walk in, no question that this girls a 10!â She struts towards the camera, making a 10 with her hands.
âDonât hate me cause Iâm beautifulâŠâ
Tae continued following her around as she moved throughout the room, using random objects as props.
Clapping as the song died down the room was filled with laughter.
âNahh you ate thatâ Tae said putting his hand up for a high five
âThank you thank you,â Kaylia connected their palms before she bowed, a bright smile on her lips.
âHow did you know that song?â She asks holding her stomach as she calm down
âMy sister.â He laughed
âShe used to be up at 8am with it when it first came out.â
âPeriod she knows whatâs up.â Kaylia laughed as she sat down
âCan I see the video? How was my singing?â She smirked
âYeah, and I told you you ate that, I know who to call when I need some vocals.â He laughed unlocking his phone and handing it to her
âYou mind if I practice a lil bit though?â He asks, picking his trumpet back up.
âNopee, Iâm chilling.â She said smiling as she began to play the video
âWith yo extra ass.â He adds, manspreading in the seat next to her.
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Seyvn settles into her seat watching the rain clouds forming in the sky as a slight drizzle cast over the car
âWhere are we going?" She asks finally breaking the silence
âI kinda want to go smoke againâ he says watching the road
âi got a spot I like to use. Real quietâ
She stares at him for a while before looking out the window âwhatâs your favorite color joonie?â She hums softly
He glances at her for a second âUh it fluctuates⊠but right now? Itâs green. why?â He responds
She shrugs âNo reason just wanted to knowâ she says returning her gaze to the window
A moment passes
âWhatâs your favorite lucky?â
âItâs blueâ
He lets out a little chuckle âThatâs different. why blue?â
She hesitates before answering in deep thought
âEveryone always associates blue to be a sad color,â she murmurs, â but to me itâs like the opposite.â
âI think blue is a very emotional colorâ she pauses
âThere was this guyâŠâ she scoffs out a laugh, shaking her head
âI thought I was in love with himâ a faint almost amused smile spreads across her face
âhe told me he liked me in the color blueâ
Joon stays quiet, glancing at her softly but his grip on the wheel tightens just slightly.
âSo I drowned myself in itâ she continues âI thought if I wore it just right he would stay,â
she pauses the raining now picking up tapping harder against the car
âHe didnâtâ she sighs âafter that I tried changing it to red but I realized I grew attached to the colorâ
Namjoon hums in agreement with her not knowing what to say next
âWeâre hereâ he says finally responds pulling into a parking lot
The car rolls into an almost empty parking lot, tires hissing softly against the wet pavement. A few streetlight flickers on now that suns setting
A wave of white Rain pours steadily against the windshield now, heavier than before
Thereâs only one other car parked a few spaces over, Seyvn glances around, then back at him.
âYou werenât lying,â she murmurs. âIt is quiet.â
Joon shifts the car into park, the engine idling low beneath them.
âYeah,â he says, glancing at her. âNobody comes out here.â
For a moment, neither of them moves before Namjoon leans forward reaching for his phone, thumbs moving as he connects the Bluetooth
âyou want aux while I roll?â He asks not looking up from the screen
Seyvn raises a brow reaching for the phone. âOr⊠i could get the aux AND rollâ she slips the phone from his hand
âI donât trust your skills for realâ she jokes
He smacks his teeth, leaning back in his seat. âMan, whatever.â
He reaches into the glove compartment, pulling out a rolling tray and handing it to her.
âIâll just sit back and watch you work.â
âYeah,â she laughs softly, adjusting the tray in her lap.
âYou do that.â
Her fingers move with ease, practiced.
âIâm playing party and Drake,â she adds, scrolling through the queue.
âI shouldâve known,â he mutters, rolling his eyes
The car fills with the low hum of music blending with the rain tapping against the windows.
She hands the phone back to him
He watches as she grinds up the weed, eyes lingering on her frame
âyou need me to talk you through it?â He teases raising a brow âI donât need you fucking up my backwoodâ
âNo.â she replies simply.
She spreads it carefully, focused, bringing it up to her lips.
He shifts slightly in his seat, still watching.
She licks it, slowly wrapping it
âYou gotta wet it for realâ he says voice lower âdo it again luckyâ
âI amâ she says slightly annoyed before an idea sparks in her mind.
She locks eyes with him
She runs her tongue along it again, slower this time controlled.
âLike this?â she asks, voice dripping with sarcasm and seduction
He doesnât answer right away, his jaw tightens slightly eyes never leaving hers
âYeah,â he says after a beat voice softer âlike thatâ
She snorts breaking the moment with a laugh âyouâre so easy bro itâs actually sadâ
âMan give me my shitâ he takes the blunt out of her hand before lighting it
âUh-uh I rolled I get the first hit. What happened to smoking etiquette?" She protests pushing at his arm
âAight chill, chill, chill.â He says, exhaling a laugh
âHereâ he puts the blunt to her lips
âI can hold it myselfâ she says staring at him
âNah either you hit it like this or⊠not at allâ
She huffs before giving in
He watches her closely âinhaleâ
She glares at him wanting to say something but decides to do it anyway
âHold itâ he says, still holding it to her lips for about 8 more seconds while maintaining contact
âThatâs it now let it outâ
She exhales slowly shaking her head âyouâre so annoying, yoâ
He leans back with a grin âSo Iâve heardâ
He pulls from the blunt before taking a glance at the backseat
âyou wanna get in the back?â He asks nodding behind them
âYeahâ she answers without hesitation
âGo ahead,â he adds âIâll come after youâ
She climbs into the backseat first, seats creaking softly at her weight
Namjoon climbs after her getting adjusted into his seat across from her
âComfortable?â He asks
She shrugs adjusting slightly â itâs your spot you tell meâ
He grins putting the blunt between his lips to free his hands, he grabs onto her hips to pull her closer resting his head against her chest causing her back to lay against the seat
âNow I amâ he says hitting the blunt
She laughs heartedly rubbing at his scalp
âIf you wanted to cuddle,â she says, fingers brushing lightly against his scalp, âall you had to do was ask.â She stares down at him
âAnd have you bully me?â He shoots back voice slightly muffled â⊠nahâ he jokes
They laugh in unison before it fades down into silence.
