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i am in the most fuckable time of my life and the only thing that is fucking me are intrusive thoughts, trauma, emptiness and bad decisions

we’re all boring to someone, annoying to someone, ugly to someone, but it’s not that deep

“what’s your five year plan” bro i wake up every day confused by the fact that i’m even alive

I don’t think I want to feel better anymore. I just want to skip to the dying part.

everyday

When you’re in the middle of sobbing and you start dissociating so you’re like “okay I’m done now” and turn into an emotionless zombie

I wonder what it feels like to know what the fuck is going on

i am stupid. i am useless. i cant do one thing correctly, to the best of my ability. i’ll never be good enough. i’ll never be smart enough. i am constantly angry at myself for not being the best i could be.

they're minor inconveniences TO YOU. i WILL consider killing myself