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title: baile inolvidable (explicit) pairing: ex!yoongi x reader rating/genre: m (18+) ; angst , smut ; exes to lovers au summary: there’s only one person that you’re better off never running into again. but when fate decides it’s time for you to face him, you prepare yourself for complete destruction. because he never told you what you wanted, and you never told him goodbye. note: literally nothing redeeming to say i wrote this in two days all bc of a guy wearing a jersey lol barely edited so pls excuse any typos! note 2: also tell me why i wrote all of this and then looked for a title, only to fucking weep when this song matched perfectly. anyway, here we go, first new fic in years! enjoy and i’m so sorry if it hurts a bit. warnings: language, explicit scenes, an unforgettable dance, pining, angst but truly who is shocked anymore, men that give The Ick, exes, yoongi in that gd madrid jersey, chains (hi hello it’s me), hoseok also needs his own warning, tension, more angst, kissing as a warning, guilt, yearning, yoongi hands, the ending is worth it<3 disclaimer: all characters are my own and just happen to look like members of bts! purely a work of fiction. just had a lot of feelings. mood: baile inolvidable - bad bunny ; qlona - karol g, peso pluma explicit warnings: under the cut! drop date: june 30th, 2026, 7pm est word count: 13k have mercy!
More Than A Catch
ᝰ.ᐟ Pairing: Kim Seokjin x f!reader
ᝰ.ᐟ Summary: Being best friends with Kim Seokjin means navigating a whirlwind of late-night hangouts and an agonizingly casual level of affection. For years, you’ve hidden your growing feelings behind a mask of sarcastic banter, quietly watching him flirt with others. One day, you can no longer handle it.
ᝰ.ᐟ Genre: non-kpop idol!au, friends to lovers
ᝰ.ᐟ Warnings: 18+, fluff, smut (fingering, protected sex), Jin is lowkey a player, first time together, a little bit of dirty talk, reader is down bad, making out
ᝰ.ᐟ wc: 10k
The neon sign of the Seventh Dawn had this annoying, low buzz that was doing zero favours for the headache brewing behind your eyes. It was Friday night, which meant your entire friend group was crammed into a sticky booth, trying to shake off the week.
Near the table, chaos was unfolding.
"I am telling you, it is physically impossible!" Jin’s voice practically cut through the noise of the bar like a chainsaw. Right now, he was attacking the joystick of the claw machine, his face practically pressed up against the glass of it. Inside the machine, a mountain of white, fluffy alpacas stared back at him, begging him to free them from their prison.
Yoongi stood right next to him, looking like a man who had accepted his fate. He didn’t even blink as Jin slapped the drop button.
“Ah! You see that! I’m the claw machine master!” Jin gasped.
You bit your lip, desperately trying not to laugh at his outburst. You had been completely, hopelessly, and horribly in love with Jin. When you first met him and the others at university, you were a freshman, and he was a sophomore. It had never occurred to your teenage mind that you could be friends with guys and not like them, but your friends proved you wrong.
Except for him. Which is why you thought that one day, those feelings would leave. After graduating from university, you thought that your heart would no longer pound at the sight of him, or ache when he left. Unfortunately, after 4 years, they only got worse.
"Look at him," Hobi chuckled next to you, nudging your arm as Jin shoved another token into the machine. "He’s a grown man with a degree. He works in corporate logistics, Y/N. People trust him with actual money."
"He's just... energetic," you said softly, falling back on the safe word you always used when your heart started racing just looking at him.
"Energetic is a bird," Jimin chimed in, sliding into the booth next to you with a fresh basket of loaded waffle fries. "Jin-hyung is a natural disaster."
A white, fluffy alpaca dropped into the chute. Jin snatched it out as he’d just won an Olympic gold medal, bowing dramatically to an empty corner of the room.
He trotted back to the table, puffing his cheeks out and looking infuriatingly attractive despite his rumpled hair. His eyes scanned the group, skipped the guys, and landed right on you. All that chaotic energy vanished for a second, replaced by a soft, crooked grin. He slid into the booth right across from you, gave you a slow, dramatic wink, and tossed the alpaca into your lap.
"A trophy for my favourite critic," he murmured. Your stomach did a familiar, painful flip. He did stuff like that all the time. Teasing, playful, way too affectionate. To anyone else, it looked like a massive crush. To you, it was just the agonizing reality of being best friends with a guy who didn't understand personal boundaries.
Then, his eyes shifted to something over your shoulder. That playful grin didn't disappear, but it changed. The corners of his mouth tucked into this smooth, calculated smirk, the kind that made him look less like a cartoon character and more like a guy who knew exactly how good-looking he was.
Your stomach plummeted. You knew that look.
"Excuse me, boys and Y/N," Jin murmured, fixing his sweater and smoothing down his hair in the reflection of a nearby neon sign. "Duty calls. The public needs me."
You turned your head just enough to see a high-top table near the Skee-Ball machines. A group of three girls were sitting there, and the one in the middle, a gorgeous brunette with perfect curls, had been watching Jin yell at the claw machine for the last half hour.
Jin sauntered over, his walk changing from his usual clumsy stride to a confident, broad-shouldered glide. He didn't even use normal pick-up lines. You watched him lean an elbow on their table, point back toward the machine he had just conquered, and say something that made the brunette blink in total confusion before bursting into a delighted, red-faced giggle. Within forty seconds, Jin had pulled up a stool and was turning on the charm full blast.
You turned back to your table, staring hard at the little alpaca in your lap until your eyes watered.
"Damn," Hobi muttered, grabbing a fry. "He wastes no time."
"He's a menace," Jimin agreed, shaking his head. "Hey, Y/N, you okay? You’ve barely touched your drink."
"Yeah, totally," you lied, forcing a bright smile that felt way too tight as you gripped the toy in your hand. "Just a long week at the office. My brain is fried from staring at screens."
It was a lie you were getting way too good at telling. The truth was much simpler, and a lot more painful: watching Kim Seokjin flirt with somebody else was a very specific, very quiet kind of torture.
The walk to the convenience store at 2:00 AM was always way quieter than the rest of the night, the city muffled by a layer of damp fog. The rest of the guys had already split up, Yoongi took a sleepy Jimin home in a cab, Namjoon and Hobi were busy arguing about a podcast all the way to the subway, and Tae and Jungkook stayed behind at the bar.
But Jin had complained, loudly and dramatically, that his apartment had zero snacks, and somehow you got elected to go with him. Or rather, he just grabbed your wrist and dragged you along.
"So," Jin said, kicking a loose pebble down the sidewalk. He was carrying his jacket over his shoulder, completely ignoring the autumn chill. "Did you see the way she laughed at my joke? I told her the one about the horse in the bar, and she practically swooned. I’m telling you, Y/N, my comedic timing is a national treasure."
