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Click here to read Eichen house ❤️‍🩹

Liam gets locked up in Eichen house for his IED. Theo can't accept it.

Click here to read Vide id quod vis videre 🔑

Theo is a vampire, now Liam is too, and he's not taking it well. Theo stays despite everything.

Click here to read Bad dreams 🧸

What really happened after the 6b battle at the hospital

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What could have really happened to Theo after the battle with the hunters

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The war is over. Theo is bad at taking care of himself. Liam is good enough to do it for him.

Click here to read What home feels like ❄️

Liam doesn't really know how home should feel like and Theo is there to show him.

Click here to read More than friends 🩷

Liam and Theo met for the first time after breaking up. Things don't go exactly as planned.

Click here to read The language of flowers 🌻

Vampires and werewolf shouldn't love each other. Shouldn't is the key word.

Click here to read When everything is black 🖤

Theo has a depressive episode and Liam is a really good boyfriend.

Click here to read Yellow pills 💛

Liam finally tell someone how was for him getting diagnosed with IED

Wips

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A new threat, the reunited pack: between new loves, questionable plans and unlikely friendships, will Scott McCall's pack be able to protect Beacon Hills again?

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Yellow pills 💛

“You still haven't told me how we ended up here again,” Theo asked, gently stroking the back of his hand.

"Brett was angry with me" Liam replied "so angry, at practice he treated me badly, in the locker room he treated me badly and I just... I didn't know what to do except stay silent"

"You shouldn't have stayed silent" was all Theo could comment, having a hard time imagining Liam inert enough not to react.

"A couple of weeks later there was a match and we lost" Liam continued, the lump in his throat evident "it was bad, it was an important match but just... we were unlucky"

"Liam, it could happe-"

"But Brett blamed it on me" Liam interrupted him, crushing his hand.

or

These are so fucking long but I really use these for finishing my wips cause I'm so lazy. Hope you'll enjoy 🫶

💔 What money can't buy (very NSFW)

Liam led him to an old building.

"If you come in here, there's a laundromat," he then said, gesturing to a slightly hidden door on the side "a woman named Kendra works there. If you need to find or... pay girls, ask her. She'll make sure the money really goes to them."

Theo immediately went on the defensive; he could smell a scam from miles away.

One of Liam's friends would probably just beat him to death in there to steal his watch.

"Why are you telling me this?" he asked immediately, suspicious.

"Because at least your dirty money won't end up in the pockets of even dirtier people," Liam replied with such spontaneous obviousness that it seemed impossible not to believe him.

Theo, however, didn't miss the provocation about money.

"You don't..." Theo immediately tried to defend himself.

"Oh, don't come telling me about the blamelessness of people like you," Liam interrupted immediately, accusingly "because of people like you, one person dies every week in this neighborhood."

"How can it be our fault?" Theo asked, outraged "I'm the only one who sets foot in this neighborhood."

Liam, however, looked at him as if he were truly stupid.

"The girl in the photo," he then limited himself to saying, gesturing to the photo he had showed him, "was named Christina, she was 16, and her pimp killed her because she got caught with the senator you want to protect" he then summarized with ruthless lucidity "I know how it works: you protect your people, they protect theirs, and people like her... get crushed in the middle."

Theo was taken aback for a second by the harshness of Liam's words, the ferocity he had already seen in his eyes.

"I didn't kill anyone," was the only thing he could say, the sole, incontrovertible truth.

"No," Liam then confirmed, his tone quiet "you didn't kill anyone."

Theo was sure there was much more to the way he said it.

For some reason, this gave him a rather unpleasant feeling.

"I'll talk to Kendra if you think it... works better this way," he conceded then, taking a stupid step back, acknowledging that if it were true, it would make his job for his father a lot easier.

"Don't think I'm advocating this," Liam was quick to point out, his arms crossed over his chest, "but at least you'll pay the people you really want to bribe"

And there it is again. Bribing.

"I'm not bribing anyone," he found himself saying stupidly.

For a future lawyer, he could definitely do better.

