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WHY IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT HOW DEAN IS ESSENTIALLY JAKE SERESIN / HANGMAN'S LITTLE BROTHER?!
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i'm so in love with this man (heâs fictional)
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Jake Sully, you ARE the father.
SUCH A FUNNY WAY by SABRINA CARPENTER
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The movie was AMAZING, I DID NOT cry, absolutely NO ONE died, the movie DID NOT have me walking out the theater like this:
missing a motel room by the interstate in georgia.Â

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pairings; jake seresin x fem!reader
summary; Enemies with a deal: play the perfect couple for one week. But in the heart of Texas, under one roof and one lie too many⊠They forget where the act ends and the feelings begin.
warnings; fake dating au, enemies to lovers, age gap (reader is in her late twenties, jake's in his late thirties) smut, oral (fem receiving), jake has a praise kink, reader has mommy issues (too self-indulgent haha), slight angst, happy ending
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(a bradley bradshaw x reader slasher story)
In 1998, North Island was the scene of a trail of murders, claiming the life of your mother. Ten years on, fate brings you back to the island, in the form of your best friend Jake's wedding. An estranged father, the boy you left behind, and the memories of your mother's death leave you less than excited for the trip home. But when the wedding party begins to get picked off one-by-one, you're forced to grapple with the idea that your mother's murder may have only been the beginning.
inspired by harper's island (2009), reader is maverick's daughter but mother's appearance is not described, and no physical descriptions of reader are made beyond having hair
warnings: 18+, mdni! violence (i mean, it's a slasher, so it would be weird if there wasn't violence), explicit sexual content (pinv, oral (both), fingering, etc)
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ᯠâïž tyler owens
masterlist âą glen powell âą 06/23/25
Ëâ§âș  Ë Â· àšà§ recs II gif credit - @/jacksamiras
here are some tyler owens stories iâve read, loved, and reblogged. all the admiration for the writers who share their talent so generously. please be sure to read the warnings on each fic. and if you enjoy them, let the author know by a comment, reblog, or both! âĄ
đŁČ photos I @geminiwritten
youâre in a perpetually bad mood because you're in love with tyler and he's clueless, but what happens when you 'accidentally' send him some scandalous photos?
đŁČ all yours I @/geminiwritten
after being best friends and chasing storms with tyler for years, one night changes everything... now you're staring at a pregnancy test with two pink linesâand just as you're working up the nerve to tell him, tyler announces to the world that he never wants to settle down or have kids
đŁČ king of possibilities I @the-shedevil-writes
Tyler Owens was your best friend once, until he left for college and broke the promise to keep in touch. By the time he tried, your world had already fallen apart, and you werenât interested in picking up the pieces with him. Years later, fate strands him on your porch with a busted truck and nowhere else to go.
đŁČ please donât cry I @lulunothulu
Tyler raises his voice in an arguement and you shut down, he immediately feels bad.
đŁČ some things are worth it pt2 I @thyme-in-a-bubble
đŁČ death wish love I @fireinmoonshot
As members of rival storm chasing groups, you and Tyler Owens have hated each other since the start â well, you were supposed to. Little do you know, Tyler has been head over heels for you for months, and it's only when he nearly loses you that he realises he's done with pretending to hate you.
đŁČ unpredictable I @/fireinmoonshot
When you meet Tyler Owens, you have no intention of getting to know him â you know what kind of reputation he has in town. Tyler, on the other hand, has only one plan: win you over in any way he possibly can.
đŁČ the hard way I @/fireinmoonshot
You and Tyler Owens have a bad habit of butting heads, but all it takes is one hint of jealousy and things change in the blink of an eye.
đŁČ so much love in oklahoma I @sehnsuchts-trunken
Tyler saves you from a tornado one day. The next, he shows up at your doorstep.
đŁČ scared half to death I @the-sunflower-room
tyler owens is not easily angered, but when the love of his life runs into an incoming tornado without a second thought, his emotions get the better of him.
đŁČ tornados arenât more important than you I @cassidyandonlycassidy
đŁČ fearless I @bright-molina
tyler comes home to find you not pleased whatsoever with his latest tornado wrangling trip
đŁČ death wish love I @ahsokaismyqueen
You wake up in a hospital with no recollection of how you got there, only that you are now in pain. Thankfully, the presence of your boyfriend makes it a little better.
đŁČ orange juice I @/ahsokaismyqueen
When it's time to interview a group of storm chasers for your new book, you get sent back to your hometown. You never would have guessed one of the people you'd be interviewing would be your ex boyfriend. And you might still be a little in love with him.
đŁČ where you belong I @briefinquiries
you're caught in the middle of a tornado, tyler's there in the aftermath.
đŁČ no hesitation I @/briefinquiries
Tyler would be the type of guy that if a girl came up to him and said âthis guy is creepy, pls pretend to be my bfâ he would be like âhell yaâ
đŁČ say donât go I @/briefinquiries
đŁČ chase your fears I @/briefinquiries
You and your younger brother are roadtripping across the US when you encounter a tornado. Luckily, the tornado wrangler himself shows up to help.
đŁČ jealous!tyler I @cowboybeepboop
đŁČ playing pretend I @alisonsfics
youâve had a crush on javi for a while, so it stings when he invites you on a chase and is flirting with other girls. tyler offers to help you make javi jealous, helping you realize maybe the cowboy isnât so bad after all.
đŁČ heartbeat I @ddejavvu
đŁČ mayberry I @bartxnhood
đŁČ about time I @seresinhangmanjake
Youâve been Tylerâs best friend since childhood, but a near-death experience makes him realize he feels much more for you than friendship and he shouldnât have allowed himself to deny it for so long.Â
đŁČ a little lie I @roanofarcc
when a storm tyler is chasing changes course, putting you and your daughter in the direct line of danger, tyler drops everything to reach you.Â
đŁČ through the wreckage I @rootedinrevisions
When a devastating tornado tears through town, Tyler Owens faces his worst nightmare: the woman he loves is missing. Tyler is thrust into a desperate search through the wreckage to find her. As the storm's aftermath unfolds, it forces him to confront his fears, regrets, and hopes for the future.
đŁČ youâre losing me I @mickandmusings
when tyler, yet again, forgets an important date while he's caught up in chasing, y/n is at her wits end. their relationship feels like it's dying, and he just might have dealt the final blow. after a series of rather unfortunate happenings, it's up to the rest of the wranglers to set them free from the disaster they created.
đŁČ tiny tornado I @marvelwitchergilmore
When a tornado rips through a rodeo, you save a life you weren't expecting to have to save. Upon taking them home, Tyler comes to find out they're a Tiny Tornado.
đŁČ sweetheart I @/marvelwitchergilmore
Times when you told Tyler to not call you 'Sweetheart' and the one time you did.