Her fingers keep tracing slow, absent patterns through his hair, and the rain fills in the silence around them.
Minutes pass like that.
After about 5 minutes Seyvn decides to break the silence âwhat are you thinking about ?â She asks grabbing the blunt out of his hands
He exhales slowly, eyes closed before opening them.
âYou ask a lot of questions luckyâ
She takes a hit watching âAnd you avoid a lot of answersâ
He shifts just enough to look up at her, his chin still resting where it was, eyes softer now.
âIâm not really thinking about anything,â he admits.
âJust⊠this.â He gestures faintly between them
âMm and what is this?â
âI donât know but I like it, I feel at peaceâ he answers
âGood answerâ she hums smiling âyou know how to shotgun?â She asks
âYea? Why?â He asks now leaning on his hands
âWanna shotgun me?â She asks raising a brow
âYou for real?â He asks staring down at her in shock
She nods smiling before biting her lip to give him the blunt
âHell yeaâ he says, grabbing the blunt from her to inhale.
He fills his lungs as much as possible holding the smoke there before putting the blunt out on the rolling tray
He turns back to her grabbing at her face to hold her by the cheeks
He puckers his lips to blow as she opens hers to inhale they hold eye contact as she takes what he offers
The smoke slips into her mouth slow and warm, she holds it for a second longer than necessary, eyes intensely locked in his.
When she finally exhales, it drifts between them. He doesnât move right away. Hands still on her cheeks he looks down at her lips and before realizing it hes leaning down to connect their lips
Seyvn gasps at the contact but doesnât pull away, only moving to run her hands across his back he shifts closer in response, the kiss deepening
He leads slow and soft at first before biting her bottom lip getting her to open up to him more.
They stay locked at this for a while before he decides he has to come up for air
He pulls away slowly opening his eyes to stare at her
âYeah,â he murmurs, voice lower now. âThat was⊠actually perfect.â
She lets out a quiet laugh through her nose. âYouâre acting like you just discovered fire.â
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synopsis: Kaylia came to Howard holding onto something steady
a long-term relationship, a soft heart, and a plan.
Seyvn came with nothing to hold onto just attitude, independence, and a habit of keeping people at a distance.
They weren't supposed to click like that.
But one night, one party, and one shared dorm room changes everything.
Now it's late nights, loud music, blurred boundaries, and conversations that hit too deep at 3AM
author's note!
Hi.. it's Moni & sage here we're new writers
with a new fic. Hopefully you guys like it this is not proofread like barely we were just so excited to upload it hopefully you guys like it. Please comment below and let us know how you feel.
anyways enjoy <333!! partially proofread!!
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Outside Tae and Kaylia were seated on top of the bleachers, the cool breeze leaving behind a small howl.
âHere let me help.â Tae offered, covering the blunt from the wind so Kaylia could finally light it.
âThanks for your jacket.â She said snuggling into it deeper.
âAre you sure youâre not cold?â
âNo, I'm good.â He replied leaving back against the fencing.
He was wearing a plain brown tee with an intentional pair of dirty-wash jeans.
âIf you say so.â She shrugged, allowing both of them to sit in a comfortable silence.
She took a deep inhale, swishing the smoke slightly, before exhaling, forming a heart with the smoke.
She inhales it back quickly after and blows the remaining smoke out.
âItâs been a long ass time since Iâve blown a ghost.â She laughed
âThat was cool as hell.â He laughed along
âI've seen people do regular ghosts but a heart? Nah, thatâs fireâ he applauded.
âI used to spam that like it was some cool party trickâ She continued laughing, passing him the blunt.
Another wave of silence followed before Kaylia let out a deep sigh.
Tae glances at her. âWhatâs up?â He questioned, taking a long hit afterwards
Sheâs silent for a moment before speaking again, âI donât know if Iâm happy in my relationship anymore.â She spilled.
Tae pauses mid hit- a rough cough following.
âItâs bad right? Ugh Iâm so horrible. But-â
Tae cuts her off, passing her the blunt.
Clearing his throat, he places his hand on her shoulder.
âCalm down. Youâre just expressing yourself.â He assured her.
She looked over at him, allowing herself to take a deep breath.
âWhy do you feel like that?â He asked
Staring off onto the field as she exhaled the smoke, she begun,
âBecause, Iâve been here for the past week and every second heâs blowing up my phone; whether itâs spam calling or texting.â
âHave you talked to him about itâ
âYes, and every time I do, he goes on about how much heâs missing me and how it was my choice to come here.â
âI miss him too but it's his lack of care for my time.â
âNot even just that but when I was clingy it was a problem and turned him offâ.â She quoted him with air quotations
âHe told you that?â He questioned to which she nodded.
