Average Cygnet

oh boy this will be chaotic, sorry already for that lol @ceremorph0sis this is your fault xDD

🎶🎵 LAST SONG...🎵 🎶

i fucking love this version specifically, idk why, it scratches something in my brain ^^

😳🥰CURRENT OBSESSION... 🥰😳

*looks at a certain blond man with an alien rock spider as best friend* they are precious to me, very adorbs and way too relatable. i think there are only 2 friends i have not yet got to watch it with me xDD

📖🤓 CURRENTLY READING... 🤓📖

The Hollow Man by John Dickson Carr and Project Hail Mary by Andy Weir. It's a weird combo of very old classic detective story and a very much modern book about how friendship saved two planets xD

✍️🪶CURRENTLY WORKING ON... 🪶✍️

i got so many drawing on my WIP list rn, but my most recently started one is a lil piece for a friend of mine and myself as Grace and Rocky because we do seem to have a similar dynamic going on xDD

👠👔 CURRENTLY WEARING... 👔👠

think Neil Newbon when he's streaming BG3 (even cut my hair today, the resemblance is a lil scary and very much not the goal xDD)

💻💭 LAST SEARCH... 💭💻

Rune Factory 5 guides BECAUSE THIS FUCK ASS GAME DOESN'T EXPLAIN SHIT TO THE PLAYER, have fun playing it without guides, you will not get far.... (also ngl i hate that all the romancables look so fucking yung, i get the ick just thinking about romancing any of em)

🌻🌹FAVORITE FLOWER...🌹🌻

i really like sunflowers, im aware im basic for that but vanilla is a classic for a reason. sunflowers, daisys and poppy flowers. they are very pretty ^^

okay now i need to add 10 peeps, right? let's see if we can make that happen lol

last song

Sarniezz by Angine de Poitrine, I like to put them on when I need to focus, because I get distracted by lyrics, but need something interesting enough to keep my brain engaged.

current obsession

…Disco Elysium I fear. I started playing it when I got out of hospital and had to stay with a family member for a period of time while I recovered. I was (and still am) being denied treatment by my GP, and needed something to keep my mind busy and try to adjust to my brain fog and memory being much worse. It was a game I’d heard about, and it was on Game Pass, so I gave it a try, and my ass got hooked.

currently reading

You Weren’t Meant To Be Human by Andrew Joseph White. For transparency’s sake I will say that I know I started reading it, but this was before my hospital stint, and I have absolutely no memory of reading it or what it’s about, but plan to start again soon.

currently working on

Writing wise, I swear I am still chipping away at my judblanc fic, god willing I’ll get the next chapter out before 2027, lol. I’ve also been doing a lot of Lino cutting, and am currently painting a picture frame for a Pan’s Labyrinth print I made for my ex film teacher.

currently wearing

Plaid dad shorts and a Stephen Rhodes t-shirt. And I’m sat on the floor because my bed, desk, and chair are all covered in painted things that are drying.

last search

“Costa lemon curd muffin copycat recipe” cause I have a fridge full of lemon curd and a distant memory of the Costa lemon muffins my Nan used to buy me back when I could eat dairy.

favourite flower

Poppies, they used to grow wild near my childhood home.

last song -- ive been listening to jack stauber's hilo on repeat a lot, so that would be pizza boy.

current obsession -- wake up dead man... ive been trying to get my new longform judblanc fic off the ground but due to some circumstances ive gotten off track, hopefully i can get back on that...

currently reading -- ah , im not currently reading anything for fun right now, ive just barely started my summer studies so the only thing i can say im reading is allen and greenough's new latin grammar X___X but the iliad and the canterbury tales are also goals of mine this summer. so wish me luck

currently working on -- like prev i too am working on a judblanc fic ! i haven't posted any of it yet but ive written 30k for it and i do think there's something there so i HOPE i can post AT LEAST chapters 1-4 which is where the , premise rlly starts. projected 28 chapters. and outside the realm of writing im also working on , making a pair of cargo shorts out of some worn out old jeans. and trying to teach myself latin (just started) (still hopeful)

currently wearing -- bnha league of villains t shirt + pajama pants

last search -- "beowulf original" bc i wanted to check that old english did use articles, it did, im planning on taking a course on old english in the fall

favorite flower -- oh boy, i don't think i have one, there are too many... let's say peonies i do like peonies

Totally not starting this tag game because I want album suggestions

If you could suggest five albums that are important to you, you relate to, or just really really like, what albums would you go with? I'll go first!

The Rise and Fall of Ziggy Stardust (Bowie, 1972)

River of Dreams (Billy Joel, 1993)

Wild Mood Swings (The Cure, 1996)

Twilight (bôa, 2000)

Pretty. Odd. (Panic at the Disco, 2008)

1. Interview with the Vampire soundtracks season 1 and 2 (ik this is probably cheating but I can't not include them) (Daniel Hart, 2022, 2024)

2. The Records Were Ours (Pierce Brothers, 2017)

3. Absolution (Muse, 2003)

4. Agents of Fortune (Blue Öyster Cult, 1976)

5. Le Pop (Katzenjammer, 2010)

Maybe I’m Dreaming (Owl City, 2009)

Oh My God— That’s So Me (Okay Kaya, 2024)

The Lion and the Cobra (Sinead O’Connor, 1987)

Version 2.0 (Garbage, 1998)

Nobody’s Daughter (Hole, 2010)

@passion-of-l0vers @daisymayys @swamp-haggg @ghostinacardboardbox @nonlynear @aspergilloma @aworsening @kissed1996 @ghostofdiamonds @persephonaae @flamingears & anyone else who wants to!! :)

1. Tantrums (Xana, 2022)

2. Feels like Hell (Weakened Friends, 2025)

3. Nunemaker’s Swingset (Everybody’s Worried About Owen, 2023)

4. Liminal (Chase Petra, 2019)

5. Mel Bryant and the Mercy Makers (self-titled debut, 2020)

several of the people I would have tagged have already been tagged here, but I luckily have an abundance of beloved mutuals :)

Reactor, Femtanyl

HiLo, Jack Stauber

Touch Up, Mother Mother

Bury Me at Makeout Creek, Mitski

Late Show, The Beaches