đŁČ tornado shelter I @/marvelwitchergilmore
Whilst you're staying at a motel, you meet Tyler Owens. His work just so happens to chase him.
hangman x female reader stuff always catches me so off guard, like why am i suddenly pregnant
tmi stands for tell me immediately

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What a way to die
pairing; best friend's dad!jake seresin x fem!reader
summary; You hook up with Jake Seresin without knowing he's the father of the friend you're supposed to spend the whole summer with.
word count; 11.8k
warnings; SMUT!!!! this is pretty nasty: choking, dom!jake, sub!reader, AGE GAP (reader is 22 jake is 43), oral (fem and male recieving), reader is not a virgin but she is inexperienced, corruption kink??, sex in a public bathroom, thigh riding, no use of protection (don't do that), overstimulation kink!, jake has a size kink!, i think that's it
a/n; well i never thought i would write smut like this but here we are, if it sucks let it be known this is my first time i'm sorry!!! also i made the reader british??? idk why it just happened
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The cafe was warm, quiet, and smelled like citrus and espresso. Youâd been there for nearly an hour now, halfheartedly sipping on an iced matcha while your phone rested on the tabletop in front of you.
Lucy had texted twenty minutes ago:
âSo sorry!!! Still with Ryan. Just go to the house â or go explore if you want! The spare key is in the flowerpot by the porch.â
Youâd smiled, despite yourself. Of course she was with her boyfriend. And of course she assumed you were brave enough to just go explore.
You glanced out the window at the setting sun and sighed. You were 22, freshly free for the summer, thousands of miles away from your posh London flat, and still you couldnât shake the nerves curling in your chest.
You opened Tinder.
It had been Lucyâs idea. âSan Diegoâs full of hot people, babe. At least talk to someone whoâs not me for once.â
Youâd only swiped a few times when a match popped up.
âBlake.â 28. Works in finance. Cute smile. Tattoos.
Hey, wanna grab a drink? I know a place right around the corner. Pub-style. Casual.
You hesitated for maybe ten seconds.
Sure, you typed.
Send me the location.
The pub was low-lit and buzzing â wood-paneled walls, soccer on the TVs, a dartboard in the back. You stood awkwardly by the bar, still clutching your phone like a lifeline, eyes scanning for anyone who looked like a âBlake.â
He wasnât there.
You ordered a drink anyway. Gin and tonic, your comfort zone.
Twenty minutes passed. Your phone stayed blank. You gave yourself another five before you'd call it quits and walk out.
But thatâs when he walked in.
Tall, broad-shouldered, golden-haired â he had that kind of posture that said military even before the uniform came into view. He wore jeans and a dark Henley instead, but the aura stuck. Confident. Casual. Like he knew the room would shift when he entered, and he didnât mind at all.
He caught your eye as he approached the bar.
And then he smiled â slow and lazy, like he wasnât in any rush â and said, âYou waiting for someone, or just looking like you are?â
You looked up from your drink, caught off guard.
The man in front of you wasnât Blake. He was⊠older. Late thirties? No â early forties, probably. The fine lines around his eyes gave him away, but they only added to his appeal. Sun-kissed skin, square jaw, hair a little tousled like heâd run a hand through it before walking in. His shirt stretched just enough over his chest and arms that you knew he looked good without trying.
He was the kind of man people stared at. And, judging by the glint in his eye, he knew it.
âI was,â you said, voice quieter than you meant it to be. âBut I donât think heâs coming.â
The man hummed, low and sympathetic. âLet me guess â Tinder date?â
You blinked. âWas it that obvious?â
He grinned. âWell, you donât look like a local, and youâve been nursing that drink like itâs your only friend.â
You blushed instantly, your cheeks heating in a way that made you look away. âRude.â
âNot wrong, though.â
You bit back a smile and glanced up at him again. His eyes were green, bright even in the dim lighting. There was a bit of stubble along his jaw â not messy, just enough to make him look like he didnât care too much, which somehow made it worse.
He leaned one forearm on the bar beside you. Not too close. But close enough that your heart stuttered a little.
âCan I buy you another?â he asked. âUnless youâre waiting on a better offer.â
âI doubt thereâs a better one coming,â you murmured before you could stop yourself.
That made him laugh â a real laugh, low and smooth. It did something to your chest.
âWhat are you drinking?â
âGin and tonic.â
âClassic,â he said, motioning to the bartender. âYou donât look old enough for gin and tonic.â
You raised a brow. âIâm twenty-two.â
That made him blink â just for a second. It wasnât judgmental, just mildly surprised. Then he smirked. âDangerously young.â
âAnd you?â you asked, before nerves could make you chicken out. âYou donât look old enough to make me feel like Iâm breaking the law.â
He chuckled again, this time slower. âIâm forty-three.â
You blinked. Forty-three. Youâd never in your life been into older men â they reminded you too much of professors, or your dadâs friends. But this man? He was tall, sharp, magnetic. Confident without being gross about it. Like he knew who he was, and heâd stopped apologizing for it years ago.
âStill want that drink?â he asked, holding your gaze.
You nodded, cheeks still warm. âYeah. Please.â
He handed you the drink himself when it arrived, letting his fingers brush yours â warm, steady, intentional.
âTo your tragic Tinder date,â he said, lifting his whiskey. âMay he forever regret standing you up.â
You laughed softly, clinking your glass against his. âThatâs dramatic.â
âYeah,â he agreed, smirking. âBut I meant it.â
You took a sip â cold, sharp, familiar â and tried to ignore the way your heart picked up when he shifted a little closer on the barstool. His knee bumped yours. He didnât move it.
âSo,â he said, turning his body more toward you. âWhat brings a pretty Brit all the way to San Diego?â
Your blush came instantly â not from the compliment, but the ease with which he gave it. Like it was a fact, not something he expected a reaction to.
âIâm here visiting a friend. Her family lives here.â
He gave a low, thoughtful hum. âAnd how long are you in town?â
âThe whole summer.â
That got his attention. His brow lifted just slightly, his smile edging toward a smirk.
âWell,â he said, âlucky us.â
You hid your face behind your glass. âYouâre relentless.â
âNot my fault youâre easy to fluster.â
âIâm not,â you said quickly, even as your cheeks burned.
His grin widened. âSure youâre not.â
There was something electric between you now â an unspoken awareness. Your thighs were still pressed together, the contact so warm you could feel it right to your core. Every time he shifted, even a little, your breath hitched. And he noticed. God, of course he noticed.
âYour accentâs gonna be a problem,â he said suddenly, almost conversationally.
You blinked. âMy⊠what?â
He leaned in, just slightly, voice dropping.
âThat accent. Iâm not gonna lie â itâs sexy as hell.â
You opened your mouth to reply, but no words came out. Just a high, breathless sound that barely passed for a laugh.
âIâm sorry,â you said, covering your face with one hand. âI swear Iâm usually moreâmore composed than this.â
âOh, donât be composed on my account,â he murmured. âThis is much more fun.â
You peeked at him through your fingers. âDo you flirt like this with everyone you meet?â
âOnly the ones I want to see again.â
Your stomach flipped.
You tried to hold his gaze, but it was hard â his eyes were too direct, too calm, like he already knew what you'd say before you did.
