Bail Bonds Now

but it’s good advice:

When my brother was in his third round of rehab, and I was old enough to realize what addiction had done to him mentally, he did a project for his treatment and it’s stuck with me all this time. They told him, “write your will, write your suicide note, get ready to be dead.” He did as they told him. My brother went from practicing tying nooses to fighting everyday. Fighting addiction and depression and himself. I think it’s so powerful to have to prepare for the life everyone else lives because it shows how you are not alone. My brother, who thought he was alone, wrote his note to me. I don’t remember how old I was, and I doubt it matters. But I remember why he chose me and why he still is alive. 

If you’re struggling with suicide. Try writing a will. Try writing that last letter. But make sure you know why you’re doing it:

It’s not about everything that’s gone wrong, it’s the little things that will never be again. It’s about never feel the hot asphalt under your feet in the summer or the smell of a rose blooming by your door. It’s about the last sunset you see as gaze out your window holding a knife to your wrist. It’s about the time you treated yourself to a good dinner because you were tired peanut butter and jellies.