âBreakup with him.â Tae said blankly
Ignoring him, she took a hit and continued on, âAnd once he went to this party and didnât contact me the entire night until late the next evening. You wanna know what his excuse was?â She asked looking defeated
Tae didnât answer at first, wondering if the answer was worth looking at how hurt she appeared.
Knowing she needed this time to vent he replied, tight lipped.âwhat?â
âThat he needed a night to himself. Because I was taking up so much of his attention.â
She looks away, shame eating away at her. âBut I canât leave him; im always so focused on what he used to beâŠcould be, if he just- I donât know. I donât know how else to explain this to him.â
âWant my honest opinion.â
âYes- wellâŠyeahâ she decided
âHeâs an emotionally abusive piece of shit who you should break up with immediately.â He turns to face her, taking the blunt from her.
âI saw you at the party earlier. When you answered the phone.â He shook his head.
âThe way your face changed from the beginning of the conversation versus the end.â
âYou should not be with someone who is causing such an emotional toll on you. He should be happy for you.â He explained.
âThis is your first year right?â She nodded in response.
âBreak up with him. Enjoy your freedom, he clearly thinks he's in control of you and your time or sum shit. How long have yâall been dating?â
âItâs been 3 years.â
She takes one last hit giving the rest to Tae who smoked in silence, his jaw ticking occasionally.
âWhatâre you thinking?â
âThat's long enough.â He exhales. âYou donât deserve that.â
âYou donât know me to know what I deserveâ she mumbles
âI wouldnât let my sister get treated by a piece of shit like that, why would it be different for anybody else?â he questioned.
âIf he canât respect all of you, including your time, he doesnât deserve any of you and can disrespectfully get the fuck onâ He finished.
âI guess so. I bet heâs blown up my phone already.â
âHe did. I turned off your phone.â Tae admitted
Kaylia looked at him in disbelief â lol, what?â
âHe called you earlier in the car, 3 times actually and left an array of messages as well. You were asleep so I didnât bother waking you.â
âLowkey, thank you. I would probably be arguing with him right now.â
Tae patted out what remained of the blunt, standing up. âYou ready to head back?â
It was now going on 4:30 and at the realization of time Kaylia let out a yawn. She stretched standing near him. â lets go.â
He offered her a hand as they walked down the bleachers, making sure she didnât trip.
âI meant what I said..â
âYou deserve so much better Lia and I can tell you that even with our one night together.â
âThe fact that you invited me to tag along with you says a lot. He doesnât deserve an ounce of that personality.â
Kaylia smiled shyly.
âI hear you.â She says, âI do, itâs just a lot to take in ya knowâshe said leaning into him.
They allow the silence to return, replacing the deep conversation until they reach the dorm.
âYou think itâs safe to go in?â Kaylia joked as they reached her door
âIon see a sock.â Tae laughed.
Gently reaching down, Tae pulled open the door.
Inside they spotted the two of them fast asleep, cuddled together on the bed.
âAwee, they cute!â Kaylia whispered. Silently maneuvering to her bed.
Tae stands by the door awkwardly.
âRightâŠI can make you a pallet on the floor? Unless you want to try to dig through Namjoons pants for his keysâ She smiled.
âIâll take a pallet, thank you.â He says.
She places the final pillow and pats the top of it. âOkay you can come now.â She says, waving him over.
Getting up into her own bed Kaylia smiles at the warmth.
âGoodnight Lia,â She hears before muttering her own good night, falling asleep soon after
ââââââââ
Kaylia was the first to wake up, rubbing her eyes in the process.
She looks across from her, jumping at the sight in front of her.
Seyvn and the guy whose name she believed to be Namjoon were both facing her, asleep as they cuddled.
âWhat the hell.â She mumbled last night's events making their way back to her in pieces.
Looking down Kaylia registered the man currently snuggled into her blankets on the floor.
âRight he did sleep here last night..â Finally remembering all the details, Kaylia carefully stood up, clutching her phone as she made her way into the bathroom.
âOh gosh,â She mumbled as the phone rang.
âSo you couldnât answer the phone last night, huh?.â Keon answered on the 4th ring, his voice short.
âDamn, couldn't even answer this morning?â He continued.
âMy phone was deadâ-â
âHow yo phone was dead but it was ringing till it wasnât? Make that make sense cause Iâm having trouble understanding.â She could hear AC blasting so she assumed he was in the car
She was silent for a moment before continuing
âwhat is you tripping for the hell. Iâm obviously calling you as Iâm getting up.â
â After we got off the phone we was playing ping pong then next thing I know we were in the car and back at the dorm I wasnât even paying attention to my phone the whole night.â She explained, making irritated faces as she stared at herself in the mirror
âWho the fuck is we?â
âSeyvn.. this boy she is hanging out with and his roommate.â she said
âDon't nobody ever trip when you throw your little parties and act like you donât got no phone.â
âKay. You playing games.â
âAnd, itâs simple; you pissed me off.â She continued
He scoffs.
âTell me how the hell i âpissed you offâ?â
âI told you how I canât stand all that talk about me moving, like youâre the only one with a dream. Itâs like you tryna upset me at this point.â
âAnd that mocking shit with that condescending ass tone .â She continued
âHow is that condescending is that not how you said it?â
âYouâre mocking me Keon. Itâs rude as fuck youâre not just repeating what Iâm saying.â
âIâm repeating what youâre saying. So tell me howâd I do it huh?â
âYou not boutta sit on my phone and talk to me like this. For real.â
âNow you talking reckless. Donât make me comeââ
âItâs not wreckless, Iâm warning yo ass nigga. Bye.â She ended loudly as she hung up.