âYou still donât even know my name,â you mumbled.
He tilted his head. âNeither do you.â
You smiled, soft and nervous. âMaybe thatâs a good thing.â
âMaybe,â he agreed, voice low. âOr maybe it just makes things more interesting.â
It didnât take him too long to have you pinned against the wall of the womenâs bathroom.
You werenât sure how it happened, not exactly. One minute he was making you blush over a second drink, and the next â after a comment too smooth to be innocent, a look too heavy to be polite â he was following you down the narrow hallway at the back of the bar, hand warm and certain on the small of your back.
And now here you were.
Your spine pressed against cold tile. His palm flat against the wall beside your head. His other hand gripped your waist firmly, thumb brushing under the hem of your shirt like he had every right to be there.
âTell me to stop,â he murmured, voice low and steady, âand I will.â
You didnât.
Couldnât.
He was too close. Too intentional. Every movement had weight. Every glance, a purpose.
Your breath caught as he leaned in, mouth ghosting over the shell of your ear.
âYouâve been blushing all night,â he murmured. âBut you didnât stop me.â
âI didnât want to,â you admitted softly, barely a whisper.
His hand slid up, fingers curling gently around your jaw to tilt your face toward him.
âGood girl,â he said â low, approving, possessive â and then he kissed you.
It wasnât soft.
It was heat and hunger and control, his mouth claiming yours without hesitation, his body pinning you so firmly that your knees nearly buckled. His hands roamed without rush â confident, exploratory, like he was mapping you by feel and taking mental notes of everywhere you shivered.
And you were shivering â overwhelmed and burning up all at once, one hand clutching the front of his shirt like it was the only thing holding you upright.
His thigh wedged between yours, dragging a desperate sound from your throat that he swallowed with a growl of satisfaction.
âLook at you,â he muttered against your mouth, hips rolling just enough to make you gasp. âSweet little thing, letting a stranger have you like this.â
âIâm not usuallyââ you started, breathless.
âI know youâre not,â he cut in. âYou donât have to say it.â
His mouth found the side of your throat, sucking gently before dragging his teeth along your skin, just enough to make you tremble.
âYet you donât seem scared of me.â He whispered.
âIâm not.â
He smiled against your skin. âNo. Youâre not. You like it.â
Your head tipped back against the wall with a soft thud. He slid one hand down, down, skimming along the waistband of your skirt like a promise, like heâd go further if you asked. But he didnât rush it.
âYouâve got no idea what youâre doing to me,â he said, voice rough now, one hand pressed flat against your belly. âAnd if we keep going like this, Iâm not gonna stop.â
You bit your lip. Heart hammering. Eyes wide.
And then you said it.
âI donât want you to stop.â
The second you said the words, his expression shifted â something darker flickered in his eyes, something possessive. His hand tightened slightly at your waist, and his thigh pressed more firmly between yours.
You gasped, not from surprise but from the sudden, delicious pressure.
âDidnât think so,â Jake said lowly, dragging his nose along your jaw. âYouâve been soaking this in all night. Every blush, every little gasp â youâve been begging me to take control.â
His hands were everywhere now â one sliding up the back of your thigh, fingers finding the edge of your skirt, tugging it up with slow, deliberate purpose.
You whimpered when he pressed his thigh up again between your legs, this time angled just right. His hands returned to your hips, holding you still for a moment â just long enough to make you ache â before he spoke again.
âCome on, sweetheart. Show me how much you want it.â
Your breath hitched. And then you moved â hesitant at first, rocking your hips just slightly, grinding down onto the muscle of his thigh.
The noise that left his throat was primal.
âThatâs it,â he growled, voice hot against your ear. âLook at you. Fucking gorgeous like this â needy, desperate, rubbing yourself all over me.â
Your hands curled in the fabric of his shirt. You couldnât think â you could barely breathe.
He kissed you again, rougher this time, his tongue claiming your mouth while your hips rolled helplessly against his leg. You were trembling, thighs tight around him, chasing every bit of friction you could get.
Jake broke the kiss, panting, and then his hand slid up â across your ribs, your chest, until it curled around your throat.
Not tight. Not dangerous. But firm.
Controlling.
Your eyes widened, and his gaze pinned you in place.
âYou okay?â he asked, voice husky but steady.
You nodded â too fast â and whispered, âYes.â
He smiled. Not sweet. Smug.
âYou like this,â he said. âYou like being handled.â
Your hips jerked against him in answer.
âYou gonna come just like this?â he murmured. âGrinding on my thigh, letting a man you just met ruin you in a bar bathroom like a fucking slut?â
You moaned softly â and he didnât even give you time to answer. His hands slid back down to your hips, guiding you with purpose now, moving you against him just right, just rough enough to pull another whimper from your lips.
âAtta girl,â he muttered, breath hot against your cheek. âYouâre doing so good for me.â
You were unraveling, breath catching in short gasps, toes curling in your boots as the pressure built and built until it felt like it would snap â sharp and sudden and all-consuming.
Jake pressed his mouth to your ear, voice low and commanding.
âCome for me.â
And you did â thighs clenching, body trembling, face buried in his neck as the wave of pleasure crashed over you.
He held you through it, solid and unshakable, hands soothing now, stroking your back as you caught your breath. His hand left your throat only to cradle the back of your head, fingers tangled gently in your hair.
You were still panting when he murmured, âThere she is.â
You blinked up at him, flushed and dazed.
You were still catching your breath, blinking up at him in the dim light, when Jakeâs hand shifted from the back of your head to your cheek, fingers tilting your face up.
He looked calm. Too calm for what heâd just done to you â but there was fire behind his eyes. Heat he hadnât spent yet.
âIâm gonna fuck you now,â he said simply. Like it was fact. Like there was no question.
Your mouth parted â not in protest, just disbelief at how easily those words wrecked you.
âIââ you started, voice catching.
But he was already kissing you again â deeper, rougher. Possession written in every movement. His hand slid under your skirt again, hooking your underwear down in one smooth motion, letting them fall to your ankles as he growled against your lips, âStep out.â
You did.
He barely broke contact as he undid his jeans, breath hot against your mouth.
âTurn around,â he ordered.
You hesitated only a second. Then turned, palms braced flat against the cool tile wall. You could see his reflection behind you in the streaked bathroom mirror â broad shoulders, chest rising and falling, eyes locked on you like he was starving.
He stepped in close. One hand slapped your left ass-cheek before gripping your hip while the other slid back around your throat â firmer this time, applying just enough pressure to make your thoughts blur at the edges.
âYou okay?â he asked again â low, tight, still in control.
âYes,â you breathed. âPlease.â
Thatâs all it took.
He pushed into you in one smooth thrust, stretching you open with a deep, guttural groan against your ear.
You gasped, nails scraping against the wall, and he didnât stop â just rolled his hips again, deeper, harder, filling you until you couldnât think. Couldnât speak. Could only feel him.
âFuck, you feel good,â he muttered, voice ragged. âTight little body. Letting me take you like this â use you like this.â
You whimpered, head falling forward, and his hand around your throat tightened â just slightly â grounding you, controlling your rhythm with his grip on your hip.
