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right back at you, your blaine is one of my favourites and your goodbye was great [even though it broke my heart that your hands were shaking -.-] here’s a heart right back at you <3 and an anderbros gif just because.

I have let it go and moved on? I’ve only made one post regarding Sunny, and I did not call her a bitch in it at all, in fact I think I’ve only went as far as to call her a horrible person. So why you’re posting this to my account I really have no idea.

I made a post that I felt needed to be heard, not only because it reflected how I felt at that roleplay but also because it explained, truthfully, why I wanted to no longer be part of the glee roleplaying community. It’s something that I wanted to explain to my followers and to my friends. And yes, it did shine a bad light on the roleplay and the admin but geez, what can you do when there’s really not an overly flattering light to be shone?

Some members of that group approached me afterward about it, and I wished them luck and encouraged them to stay if that is what they wanted to do. I haven’t been maliciously mean, I just stated my story. Could I have gone about it better? Yes, probably. But I’d been removed from the OOC group for no reason, and I was damn well upset about it. That was the final straw for me. Likewise, another member had been removed from the masterlist and had been told by the admin to the other players to be unfollowed when she’d expressed no desire to leave.  

 It hurts when you’re singled out like that, believe it or not.

I have let it go, I’ve moved on and I’m simply replying to this because if Sunny is getting hate messages then I’m truly sorry and I hope they stop? I can’t control other people’s actions, but I don’t think we should resolve bullying with bullying.

But since we’re on the theme of letting things go, you might want to stop hassling me about it as well? Don’t go to rph blogs, some, who I consider friends FYI, and ask them to post things for you about me. That’s still being a bully. If you have something to say I’d much prefer it to be said to my face.

This will be the last thing I say on this matter because I want to use this blog to post beautiful pictures of alexander skarsgard and matt bomer. Sorry not sorry.

Hello, my name is Ellison. you may know me as a cooper rper but if you don't then, hey, hi, hello, im a cooper rper and my name's Ellison. 

ANYWAY, this is a story all about how my rpg life got flipped, turned upside down.

it all started a little while ago, another rper told me to kill myself, yes, to. kill. myself. now i went straight to the admin with this, armed with proof and requested that they be dealt with appropriately. the main admin was friends with this person and refused to do anything. like nothing. zilch.

i went to the co-admins, they were the ones to do something. erin and eil. now, i've never known erin and eil on a personal level or anything, in fact they probably knew the other rper better than they knew me, but they DONE something. i felt safe and dandy and things were fantastico. 

then this other rper got let back in, because the main admin, sunny, let him. i started to feel like shit again. i asked my friend if she'd join with me. she got bullied out, people refused to reply to her, they pinned stuff on her which she'd never done. who was the main person behind this? sunny. 

i left because the bullying online that occurred with me, was happening to my friend. 

i tried to stay in my other rp's i really did, and i'm so sorry to epolygleerp, askgleekids, glee-pitched and any others that i left without saying a goodbye, i should have said a goodbye, i should have let you guys know and it was unprofessional on my part that i didnt. i miss you all, and i know this isnt a promotional speech but check them out because they're all fucking fantastic.

now, after a month i came back to what-if, i thought "hey, it might have changed?" right? well it hasn't. in fact i came back to find another of my friends was being bullied. i joined as an alexander skarsgard fc, because hot damn that boy. i've only stayed for my friend. but now i am leaving. 

and you know what, I'm glad. I am glad that this roleplay is going to shit. because you know what? Finally, Sunny won't have the power to bully and manipulate people anymore. 

I know you just removed me from the ooc blog, sunny. For what? Because of who my friends are? Because I stuck up for eil and erin, the people who stuck up for me, when you were talking shit about them? Well you know what?

You singlehandedly have ruined your own rp because you are a horrible person. Eil, Erin and Alyx aren't the fake ones, and the fact that not more people are challenging that? how fucking dare you all. they were more your friends than they were mine. stick up for them, dear god. 

karma.

Anyways the moral of the story, I was a cooper rper. But now I'm just filled with bad memories whenever I approach a cooper role. so here i am stepping down. from cooper and glee rp's permanently. and can i just say, Sav, please start taking on more cooper's again because you are incredible. <3