âFuck ass bum ass no motion ass niggaâ Kaylia numbed returning into the dorm.
She maneuvered silently past Taes sleeping body and laid back down in her bed.
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Seyvn turns towards namjoon she rests for while
âDamn, can I get some air without your breath in it?â she questions
âYou can not be starting this earlyâ namjoon groans placing a pillow over her face
âNot you trying to suffocate meâ her voice comes out muffled pushing at the pillow
âIm not trying to kill you im trying to get you to go back to sleepâ he huffs turning towards the wall
Seyvn stares at his back for a second⊠then leans over him anyway, close enough for her voice to drop right by his ear.
â... im hungryâ
Namjoon goes still âyou woke me up⊠to tell me you're hungry?â he says slowly voice still rough from sleep
âYesâ she replies serious
He sighs through his nose fighting a smile
âYoure actually insaneâ
âAnd youre still hereâ she shoots back softly
He turns just enough to glance at her from over his shoulder closer to her face then she expected âwhat do you want to eatâ
She pauses pretending to think for a moment âwaffle houseâ she says breaking into a smile
âAlright door dash it and ill pay for itâ he says settling back down
âI donât want to door dash its gon be coldâ she whines nudging his shoulder
âOh my gosh that means i got to get up and driveâ he complains dragging a hand over his face
âDont act stupidâ she mutters âyou knew what was gon happen when you stayed the nightâ
âOh, so now I planned this?â he asks
âMhmâ
âyou just wanted me to stay the night so I could buy you food in the morningâ he says fully turning on his back to face her
âBoy pleaseâ she rolls her eyes
âYou always needy in the morningâ
âI am not needyâ
âYou woke me up to whisper in my face for some foodâ he says
âthats textbookâ
She shifts âIf you wanna say no just say thatâ a pout pulling onto her face
He looks at her then shakes his head, pushing himself up with a quiet groan.
âGet up before i change my mindâ
Seyvn pauses âyou not gon brush your teethâ
âDonât piss me off this early, how am i gon brush my teeth?â
âYou don't keep a stay the night bag in your car?â
âDo youâ he ask raising a brow
âDonât have a carâ she shrugs âi donât have licenseâsâ
âThat didn't answer my questionâ he says leaning back on his hand
âWhy you pressing me so earlyâ she laughs nervously, already getting up
âYou started with meâ he says looking reaching for his shirt âcome on lucky and put on some pants fitsâ
âWait i wanna smoke firstâ she says getting up
At the mention of smoking Kaylia perks up. âWho smoking? I wanna smoke.â
She was facing the wall a couple seconds earlier, scrolling on her phone, her right AirPod in; Now, she was right behind seyvn, sliding on her slides
âWhen the hell did you get up? And why are you facing the wallâ seyvn jumps before laughing
âBabe I been up, and I wasnât tryna stare at yâall all cuddled, mouths open and shitâ She laughs, remembering the picture she snapped
âyea whateverâ seyvn says heading toward her dresser to grab a pair of joggers âwhereâs tae?â
âHe just got up too, said he had to step outside.â
âYou just finna smoke?â She questioned
âNope, we were gonna head to waffle house afterâ
âIm not waiting for you to smoke, you can smoke in the carâ namjoon adds
âStill no inviteâ Kaylia faked annoyance as she sighed loudly
âItâs not my money, but ill buy your foodâ seyvn laughs
âItâs okay kaylia ill buy your foodâ namjoon says grabbing his keys
âAww how sweet!â she closely followed as they exited
âWhere yâall headed?â Tae question as they left the dorm, he was leaning against the wall, phone pressed slightly to his ear.
âWaffle House! Namjoon is paying.â Kaylia said smiling, nodding, as she watched joons reaction from the corner of her eye
âFor yallâ namjonn clarifies pointing at seyvn and kaylia âthis bum can pay for his own foodâ
âHe got you fucked up taeâ seyvn laughs âill make him pay for youâ she says heading towards the door
âItâs cool, I know he donât got it.â Tae said smiling as he joined them
â-------------------------
Approaching the car they climbed into the same seats as the night before.
âWow, flashbacks.â Kaylia laughed as she buckled herself in
âFor who? You were sleep the whole ride homeâ seyvn says looking back towards her
âHey I woke up in the car!â She rebutted, holding up her pointer finger
Tae glanced at her, laughing at the action
âNerdy ass.â He laughs
Kaylia playfully hits him, the both of the them laughing before he turned to Sevyn
âYou gon light that?â He asks
âAs soon as i finish hitting fiendâ she laughs
âMy bad,â he said, putting his hands up and sitting back in his seat.
Kaylia looks in front of her to Namjoon âDo you smoke?â She asked
âYea I chief every now and thenâ he says turning on the car
âWe gon change that if you gon be up under meâ Seyvn adds in
Laughing, Namjoon maneuvers the car with one hand out of the parking spot, turning on his music.
Seyvn takes one last hit, eyes locked on Namjoon as she reaches back to pass Tae the blunt, smoking emerging from her mouth.
âThanksâ he replies
âOk not that was kinda sexyâ she jokes towards Namjoon
âOh yea?â Namjoon smirks side eyeing her
Scrunching up her eyebrows, Kaylia laughs âTake a cold shower.â She throws to the front.
Tae passes her the blunt, she inhales deeply.