âLook at you,â he growled. âBent over in a bathroom, dripping down your thighs, letting a stranger fuck you dumb. That what you needed, sweetheart?â
You moaned in answer. Couldnât have formed words if you tried.
He kept up the pace â relentless, punishing â his breath ragged now too, teeth scraping your shoulder as he slammed into you again.
âNot gonna last,â he warned, voice rough. âYouâre too fucking perfect.â
Your knees were giving out again, legs shaking. The only thing holding you up was his grip â one hand at your throat, the other digging into your hip like he was trying to memorize the shape of you.
âCome with me,â he growled. âNow. Want to feel you squeeze me.â
And somehow, somehow, your body listened. Your second orgasm hit harder â raw and overwhelming â as he cursed against your neck and followed you over the edge, hips jerking deep as he spilled inside you with a broken, desperate sound.
For a moment, there was only breath â his harsh and uneven, yours trembling.
Then Jake eased his hand from your throat and pulled you gently back against his chest, holding you upright.
âStill okay?â he murmured.
You nodded, dazed.
He smiled against your temple. âFuckinâ incredible.â
You stayed like that for a few seconds â your back pressed to Jakeâs chest, both of you catching your breath, skin still warm and tingling. His hand lingered low on your waist, thumb stroking lazily over your hip, like he wasnât ready to let go just yet.
You werenât either.
But your phone buzzed from somewhere in your bag â three short pulses.
You sighed and reluctantly reached for it, muscles aching.
Lucy: Come meet us!! Weâre at LUME downtown. Youâll love the DJ. Drinks on meee đđ
You read the text once. Then again. Then remembered â right, you were supposed to meet her tonight. You were supposed to be sipping overpriced cocktails and pretending you werenât terminally shy.
Not letting a total stranger wreck you in a bathroom stall.
Jake caught the look on your face. âYou leaving?â
You nodded, pulling your skirt back down and smoothing it over your hips with trembling fingers. âYeah. Friend stuff.â
He stepped back to give you space, reaching for his belt. âNo number?â
You glanced at him, lips twitching. âNo name.â
His smile widened, slow and crooked. âThatâs how you want to play it?â
You blushed. Again.
âIâIt just feels like⊠if we say names, it makes this real.â
He stepped close again, brushing your cheek with the backs of his fingers. âSweetheart, that was real.â
You swallowed hard. âStill. Letâs leave it.â
He gave you a once-over, gaze dark and amused. âFine. Have it your way.â
You turned to leave. Then paused at the door, glancing back.
He was standing in the middle of the bathroom, shirt half-buttoned, hair messy, watching you like he could devour you all over again.
You slipped out without another word.
The music pulsed through the floor and into your ribs, a deep bass that buzzed in your blood. Colored lights swept the dancefloor in ribbons of gold and violet. The whole place smelled like citrus and perfume and sweat â and, unfortunately, you were still wearing all the evidence of your earlier⊠activities.
Your hair was messy. Your lips were kiss-swollen. Your skirt had definitely seen better days.
Lucy found you within seconds.
âOh my God,â she shouted over the music, grabbing your hand and dragging you into the glow of the bar. âThere you are! Come meet everyoneâwaitâwait.â She stepped back and really looked at you. âWhat the hell happened to you?â
You flushed. âWhat?â
She narrowed her eyes like a predator. âYouâre⊠flushed. And glowing. And your lipstick is halfway to your chin. And your skirtâs wrinkled to hell. Whatâoh my God. Did you hook up with someone?!â
You covered your face, laughing into your hands. âIâmaybe.â
âMaybe? Babe, you look like you got wrecked.â Lucy grabbed both your arms, grinning so hard her cheeks hurt. âTell me everything. Right now.â
You leaned in, voice low. âIt was⊠intense.â
She gasped. âBathroom hookup?â
You nodded.
âYesss,â she hissed, practically vibrating. âHow old?â
âI donât know. Early forties?â
âWHAT.â Her mouth dropped open. âYouâyou fucked a DILF?â
You choked on your drink, laughing. âDonât say that.â
âI will absolutely say that.â She grabbed your arm again. âWas he hot?â
You blinked at her. âLucy. He was ridiculous. Likeâtall, tan, probably ex-military, hands the size of dinner platesââ
âOh my God.â
ââand he was so confident. Like he owned the fucking room. And dominant. Likeâbossy bossy.â
Lucy screamed, grabbing her drink and yours. âWe are celebrating this. You finally let loose. And with a hot older guy in a public bathroom? Youâre officially a legend.â
You shook your head, but you were grinning, cheeks warm. âI didnât even get his name.â
She clinked her glass against yours. âHonestly? That just makes it hotter.â
You laughed and sipped your drink, heart still fluttering somewhere in your chest â half from the memory, half from knowing you might never see him again.
Or so you thought.
You woke slowly, tangled in too-soft sheets in a room that wasnât yours, blinking against the golden morning light pouring through the window. Your body ached in the most telling ways â thighs sore, hips tender, lips a little too sensitive.
Oh.
Right.
That happened.
You covered your face with a groan, the memory of his voice still echoing in your head. Come for me. Look at you. Good girl.
It didnât even feel real. It felt like some fantasy â one you definitely shouldn't still be thinking about with your best friendâs dad sleeping somewhere in this house.
You stretched, rolling out of bed in the tank top and shorts youâd passed out in last night, the waistband of your cotton sleep shorts twisted and riding low on your hips. Your tank was thin â too thin, probably, but it was warm out and it was just Lucyâs dad, right?
You padded down the hallway barefoot, still half-asleep, hair a mess, expecting silence and coffee.
Instead, you heard voices.
Laughter.
Sizzling.
You stepped into the kitchen and froze.
There, standing in front of the stove in grey sweatpants and a navy t-shirt that clung to his back, was him.
Jake. The stranger. The man who had you coming undone against a bathroom wall just twelve hours ago.
And he was flipping pancakes.
Flipping. Pancakes.
âMorning, sunshine!â Lucy called, perched on the kitchen island in pajama pants and a hoodie, swinging her legs lazily. âWe were just talking about waking you up.â
You couldnât move. Couldnât speak.
Jake turned his head â casually, over his shoulder â and froze the second he saw you.
Your eyes locked.
You were still in your tiny tank top. No bra. The cool air-conditioning was not helping the situation. His eyes flicked lower, then immediately back up, jaw tightening like he was biting back something.
Then his lips twitched. Barely. Controlled.
âMorning,â he said smoothly. Voice deeper than last night, but still just as devastating. âSleep okay?â
You blinked.
Swallowed.
Nodded.
Lucy laughed. âWe came in super late last night.â She sipped her juice.
Jakeâs hand slipped on the spatula. The edge of the pancake started to burn, smoke curling up from the pan.
âShit,â he muttered, turning quickly and adjusting the flame, jaw tight as he scraped it off. âOne casualty.â
You were still frozen in the doorway, face flushed, heart in your throat. You couldn't even look at Lucy.
