Ramblings Of A Lost Girl

The sad girl who gives her all to everyone Never getting all in return Maybe she doesn't deserve it Or maybe Giving your all isn't as beautiful as she really thought

All I wanted was to love you All you wanted was to be loved by her I’m glad one of us got what we wanted

Keep it casual Friends with benefits Not looking for anything serious Labels are over rated Lies Denial Shove the feelings down Forget the sadness of lonely nights Rid longings of wanting to be cared for I'll take the disappointment of aloneness any day Over the sadness caused by the hand of someone else

I thought I wanted to save you To piece back together all of the shattered bits that you had become Love you until you forgot what pain is Piecing you together wouldn't have put me back together I wouldn't have magically forgotten all the pain I've endured Saving you won't save me Our pain is our own to overcome In return we'll be two new people Ready to love as one I wasn't ready to save you But I'm ready save myself

My lights been dimmed for awhile Bright nights with you And you light me up again Like a Christmas tree In the middle of a grey December Peaceful and glowing But also like a Christmas tree In the way that once I served my purpose And the time for me was over You took my lights down Discarded me without purpose Dimmed once again

When the fog breaks And you feel the light dancing on your skin Shimmering through Clarity What a beautiful feeling One no matter how hard you try You can't put into words Enjoy the moment of brightness Knowing the fog will return But so will the light It always does

Take my hand Let's climb this slippery slope together Stronger together than alone I want to guide you through every dark corner of this life