"You got her number, then?" you asked, keeping your hands buried deep in your coat pockets so he wouldn't see them shaking.
"Of course I did. Kim Seokjin never leaves empty-handed," he beamed, pulling a crumpled piece of receipt paper from his pocket and waving it around like a trophy before tucking it away. "Though, honestly, her laugh was a bit too high-pitched. You have a much better laugh. It’s more... melodic. Like a well-tuned instrument."
Your heart did a violent, unwanted flip. Don't do it, you warned yourself. Don't overthink it.
"An instrument, Jin? Wow. So romantic," you choked out, trying to sound sarcastic.
"Hey, it's a compliment!" he argued, stepping right into your path and walking backward so he could look at you. The streetlights caught the sharp angle of his jaw and the dark, intense look in his eyes. "I appreciate the finer things."
He tripped a little over an uneven crack in the sidewalk, and without thinking, you reached out and grabbed his forearm to steady him. Even through his thick sweater, his arm felt solid, warm, and grounded.
"Watch where you're going, idiot," you muttered, trying to pull your hand back.
Instead of letting you go, Jin closed his hand over yours, his large fingers completely wrapping around your smaller ones. He didn't let go when he turned back around, either. He just naturally fell into step beside you, swinging your joined hands between us like it was the most normal thing in the world.
"Thanks, sweets," he murmured cheerfully.
To Jin, this was just how he was. He handed out affection freely, scattering it among the people he cared about without a second thought. He held your hand to pull you through crowds, wrapped his arm around your shoulders when you were cold, and rested his chin on your head when you were crammed into a small elevator. He did it because you were Y/N, his best friend, his safe space.
He had no clue that every time his skin touched yours, you spent the next three hours lying awake in the dark, staring at your ceiling, trying to untangle the painful web of your feelings. You were drowning in your feelings.
The convenience store bell chimed as you walked in, the harsh fluorescent lights making you blink. Jin immediately let go of your hand to sprint toward the ice cream aisle, leaving your hand suddenly freezing and heavy at your side.
"Y/N! Look!" he yelled from across the store, pointing frantically at a cardboard box. "They brought back the melon bars! This is a sign from the universe. We're buying the whole stock."
You stood by the magazine rack, watching him load six ice cream bars into his arms like a kid who had escaped their parents. You smiled, a real one this time, but it had a heavy, aching sorrow to it. You loved him because he was ridiculous. You loved him because he made boring, everyday life feel like an adventure.
And you hated that one day, some girl was going to get to keep him forever, and it wouldn’t be you.
The rain outside your apartment window was coming down, blurring the city into a smudge. Inside, the only sound was the gentle hum of your refrigerator and the scratch of your pen against paper.
You were currently buried under a mountain of notebooks and planners at your small dining table, trying to organize a massive personal project that was actively melting your brain.
Knock. Knock. Knock.
The rhythm was aggressive, loud, and entirely familiar. You sighed, the tension in your shoulders giving way to a sudden, involuntary spark of anticipation.
When you opened the door, Jin was standing in the hallway. He wasn't wearing his usual pristine overcoat. Instead, he was in an oversized navy blue hoodie, his hair slightly damp from the run between his car and your lobby, holding a giant plastic bag filled with steaming food.
"I've come to answer your prayers, sweets!" Jin announced, stepping past you without waiting for an invitation. He kicked off his sneakers and marched straight to your kitchen. "I brought the extra-spicy seafood Jjamppong from that place downtown. The guy at the counter told me it was good enough to cure a crisis, which is perfect for whatever nightmare you’re dealing with."
"Jin, I didn't even tell you I was staying in today," you said, closing the door and following him.
"You didn't have to. Your aura of misery was glowing through the group chat," he said, completely deadpan. He began rummaging through your cabinets with the practiced ease of someone who spent entirely too much time in your space. He pulled out two bowls and set them down. "Plus, Jungkook said you skipped lunch, and I will not allow my favourite person to waste away into dust without eating."
You rolled your eyes, but the warmth blooming in your chest was impossible to ignore. You sat back down at the table, shifting your journals and colored markers to make room as he set the steaming bowl of spicy red broth in front of you.
"Eat," he commanded, sliding into the chair right next to you instead of sitting across the table. He leaned his elbow on the wood, resting his chin in his hand as he watched you break apart your chopsticks.
"Aren't you eating?" you asked, taking a cautious sip of the broth. It was incredibly spicy, clearing your sinuses instantly and making your chest feel tight.
"I ate three pork buns in the car on the way here," he beamed, his eyes crinkling at the corners. He reached out, his long fingers casually flipping through one of your open planners. "What even is all this? It looks like a map designed by someone who hates joy."
"It's just... everything," you groaned, leaning your head back against the chair. "I'm trying to organize my schedule, map out this new creative project, and figure out how to balance my life, but my brain feels completely fried."
Jin hummed, his playful expression shifting slightly. He slid the notebook closer to himself, his dark eyes scanning your messy handwriting and tracking lines.
When Jin actually wanted to focus on solving a problem, the theatrical persona slipped away, leaving behind a quiet, intense focus that was even more captivating. It was a side that made your heart ache the most. He was incredibly grounded and reliable.
"Your timeline is way too crowded right here," he said softly, pointing a long finger at a specific week on your calendar.
"What? No, it's not. I have to get all of that done by the end of the month."
"If you do all of that at once, you're going to have a nervous breakdown," Jin said, leaning in closer. His shoulder pressed directly against yours, his warmth bleeding through your sweater. He reached around you, his hand brushing against your arm as he picked up a pencil to point at the page. "Look. If you move this section down to the following week, the whole layout flattens out. You actually give yourself time to breathe."
He pointed out a few more adjustments, his fingers moving across the pages. You weren't looking at the notebook, though.
You were looking at him.
Because he was leaning over your shoulder, his face was mere inches from yours. You could see the tiny freckle near his collarbone exposed by the loose collar of his hoodie, the dark curve of his eyelashes, and the focused line of his lips. He smelled like rain and the faint, comforting scent of laundry detergent. Your breath hitched, your heart violently hammering against your ribs.
Don't look at him like that, you warned yourself frantically. He's just helping you organize.
"There," Jin murmured, turning his head to look at you.
The sudden movement caught you completely off guard. He didn't pull back. Instead, he stayed right there, trapped in your space, his dark eyes locked onto yours. The playful smirk vanished from his face, replaced by a strange, heavy stillness. His eyes dropped down to your lips for a fraction of a second before flicking back up to meet your gaze.
The silence in the apartment became deafening, completely drowning out the sound of the rain outside. You forgot how to breathe. You forgot how to speak.
