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I was very tired trying to nigotiate as mush as possible in order to  reduce troubles, but since I collapsed, I made a decision, I must negotiate as less as possible because the fact is I live in my skin, no one is able to touch me, I cannot touch others either, I don’t see skin as a jail, or cage, I actually live comfortablely in my skin. If so, I must do what I really want to do and reject things doesn’t feel right, skin knows. Though my heart will still be silence, the attitude of my mind will change. I want to be strong and brave. Be happy and make works.

Art is selfish

I had an interesting dream, I fainted in dream, at the moment I went blank, I wake up in real. It was so uncanny.

well,  I keep thinking literature and art in my life these days, movies are another kind of literature to me, art barely make me cry, if I put more attention on art,  I will be happier, literature is too sensitive, and too powerful. o matter what form they are, its content which make influence. people get things when they really read something from texts. It many depends on talent of readers and writers of what can be took. the experience of art are actually the same, the taken part are quite rely on audience and creators, but what is the difference of their impact??I am trying to figure out the reason make the difference. 

(通过 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=35BnXq02XG8)

(通过 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pvz3X2MAtJY)

I am thinking about negotiation, this is reality which cannot be ignore, because I did some group show these term, it is a bit hard to relate my work to others. Myself think my works are more like  constructing  images, like building a house mentioned by  Charline Von Heyl, this is very close to my sense of working.