Living in hell

when e.e. cummings said “i’ll live my life if it kills me”

when andrea gibson said “i suppose i love this life, in spite of my clenched fist.” & when ellen bass said “to love life, to love it even when you have no stomach for it”

mood: wanna move to another city and start a new life

Someone somewhere is searching for you in every person they meet.

when fiona apple said “how can I ask anyone to love me when all I do is beg to be left alone?” i felt that

I hope you guys like…eventually live the life you want to live and I hope nothing haunts you for too long and I hope you’re all kind to yourselves

i want to be softer and kinder and brighter and just more.

I hope one day you wake up not bearing that heavy feeling anymore.

i really am, from the bottom of my heart, an actual fucking idiot

quick question: how the fuck do I get through the rest of my life like this