Does he know? The voice in your head screamed. Can he hear my heart?
Then, Jin’s phone on the table began to buzz loudly, vibrating against the wood grain with a jarring, mechanical rattle. The screen lit up with Jimin's contact name.
Jin blinked, jumping back slightly as if he’d been electrocuted. The goofy grin snapped back onto his face like a mask, erasing the intensity in an instant. He snatched up his phone, scrambling out of the chair and pacing toward the living room to answer the call. "Jimin-ah! You are interrupting a genius at work!”
You stayed frozen in your chair, your hand slowly rising to touch your chest where your heart was still racing out of control. Your throat felt tight, a familiar, bruising pressure settling behind your ribs.
You closed your eyes, taking a deep, ragged breath. He didn't mean anything by it. He was just being Jin. He was just being a helpful friend. You needed to get a grip before you completely ruined the only relationship with him you were allowed to have.
Three weeks later, your friend group was hanging out at an outdoor night market. The air was crisp, filled with the smoky smell of grilled skewers, fried seafood, and sweet sugar hotteok.
"Where is Jin-hyung?" Taehyung asked, his mouth full of a fishcake skewer. "He promised he’d buy me that giant cotton candy shaped like a duck."
"He got sidetracked," Jungkook said, pointing a wooden skewer toward a brightly lit claw machine area near the entrance. "By a damsel in distress, apparently."
You followed Jungkook’s gaze. There he was. Jin was standing next to a short girl in a fluffy white coat. She was clutching her purse to her chest, watching with wide, adoring eyes as Jin aggressively attacked the joystick of a claw machine. Even from this distance, you could see him waving his hands around, clearly narrating his grand strategy with his usual dramatic flair.
With a triumphant shout that echoed over the market music, Jin won a giant, round plush penguin. He grabbed it out of the chute, bowed dramatically, and handed it to the girl like a knight presenting a trophy. She cheered, clapping her hands, her face turning bright pink as she leaned in to give him a quick hug.
"He's like a peacock strutting around," Yoongi muttered, taking a bite of his food. "It's honestly impressive."
"Y/N, you want some of this Tteokbokki?" Jimin asked, holding out a paper cup. "You're staring at that claw machine like you want to set it on fire."
You snapped your head back to Jimin, your face flushing. "No, thanks. Not super hungry."
You watched out of the corner of your eye as Jin walked the girl back to her friends, a smug, satisfied grin on his face. They talked for another second, and then Jin pulled out his phone, another number added to his collection. Another girl who would probably text him paragraphs, only for him to send back dad jokes until she got confused and gave up.
When Jin finally trotted back to the group, his chest was puffed out so far he looked like a pigeon. "Bow down before the claw machine god! I have brought joy to the masses."
"Did you get her name, oh mighty god?" Hobi teased.
"Mina," Jin said easily, plucking a skewer right out of Taehyung’s hand without asking. "She was trying to win that penguin for an hour. I stepped in, and delivered victory. She said I was her hero."
"She said you were a sucker who spent twenty bucks on a five-dollar plushie," Yoongi corrected.
Jin gasped, looking deeply offended. "The emotional value of that penguin is priceless, Min Yoongi! Right, Y/N? Tell him I did a good deed."
He leaned his weight against you, his shoulder pressing heavily into yours. He smelled like the cold night air and that familiar, comforting cologne. He was entirely relaxed, completely comfortable using you as a human armrest.
You shifted away from him, a little more abruptly than you intended. The sudden movement made him lose his balance slightly, his smile faltering as he looked down at you in surprise.
"I think Yoongi's right, Jin," you said, your voice tight and totally missing its usual playful warmth. "It’s kind of embarrassing."
The table went a little quiet. The guys exchanged subtle, knowing glances, not because they knew you were in love with him, but because they could tell your patience was wearing thin.
Jin stared at you, his large eyes blinking in confusion. The playful expression drained from his face, replaced by a strange, quiet hurt. "Oh," he said softly, stepping back and rubbing the back of his neck. "Yeah. I guess it is a bit childish."
For the rest of the night, Jin was quiet. He didn't make any more jokes, he didn't try to steal anyone's food, and he stayed a careful two feet away from you the entire time. And as much as you had wanted him to stop, the cold distance between you felt a thousand times worse than the warmth of his closeness.
The hum of the refrigerator in your kitchen felt incredibly loud in the sudden silence of your apartment. You set your keys on the counter with a sharp click, the sound echoing through the small space.
You had left the night market early, claiming a sudden headache, and Jimin had insisted on riding in the cab with you to make sure you got home safe. The rest of the guys, and Jin, had stayed behind; the image of Jin standing two feet away from you, looking completely bewildered and hurt by your comment about his claw-machine victory, still burned into your retinas.
Jimin closed the front door behind him, kicking off his sneakers. He didn't say anything at first. He just walked into your kitchen, filled a glass with tap water, and set it down on the table right in front of you.
"Drink," he said softly.
You looked at the glass, then up at him. You wrapped your arms tightly around your chest, leaning back against the counter. "I'm fine, Jimin. You didn't have to leave the market. You're missing out on the Hotteok."
"If you say 'I'm fine' one more time, I’m going to throw that water at you," Jimin said, though his voice was entirely devoid of its usual playful mockery. He pulled out a dining chair, turned it around, and sat down backwards, resting his chin on his arms as he looked up at you. "You're not fine. Tonight, you practically bit Jin-hyung's head off for doing the same thing he always does."
Your breath hitched, and you looked away, staring hard at the floorboards. "I shouldn't have said that to him. I know. It was mean."
"I could tell that you didn’t mean it. It looked more like a defence mechanism," Jimin said quietly, his sharp eyes analyzing your face with that terrifying emotional intuition he always had. He was always the observer of the group. "Every time he talks to another girl, you completely shut down. And tonight, you looked like it physically hurt to be near him."
The safety of your own apartment suddenly felt completely overwhelming, and before you could stop it, a hot tear slipped down your cheek. You quickly wiped it away with the sleeve of your coat, but it was too late.
"I love him, Jimin," you whispered, the words sounding small, terrifying, and incredibly heavy as they finally entered the real world. "I’ve been in love with him since university."
Jimin didn't look shocked. He just let out a long, slow breath, his expression softening into something so deeply empathetic it made your throat ache.
"University?" he repeated gently.
A bitter laugh escapes your lips as you finally let the tears fall. "Do you have any idea what it’s like? Watching him flirt and get numbers, and then having him come back to the table and use me as a human armrest like I'm just one of the guys? He holds my hand because he's affectionate. He hugs me because he's bored. It's just Jin being Jin."