Jake didnât look at you again.
Not really.
He handed Lucy her pancake with a calm, practiced air. âEat up.â he said, his voice smoother now â Admiral Cool.
You finally shuffled in on stiff legs, pretending you hadnât just relived every filthy detail in your head while watching him pour syrup like nothing happened.
Jake reached for another plate.
âHungry?â he asked, glancing at you once â just once â under lashes and with a faint smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth.
You nodded quickly. âStarving.â
âYeah,â he said, low, under his breath. âBet you are.â
You nearly dropped dead on the spot.
You sat stiffly at the kitchen island, legs crossed under you, hands tight around the fork like it might anchor you to the present. The pancake on your plate was golden and fluffy, perfectly cooked â no sign of the earlier mishap â and Jake had even set a tiny pitcher of warm syrup next to it like this was some kind of cozy bed-and-breakfast and not an actual fever dream.
You werenât blushing.
You werenât blushing.
Except you definitely were.
âOkay, so,â Lucy said, mid-chew, âweâve gotta do La Jolla Cove â itâs super pretty, you can swim with seals, and then maybe Coronado, because that beach is actually magical. Oh, and I have to take you to Balboa Park, thereâs this little tea shopââ
You nodded quickly, stuffing a bite of pancake in your mouth to give yourself a reason not to respond. Across the island, Jake leaned back in his chair, coffee in hand, watching the two of you like this was just any normal morning.
Like he hadnât had you trembling and breathless hours earlier.
You caught the flick of his gaze when your knees brushed together. When your hand shook slightly lifting your mug. When you bit your lip just a little too hard.
He said nothing.
But he was smirking.
âYou okay?â Lucy asked, glancing over.
You blinked. âWhat?â
She laughed. âYou look totally out of it. Hungover?â
You smiled quickly. âNo, just still waking up.â
Jake hummed behind his coffee. âHad a good dream?â he asked lightly, his voice low and amused.
You kicked him under the island.
Hard.
He didnât flinch. If anything, the corner of his mouth quirked higher.
âAnyway,â Lucy continued, oblivious, âIâll give you the full tour of the house once we finish eating. Itâs massive, but youâll get used to it. Two floors, four bedrooms, five bathrooms. Dad turned the basement into a gymââ
Jake took another sip of coffee. âYouâre welcome to use it.â
Your face burned.
ââand thereâs a pool out back,â Lucy added. âAnd my dadâs office is upstairs at the end of the hall. Just donât touch anything in there or heâll have a meltdown.â
Jake gave a dramatic sigh. âOne time someone moved a classified fileââ
âI was ten!â Lucy argued.
You laughed, finally relaxing for half a second, and dared a glance at him.
Jake caught your eye.
And winked.
You nearly choked on your orange juice.
Lucy didnât notice.
But he did. And he was enjoying every second of it.
âAlright,â Jake said, setting his mug in the sink. âIâve got to head to base for a few hours. Meetings all day.â
Lucy groaned. âYouâre always in meetings.â
âComes with the title,â he said, reaching for his keys and aviators from the counter. âDonât let her redecorate the house while Iâm gone.â
You looked up just in time to catch his eyes on you â calm, unreadable, just a flicker of heat beneath the surface â before he slid on his sunglasses and turned toward the door.
âBe good,â he added over his shoulder.
âIâm a delight,â Lucy called.
But you⊠you stayed quiet.
Because you could still feel his fingers on your throat.
By early afternoon, the San Diego sun was blazing.
You and Lucy had changed into swimsuits â hers a sporty black bikini, yours a pale blue two-piece that suddenly felt a little too revealing after spending breakfast pretending you hadnât been railed by her father.
The pool glistened behind the house, surrounded by stone tiles and tall hedges for privacy. A couple of lounge chairs were parked near the edge, complete with an umbrella and a tiny table that Lucy had already loaded with drinks and sunscreen.
She stretched her arms overhead with a sigh. âGod, I missed this.â
You dipped your feet into the water. âYouâre living in a resort.â
She grinned. âI know. But don't tell him that â he'll say he earned it or whatever.â
You smiled, settling onto the edge with your legs in the water.
âSo,â she said, turning toward you, legs criss-crossed, ânow that weâre aloneâspill.â
You blinked. âSpill what?â
âThe DILF. The mystery man. The bathroom hookup that left you looking like you'd just survived a very sexy natural disaster.â
You laughed, hiding your face. âStop.â
âNo. I need details. Was it a âhe kissed me and it just happenedâ situation or more like he told you what to do and you liked it way too much?â
You blushed instantly. âIâI mean⊠the second one.â
She squealed, nearly sliding off her towel. âOh my God. So he was bossy?â
You nodded, reluctantly. âVery.â
âTall?â
âSo tall.â
She fanned herself. âThis just keeps getting better.â
You sank back against your hands. âI didnât think I was into older guysâŠâ
âBut?â
âButâhe just knew what he was doing. Like, there was no second-guessing. He touched me like he owned me.â
Lucy made a choked noise. âIâm going to need you to write this down and send it to me like erotica.â
You threw a towel at her. She dodged it.
âWould you do it again?â she asked, leaning in like this was the most important question in the world. âWith an older guy?â
You hesitated â and she saw it.
Her mouth dropped open. âYou totally would!â
âI didnât say that,â you muttered.
âYou didnât have to.â
You smiled to yourself, legs swishing through the cool water, heart still racing with the memory of Jakeâs hand on your throat and the way heâd said good girl like it meant something.
âI mean,â you admitted softly, âif it was him? Yeah. I would.â
The sun was dipping low, casting long golden shadows across the kitchen as Jake moved around like heâd never left â sleeves pushed up, wristwatch glinting, a dish towel slung casually over one shoulder. He was making dinner.
Not grabbing takeout. Not ordering pizza.
Making it.
From scratch.
You werenât sure why that made everything worse.
He had the sleeves of his navy button-down rolled to his forearms, exposing strong, tanned arms that shouldâve been illegal. The man looked like an ad for luxury bourbon, or some dangerously flirty Williams-Sonoma campaign. He had an apron on, for Godâs sake. An apron.
Lucy leaned on the counter, stealing slices of tomato off the cutting board while he chopped garlic like a professional.
âYou really didnât have to cook,â you said, sliding into one of the chairs at the island.
Jake didnât look up. âIf I left dinner up to Lucy, youâd both be eating frozen waffles and jelly beans.â
âIt happened once,â Lucy argued.
âThree times.â
âI was experimenting with textures!â
You smiled as Jake shook his head, dropping pasta into a pot. He moved with effortless confidence â the same kind heâd had in the bar. The same kind heâd had with you.
And you were hyper-aware of it.
He turned slightly as he stirred the sauce, glancing at you. âSo,â he said casually, âyouâre from London?â
You blinked. âUm. Yes. West London, technically.â
âFancy,â he said, a hint of a smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.
