Hiii! I'm not sure if your requests are open but could you do an angsty headcanons (your choice) where reader is suffering from bpd and has an episode and lashes out at her bf (Mikey, Rindou, Mitsuya) and how they'd react? Would they understand? Like ykšsorry if it's uncomfortable tho!
Hello hello! Thank you for your request! I'm 100% comfortable doing it , i did some research for bpd so i hope this is okay!! AND TY FOR REQUESTING RINDOU I'VE BEEN WANTING TO WRITE FOR HIMš
Tokyo revengers Boys x reader with Bpd (headcannons)
Trigger warnings: Angst-comfort
Happy endings because why not
- Mikey is known for his calm exterior, but he has a lot of emotional turmoil beneath the surface. When the reader lashes out, heās taken aback. Heās used to being the strong, unflinching leader, but your outburst catches him off guard.
- Initially, Mikey might go silent, his expression unreadable. Heās seen a lot of anger and chaos in his life, but this is different because itās coming from someone he deeply cares about. He knows something is wrong but doesnāt immediately understand why.
- If you lash out at him, he might withdraw slightly, not because heās angry, but because heās trying to process whatās happening. Heās aware of your BPD, but he struggles to fully grasp the depth of your emotions.
- Mikey is a man of few words, so his first response is likely to be physicalāreaching out to pull you into a tight hug despite your resistance. He doesnāt want to let you go, even if youāre pushing him away.
- After youāve calmed down a bit, heād quietly ask you whatās wrong, his voice soft but firm. He doesnāt judge you, but heās concerned and wants to understand what triggered your episode.
- Mikey might not have the perfect words to comfort you, but heāll make it clear that heās not going anywhere. He might struggle with expressing himself, but his loyalty and care are unwavering. Heāll stay by your side, holding you until youāre ready to talk.
- Mikey doesnāt fully understand BPD, but he knows enough to recognize that your outburst wasnāt truly aimed at him. Heās patient and willing to learn more about how to support you. Heāll do what he can to help you feel safe, even if that means just being present and quiet while you work through your emotions.
- Rindou is less emotionally open compared to his brother Ran, but heās perceptive and cares deeply for those close to him. When you lash out, heās caught off guard but doesnāt show it immediately.
- Rindouās first reaction is a mix of surprise and irritation. Heās not used to people snapping at him, especially someone he cares about. His initial instinct might be to snap back, but he catches himself, realizing that something deeper is going on.
- Heāll take a deep breath, trying to keep his own temper in check. Heās not perfect at dealing with emotional situations, so thereās a brief moment where he might distance himself emotionally, feeling a bit hurt.
- However, Rindou isnāt one to run away from problems. After a moment, heād step closer to you, his voice low and a bit tense as he asks whatās going on. His tone might come off as a bit harsh, but itās only because heās worried.
- He doesnāt know exactly what to say, but he makes it clear that heās not going to leave you, no matter how much you try to push him away. Heād probably say something like, āIām not going anywhere, so talk to me.ā
- If you continue to lash out, he might get frustrated, but heāll try to keep his cool, reminding himself that this isnāt about him. Heās not perfect, and his patience has limits, but heās committed to understanding you better.
- Like Mikey , Rindou doesnāt fully understand BPD. He will do some research on his own later, wanting to know more so he can be there for you in the right way. Heās willing to learn, but itāll take time for him to fully grasp what youāre going through. Despite his rough edges, he genuinely cares and wants to help.
- Mitsuya is gentle and compassionate, with a strong sense of responsibility toward those he loves. When you lash out, his immediate concern is for your well-being, even if the words you say hurt him.
- Mitsuya is startled by your outburst, but he doesnāt react with anger. Instead, his first thought is to make sure youāre okay. Heās familiar with the concept of BPD, having done some reading on it after learning about your struggles, so he knows that this isnāt just a typical argument.
- Heāll approach you slowly, his voice calm and soothing, trying to de-escalate the situation. āHey, itās okay. Iām here. Letās talk about it.ā His patience is endless, and heās willing to sit with you through your episode, no matter how long it takes.
- Mitsuya is very empathetic, so he might try to gently ask what triggered the episode. Heās careful with his words, not wanting to say anything that could make you feel worse. If you lash out at him verbally, heāll take it in stride, knowing that this isnāt really about him.
- Heāll stay close, offering comfort without crowding you. If you push him away, heāll give you space, but heāll make sure you know that heās right there if you need him. Mitsuya might quietly suggest some grounding techniques, or he might just sit with you in silence, letting you lead the way.
- Once youāve calmed down, heād encourage you to talk about what happened, but he wonāt push if youāre not ready. Heāll reassure you that heās not upset with you, and that he understands this is something youāre struggling with.
- Mitsuya probably understands BPD the best out of the three. Heās taken the time to learn about it so he can support you better. He knows that your outburst isnāt a reflection of your feelings for him, but rather a manifestation of the pain youāre dealing with. Mitsuya is dedicated to being a steady presence in your life, offering kindness and support without judgment.
Hope i did good thank you again for requesting I'm having alot of fun!!
