yalith | 20 | she/they

“There is no winner in dnd” you are so wrong it’s laughable, the winner is whoever can make the dm create the most new rules

Bpd is being suicidal one minute then all giddy and excited about the idea of your favorite person simply existing the next

You ever do something that makes you just go “LMAO holy FUCK I have bpd”

if ur not borderline i promise u that u don’t get it. ppl have tried to tell me that they understand how obsessive i am in relationships because they get mad when their bf is talking to other girls. no. u don’t get it. and u should be happy u don’t get it. it’s not cute to have panic attacks in the middle of work because ur partner texted u in a “different tone”. it’s not fun having ur whole day ruined because u just remembered they have friend and ppl they care about outside of u. it’s not normal to genuinely want to die because they didn’t compliment u with the same enthusiasm they usually do. it’s scary and embarrassing and guilt inducing. u don’t get it and i’m so glad u don’t but pls stop trying to relate to something that u physically can’t. it doesn’t make me feel better it makes me feel invalidated and embarrassed because u DONT know how deep it goes.

Hate that I can physically feel when my mental illness gets bad

babygirl i can pronounce antidepressant names that you’ve never even heard of

the feminine urge to self-sabotage everything good in your life bc you feel like you don’t deserve it

“you’re so quiet” i’m dissociating and ive lost connection with reality