"Money in exchange for illegal favors," Liam replied immediately, raising an eyebrow "that's the definition of corruption."

Theo was tired of being attacked without responding.

"It's not like any of you have ever refused"

Theo would have considered it a point if only Liam's face hadn't twisted in disbelief.

"That's the problem with people like you," he then simply said, shaking his head.

"Oh really?" Theo then asked venomously "I thought it was killing people like you."

"You create problems, solve them with money, knowing that no one here would ever refuse money, and then come and tell us we're greedy, immoral, and ungrateful" Liam spat in his face, his cheeks a little red from the fury "well, guess what? We are, but at least it's because we have to survive, not just because we enjoy watching other people's suffering"

Theo really didn't understand how Liam was still alive with that attitude.

"You know, for someone who's maybe reached freshman year, you seem to have pretty strong opinions," he then simply commented smugly.

"Sixth grade," Liam replied laconically.

"What?" Theo then asked, taken aback by the lack of embarrassment.

"I went to school until sixth grade," Liam repeated, enunciating his words, as if daring him to say something about it.

And Theo could only stare at his irritated face for a moment longer, then at the dilapidated building in front of them, before finding himself chuckling.

This only made the situation worse.

"Am I that funny?" Liam asked angrily.

"No," Theo then shook his head, covering his mouth, incredulous at his own reaction "no, it's just... you're such a smart mouth."

Liam's expression then changed irremediably from angry to confused, as if he'd suddenly grown a second head.

"Fuck, you're... you're so tiring," Theo then admitted again, running a hand through his hair as the absurdity of the situation hit him for the umpteenth time.

When everything is black 🖤

Theo has a depressive episode and Liam is a really good boyfriend

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Enjoy 🫶

💛 Yellow pills

"I don't know why I did it," Liam muttered once the car was parked in the driveway.

"What?" Theo asked, confused.

"Coach's car, I don't know why..." Liam tried to explain in a small voice "the fact is, he suspended me after Brett locked me up at the zoo and it just... it wasn't fair and I..."

"You blew up," Theo concluded for him with a sigh.

"I really am a fucking time bomb."

Theo shook his head "you know, I can't pass moral judgment, but I think Stiles still deserves a punch for telling you that."

"Why?" Liam asked in a defeated tone "he was right."

"I'll pretend you're joking just because I don't want to hit you," Theo commented at that point with all the calm he could muster "Liam, you simply have a lower 'anger limit' than others, but that doesn't mean everyone hasn't pushed you to that limit."

"I just wish I hadn't done it," Liam replied, compulsively pinching his arm "yeah, I just wish... I just wish my parents still thought I was just..."

"An angry teen?"

"It was better when it wasn't a... disorder"

At that response, Theo simply took his hand again, pulling it away from his abused arm.

"For you or for them?"

"For everyone," Liam replied, sniffing "I've been to four different psychiatrists in a month, and there were all these... these white rooms with these ugly paintings and people who looked at me like... like I was... and then they looked at my parents, and I just wanted to apologize for being..."

"Liam..."

"They thought I was bipolar at first," Liam ignored him, unable to stop himself "yeah, they... they made me take a lot of tests and exams, and when..."

Liam stopped to catch his breath.

"They asked me if I took any drugs or... anything, and I said I'd never taken anything, that I played lacrosse, and that I wanted... I wanted to go pro," he told him, shaking his hand again "but when they asked my mom..."

"She make you take drug tests?" Theo asked, shocked by the information.

"Yes," Liam nodded, "cocaine, opiates, benzodiazepines, methamphetamines."

Theo was stunned.

"They didn't find anything," Liam emphasized, as if it weren't already obvious to Theo.

For you love 🫶

💔 What money can't buy (very NSFW)

"Lenny?" Theo asked, looking at the boy who was still staring into space.

But before he could even look up, a sharp look pierced the side of his face.

"Depends on who asks," the other boy said simply, his arm tightening even more around Lenny's shoulders.

"Theo," he replied laconically, his eyes returning to the boy.