You pressed the palms of your hands against your eyes, trying to stop the trembling in your shoulders. "I snapped at him tonight because I was jealous. I was ugly and bitter, and I punished him for something he didn't even know he was doing. I'm trying to push him away to save myself, but every time I pull away, I see how much it hurts his feelings. I don't know what to do, Jimin. I'm going to lose my best friend because I can't keep my stupid heart in check."
Jimin stood up from his chair, walking over to you without a word. He wrapped his warm arms around your shoulders, pulling you into a tight, comforting hug. You buried your face against his shoulder, holding onto his jacket securely while you let out a quiet, trembling sob.
"You're not stupid," Jimin murmured, rubbing your back in slow, steady circles. "And you're not ugly or bitter. You've been carrying a massive weight completely by yourself, Y/N. Anyone would snap."
He pulled back just enough to look at you, keeping his hands firmly on your shoulders. "But you're wrong about one thing."
"What?" you sniffled, wiping your nose.
"Jin-hyung is a lot of things. He's loud, he's dramatic, and he loves attention. But he doesn't use people. And he definitely doesn't use you. The way he looks at you when you're not paying attention... the way he completely changes when you walk into the room... it’s not nothing, Y/N."
You shook your head, stepping back from his grip and leaning against the counter again. "No, Jimin. He doesn't see me like that. If he did, he would have said something. He flirts like it’s second nature. I'm his safe space because he knows we’re best friends.
Jimin looked like he wanted to argue, his mouth opening before he caught himself. He let out a frustrated sigh, running a hand through his brown hair. "You both are infuriating, you know that? Two of the smartest people I know, and you both have the emotional radar of a brick wall."
"Please don't tell him," you begged, panic suddenly flaring in your chest as you grabbed Jimin's sleeve. "Promise me, Jimin. If he finds out like this, it will completely ruin everything. I just need to fix the distance between us so we can go back to normal. Promise me."
Jimin looked down at your hand on his sleeve, then up at your tear-stained face. He let out a defeated sigh, his shoulders slumping.
"I promise. I won't say a word," he murmured, reaching up to gently pat your cheek. "But 'normal' isn't working anymore, Y/N. You can't keep living in the shadows. Eventually, something is going to have to give."
You didn't answer. You just turned toward the dark window, watching the city lights blink in the distance.
The Cold War (as you called it), lasted for four days. It wasn't an explosive fight; it was a slow, agonizing silence that filled the group chat. Normally, Jin flooded the chat with terrible puns, blurry photos of his food, or demands for someone to play video games with him.
But since that night at the outdoor market, he had been uncharacteristically quiet. When he did text, it was polite and entirely devoid of exclamation points.
Jin: I won't be able to make it to dinner on Thursday. Have extra work to finish. Enjoy.
You stared at the glowing screen of your phone, sitting on your bed with your knees pulled to your chest. The guilt was eating you alive. Jimin's words from a few nights ago echoed in your head: You've been carrying a massive weight completely by yourself, Y/N. Anyone would snap.
But understanding why you did it didn't make the reality any easier to swallow. You had snapped at him because of your own jealousy, because you couldn't handle your own feelings. He hadn't done anything wrong.
Unable to take the silence anymore, you grabbed your coat and keys. You didn't text him. You knew if you did, he’d give you some polite excuse to stay away.
Twenty minutes later, you were standing outside the door of his apartment, the paper bag from his favourite fried chicken place heavy in your hand. You took a deep breath, steeling your nerves, and knocked before you could talk yourself out of it.
The door opened slowly. Jin stood there, wearing a pair of old sweatpants and an oversized black hoodie with the hood pulled up over his messy hair. He looked tired, the faint dark circles under his eyes contrasting sharply with his pale skin. When he saw you, his eyes widened slightly, a flicker of something raw and vulnerable crossing his face before he masked it with a polite smile.
"Y/N," he said quietly. "What are you doing here?"
"I brought peace offerings," you said, lifting the bag of chicken. "Can I come in?"
Jin stared at the bag, then back at your face. He stepped aside, opening the door wider. The apartment was quiet, the only sound coming from the low hum of his computer setup in the corner. You set the food down on his coffee table and turned to face him. He was standing near the kitchen island, his hands buried deep in his hoodie pockets, looking everywhere except at you.
"I’m sorry, Jin," you said, stepping closer to him. "I was a jerk at the night market. I was just overwhelmed and stressed, and I took it out on you. It wasn't embarrassing that you won that plushie. It was really nice of you. I shouldn't have said that."
Jin stayed quiet for a long moment. He let out a soft, heavy sigh, the tension finally leaving his broad shoulders as he pulled his hood down, revealing his messy, handsome hair.
"I thought you were disgusted by me," he admitted, his voice so quiet it barely carried across the room.
Your heart broke a little at the admission. "What? Jin, no. Why would you think that?"
"Because lately, every time I get close to you, you look like you want to be anywhere else," he said, finally looking up to meet your eyes. The usual mischief was entirely gone, replaced by a deep sincerity. "You pull away when I touch your shoulder. You look annoyed when I make jokes. I thought... I thought I was finally annoying you enough that you didn't want to be my friend anymore."
You stared at him, completely paralyzed. He had noticed. He hadn't understood why, but he had felt the distance you were trying to create. Your attempt to protect your own heart had ended up wounding him.
"Jin..." you choked out, taking a step forward. "That's not it at all. I promise you, I could never be disgusted by you."
"Then why are you pushing me away?" he asked, his voice laced with a quiet plea that made your throat tighten.
You couldn't tell him the truth. Not here, not like this, when everything was so fragile. You couldn't tell him that Jimin now knew, or that you were terrified of how much you wanted him.
"I'm just... going through some things. But it has nothing to do with you, I swear. You're my best friend, Jin. I don't know what I'd do without you."
Jin looked at you for a long, agonizing moment, searching your face for any sign of a lie. Finally, the tension in his jaw melted. A familiar shadow of his grin returned to his lips.
"Good," he murmured, stepping forward and immediately wrapping his long arms around you, pulling you against his chest. He buried his face in the crook of your neck, his warmth enveloping you instantly. "Because I was miserable, Y/N. Yoongi told me three dad jokes yesterday just to make me feel better, and they were terrible."
You laughed into his shoulder, tears pricking the corners of your eyes as you wrapped your arms around his waist. You held onto him tightly, savouring the familiar ache of his embrace. Jin was holding his breath, trying desperately to keep his own from breaking.
By the time winter fully arrived, coating the city streets in a thin layer of slush and ice, the group dynamic had returned to its chaotic normalcy. But for you, the stakes felt higher. The fear of nearly losing your friendship with Jin had made you hyper-vigilant. You tried to stop yourself from getting jealous, and you didn't pull away when he leaned against you.
Which made the arrival of Hana a hundred times harder.
