I'm planning to import my ol' BlogDrive posts here in Tumblr. Most of my posts there are quite too precious to leave and let die.
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Speaking of blogs, I'm going to try really hard to keep this stuff going. I realized in my three+ years of working that I let my creative juices flowing in a different direction, which is programming and designing web pages.
My current web designs are all kind of crappy IMO. Better than most in my workplace, but still, it keeps me wanting for a better design, a more dynamic design. In an effort to self-study for this, I frequent most web designing blogs and web journals for tips and tricks. WebAppers.com is a very great site, I visit it almost everyday.
I design it first at Photoshop, then I make slices of the design and implement it using CSS and divs on HTML. I don't do the conventional slicing, I tend to make small copies of a pattern and make it repeat so that I can save space.
I'm using Visual Studio 2005 for my .NET programming needs. VS2010 is a resource monster, eats my computer alive. Gah, one day I'll request for a computer unit change or a complete reformat. My PC at work is already like a fucked-up bitch when it comes to running three iterations of VS2005.
My designs are getting better with each web application I make. Hopefully I can rechannel some of that designing and programming enthusiasm to my blogging habit.Â
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I tend to sleep at 1AM, which is a fucked-up time to sleep. And I wake up at 5AM, and that's four hours of sleep.
I dislike forcing myself to sleep. I like to sleep at a point where it takes me less than a minute to enter slumber - close eyes, stretch a bit, then zzzz.
But I end up buying 600ml of Taiwanese coffee at 7-11 each morning.
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Too many "religious people" are invading buses nowadays in these "-ber" months. You see these people, who dress casually, and looks like your average passenger. Then suddenly you see one taking out a Bible out of his/her bag, talks to the bus ticketmaster a bit, and then starts introducing themselves and spouting off a well-scripted litany that inevitably ends up on asking donations.
I LOVE listening to these people. It's one of my favorite things to see on a bus besides the constant sounds of bitches slapping each other on soap operas on the bus TVs. Like a freak show at a carnival, I listen intently...
I find out that most of these "bus evangelists" are socialists. Their modus operandi is very simple to the core - they start to appeal to those well-off people on the bus, telling anecdotes of sharing wealth and giving back to the poor and that wealth "cannot be brought to Heaven", and they tend to emphasize these with fervent gusto.
Second, they are often targeting airconditioned buses. I sometimes ride the normal au naturel buses and I have never seen a bus evangelist preach on one, although I have an acquaintance tell me that sometimes they do preach there too but not that as often as aircon buses. It's clear to me they're only going to preach to the rich. How about the poor people, hombre - are you going to preach to them too? Smells like money to me.
Third, none of them sound spontaneous. I've listened to a lot of these bus preachers and I noted that they recite what they say, and not preaching from the heart. It's like they only studied but did not learn. The worst preacher I heard is this guy who had the balls to preach in an almost standing-room packed bus, and he was clearly reciting what he was saying, even the two ladies seated beside me noted his lack of genuineness in preaching.
I don't know what's with these evangelists. First off, it must be tough for these preachers' "churches" to make money, stooping to lows such as preaching in buses for donations. It's basically begging for alms using their church as a crutch. Believe me, my heart bleeds for these preachers. Most of them are young, 20 or 30-somethings who have bright futures ahead of them besides... this. I admire their tenacity and devotion to the faith they believe in, but this is too much.
And a bus isn't a place to be used for preaching, I might add. People ride buses, expecting comfort, peace and quiet as the driver whisks them away to their preferred destination (except for standing room passengers, comfort is an option). It's already too much for passengers to be able to withstand all the tire screeches, the constant honking and the sudden brakes, but it's kind of disrespectful for these preachers to grab people's attention without consent and cause a minor disturbance.
Well, ok, I'd try to be lenient on these bus preachers. But can't they at least have some presence? I mean, if they're gonna preach they as might as well preach good. But sad thing is, they preach BADLY. One-trick ponies. The reason these bus preachers only get meager donations is because people ain't that convinced they are preaching. Priests are trained how to preach. Pastors know how to preach. Preaching and spouting lines ain't the same fucking ballpark. Their message may be something that's taught in the religion I believe in, but they aren't convincing me.
And here's one thing - I also admire people who are basically begging but always present themselves in a modestly decent way. These people might be poor, but they're showing me they haven't cast aside their pride and dignity. Being poor is not an excuse to shed these two traits.
These bus preachers on EDSA might be well-dressed, but sadly they're just well-dressed parrots.
And more sadly for me, they're going to flock in the buses in droves these coming months. Might as well take the au naturel buses.