阿吽 aidoru

tsukimichan:

Today just wasn’t her day.

She had started off being late to her classes, and earning herself detention. After much criticism received from her first period teacher, she later realised she forgot her ten page English essay. She received a zero, as soon as her teacher found out. Lunch came by. Hunger consumed her, as she noticed she had also forgotten her bento box. Her friends didn’t even notice her optimistic demeanor lessoned. By the end of the day, all she wanted to do was go home and sleep. 

School had ended, while detention welcomed her with open arms. As she stepped inside the classroom, she noticed a few others were there. She tried to cheer herself up, by doodling in her notebook.  But she had it taken away, after the first ten minutes; even got yelled at. What a nice surprise.

The hour passed. Usagi stepped out of the classroom, tears forming in her eyes. All she wanted was to just disappear. She didn’t want to feel this way— It was the whole reason why she left home. She thrived on positivity. Not disappointment. Her breathing got heavier and heavier, as she made her way to the music room. She was trying her best not to break down. She remembered that her friend Momo usually stayed after school to practice her singing, and hoped she was still there. She really needed a friend, right now.

Usagi walked into the classroom, surprising her friend in the making. A smile started to form on the corner of her lips, but the waterworks finally came out. All that were heard was the quiet sobs emitting from the blonde, as she continued crying into her hands. She hoped to at least get a solid ‘hi’ out, but that wasn’t the case.

The feeling of warm arms wrapping around her jolted her slightly, before easing into the comforting touch. Momo hugging her was giving her all the comfort she needed, right now. She continued crying into her shoulder, as her friend rubbed her back, trying to ease her pain. 

“There, there…. Go ahead, and let it all out, Usagi-chan…. Everyone has their bad days. Just know I’m here for you, okay?”

Momo decided to sing for Usagi and treat her out to ice cream, after her little crying session. Usagi is forever thankful for such a great friend.

"Aaaa....aaa.....aaa!" The idol slowly rose in pitch as she groaned and slammed her head lightly on the piano. She should of just went home, shower than take a nap. She was certainly not in the mood to continue singing but she might as well finish her practice, before she got an earful of nagging the next day. Momo was in the middle of her scales when the door to the music door slid open, to reveal her blonde hair friend. What was Usagi doing this late afterschool? She wasn't able to say anything before the other started crying, tears pouring out of her bright blue eyes.  With no words, the younger girl walked in front of Usagi and wrapped her arms around the other, patting her back softly. At times like this, silence but reassurance was the best thing to give to her friend. “There, there…. Go ahead, and let it all out, Usagi-chan…. Everyone has their bad days. Just know I’m here for you, okay?” Momo said softly, reaching into her uniform pocket for a tissue, dabbing at Usagi's teary face.  Though the sobs from Usagi seemed to lessen, Momo was worried whether it was a big or little deal, Momo wanted to cheer Usagi up and bring a smile onto her face.What should she do though? Perhaps....she should take her out! Fresh air and some ice cream would cheer anyone up! Standing up, Momo offered her hand to pull Usagi up, a smile on her face as she winked at her friend. "Ne Usagi-chan, let's go out ok! Ice cream will make you happy,won't it? ♥" Momo chirped, slinging her bag over her shoulder and taking the other's hand.

Finally, school was over....the bell that signaled the end of the day rang was a sound of pure relief to Momo.The idol stared blankly at her,the incoming messages from her director made her want to crumple up into a ball and never perform again. Heaving out a long sigh, the girl made her down the hallway and exited the large building.The sun's harsh light glared at the bright hair female and she almost didn't notice a person sneaking up on her and covering her eyes with their hands.

"Mo-mo-chan~"

That wasn't who she thought it was wasn't it-- oh please please anyone but that decieving, strange loud lia--

"K--KANO--!" Momo squeaked as she moved his hands away and whirled around,orange eyes narrowed at the other. "D--Don't do that you Kano! You nearly scared me too and also why are you on campus you don't even attend your classes and not to men--" Momo stopped as her phone rang loudly and she sighed.  "Look Kano I don't have time for this, I need to go..."the idol softly said, already leaving the blonde male. "I have a meeting to get to and I also need to go pick up my music so I'll see you around..."Momo mumbled but she was pulled back by her wrist, turning around to face the smiling male.

Another day, another crowd—. Momo was in the city park, singing her heart out as a group of friendly people crowded around her, clapping along with her singing.

"If you don’t try harder, even your feelingsWill disappear into yesterday!”

Momo sang, giving a wink at the group as she danced along with ease. After her performance and the applause, Mo grabbed her soda can along with her hoodie, headphones and music. Now where did her phone go? Oh there it was! Reaching over to pick it up, Momo was stop as a person, not too heavy but certainly not light, collided into her."O—Ouchie…" Momo grumbled, staring up only to meet the eyes of a frantic bun haired girl.

"RIN THE WATERS TOO COLD—" Momo yelped, running back to the shore. After her incident as a kid and drowning, it took awhile for Rin to convince her to go with him as exchange for the ice cream machine bill (which she never got since he broke the darn thing).

"I bet that if you bought me some food I would totally be all warm and can swim—!" Momo nervous said as an excuse, already making her way to the food vendor before her rm was pulled back by the male."Momo you are going to get in that water and you will do it now." Rin said with a dead serious face as the idol squeaked and rushed back to the water edge. Dipping a toe in and grumbling what a bossy person Rin was, Momo was halfway in when a wave swept up behind her, pulling her leg down. 

No. Momo opened her mouth to let out a shriek only to have salt water go down her throat. No no, this was turning out to be exactly what happened with her father and her years ago. She can’t drown…she can’t—

'Rin save me!’A large hand grabbed Momo’s and jerked her out of the water, the idol gasped for air, shaking her hair furiously to get the water out. She was stil breathing and alive thank goodness! She was lucky Rin was a lifesaver and she looked up at the boy with teary eyes.

"A--AYYY MOMO-CHAN IT'S THUNDERING--"

'Dear diary…' No no this doesn't sound right at all! Momo's eyes narrowed as she glared at the diary (or was it a journal) that her mom gave her as a welcome back present. She would like to write something but what?

She had no crushes, nothing interesting from a tour or anything but maybe…maybe she could write about someone she knew. Perhaps her big brother? Lifting her pen and placing it on the paper, Momo took a deep breath.

Hey journal—! Today’s the first day I write in you. Um…there’s not really much to talk about since I’m on an idol break. Everyone in the city is wonderful though and occasionally I sing for them.

My big brother, Shintaro seems to be a bit nicer. He took me out the other day and I was a bit touched and happy he left the house those two years. I feel sort of bad, I wish i was there to support him, not that he would know that— I’m glad we still care about each other as siblings, I really missed him.

Look at me, being all cheesy about my brother. Heh I just hope he never ever ever finds this. If he does it’s goodbye Momo.

don't mind this at all hhh i just need to keep track of who i need to reply to since school is in the way!

rin [zombie thread]

chihiro [cat aidoru thread]

hankawa [cafe thread]

ask memes to kahoko and ayano 

Great. Just great. Orange eyes were narrowed as Momo frantically dashed back into the school as little droplets of rain began falling on her head. Why did all of her friends decide today was the day to leave her behind for their activities, whatever they did. Trudging back to the classroom, Momo barely missed the other boy that sat there, leaning on his arm, a book in front of him. The girl wasn’t able to hide her surprise as she tilted her head."Pervert-san—?"

She should really stop calling that she knew. But even after running into him AND being in detention with him, she never really did know his name. Maybe they could chat, since it looked like the rain wasn’t stopping anytime soon.