Hana was a coworker from Namjoon’s office who had been invited to join the group for a casual weekend hot-pot dinner at Yoongi’s apartment. She was beautiful in an effortless way with flawless skin, elegant style, and a soft voice that made everyone stop and listen.
And from the moment she sat down, her eyes were entirely fixed on Kim Seokjin.
"So, Seokjin-ssi," Hana said, leaning forward on her elbows, her eyes sparkling under the warm dining room lights. "Namjoon told me you work in logistics. That sounds incredibly complex."
"Oh, it's a nightmare of spreadsheets," Jin laughed, waving his chopsticks dramatically. "But I manage to keep the world turning through sheer charisma."
Hana laughed, a beautiful, delicate sound that made your stomach churn. "I can imagine. You seem like someone who handles chaos very well."
"He creates the chaos, Hana," Yoongi muttered from the stove, dumping a plate of sliced beef into the boiling broth. "Don't let the face fool you."
"Hey! My face is innocent!" Jin protested, leaning back in his chair and puffing out his chest.
"I think it’s charming," Hana said softly, her eyes lingering on his lips before she offered him a sweet smile.
The shift in the room was palpable. Jimin and Taehyung exchanged a quick look across the table. Namjoon raised an eyebrow, clearly surprised by his coworker's directness.
You kept your eyes glued to your bowl, aggressively navigating with your chopsticks. The familiar weight of jealousy settled into your throat, thick and suffocating. But this time, it felt different. Hana wasn't a random girl. She was someone in their extended circle. She was someone who could be permanent.
"Here, Jin-ssi," Hana murmured, using her clean utensils to place a perfectly cooked piece of meat into his bowl. "You've been talking so much, you haven't even eaten."
"Ah, thank you!" Jin beamed, his eyes widening with genuine delight. "Y/N, look, she's taking care of me. You could learn a thing or two."
He nudged your shoulder with his elbow, a playful, teasing gesture meant to bring you into the conversation. He expected you to fire back with a sarcastic comment. He expected the usual banter.
Instead, your chopsticks slipped, clattering loudly against the ceramic edge of your bowl.
"I'm going to get some water," you said quietly, your voice flat and empty.
You stood up so fast your chair scraped against the floorboards. Without looking at anyone, especially not Jin, whose smile had instantly dropped into a look of startled confusion, you walked out of the dining room and into the quiet sanctuary of Yoongi’s kitchen.
The kitchen was dark, lit only by the amber glow of the refrigerator's water dispenser. You stood in front of the counter, your hands gripping the edge of the sink so tightly your knuckles turned white. Your chest was heaving, tears of sheer frustration and heartbreak stinging your eyes.
Get a grip, you scolded yourself, pressing the palm of your hand against your forehead. You have no right to be mad. He isn't yours. He’s never been yours.
The sound of soft footsteps approaching made you freeze. You quickly wiped at your eyes, turning on the tap to create a distraction.
"Y/N?"
It wasn't Jimin or Hobi coming to check on you. It was Jin.
He stepped into the kitchen, the light from the hallway catching the deep line of concern etched between his brows. He looked completely out of his depth, his usual broad-shaped confidence replaced by a hesitant, careful posture.
"Hey," he said softly, stopping a few feet away from you. "Are you okay? You barely touched your food."
"I'm fine, Jin," you said, your voice tight as you reached for a glass from the drying rack. "Just got a sudden headache. The steam from the hot pot was getting to me."
"Don't do that," he said, his voice dropping to that low, heavy register that always made your defenses crumble. He took a step closer, stretching out a hand toward you. "Did I say something wrong? I was just teasing, you know I think you take care of me better than—"
"Jin, please, just leave it alone," you snapped, turning around to face him.
The sudden, sharp movement caused your hand to catch the edge of the glass you had just placed on the counter. Before you could react, the glass slid off the edge and shattered against the linoleum floor with a loud, ringing crash. Shards of sharp, clear glass scattered across the dark tiles, a few brushing against the tops of your sneakers.
"Don't move!" Jin’s voice was suddenly sharp, authoritative.
Before you could even blink, he stepped directly into the mess, his thick-soled boots crushing the smaller shards as he grabbed your upper arms. With one effortless, sweeping motion, he lifted you completely off the ground and set you down safely on the clean, dry counter next to the sink.
He immediately dropped to his knees on the floor, his long fingers carefully checking your ankles and the fabric of your jeans. "Did any of it cut you? Are you bleeding?"
"No," you whispered, staring down at the top of his head. Your heart was beating so violently against your ribs you were certain he could feel the vibrations through the counter. "I'm fine. Jin, your knees—"
"I don't care about my knees," he muttered, his voice rough. He looked up at you from his position on the floor, his eyes dark, intense, and filled with a terrifying amount of emotion. "I care about you. Why are you acting like this, Y/N? What is happening between us?"
The raw honesty in his voice was the final blow. The walls you had spent four years building, brick by painful brick, completely disintegrated in the dark of Yoongi’s kitchen.
“I can't do this anymore, Jin," you whispered, a single tear finally escaping and tracking down your cheek. "I can't keep sitting at these tables and watching you with everyone else."
Jin froze, his hands resting on your knees as he stared up at you, his breath hitching in his throat. "What?"
The silence in the kitchen was heavy. Jin slowly rose to his feet, his hands sliding up from your knees to rest on either side of your hips on the counter, trapping you in his space. He didn't look away from your eyes for a single second.
"What do you mean, Y/N?" he asked, his voice barely a breathy whisper. "Watching me with everyone else?"
"Hana," you said, the name tasting like ash in your mouth. "The girl at the night market. The girl at the bar. Every single week, Jin. I can’t… sit here and watch anymore.”
Jin’s mouth fell open slightly, his eyes widening in total shock. He looked like a man who had just been hit by a train he never saw coming. "Y/N..."
"I've been in love with you since university, you idiot," you sobbed, covering your face with your hands as the humiliating, terrifying truth finally spilled out completely. "Four years of hanging out every day, and listening to your terrible jokes. Every time you touch me, every time you hold my hand, it kills me. And I can't keep pretending it doesn't hurt."
You waited for the rejection. You waited for him to step back, to look at you with pity, to tell you that he valued your friendship too much to ruin it. You braced yourself for the worst pain of your life.
Instead, you felt his large, warm hands gently grasp your wrists, pulling your hands away from your face.
When you opened your eyes, Jin wasn't looking at you with pity. He looked completely breathless, his cheeks flushed a deep, prominent shade of pink, his dark eyes shining with an overwhelming, wide-eyed wonder.