âBoth yall tweaking.â Tae added
âHating assesâ they say in unison before laughing at the coincidence
ââââââââââ-
The group walked up to the entrance of the Waffle House.
It was a busy Saturday morning, the place packed with hungover college students.
âDamn they got everyone and they mama up in here.â Namjoon said daping up people as they walked to the booth.
Seyvn playfully pops him in the mouth, âWatch ya mouth âŠ.â She warned sliding into the booth
âKeep your hands to yourself lucky, first warningâ Namjoon grumbles
Tae stepped back slightly, allowing Kaylia to settle into the plush red cushioning.
âOh my goshhhh, I could bust at this smell aloneâ Kaylia groaned
âDeadassâ agreeing, tae picks up the menu scanning over it
âThatâs nasty as hellâ Seyvn grimaced
âHow girl?â Kaylia questioned
âIt smell good as fuck in here.â She continued
âYou couldâve used better verbiageâ Seyvn suggested
âOrrrr youâve could've let me and my verbiage beâ she responded
âMm nahâ Seyvn quips âooo I want the all star specialâ
âIâm eyeing this bacon egg and cheese bowl.â Kaylia exclaimed, eyes wide.
Looking around she asked the guys, âWhat yall getting?â
âThat bacon patty melt might have to come see me,â Tae joked, patting his stomach.
âAll yall greedy as hell.â Namjoon said sitting up, âimma order when she come.â
âAll secretive and shitâ seyvn says poking him in the rib
âHands to yourself Seyvn second warningâ he said staring at the menu
âRight think he mysterious or sumâ Kaylia added locking eyes with seyvn and laughing
âHii, howâre you guys! My name is Monica, Iâll be your server today. What can I get started for yall to drink?â She questions looking at each of them with a bright smile.
âIâll take a water.â Kaylia orders.
âIâll have a sweet teaâ says Tae
âIâll take diet cokeâ seyvn adds on
âAnd for you?â the server asks eyeing namjoon while waiting for his response
âOh ill take a spriteâ he finally answers
âGot it! Iâll give you guys a moment to look over the menu and ill be right back with those drinks.â she smiles walking away
âDamn she crushing hard on you joonieâ seyvn says casually now leaning against the window with her foot propped in the seat eyes never leaving the waitress
âDamn you sound and look jealous.â kaylia laughs resting her weight against the back of the booth as Tae and namjoon join in
âNo seriouslyâ joon jokes
âShut up im not jealous just pointing out the obviousâ she says adjusting in her seat
âMmâ namjoon hums
Monica now approaches with a tray of drinks addressing everyone as she stares them down
âOne sweet tea for you, diet coke for you, water for you, and a sprite for youâ
âWere you guys ready to order or do we need some more time?â She questions
âNo weâre ready Iâll have the all star breakfast with a pecan waffleâ Seyvn starts
âIâll have the bacon egg & cheese grits bowl.â Kaylia added a small smile on her face
âAnd for me,â Tae begun, flipping the menu over. âIâll take a Texas bacon patty melt.â
âIâll take the dolminico steak dinner, with grilled biscuits and gravy, and two sausages on the sideâ namjoon finishes
Kaylia looked out the window trying to mask her laugh at namjoons big ass order
âOk is that all I can get for you guysâ Monica asks
âYesâ tae, Seyvn, and Kaylia answer
âWhat about you handsome is that it?â She stares at namjoon as he continues to look over the menu
âYea he goodâ Seyvn snaps
ââŠokay Iâll put that in for you guys and be back in a momentâ Monica says walking off, now irritated her flirting was cut short
Watching the server walk away Kaylia and Tae laugh at Sevyn
âNah, you canât even hide it girl.â Kaylia laughs
âAnd his ass like thatâ Tae added pointing towards a smirking Namjoon
âHide what? She up here flirting and shit go get our foodâ Seyvn says folding her arms in her seat
âShe was not flirting your ass just hangryâ namjoon laughs next to her
âHell, itâs one or the other.â Kaylia chuckles
âAnyways are yall ready for classes Monday?â Seyvn changes the subject
âNo.â Kaylia immediately added âIâm kind of regretting my decision to do all morning classes..â she trailed off looking out the window
â no seriously I did that my freshman year at morehouse and regretted itâ Seyvn agrees
âYou a sophomore?â Tae asked towards Seyvn
âYea what did you think I was?â She asks tae
Tae shrugs,âI assumed both of yâall was just freshman.â
âNah just me.â Kaylia says
âYou a sophomore too?â Seyvn asks
âYea. Joonâs a junior though.â
Nodding his head, Namjoon checks out the Waffle House his arm stretched out on the top of the booth
As a group of people get up to leave one stops once he passes table, âHey Moneâa how you doingâ the mysterious guy asks
âHeyy Justin! Long time no see! Iâm doing good what about you?â Seyvn says now sitting on her knees to hug her long time friend from childhood
âIâm good ma even better now that you done transferred for real this timeâ he jokes hugging her back
â oh shut up I was having fun at morehouse you know Georgia is the best state for realâ
âShit you know we the best to do it but Howard ainât to bad eitherâ
Across the table Kaylia was eyeing Namjoon, watching the way he grimaced at the interaction.
