@backyardbirchtree

LOL but seriously release the hounds

no homo but like do you want to become so textually intertwined that future historians have no idea where i end and you begin

Ever since I was a little girl I’ve loved information

girl you are killing it! girl i think it's dead! girl you can stop STABBING

This is your captain speaking and yeah we’re not landing. I just feel like we’ve got a really good thing up here and I don’t want to ruin it. This is my home and you are my people

mary oliver said “you must not ever stop being whimsical” and i took that shit personally

undiagnosing myself with everything. im free and happy

your life is not an optimization problem

as in you'll never achieve the perfect daily routine, sleep schedule, coping mechanisms, mannerisms, fashion sense etc. even after years and years of healing and improvement and self-discovery. you will never be so good at life that you manage to utilize every waking moment. its great to be productive and all but sometimes you'll suck ass. sometimes you'll take eight hours to be done with a twenty minute job. you'll prioritize the wrong thing. you'll sleep for 12 hrs just to avoid being awake. you'll relapse. and you'll relapse again. you'll forget to turn in the assignment. you'll order too little food. life is far too large and complex for you to even experience it completely, much less try to make sense of and control it. you can't. please give up on that and be at peace with the hours you lose. they are not separate from your life.