He wasn't in good shape. His lip was split both above and below, a purple bruise spread across his entire cheekbone, while a small cut ran across his nose, and clear finger marks marked his throat.

But why did they always have to be so heavy-handed? It was becoming difficult to prove any innocence if that was the state they were leaving those boys in.

"And tell me, Theo," the taller boy called for his attention, "are you here for fun or business?"

"Brett," blue eyes finally intervened "yes, it's me."

Theo absorbed the two new pieces of information. Brett and Lenny. His brain immediately registered the names.

"Can we talk in private?" he asked then, turning to the younger man.

"It won't happen," Brett replied promptly, as if it were obvious "speak up or disappear."

Theo couldn't stand the arrogance of those who lived in that filth, much less their strange tendency to mate with each other.

"Maybe he should tell me," he then commented, turning his gaze back to Lenny, who seemed ready to disappear, his eyes downcast.

"You can tell me what you need here," he confirmed without even looking at him.

"Good," Theo then nodded, tired of that stance "I know the police is looking for you, investigating the alleged assault of one of our clients on you"

Lenny's eyes snapped to him, wide "I didn't-"

"And what are you trying to tell us with that?" Brett interrupted.

"I'm saying I'd really appreciate it if you continued to have a short memory," Theo replied, still addressing Lenny even though he didn't seem to have any intention of speaking to him.

"See, Theo... your client really messed up my baby," Brett replied, taking Lenny’s chin and forcing him to lift his head, the marks looking even worse under the yellowish light "I'm sure you can pay him the silence you want."

"How much?" Theo replied, without batting an eye.

"Three zeros should be enough."

"A thousand?" Theo then asked, taking out a check.

They had a blank check and they were asking for a thousand dollars? Theo would never understand that.

"Let's make it three thousand," Brett replied, however, placing a lewd kiss on Lenny's cheek before letting him go "for the trouble."

No one would have given him money for his trouble in dealing with those people.

Theo signed the check before handing it to Lenny, Brett's eager hands closing on it before the boy could even lift his head.

"Three thousand," Theo said only as Brett read the amount.

The check quickly disappeared into his pocket "it's a pleasure doing business with you"

"Just for you, I guess," Theo emphasized, shoving his hands in his pockets, his watch peeking out.

💛 Yellow pills

"I've never felt worse," Liam said only, his eyes fixed on the ground, full of tears.

"I can understand that," Theo replied.

"No, you can't!" Liam protested, punching the dashboard "I was there, sitting in a chair with my parents beside me while a psychiatrist explained my condition in detail, told them what to expect and how to manage me, and he handed my mother that stupid prescription and..."

"And they looked at you like they didn't know where to start putting you back together," Theo concluded softly

"Yes..."

"I told you, I can understand it," Theo replied, "at least a little."

"When we got home, we stopped at the pharmacy," Liam continued, his voice shaking "that evening my mother came into my room, placed a pill on my bedside table along with a glass of water, and left. In silence."

"What did they give you?"

"Risperdal"

"I don't know what it is," Theo admitted in an implicit question.

"It's an antipsychotic," Liam replied, nervously playing with a thread on his hoodie "It's usually used for schizophrenia. They're yellow pills."

Theo took his hand, detaching it from the thread, and squeezing his fingers between his.

"The doctor said there were some side effects, but not... not like that," Liam continued, clinging to his hand "I was in bed for days. I was so tired, like I couldn't even move my bones" he then tried to explain, the words struggling to come out "my parents wouldn't talk to me, I'd been expelled from school, Mason didn't know anything, and I was like..."

"A zombie"

Liam simply nodded, finally looking up at him, their hands still clasped together.

"But then the tiredness passed and the nausea and dizziness began, and my muscles..." the beta continued, his voice cracking, the car suddenly feeling so small "it was like I couldn't control my body, the spasms were terrible, and I... I don't know, I just wanted everything... everything..."

"Come here," Theo interrupted, taking his arm, pulling him toward him, helping him over the center console until he was wrapped tightly in his arms, his back against the steering wheel.