He taps his fingers rhythmically on the top of the table, eyes straight ahead
âYea- oh let me introduce you guys, this is my roommate kaylia and our friends tae and Namjoon.â
âEverybody this is Justin heâs wide a receiver for the football teamâ Seyvn says smiling introducing everyone
Tae and kaylia both give him a small wave
âHello.â They say
Namjoon glances at the male, sending a curt nod towards him
âWell hello kaylia and friends, I gotta get outta here but ill see you around ms Moneâaâ he says hugging her again before heading out
âAwkwardddâ Kaylia stated, receiving a small hit from a laughing Tae
âHow the fuck was that awkwardâ Seyvn laughs getting adjusted in her seat again
âI ainât know you was that friendly.â Namjoon muttered under his breath.
âIâm notâ she says giving him a look âJustin a friend from back homeâ
âYou not from Washington?â Tae asks
âNah Iâm from Georgia, I did my freshman before transferring here to finish out my political science degreeâ
Tae nods in response.
Monica approaches, food in hand.
âOkay I have this patty meltâŠgritsâŠall star..and the rest.â She says placing each item in front of them
âDoes everything look good for you guys?â She questions, eyes lingering on Namjoon
âYes, weâre good thank you!â Kaylia replies
Saying a quick prayer, they all began to eat.
The meal was silent, occasional small talk made here and there.
It was now a little less crowded, everyone from earlier eventually finishing their meals and heading out
Kaylia picked up a napkin, wiping her mouth before placing it on her empty plate
âOkay, Waffle House did they big one today.â Leaning back against the booth, she rested her hands on her full stomach.
âYeah that was good.â Tae added as he finished his sandwich.
âDamn, greedy ass!â Tae joked looking at Namjoons clear plates
âYou ainât lyingâ Seyvn laughs
âyou might as well eat the plate tooâ she points at Namjoon
âYea yea whatever. You ainât say that to your lil boyfriendâ
âOop!â Kaylia quips, folding her lips in
âShut your messy ass upâ Seyvn glares at kaylia
âAnd he ainât my boyfriend weâre just friends - like how kaylia and tae areâ Seyvn smirks looking at kaylia
âOh you messy, letâs go.â She laughs as she begins to push Tae out the booth
âIndeed since you wanna be funnyâ Seyvn laughs pushing Namjoon to get up
âWhatâs messy?â Tae asks looking up from his phone as they slid out the booth
âYea whatâs messy Lia?â Seyvn smiles
âOh hell nah, imma need both of yâall off my ass right now.â
âJust answer the question, whatâs messy?â Seyvn laughs now standing
Kaylia speed walks out the restaurant flipping them off as she walks out the door
Namjoon laughs at her actions, placing $80 on the table, covering his and the girls food.
Behind him Tae puts down a $20, following when they exit.
âWhere to next yâall?â Seyvn asks
âDamn just offer my car up huh?â Namjoon says grabbing her hand, leading to the car
âI mean Iâm down for whatever, just gotta make sure I have time to go put up my flyers.â Kaylia mentions sliding in the car once itâs unlocked
âFor what?â Namjoon questions unlocking the door.
He opens up Seyvns door allowing her to get in before closing it and going to the other side
âMy book club!â She beams
âYou run a book club?â Tae asked, settling in beside her.
âIâm surprised yall couldnât tell all them damn books above her bed.â Seyvn
âYess, itâs called KBR, Kool bitchez read. Iâve beeeen running it, just doing it in a new state now.â
âThatâs fire.â Namjoon replies. âI may have to stop byâŠ.dont know if Iâm a kool bitch though.â He laughs
She joins him, âYea I lowkey havenât thought about guys whoâll wanna join. It started as a high school thing with my homegirls.â
Settled in her seat seyvn looks towards namjoon âwhat are you doing after this?â she questions with a pout on her face at the thought of them separating
âWhy? You wanna hang with me some more?â he says glancing over
âMcht no i was just askingâ she rolls her eyes
âAight ill drop yall off and me and tae will head outâ
âOrrr i could go with youâ she drags
Namjoon locks eyes with her, a smirk appearing âNow why you ainât just say that.â
synopsis: Kaylia came to Howard holding onto something steady
a long-term relationship, a soft heart, and a plan.
Seyvn came with nothing to hold onto just attitude, independence, and a habit of keeping people at a distance. They weren't supposed to click like that.
But one night, one party, and one shared dorm room changes everything.
Now it's late nights, loud music, blurred boundaries, and conversations that hit too deep at 3AM
author's note!
Hi... it's Moni & sage here
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This is chapter three uploading from google docs to tumblr is an absolute nightmare like what the hell? Itâs time consuming and crazy anyways
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âBro get your ass in the carâ namjoon yells from the drivers side of the car
âI donât wanna go home. im not even drunk, kaylia isâ seyvns retorts
âYall came together, youâre leaving together now get in the damn car. Im not asking againâ he says sharper now
âNo the fuck- i donât even know you for real, now that i think aboutâ she says folding her arms
Namjoon exhales hard, rubbing his brows before walking around to the passenger side.
âi aint really trying to hear shit you sayingâ he mutters pulling the door open âget your lil mean ass in the car nowâ
âMan whateverâ seyvn says finally climbing in.
âYea thats what the fuck i thoughtâ he says leaning in slightly, before shes fujlly seated he reaches in buckling her seat belt before patting her thigh
âKeep your heavy ass hands to yourselfâ she huffs,
âyeah yeah hush all that tough shit upâ he says before shutting the door heading to his side of the carc.
As he settles into his seat, kaylia and tae appear, walking towards them. A drunk kaylia slouched over his shoulders. Her legs looped through his arms.