You laughed softly. âNot that fancy.â
Lucy scoffed. âHer parents live in a townhouse near Kensington Palace and her mum wears actual tweed.â
Jake raised a brow. âSo, very fancy.â
You flushed. âItâs not like I grew up in a castle.â
âNo,â Jake said, watching you too closely, âbut Iâm guessing the silver spoon came standard.â
The way he said it wasnât unkind. More amused than anything. He was teasing you â gently, but deliberately â and you could feel the tension humming just under his voice.
âI turned out alright,â you said, sitting up straighter.
He shrugged. âDidnât say you didnât.â
Lucy chimed in, oblivious. âHer dadâs in finance or something ridiculous. Sheâs the only person I know who went to a boarding school that had a wine cellar.â
âThat is not true,â you protested, laughing. âIt was a wine vault. It belonged to the headmaster.â
Jake chuckled, low and rough. âSee, now youâre just making it worse for yourself.â
You pressed your lips together, fighting back a smile. âYouâre making fun of me.â
âJust a little,â he said, stirring the sauce again. âYouâre easy to fluster.â
Your cheeks went hot instantly. You looked down at your lap, trying not to picture his hand wrapped around your throat again. Trying not to remember how easily heâd pulled those same reactions from you when you werenât fully dressed and sitting across the table from his daughter.
He was still watching you. You could feel it.
âDinnerâll be ready in ten,â he said, finally turning back to the stove â but there was that twitch at the corner of his mouth again. The faintest smirk.
He knew exactly what he was doing.
Dinner had gone surprisingly smoothly.
Lucy did most of the talking â rattling off beach plans, introducing you to San Diego slang you absolutely would not be using, and insisting you had to try a California burrito âeven if it looked like a heart attack.â
Jake mostly listened, sipping from a glass of red wine, chiming in here and there with dry commentary. Youâd mostly kept your eyes on your plate â trying not to stare too long at his hands or his forearms or his mouth. Trying not to wonder if Lucy would notice you blushing again.
You felt his gaze a few times â quiet, measured, knowing â but he didnât say anything. Not really.
He just smirked when you stumbled over your words talking about uni.
And raised a brow when you very deliberately avoided looking at him.
By the time the dishes were cleared, Lucy yawned and declared she was âcrashing hard,â disappearing upstairs with a sleepy wave and a promise to wake you up for yoga âprobably.â
You lingered for a moment. Jake glanced your way once, a ghost of something like amusement behind his eyes.
âGoodnight,â you said, too soft.
âNight, sweetheart,â he replied.
And there it was again â that damn voice, low and casual and dripping with something that made your knees feel unreliable.
You turned and made it halfway up the stairs before exhaling for the first time in twenty minutes.
The house was dark and still, save for the faint hum of the fridge and the creak of the floor under your bare feet. Youâd tossed and turned for an hour before giving up, padding downstairs in an old oversized tee with no shorts underneath, just underwear. The shirt covered enough, you reasoned â and it was just to grab a glass of water. Everyone was asleep.
Or so you thought.
The faint clink of ice broke the silence just as you flicked on the kitchen light â and froze.
Jake stood barefoot at the counter in dark joggers and a plain black t-shirt, a glass of whiskey in his hand, eyes already on you like heâd been expecting you.
You stared at him.
He took a sip and tilted his head. âCouldnât sleep?â
You moved toward the sink slowly. âIâyeah. Just needed some water.â
âFigured.â
You turned on the tap, filling your glass slowly. Your fingers trembled slightly, betraying you, and you could feel the heat in the air â subtle but there.
You sipped. And then, before you could stop yourself, blurted:
âWhy arenât you freaking out?â
Jake raised a brow. âFreaking out?â
âOver⊠over this.â You gestured vaguely between you. âOver what happened.â
He smiled â slow and lazy and devastating. âBecause itâs funnier watching you freak out.â
You blinked. âYouâre the worst.â
He took another drink, leaning casually against the counter. âThat bad, huh?â
âNo, itâs notââ You sighed. âI just⊠I didnât know you were her dad. If Iâd knownââ
âWould you still have kissed me?â he asked, cutting you off gently. Not judging. Just⊠curious.
You stared at him.
And then whispered, âI don't know.â
His eyes warmed. Something flickered there. Not cockiness â something quieter.
âDidnât think Iâd see you again,â you added softly. âAnd then you were just⊠making pancakes like it never happened.â
He chuckled. âWell, I was hungry.â
You stared at your glass. âIâve never done anything like that before.â
Jake stepped closer â not too close, but enough that you had to tilt your chin slightly to meet his eyes.
âI know,â he said quietly.
And somehow, that made it worse. Better. Both.
He watched you for a moment longer â and then nodded toward the stairs.
âYou should get some sleep.â
You nodded, heart doing something complicated in your chest.
As you moved past him to leave, he added, âAnd sweetheart?â
You paused, glancing back.
âThat oversized shirtâs not hiding anything.â
You flushed violently and fled.
His soft laugh followed you up the stairs.
The next several days in San Diego passed in a blur of sunshine, ocean breeze, and strategic avoidance.
You and Lucy went everywhere.
Morning yoga at Balboa Park. Beach days in La Jolla. Sunset drinks in Pacific Beach. You even pretended to like surfing for exactly forty-three minutes before bailing and claiming your British skin wasnât built for board rash.
You were never home before dinner. And when you were home, you stuck to Lucy like glue.
All to avoid him.
Jake didnât make it easy.
Every time you crossed paths â in the hallway, on the stairs, in the kitchen grabbing coffee â he was there. Leaning casually in a doorway, towel slung over his shoulder post-workout, t-shirt clinging to his chest like it had no right to.
And every time, he wore that same infuriating smirk. The one that said I remember every sound you made for me.
He didnât say anything too bold â not with Lucy around â but he didnât have to. The way his gaze lingered, the way his fingers brushed yours when handing off a plate, the way he always seemed to look like he was one second away from whispering something that would destroy youâŠ
It was exhausting.
You were doing so well avoiding the tension. So well pretending that what happened in that bar was just a weird, impulsive blip you could bury under beach days and brunches.
Until Thursday night.
You were in your room half-dressed for bed, scrolling aimlessly through your phone, when Lucy appeared in the doorway wearing a sundress and a guilty smile.
âHey, quick question,â she said.
You looked up.
âSo Ryan kind of surprised me with a weekend getaway thing. Just two nights. His parents have a beach house a few hours north.â
You raised a brow. âRomantic.â
âI know.â She grinned, then hesitated. âI was gonna say no because I didnât want to leave you alone, but Dad said heâd be around, soâŠâ
Your stomach dropped.
âOh. You want me to stay?â
âOnly if youâre cool with it,â she said quickly. âYou can totally say no. I just didnât want to bail on you.â
You hesitated.
Jake was already under your skin. Already in your head.
But saying no would just make it more obvious. And Lucy didnât suspect a thing.