"You’re an idiot.” He managed to say, which only confused you more. Your eyebrows furrowed, lips opening to retort something back. But before you could, Jin let out a breathless, disbelieving laugh that sounded almost like a sob. He reached into his jeans pocket, pulled out his phone, and aggressively tapped the screen a few times before holding it up to your face. It was his text history.
"Look at this," he commanded softly. "That girl from the night market? I muted her notifications three days ago because she kept asking me to dinner and I didn't want to go. Hana? I’ve spent the last hour trying to figure out how to politely tell her to stop talking to me without making Namjoon’s work life awkward."
You blinked, staring at the screen.
Jin dropped his phone onto the counter and stepped even closer, his chest pressing against your knees. He reached up, his long, elegant fingers gently cupping your jaw, his thumbs wiping away your tears with a tenderness that made your breath catch.
"I am an absolute coward, Y/N," he confessed, his voice dropping to a raw, vulnerable whisper. "I flirt with other people because it’s a defence mechanism. Because every single time you look at me, my heart beats so loud I'm terrified the entire room can hear it."
Your brain stalled. The room felt like it was spinning. "What?"
"I've been in love with you since the day I met you," Jin said, a beautiful smile breaking across his lips. "You're so grounded. You're so smart, so independent, so completely perfect. And I'm... I'm just me."
He leaned his forehead against yours, his breath warm against your lips. "I thought I didn't have a chance in hell with you. I thought if I ever told you how I felt, I’d lose the most important person in my universe. So I tried to distract myself. I tried to look at anyone else, to force myself to find someone else attractive, but... it never worked. Every time I looked at a girl, I just wished she were you. It's always been you, Y/N. Always."
The relief that washed over you was so violent it made you dizzy. The years of agony, the sleepless nights, the bitter jealousy. He had been feeling what you were feeling.
"You're also an idiot,” you whispered, reaching up to wrap your fingers around his wrists, holding his hands against your face. "You're my idiot. If you had just told me—"
"I was terrified!" he defended dramatically, a hint of his usual theatrical flair returning to his voice, though his eyes remained intensely soft. “Do you know how hard it is to maintain my composure when you’re around? You make me lose my breath.”
You let out a loud, wet laugh, the last of the tension leaving your body. "Shut up, Jin."
"Never," he murmured, his eyes dropping to your lips.
Jin didn't hesitate this time. He closed the remaining distance, his lips pressing against yours in a kiss that was filled with years of unspoken longing, quiet agony, and overwhelming relief. It was deep and utterly consuming. His hands slid from your jaw down to the nape of your neck, his fingers tangling in your hair as he pulled you closer, completely erasing any space left between you.
You wound your arms around his broad shoulders, pulling him into you, finally letting yourself feel the full, unrestrained weight of his love. It felt like coming home after a long, freezing storm.
When he finally pulled back, just an inch, his lips brushed against your nose, then your eyelids, before he buried his face in your shoulder, letting out a long, shuddering sigh of pure contentment.
The kitchen door suddenly swung open, letting in a flood of light and the loud, overlapping voices of the rest of the group.
"Hey, we were wondering if you guys died in here—" Jimin started, stepping into the room with an empty platter. He froze mid-sentence, his eyes widening as he took in the scene: you sitting on the counter, Jin’s arms wrapped tightly around your waist, and a pile of shattered glass on the floor.
"Oh," Jimin said, a slow, massive smirk spreading across his face. "Wow. Finally."
Within five seconds, the rest of the guys were crowded into the kitchen doorway. Yoongi looked at the shattered glass, then at Jin’s flushed face, and let out a satisfied grunt. "Took you long enough, idiot. I’ve been hiding your terrible pining for years."
"Wait, you knew?!" Jin yelled, turning his head but refusing to let go of your waist.
"Everyone knew, Jin-hyung," Taehyung said, leaning over Hobi’s shoulder to look at you both. "Except the two of you, apparently. You both have the situational awareness of a brick wall."
"Hey! Respect the privacy of the newly formed power couple!" Jin shouted, puffing his chest out and immediately reverting back to his confident self, but this time, his arm stayed firmly, proudly wrapped around your shoulders. He looked down at you, his eyes sparkling with an entirely new kind of happiness. "Come on, Y/N. Let's leave these peasants to clean up the glass. I am taking my beautiful girlfriend out for a proper celebration."
"Girlfriend, huh?" you teased, leaning into his side.
"Strictly official," he beamed, giving you a quick, loud kiss on the cheek that made the guys groan in unison. "Tomorrow, a real date. No friend group, no distractions. Just you and me.”
Jin caught your hand. He didn't just swing it casually this time. He laced his long fingers tightly through yours, squeezing gently, his thumb rubbing small circles against the back of your hand.
The rain had been drumming a heavy, nonstop rhythm against Jin’s windows for hours, turning the city outside into a blurry smear of taillights. Inside, the only light came from the soft blue glow of his massive gaming monitor and a single lamp in the corner of the living room.
You were sitting cross-legged on the thick rug, leaning your back against the couch. Jin was sitting right behind you on the cushions, his long legs framing your sides, his fingers gently working a comb through your damp hair.
"You know," Jin’s voice was lower than usual, a little rough from hours of quiet talking. "That hoodie looks better on you than it does on me."
You laughed, tilting your head back to look up at him. You were wearing one of his old, oversized grey hoodies, the sleeves swallowed your hands, and the collar kept slipping off your shoulder. "Woah. Was that a compliment from thee Kim Seokjin?"
Jin stopped combing. He set the comb down on the coffee table with a soft click. Before you could move, his large hands slid down from your hair, his palms warm and slightly calloused as they cupped your jaw, tilting your head back further until you were staring right up at him. From this angle, his sharp jaw and full lips looked devastating.
"Jin—"
He didn't let you finish. He leaned over the edge of the couch, bridging the distance between you, and pressed his lips to yours.
It wasn't like the sweet, careful kisses you’d shared over the past few weeks since making things official. His tongue brushed against your lower lip, a silent question that you answered instantly, parting your mouth with a soft sigh. The kiss deepened, becoming heavy and intoxicatingly slow, the heat of his mouth sending a sudden shiver straight down your spine.
Jin let out a low growl in the back of his throat. He shifted his weight, before pulling away to grab you by the arms, forcing you to stand up and straddle him.
His hands moved from your face, his fingers sliding down your neck, his thumbs tracing your collarbone before gripping the fabric of the hoodie. He pulled you flush against him, his chest solid and radiating a fierce, dizzying warmth through his thin t-shirt.
You wound your arms around his neck, your fingers tangling in the thick, soft hair at the back of his head. The smell of him flooded your senses, making your head spin.
When he finally pulled back to breathe, his lips didn't go far. He dragged his mouth along your jaw, his breath hot against your skin, before burying his face in the crook of your neck. He nipped gently at the sensitive skin right where your shoulder met your neck, making a quiet gasp escape your lips.