"I don't know what's wrong with me," the beta muttered into his shoulder.

He looked so sad.

"There's nothing wrong with you," Theo just reassured him, rocking a little in the seat, trying to calm him "There never was"

🖤 When everything is black

Theo simply remained still, concentrating only briefly on his breathing as he looked at him.

Liam forced himself to smile as calmly and naturally as possible.

He hated seeing him like this.

"I fucked up," Theo muttered, tugging guiltily at the blanket.

"It's not true," Liam replied quickly, catching his attention. "It's just a bad situation, but it's not the end of the world."

"Then why does it seem like it?"

"Because for you now it is."

Theo didn't even reply, rubbing his tired eyes.

Liam had to get him out of that bed.

"Hey, Theo," he then called gently, "do you feel like getting up and going to the bathroom for a shower?"

Liam could literally see the panic that filled Theo's eyes at the mere thought.

"I can't," he just shook his head, his voice a little broken "I can't."

"Okay, okay, it's not a problem," Liam reassured him immediately, trying to stay calm "Now, nothing you don't want to do is a problem," he added, resisting the urge to touch him "do you think you can at least brush your teeth?"

Theo sighed twice before giving in with a small nod.

"Okay," Liam then melted. "Okay, shall we go?"

Theo's hand was icy as it closed over his.

Liam helped him to his feet and then led him to the bathroom, slowly, like some kind of wounded animal.

"Here," Liam said simply, handing Theo his toothbrush and a half-squeezed toothpaste. "I'll be back in a minute. Is that okay with you?"

Here for you pookie (I know it doesn't really sounds about Liam's IED but in the end it'll make sense)

Also you should probably start with this part 🫶

💛 Yellow pills

"A few months have passed and no one ever suspected anything," Liam found the courage to continue, though his voice was trembling "I used to go to his house when Lori wasn't there and we'd do... stuff"

"Okay, so... everything was okay?"

"Yeah, well, I... thought so," Liam confirmed, sniffing, "but then I messed up."

"How?" Theo then asked, just to encourage him to keep going.

"It was November, we'd just qualified for the championshop, and we were both excited, and we... did it," Liam replied, holding his hand again "I mean, sex, it... it was my first time."

Theo felt a cold shower fall on him.

"Liam..." he muttered, his voice low, "he did something to you tha-"

"No!" Liam interrupted him immediately, looking him in the eye "no, it was nothing like that... he was perfect and patient and he just... he made me feel good"

Theo didn't even realize the sigh of relief that left his mouth.

"And then I said something," Liam continued, his sadness now impossible to hide "I don't even remember what, but I think... I think I said I loved him or something, but I was just..."

"Dizzy," Theo finished for him, seeing that he was struggling to find the word.

"Exactly," Liam confirmed, wiping away a tear, "but he went crazy, he started yelling at me, telling me I didn't understand anything and that what was between us wasn't... it was nothing, that there would never be anything because I was... I don't know, I just remember that I was there, still naked in his bed and he..."

"Liam..."

"He broke my heart," Liam spat out, more tears streaming down his cheeks "I don't even know if I was in love with him, but I just... I don't know why I said that."

Theo really couldn't let Liam believe for another second that he'd done something wrong.

"Liam, I know from experience that's a weird time," he said in the gentlest tone he could muster "do you remember our first time?"

"You haven't spoken for two hours after," Liam simply nodded, sniffling and smiling slightly.

"Yes, and you didn't leave me for a second," Theo emphasized the important part.

In response, Liam finally turned to look at him, giving him the chance to dry his tears.

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🖤 When everything is black

Theo sighed in response, his body seeming to melt even more under his hands.

He would be okay. Liam clung to that thought with all his strength. Theo would be okay.

They just had to wait for the darkness to pass.

"Can you let me go for a second?" he asked only after a few more minutes, an idea flashing through his mind "then I can cuddle you until tomorrow."

Theo, reluctant, nodded before letting him go.

In response, Liam crouched down in front of him so he could look him in the eye.