So you smiled. âOf course I donât mind. Go. Have fun.â
âSeriously?â
âSeriously. Iâll hang out here. Work on my tan. Raid your snack drawer.â
Lucy lit up and launched herself at you with a grateful hug. âYouâre the best. I owe you. Iâll bring you back something slutty and overpriced.â
You laughed weakly. âLooking forward to it.â
She darted back down the hall to call Ryan, and you sat there for a moment in silence, staring at the wall.
Alone.
In a house with Jake Seresin.
For an entire weekend.
You buried your face in your hands and groaned.
This was definitely not going to end well.
You spent the first hour after Lucy left convincing yourself you could hide in your room for the entire weekend.
Blanket burrito. Door locked. Streaming rom-coms, answering the occasional âyou good?â text with a cheerful yep! and pretending you werenât slowly spiraling into madness.
That plan lasted until about 3:15 p.m.
By then, the silence was too loud. The house too big. The mental image of Jake, shirtless and sweaty post-run, way too vivid.
So, like a rational adult, you decided to take the edge off with endorphins. Maybe if your body was tired, your brain would shut up.
You dug out your workout set â tight black shorts that hugged you far more snugly than you remembered, and a matching sports bra that pushed your boobs up like they were auditioning for a role. You considered changing.
You didnât.
Hair up. Water bottle filled. Earbuds in.
The basement gym was cooler than expected â all clean lines, polished equipment, mirrors, and one of those expensive weight racks that looked like it belonged in an Avengers training montage.
You got to work.
Music up. Heart rate climbing. Glutes burning.
You were halfway through a squat set, wiping sweat from your collarbone with the hem of your sports bra, when you felt it.
That⊠prickle.
Like you were being watched.
You paused. Straightened. Glanced toward the stairs.
Jake stood at the bottom step, barefoot, arms crossed, one eyebrow raised like you were the plot twist in his otherwise average Friday.
You pulled out one earbud, chest still rising and falling. âHow long have you been standing there?â
He shrugged, casual. âLong enough to be impressed.â
You narrowed your eyes. âStaring isnât very polite.â
He smiled â slow, deliberate, eyes dragging down your frame and then back up. âNeither is walking around in shorts that should come with a warning label.â
You felt your entire body flush â part from the workout, part from him.
âWell,â you said, clearing your throat, âitâs a gym, not a church.â
Jake stepped off the stairs, padding across the mat with all the quiet confidence of someone very aware of what he looked like in grey sweatpants and a black tank.
âYou always work out like that?â he asked, voice lower now. âOr is this part of your plan to drive me insane?â
You swallowed hard. âItâs not a plan.â
âShame,â he said, stopping just a little too close. âItâs working.â
You opened your mouth. Then closed it again.
He smiled â not smug exactly, but knowing. âDonât stop on my account,â he added, gesturing to the weights.
âI wasnât planning to,â you lied.
But when you turned back toward the rack, cheeks burning, you could feel him still watching â leaning against the wall like he had all the time in the world, like you were his favorite show and he wasnât planning to change the channel anytime soon.
You picked up your dumbbells with shaking hands.
This weekend was going to kill you.
Youâd been out of the shower for ten minutes â still wrapped in the towel, hair damp and skin flushed from the steam â when the knock came.
Three sharp raps against your door.
You froze.
Jakeâs voice followed, easy and casual. âWhat do you want for dinner?â
You scrambled to answer, trying to sound normal. âIâIâm not picky. Whateverâs easiest.â
âSteak okay?â
You exhaled. âYeah. Sounds good.â
A pause. Then: âYou can come down if you want.â
Your heart kicked up. Of course heâd heard the shower. Of course he knew exactly what state you were in.
âSure,â you called, voice higher than usual.
You dressed slowly â loose cotton shorts and a white tank, no bra. You told yourself it was just for comfort, but the thrum under your skin told a different story.
The kitchen was golden with late sun, the counters already set with ingredients.
Jake stood at the stove, barefoot again, sleeves rolled, a dish towel over his shoulder â and somehow he looked even better than before. Relaxed. In control. Like this was his space.
Like you were just another thing in it.
He glanced at you once, then looked back to the cutting board.
âCut the peppers,â he said. âAnd the onion.â
You swallowed and stepped up beside him, fingers brushing his for half a second when you reached for the knife.
The tension was immediate.
His heat radiated next to you, his cologne a slow burn in your nose. You could feel him there â not touching, but near. The kind of near that makes your breath shallow.
You chopped. Silently. Carefully.
He was quiet too.
Untilâ
âYou always this quiet when youâre turned on?â
The knife froze under your hand.
You turned to look at him, but he was still at the stove, flipping the steak like heâd asked about the weather.
âIââ You swallowed. âIâm notââ
âYou are,â he said simply.
He turned to you fully then, one hand braced against the counter, watching you like he was letting you pretend you had any power here.
âYouâve been trying not to look at me all week,â he said. âYouâve been walking around in tiny shorts like thatâs not a choice. You donât have to want this.â
He stepped closer. âBut you do.â
You stared at him, pulse hammering.
And then?
You kissed him.
It wasnât soft. It was messy, urgent, all tongue and teeth and hands.
Jake groaned into your mouth, hands gripping your waist, spinning you around and lifting you effortlessly onto the counter. Your thighs parted around him automatically.
He kissed your jaw, your neck, your collarbone â leaving a trail of hot, open-mouthed kisses like he was mapping you out again, tasting skin he hadnât touched in over a week.
You tugged at his hair, breath coming in short gasps.
âSay it,â he murmured against your throat.
âSay what?â you whispered, trembling.
He pulled back just enough to look you in the eyes.
âTell me what you want.â
You flushed. âJake, Iââ
âUse your words, sweetheart.â
You licked your lips, chest rising. âI want your mouth on me.â
He smirked â all slow-burning satisfaction. âThat wasnât so hard, was it? Well, beg for it.â
Your cheeks couldn't get any redder as you let out little whimpers mixed with Please, Jake, please, and I'll be so good, please.
Then he dropped to his knees.
Right there in the kitchen.
He pushed your shorts down, gripped your thighs, and buried his face between them like heâd been starving. Like heâd missed this. Missed you. Like nothing else mattered.
You gasped, fingers tangling in his hair. âOh my GodâJakeââ
He didnât let up. Didnât stop. Stayed locked there like he was built for it, murmuring filthy praise against your skin that made you shake. His tongue savoured every inch of you, making sure to collect all the wetness from your cunt as if he was afraid he'd miss any.
When your legs started trembling around him, he finally slowed â just enough for you to catch your breath.
You stared down at him, dazed. âThat was the first time someoneâsâŠâ His eyes snapped up.
âYouâre joking.â
You shook your head, still breathless. âNever.â
He didnât speak for a beat. Just stared â and then leaned in again.
âThen youâre not done.â
You barely had time to exhale before his mouth was on you again, his hands keeping you right where he wanted you.
And all you could do was say his name.
Over. And over. And over.
Your breathing was ragged.
The countertop cool beneath your thighs, the air heavy with heat and something even more dangerous â the slow, steady realization that this wasnât just lust anymore.