"Jin," you breathed, your fingers tightening in his hair as a sudden wave of heat pooled in your stomach.
"You have no idea," he muttered against your skin, his voice thick and rough, "how many times I sat across from you, listening to you talk, and completely lost track of what we were saying because I was thinking about exactly this."
He pulled back just enough to look at you, his hands sliding under the hem of the oversized hoodie, his bare palms making direct contact with the skin of your waist. His hands were warm, his fingers spreading wide against your ribs, sending a jolt of electricity through you. His eyes searched yours, dark and completely serious.
"Are you sure?" he asked, the sudden vulnerability in his voice a sharp contrast to the raw heat of his touch. He was still Jin, always making sure you were safe, even when his own restraint was fraying at the edges.
"More than sure," you whispered, leaning up to press your lips against the corner of his mouth, "I've wanted this for years."
A breathless, beautiful smile broke across his face, his eyes crinkling for a fraction of a second before that intense hunger returned. In one fluid, strong motion, Jin hooked his arms under your thighs and lifted you, standing up to walk over to his bedroom. You gasped quickly; the sudden closeness was overwhelming. You could feel the heavy rise and fall of his chest. He kicked his door closed before gently throwing you down on the bed, and the sheets smelt of him, his scent invading your nose.
Jin’s hands moved up your back, gripping the fabric of the hoodie and gently pulling it up and over your head, tossing it onto the floor without a second thought. You were left in nothing, the cool air of the room hitting your skin for a split second before Jin’s large, warm hands covered your bare shoulders, pulling you back into reality.
His gaze flicked down your body, a dark, heavy weight that made your skin flush a deep pink. "Beautiful," he murmured, his voice laced with absolute reverence. "So beautiful."
He leaned up, his mouth crashing back against yours with a renewed, fierce urgency. His hands slid down your back, his fingers digging into the fabric of your sweatpants to pull your hips tighter against his. Arching into him, your hands sliding down his broad chest, feeling the hard muscle beneath his shirt before your fingers hooked under the hem, desperate to feel his bare skin. Jin understood instantly, pulling back long enough to rip the t-shirt over his head and discard it alongside the hoodie.
When his bare chest pressed against yours, the heat was instantaneous and total. Your hands mapped the smooth expanse of his back, the sharp definition of his shoulder blades, while his mouth moved down from your lips to trace the line of your throat, leaving a trail of burning, wet kisses in his wake.
“Fuck, I need you.” He whispered hoarsely, the sound of his voice making you even more wet. You needed him too, just as badly. His long fingers creeped their way down to your pants, sliding underneath the soft material. He wasn’t even touching your bare skin, but you still bucked your hips up, chasing after his hands.
“Please. Please, Seokjin.” You whimpered, staring up into his eyes with a desperate neediness. You didn’t care how you acted at this point, nothing could stop you from begging. He pressed his fingers over your underwear, feeling the patch of wetness.
“Seokjin? You’re so turned on that you have to say my full name?” He teased, a dark, breathy chuckle vibrating against your collarbone. "I like it. Say it again."
His thumb hooked into the elastic of your pants, along with your underwear, slowly tugging the fabric down your thighs. The cool air of the room hit your bare skin for only a fraction of a second before Jin replaced it with the overwhelming, branding heat of his palm. He rested his hand over your core, not moving yet, just letting you feel the sheer size and weight of him hovering over you.
"Seokjin," you whimpered, your fingers digging into the muscles of his upper arms. The friction was driving you crazy, the desperate ache between your thighs pulsing in time with your erratic breathing. "Please, I can't wait."
"Look at me," he commanded hoarsely, his long fingers finally sliding lower, parting you with a slow, agonizingly deliberate stroke.
You forced your eyes open, your vision slightly blurred by the heat consuming your body. Jin was staring down at you, his chest heaving, his jaw clenched so tightly the muscles in his neck were strained. The playful exterior was entirely gone, replaced by a raw, possessive intensity that made your heart hammer violently against your ribs.
He slipped one finger inside you, testing your wetness, and a high, needy gasp escaped your lips. He didn't stop there. He pushed a second finger in, drawing a deep, ragged groan from the back of his own throat as your walls instantly clamped tight around him.
"You're so tight for me, Y/N," he whispered, his hips shifting instinctively against yours, the heavy ridge of his length rubbing through his sweatpants against your thigh. He began to move his fingers in a slow, rhythmic curve, finding the exact spot that made your toes curl and your head tilt back against the pillow. You bucked against his hand, your breath coming in short, fractured pants as the tension began to coil tightly in your stomach.
"Jin—" You gasped, your voice breaking.
"No, use my full name," he growled playfully, his pace quickening, his thumb pressing firmly against your center, sending a violent jolt of electricity straight to your core. "Tell me exactly who is doing this to you."
"Seokjin," you cried out, your hips chasing his hand frantically as the wave of your climax suddenly rushed over the horizon. "Seokjin, please, I'm close—"
"Come for me," he murmured against your lips, catching your mouth in a fierce, bruising kiss just as your body fractured.
You arched off the bed, your walls pulsing violently around his fingers as a blinding wave of pleasure crashed through you. Jin held you through it, his mouth consuming your quiet cries, his fingers moving steadily inside you until the tremors finally began to slow into a lazy, heavy ache.
When he pulled his hand away, you let out a weak, breathless sigh, your limbs feeling completely like lead. Jin hovered above you for a moment, his dark hair damp against his forehead, his chest rising and falling in rapid, uneven gasps as he looked down at your flushed, ruined state.
A slow, devastatingly handsome smirk tugged at the corner of his lips as his hand moved to the waistband of his sweatpants. He didn’t waste another second. He stripped out of his sweatpants, tossing them blindly onto the floor, leaving him completely bare over you. The sheer sight of him, flushed, hard, and looking at you like you were the only thing that mattered in the entire universe, sent a fresh wave of heat straight back to your core.
Jin scrambled back slightly, his knees framing your hips on the mattress, and reached blindly toward the nightstand. His long fingers fumbled with the drawer for a second before he pulled out a small, foil packet. He tore it open with his teeth, his eyes never leaving yours, and rolled the condom on with a practiced, hurried efficiency that proved just how desperate he was to get back to you.
He settled himself heavily between your thighs, the smooth latex-clad tip of his length brushing against your aching wetness. You let out a quiet gasp, your legs instinctively wrapping around his waist, pulling him closer into the plush mattress.
"God, Y/N," he groaned, his forehead dropping against yours as he felt how completely ready you were for him. He braced his weight on his forearms, his large hands finding yours against the pillows and locking his fingers tightly through yours. "I don't think I can go slow."