âAbout time.â Seyvn mutters
Once they reach the car Tae crouches back down so kaylia can get off his back. âI am never doing that shit again.â He huffed, helping a now half-limp kaylia into her seat.
âAre we getting Wingstop?â she mumbled, ignoring him.
Once her seatbelt was on he walked around the passenger side and got into the seat behind the first.
âBro, she was pulling my hair to signal which direction to go. Tryna be on some ratatouille shit.â
âThe crazy thing is I live here and know where to go; she doesnât, so my hair was just getting yanked left and right.â He complained to Namjoon and Sevyn as he patted his hair down from the mess Kaylia left.
Next to him, kaylia was buckled up, now in a deep state of unconsciousness.
Tae watched her for a while from his seat.
He was shocked to see how fast she fell asleep but took the time to notice the rise and fall of her chest as she breathed soft, and shallow breaths; the way her mouth was slightly open, freely letting the air through.
Even how her head was leaned against the door at an awkward angle, causing her to reposition herself.
He glanced further down at the purple ziplock bag sticking up from her shirt. Now he wishes she was up so he could smoke it.
As he lingers on the thought, he was interrupted when down in his hands, a phone begins to ring.
He glances towards the device protected in a sturdy, purple case. A picture of a dark skinned male and Kaylia appearing, the two of them sharing a kiss on the screen.
The words âKeon đâ flashed above the picture.
Tae glances over at Kaylia before silencing the call. He sets the phone down but a minute later receives another.
He silences it again, sending it to voicemail.
Another minute later the next call comes in, followed by a string of texts.
With a now sour look on his face, Tae powered the phone off completely.
He turns his attention to Joon and Sevyn bickering in the front. Occasionally glancing to his left to make sure Kaylia was good.
ââââ-
âDamn, can you swerve any less speedy Gonzalez?â seyvn mutters as namjoon pulls into a parking space, barely missing the parked hyundai.
âYo, you complain a lotâ he shoots back
âMaybe I wouldn't be complaining if you didnât kidnap me in broad daylight!â
âLucky itâs three thirty five in the morning what daylightâ
He glances at her briefly.
Sheâs already halfway out the seatbelt
âyou know what i meanâ she mumbles, already reaching for the door
âDonât touch that doorâ his tone cutting through her movements
â...Or what?â
Namjoon doesnât say anything. He just watches her
Then pushes open his door and steps out
By the time her hand touches the handle, heâs already there, opening it before she can
The door swings open
âOh you're such a gentlemanâ she laughed tone dripping with sarcasm
âAnd donât you forget itâ he winks leaning against the door, one hand still resting on it above her
She stops to stare at him âwhat? I reckon you want a kissâ
Namjoon mouth twitches, glancing down to look at her lips before looking back at her eyes
âKissing would be nice, yes?â he says quoting the princess and the frog
without missing a beat
Seyvn pauses before bursting into a fit of giggles âLaugh my ass off, no way you got that reference?"
âwhat ? girl i love that movieâ he laughs
âCapâ she says narrowing her eyes smiling
âyou gonâ let me out or what?â she adds
âLet me think about itâŠâ he hums leaning in
âNahâ
She huffs out a laugh, finally pushing at his chest to move him
âNamjoon moveâ
Tae gently nudges Kaylia as she sleeps, the action taking a couple tries before she starts to stir awake.
âWhat?â She mumbles, falling back asleep
He shakes her again. âWeâre back at your dorm.â He said softly, getting out so he could walk to her side.
Looking around, Kaylia took in her surroundings, her eyes struggling to adjust to the bright streetlights blaring through the window.
Through the mirror in front of her she can see Sevyn and taes friend walking away. Reaching to unbuckle her seatbelt she stepped out as Tae opened the door.
âCareful Lia.â Tae rushed, pushing his hands out to catch Kaylia as her knees suddenly buckled.
He lets out a small chuckle. âForget how drunk you were? Miss table whisperer.â
Kaylia laughed, âNo Iâm so serious that table was breathing, like yâall need to get rid of it immediately.â
Tae throws his hands up in defense. âHey whatever you say.â He watches as she walks without his support.
She was making zig zags across the pathway. âOh my gosh, I cannot walk straight. She laughed.
Tae caught up to her, a smile on his face. âI can tell.â He agreed, offering her his arm.
Thanking him, she latched onto his bicep, immediately regretting her decision. Drunk her had no reason being here, clutching onto his bicep.
Hard. Soft. Hard. Soft.
She knows the shape of his Keons biceps and this isnât it. His muscles are too thick, too unfamiliar.
Every time he took a step his biceps flexed. Bunching up, then returning smooth again. Itâs like he could carry her for miles without missing a beat. If only Keon every worked out ...
no.
She cannot think that.
A wave of cold sickness suddenly washes over her. Keon's probably at home wondering where she is while sheâs allowing one party and a few drinks to swoon over a guy and his âbicepâ.
The warmth radiating from his arm was once nice yet now itâs beginning to become an unpleasant sensation.
Everywhere their skin touch felt like her hand was placed directly near fire.
Yanking her hand away she shook her to try to get rid of her thoughts.
âActually I can walk myself.â She retorted, suddenly feeling embarrassed.
Tae paused, âYou okay?â He asked, concern etched on his face.
âYeaâ she lied, not trusting herself to say more.
âActually that was a lie, I think I need to smoke again.â She muttered, facepalming.
âDamn what got you all upset?â
âItâs..â she trailed off wondering whether or not she should say something.
