Midnight Blues

we queer people get attached to the worst franchises, i feel sorry for us

connor has some killer cheekbones

i'm so dirty babe, the kind of dirty where the water never cleans off the clothes i keep a book of the names and those only go so far 'til you bury them

The whole society is made for people with no anxiety and any issues so making phone calls isn't something special but it's like a nightmare to me, something so simple is too much for me. Why it's not a big deal for people

al mualim using kagebunshin no jutsu never not makes me laugh

still dont believe one of my fav gay novel writers follows me on instagram and i dont even post there bc im ashamed of switching fandoms so often

i don't wish to read stories about people like me but knowing people like me exist maybe would make things a little more bearable and less alone

all my drawings and fanfic may be generic and shit quality but at least i made them with my own very hands using my own very brain

the fact that people love ai slop feels so much worse for us as creators; it literally hurts

my angry self wishes we could shame all the ai generated fanfics posters into oblivion but i worry it will just make them not tag it as ai at all, and now ai gets so much better because it trained on real writers, it's impossible to tell is it real or not and i FUCKING HATE IT. i hate everything about our world. there's nothing good awaiting us