May 8th, 2021
Iβve decided to post myΒ βdiaryβ here on Tumblr. Too lazy to write it in a notebook, and I feel like I express more when typing into my computer. Its 12:19 am and I'm sitting on our porch. Hearing cars go by and the sound of birds & crickets. I feel this empty feeling and not having anyone to speak to sucks. I have my boyfriend in the living room but how can I speak to him when he may be the reason I feel this way. Itβs been almost 8 months of living together and I feel as though neither of us are happy. Mainly because his mom all of a sudden had issues with me so now most of our problems develop because IΒ βfeel some type of wayβ towards her. Im usually the first one to not care what other people think of me. But this is different. He puts her before me and that's not fair to me. As the saying goes, life isn't fair.