âWe can talk while we smokeâ Tae suggested
âI donât remember smoking being a âweâ activity.â She laughed, easing up a little.
âBut nah you can come. I just need to go back to the dorm real quick.â
âââââ
Reaching the door Kaylia rushed Sevyn as she fiddled with the key, âPlease hurry, I gotta waz!â She whisper-shouted, bouncing on both feet simultaneously.
âDo not rush me!â seyvn snaps squinting to look at the lock âI canât see for real, i left my glasses in the roomâ
âBruh someone please help her.â She says, looking around for an alternative.
âOh shut upâ seyvn mumbles âi got it!â she shouts unlocking the door pudding it open
âThank you.â Kaylia pushed past everyone muttering a small sorry as she ran to the bathroom.
Seyvn turns toward namjoon with a pointed look âtold you I wasn't drunk. Only drunk people have to pee that badâ
Namjoon smacks his teeth âuh huhâ
Emerging from the bathroom Kaylia wipes her hands onto her skirt.
âShould I bring a jacket?â She questioned looking over at Tae as she walked towards the door.
âNah, you can wear mine.â He replied without hesitation.
Kaylia nodded, a slight smile on her face.
âWeâll be back yâall were finna go smoke real quick.â Tae announced, /the both of them waving, before he closed the door behind them
Watching them leave namjoon turns towards seyvn
âAlright go get changed so you can lay down, i know youâre tiredâ he sighs
Seyvn snorts âim not changing, as soon as you leave im out the door running the streetsâ
Namjoon pauses and exhales glancing at her
âYoure not serious?â
âAs a motherfucking heart attackâ
He stares at her deciding on whether to argue or not, He nods once
âGo changeâ he says finality in his tone
âLeave so i can goâ she laughs already shaking her head
âYou not going no whereâ
She tilts her head, raising her brow to challenge him âWanna bet?â
Namjoon lets out a laugh at her audacity
âNahâ he says âcause i know for a fact you not going nowhereâ
He locks eyes with her
âhell if i stay here all night i willâ
âWhere you gon sleep? Cause it ainât in hereâ
âMan go change so you can lay downâ
Seyvn scoffs âfine, you're annoyingâ she says turning to head to her dresser to pull out an oversized shirt and some sleeping shorts before heading to the bathroom.
An hour and thirty minutes later she emerges to see namjoon sprawled in her bed his shoes, jacket and t-shirt now removed leaving him in his shorts and tank top
She stares admiring him before deciding to turn on her speaker to play her partynextdoor playlist she turns it low before climbing into bed. As soon as shes under the covers namjoon turns to spoon her
âtook you long enough,thought you snuck out the windowâ he mumbles half asleep
âOur bathroom doesn't have a windowâ she responds "you're on top of the cover i can't get comfortable"
âHereâ he groans, leaning up to slip under the covers âbetter lucky?â
She sighs âYea⊠why do you keep calling me lucky? You know my names seyvnâ
âI like luckyâ he says voice low âIts the number of completion in the bible. Seven is also a lucky number. so i call you luckyâŠâ
A pause of silence passes
âOh⊠i like thatâ she whispers rubbing the arm wrapped around her waist
âCan I ask a question?â he says rubbing at her waist
âNo.â she replies
Najoon lets out a quiet laugh âim still gonna askâ
She doesnât respond
âWhy do you act so tough?â he asks âI know i joked about ou being mean earlier but im actually curiousâ
She sighs sighs âi donât know⊠she pauses âitâs funner i guessâ silence falls over them
"I used to get bullied a lot so I'm always on guardâ she shifts trying to get more comfortable âI can't tell when people are joking with me or laughing at meâŠâ
âI feel that.. I used to get bullied in highschoolâ he says his hands slow at her waist âyou know, you donât always have to be so big and badâ
She laughs âitâs a preset, im always in survival modeâ she grubbles tracing the hand at her waist
âYeah i get thatâ he murmurs, a moment passes
âYou still think I'm annoying?â he asks
âYes.â she says immediately
âHe scoffs before asking âless annoying than earlier?â
â...Maybe a little bitâ
âIm making progress thenâ
âDonât get to excited nowâ she adds
âIm notâ
âI can feel you smilingâ
That earns a quiet breath of a laughter from him.
âCan i ask you a questionâ seyvn asks
âShootâ
âDo you do this often?â
âDo what?â
âthis â she gestures to them in the dark âAll calm and deep voice, asking people personal questions at 3 in the morning.â
Namjoon hums ânoâ
âLet me guessâ she says âi'm different?â
âI donât know that yetâŠâ he replies âbut i do know i like your aestheticnessâ he hums this earns a laugh from her
âi like the whole âhard to get act,â lets me know not just anybody can get at youâ
âI am hard to get atâ she says
âNot with meâ he says simply "you've been pushing me away all night. But here i am, you aint push hard enoughâ
That makes her pause
âThat doesnât even make senseâ she quips
âIt doesâ he replies âyou just donât want it tooâ
She exhales through her nose "you're so weirdâ
âYeaâ he agrees âbut im hereâ Silence settles again
âYou warm enoughâ he asks after a moment
âYeahâŠâ
âYou sure, you shivering a lil bitâ he asks again
âIm just a little coldâ
âmmâ He shifts without asking, pulling her closer into him
â better pretty girl?â
âYeahâ she whispers âwhat happened to luckyâ
â i can do bothâ he says low
âI know but i like lucky betterâ she pouts
A quiet hum leaves him âYea me too. now go to sleep luckyâ