"I know you said no shower, but how about a bath?" he then asked, studying his reaction "you can get in the tub and I can wash your hair and freshen you up a bit."

Theo didn't move a single muscle, nothing that could have indicated a reaction; he was paralyzed.

"I know you don't believe me now, but it'll make you feel a lot better being clean."

That finally seemed to convince him, because Theo just gave a small nod.

Liam smiled back.

"Okay, then let's go," he encouraged again, grabbing his hands and pulling him out of bed for the second time in an hour.

Once in the bathroom, Liam simply let him undress slowly, searching for shampoo and body wash that wouldn't irritate his nose too much, the bathrobe that Theo always left in a different place in the bathroom, and a new sponge.

With that done, he returned to the tub only to find Theo sitting in it, staring into space, his arms wrapped around his knees as he shivered from the cold.

He seemed so small. Liam felt his heart creaking.

"Theo..."

"I'm sorry I'm so hard to be with," Theo muttered in a small voice.

Liam just wanted to shake him until he would stop saying stupid things. What he did instead was crouch down beside the tub. "You're not," he simply said, gently caressing his cheekbone until Theo turned his head "I just hate seeing you like this."

Theo leaned into his hand, seeking warmth.

He was so beautiful. He didn't seem to be made for feeling like this.

"Can I kiss you?" Liam asked slowly.

Theo nodded immediately.

Liam didn't need to be asked twice, simply placing a chaste kiss on his dry lips, testing his reaction, before kissing him a little harder.

💛 Yellow pills

Liam remained silent, his eyes fixed on his hands again, the zoo dead silent around them.

"Liam," Theo then called gently, "why don't you tell me what's happening?"

Liam seemed to think for a moment before answering, "I had a nightmare."

"Okay," Theo then nodded, lightly stroking his knee, "what kind of nightmare?"

"About... about something that happened here."

Theo hummed a bit.

"And what happened here?"

Liam just shook his head. "I can't..."

"You know, I've been wondering for a year what this zoo mean to you," Theo replied, looking around "isn't that something you've brought enough?"

Liam looked up at him, his blue eyes filled with tears.

"Talk to me," Theo then murmured, his voice soft "you deserve to feel better."

Liam seemed to give in to those words, his head falling forward before speaking again.

"Brett," he let out in a breath.

"Okay, Brett," Theo then encouraged.

"He was..." he tried to say before a strangled sound escaped his mouth.

Theo grabbed his hand in response, intertwining their fingers, squeezing tightly.

"He was the captain when I was still at... at my old school, and he made me on the team," Liam continued, struggling to keep his voice steady.

"We fought a lot at first," he continued, starting to play with his fingers, running his thumb over his knuckles "he was him and I... well, I was me, and it was... it was hard to get along."

"It seems believable," Theo replied, a little mesmerized by the soft fingers on his hand.

"But then one day he kissed me," Liam surprised him, stiffening a little "yeah, we were in the locker room and the others had left and we started arguing and it happened, but I... I panicked and ran away."

Theo thought briefly about the fist bump after their first kiss with a wave of affection "Yeah, it sounds like something you could do."

"I wasn't... I'd never even considered that option, and suddenly... suddenly he was a boy."

Theo nodded quietly, not interrupting.

"It took me a few days, but I finally went to him and we... we talked and we both decided that we wanted... we wanted to move forward, but it wasn't... it wasn't something either of us were ready to share."

At that point, Theo began to read the general outline of Liam's story.

"Things usually go badly at this point," he simply commented.

In response, Liam closed his eyes for a second, his breathing quickening.

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💔 What money can't buy (very NSFW)

Theo is rich and bored, Liam is an escort with a smart mouth, what could possibly go wrong?

💛 Yellow pills

Liam finally tell someone how was for him getting diagnosed with IED

🖤 When everything is black

Theo has a depressive episode. Liam takes care of him.

❄️ In sickness (spin-off of what home feels like)

Liam is safe, they're in love but Theo doesn't really know when it's time to stop and rest