ガジル・レッドフォックス

Forgive me for the posts... It's how I let things out... Just ignore it .-.

You're fed up... How cute... You're fed up when you're the one who's causing it atm.... You're fed up when you're the one ignoring me when I suffer from the same thing you do... During your breakdowns I stay by your side no matter what happens... During my breakdowns you tell me to shut up and you ignore me.....

When I'm hurt, no one is there for me, not even you anymore... I tell you what's up.... You give me 2 word and one word responses.... The same friend who we share in common, when I'm hurt, they are there for me kinda, but the thing is, I tell them what's wrong and they don't tell you anything about me or what you did.... You tell them what's wrong, I get yelled at, swear at, threatened, i go through all of this when you think your problems now are bad.... When YOU make me feel alone when YOU are the same person who says you love me. Do you???? Do you really love me anymore?????

I've been removed from a day we planned so you could replace me with the same people who back stabbed you and betrayed you.... I've also been replaced by your friends who you know for a few months when you've known me for almost 2 years and you claim I'm one of your greatest friends.... Well actions speak louder than words and the fact that we planned this for almost a year now and you just randomly kicked me out of something WE made.... I guess I'm not wanted anymore.....

I'm being eaten alive by my demons.... Tormented and tortured.... They tear at my stomach and stab my heart... I don't know how long I could take it...

Killing ants with a knife works better than self harm .-. Try it

I’ve been hurt so much that I don’t know if I can be hurt anymore. I feel like the joker :D

I say again..... Please.... God just take my life already....

I just want back the person I fell in love with.... But now she's changed completely and I don't know who the f**k this person is.... The person I fell in love with is gone. Her body says it's her, her actions say otherwise....

God please take my life....

Why do I love you so much that I continue to get myself into a mess each time...?

Sometimes I try to help the person I love and they get so irritated at me it just gets me so boiling mad....I’m the one who did the heavy lifting in the relationship....you barely fought for it....

It's better to be alone than to be with someone who makes you feel alone... But how can you leave that person if you love them more than anything...

I wish people could understand what it's like to live in constant emotional stess without actually feeling it...

You change for the person you love to make them feel wanted and appreciated... But they have you feeling alone...

It’s amazing how the person who makes you feel like the happiest person in the world can also make you feel like the most worthless person in the world…

To the people who used to message me and were my friends... Please message me.... I missed you guys a lot when I was gone.. I'm sorry I never said anything about going away for a while :(