"Don't go slow," you pleaded, arching your hips up off the sheets to meet him. "Just please..."
Jin let out a low, ragged breath and pushed forward.
He sank into you in one smooth, deep thrust, burying himself entirely inside your heat. A loud, breathless cry escaped your lips, the fullness of him stretching you open, sending a sensation so intense through your body that your vision went temporarily white. Jin’s eyes snapped shut, his jaw clenching so hard a sharp line formed along his throat as your walls instantly gripped him like a vice.
He stayed perfectly still for a few agonizing seconds, his chest heaving against yours, letting both of your bodies adjust to the sudden, overwhelming friction.
"Fuuck," he growled hoarsely, his voice vibrating right against your ear. "You feel... incredible, it’s too good."
"Seokjin," you whimpered, your hips twitching beneath his, desperate for the movement to start. "Please, move."
He pulled back, nearly withdrawing completely before driving back in with a heavy, unhurried rhythm. A broken sound left your throat, your fingers tightening in his hair as he began to find his pace. The quiet bedroom was suddenly filled with the heavy, wet sound of his skin crashing against yours, an addictive rhythm that completely consumed you.
Jin’s control didn't last long. As you began to writhe beneath him, your walls pulsing around him with every thrust, his movements turned urgent. He unlocked his fingers from yours, reaching down to hook his hands under your thighs, pulling your knees up higher against his broad torso to drive even deeper inside you.
Every stroke hit the exact spot that was sending sparks straight to your brain. You were completely helpless under him, your head tossing back and forth against the pillows, your voice reduced to a breathless string of whimpers and begs.
"Look at me," Jin panted, his voice rough and commanding.
You forced your heavy eyelids open. He was looking down at you, his dark eyes wide and completely consumed by pleasure, sweat glistening on his broad shoulders under the dim amber light of the bedside lamp. He thrust into you again, harder this time, a sharp, desperate angle that made your hips buck violently.
"I love you," he whispered hoarsely, the words tumbling out of him between ragged breaths, completely unfiltered. "I love you so much, Y/N. Only you."
The confession, delivered with such raw, unhidden intensity while he completely possessed your body, was the final breaking point. The coil in your stomach snapped hard. You arched off the bed with a loud, shattered cry, your vision fracturing as a massive, second climax ripped through you, your internal muscles clamping down on him in tight, rhythmic waves.
Seeing you break was the final trigger for Jin. He let out a deep, guttural roar, driving into you three more times, faster and deeper, before his whole body went rigid. He buried his face in the crook of your neck, his teeth gently catching the skin of your shoulder as he came, pouring himself into the condom while his chest heaved violently against yours.
The silence of the room slowly returned, filled only by the sound of the rain and your shared, heavy breathing.
Jin stayed heavy on top of you for a long time, his body still trembling slightly from the aftershocks. Slowly, carefully, he pulled back, disposing of the protection before shifting his weight so he wouldn't crush you. He slid under the heavy duvet and pulled you onto your side with him, wrapping his long arms around your waist to lock you securely against his bare chest.
He leaned down, his lips pressing a soft, lingering kiss to your wet forehead, then to the tip of your nose, before resting his chin on top of your head. His thumb rubbed slow, soothing circles against your bare hip under the covers.
"Ah," he murmured into your hair, his voice returning to its familiar, soft warmth, though it was still heavy with exhaustion. "My heart is actually going to explode one of these days. I’m writing it into my will that it’s your fault."
You let out a weak, breathless laugh, burying your face in his warm chest, listening to the steady, rapid thumping of his heart against your ear. "Shut up, Seokjin."
"Never," he whispered, tightening his arms around you and pulling you even closer. "You're stuck with me now."
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A Bad Habit
Pairing: dance teacher!hoseok x f!reader
Summary: You never expected to find love at Studio 48 under the intense gaze of your dance instructor, Jung Hoseok. Behind closed doors, the professional boundaries completely disappear.
Genre: dance teacher au, secret/forbidden relationship
Warnings: 18+, explicit sexual content, fingering, penetrative sex, oral sex, creampie (wrap before you tap), dirty talk, age gap (5 years - he's 27, she's 22), teacher/student dynamic, usage of the word sir
wc: 15.9k
A/N: Finally, this oneshot is out!! idk if it's just me, but I can barely find any jhope fics on here :( so ofc i wrote one myself <3 I hope you guys enjoy reading it!
The air in Studio 48 was always thick with the scent of mirrors cleaned too late and the heavy humidity of thirty bodies pushing themselves to the limit. You leaned against the back wall, adjusting the knot of your oversized shirt so it slipped completely off your left shoulder, revealing the smooth expanse of your collarbone and the thin strap of your damp sports bra.
The rumour mill had been spinning all week. Your usual contemporary hip hop instructor had pulled a hamstring, and management promised a high profile substitute. You figured it was just a local choreographer looking for extra hours.
Then the heavy acoustic door clicked open.
The chatter in the room quieted instantly.
Jung Hoseok walked in like he owned the gravity keeping everyone else grounded. He wore loose black cargo pants that pooled slightly over high top sneakers, a form fitting sleeveless mesh top over a dark tank that showed the sharp, dangerous lines of his shoulders, and a backward baseball cap pulling his damp hair away from intense, focused eyes. This was Hoseok in his element, sharp, professional, and radiating an effortless energy.

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a cute incident during IDOL performance | Busan, Day 1
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Sun-Kissed & Chlorine-Soaked
⚓︎ Pairing lifeguard!Jimin x f!reader
⚓︎ Summary: Lifeguarding at your neighbourhood pool means hiding your relationship with Jimin from your supervisor and coworkers. When you both slip away to the locker room, the pent-up tension explodes.
⚓︎ Genre: secret established relationship, lifeguard au
⚓︎ Warnings: 18+, explicit sexual content, unprotected sex (wrap before you tap!), female receiving oral, creampie, dirty talk, lowkey pwp bc I wanted to write Jimin as a a lifeguard
⚓︎ wc: 3.2k
⚓︎ A/N: This oneshot is short but since summer is quite close I couldn't help but imagine Jimin as a lifeguard... oh what I would do to see that irl..
Opening day at the Whalien Pool didn’t feel like a luxury resort; it felt like a regular municipal facility that had seen better days. The concrete deck was slightly cracked around the edges, the white plastic lounge chairs were a little sun-faded, and the air carried a sharp bite of pool chlorine. It was the kind of local neighbourhood spot where the neighbourhood kids came to spend their five-dollar allowances on freezies and hot dogs.
You stood near the metal guard rail of the deep end, adjusting the red strap of your rescue tube. Your standard-issue red swimsuit was slightly stiff, the bold white lettering of LIFEGUARD stretched across your back.