Hoelosopher

Appreciate me the first time around or respectfully I'm moving on. People don't believe me when I say this from the start and often they learn when it's too late. Nothing good has ever come from giving the same person a thousand chances.

what do they put in october and november that makes them the most ungodly mental breakdown psychosis inducing months imaginable. what are they storing in the orange leaves and generally grey drowsy atmosphere

Thank u 2 everyone who is nice to me

Gonna start losing weight again

So that was a lie. I’ve gained so much weight I don’t recognize myself anymore. Really, I see pics and I scream internally. I don’t wanna leave my house ever again. Friends and family love me and want me to do things w them but I can’t. I don’t feel comfortable with my clothes and I hate how I look.

i call my parents and say ‘yeah i can’t do family stuff tonight, i got too much stuff to do for school’ and i e-mail my professor and say ‘i can’t do my assignments tonight, work got crazy’ and i text my boss and say ‘sorry i can’t work late tonight, i gotta some family stuff’ and through this triangulation of deceitful excuses i at last will be free