Jake rose slowly, mouth still damp, jaw tight with something like restraint. His hair was a mess from your fingers, his chest rising and falling with each breath, like even he was struggling to keep himself together.
He leaned over you, bracing one hand on the counter beside your hip, the other sliding up your thigh, firm and steady.
You were still shaking.
âLook at me,â he said softly.
You did.
Your eyes met â and this time, it wasnât teasing. It wasnât smug or playful. It was real. Raw. A flash of something deeper in the way he studied you, like he was memorizing everything: your flushed cheeks, your parted lips, the stunned way you looked at him like heâd cracked something open inside you.
Jake reached for your face and brushed your hair behind your ear, his fingers surprisingly gentle.
âFirst time?â he said, quieter now.
You nodded, breath still catching. âYeah.â
He held your gaze. âThatâs a fucking crime.â
You let out a soft laugh, your fingers still curled around his wrist like you didnât want him to go anywhere.
Jake leaned in, kissed the corner of your mouth â once, then again. Slow. Soft. The kind of kiss that made you forget anyone had ever kissed you before.
Then his lips moved to your jaw, your cheek, the hollow beneath your ear.
âYou taste like sin,â he murmured, and you shivered.
âJakeââ
âI know, sweetheart,â he whispered. âI know.â
He pulled back just enough to press his forehead to yours.
âYou okay?â he asked, voice lower now â just for you.
You nodded, dazed. âYeah. JustâŠâ
âOverwhelmed,â he finished for you.
You nodded again.
His hands slid around your waist, easing you down off the counter like you weighed nothing. You felt soft and unsteady, like your knees hadnât gotten the memo that it was over.
Jake didnât let go.
He held you there, hands firm at your waist, thumbs stroking slow circles into your sides. His eyes were still locked on yours.
âI wasnât kidding,â he said.
âAbout what?â
He tilted his head slightly. âYouâre gonna kill me if you keep walking around like that.â
You smiled, cheeks still pink.
He kissed your temple.
âCome here,â he murmured, stepping back just enough to slip his arms around your thighs.
Before you could answer, you were lifted clean off the ground.
You gasped, instinctively clutching his shoulders. âJakeââ
He didnât break stride, didnât flinch. âLet me take care of you.â
His voice was low. Steady. Like a promise.
You buried your face against his shoulder as he carried you upstairs â strong arms holding you close, slow, deliberate footsteps echoing in the quiet house. His scent wrapped around you again, warm and clean and maddening.
The door to his room creaked open.
You barely had time to glance around â dark wood, clean lines, the faint scent of cedar and something distinctly him â before he laid you gently on the bed, like you were something he wasnât ready to let go of just yet.
You stared up at him, chest still rising and falling, heart pounding like a drum beneath your ribs.
Jake stood at the edge of the bed, eyes raking over you slowly, devouring every inch of exposed skin, his tongue swiping across his bottom lip like he was tasting you all over again.
âYou drive me crazy,â he said, voice thick.
You whispered, âThen do something about it.â
His smile turned dangerous.
âOh, I plan to.â
He climbed over you, hands planting on either side of your head as he hovered â tall, broad, body thrumming with tension he hadnât unleashed yet.
His mouth descended on yours, not gentle this time â desperate, needy. You arched into him, fingers sliding up the hard planes of his back, pulling him down as close as heâd let you.
âNeed you to beg for it,â he muttered against your lips.
âWhat?â
His teeth grazed your neck. âYou heard me.â
You whimpered, breath catching.
âSay it,â he growled, one hand sliding under your tank, up your ribs, stopping just before your breast. âTell me what you want.â
Your cheeks burned. âIâI want you.â
âNot enough.â
His mouth ghosted over your chest, warm breath teasing your skin. âYou want me to fuck you, sweetheart? Want me to wreck you properly this time?â
You nodded frantically. âYes. God, yes. Please.â
His groan was low and rough. âThatâs better.â
He tugged your top over your head, slow and deliberate, like he was unwrapping a gift he already knew was his. Then he kissed you â hard, possessive â and moved lower.
And lower.
And lower.
You gasped when his mouth found you again, this time with no interruptions, no teasing, no distractions.
Just Jake. Starved. Locked in.
You couldnât speak. Couldnât think. His mouth moved like heâd studied you, like he knew exactly how to pull you apart. His hands pinned your thighs open as your back arched off the sheets, whimpers pouring out of you like prayers.
âSay my name,â he murmured against you. Ordering.
âJakeâJakeââ
He didnât stop. If anything, he deepened, groaning against you like he couldnât get enough. Your hands fisted in his hair, hips bucking â and he held you there, firm and unrelenting.
When your orgasm hit, it tore through you like lightning.
But Jake didnât stop.
Not even close.
You gasped, trembling. âJake, IâI canâtââ
âYes, you can,â he said, voice wrecked. âIâm not done with you.â
He kissed your thigh, then your stomach, then your ribs, dragging his mouth all the way back up your body like a man possessed.
âYouâre gonna come for me again,â he growled, lining himself over you now, breath rough in your ear. âAnd again. Until you canât remember your own name.â
Your nails dug into his back.
And you whispered, âThen take me.â
He did.
And this time, he didnât hold back.
You barely remembered how your tank top ended up across the room.
One second you were gasping his name, and the next, Jake was kneeling between your thighs, pulling his shirt over his head in one smooth motion.
Your breath caught.
He wasnât just fit â he was sculpted.
Tanned skin stretched over thick muscle, every line of his torso defined like something carved from stone. Wide chest. Shoulders that could carry the weight of the world. A six-pack that looked like it had its own six-pack.
He looked like he worked out seven days a week because, clearly, he did.
Your pussy clenched around nothing. Jake caught it and smirked, voice low and obscene as he climbed back over you.
âLook at you,â he murmured, his hand trailing up your side. âSo damn tiny underneath me.â
You whimpered as he leaned down, pressing you into the mattress with the weight of his chest.
âCould fold you in half if I wanted to,â he growled into your ear. âHold your wrists in one hand. Pin you anywhere. You want that, baby?â
You nodded, already dizzy from his voice alone.
âUse your words.â
âY-yes. I want that, please.â
He chuckled darkly, hand sliding up your throat again â not squeezing, not yet, just there, a reminder.
âSo polite,â he murmured. âYou gonna be good for me?â
You bit your lip. âIf you let me.â
His eyes flashed.
Jake kissed you hard â tongue, teeth, everything. His hand stayed on your throat, not applying pressure, just letting you feel it. His thumb brushed slowly over your pulse, like he was reminding you who had control of your breath.
Then he kissed down your neck again. Lower. Across your chest. Your stomach. Saying things between kisses that made your spine arch and your fingers clutch the sheets.
âCanât believe no oneâs touched you like this,â he muttered, dragging his mouth along your skin. âAll this time. Wasted.â
He rocked against you â and you felt him, hard and heavy between your thighs, making you cry out softly just from the friction.
You felt tiny underneath him. And he loved it.
âFeel that?â he rasped, grinding against your core with slow, maddening pressure. âYouâre gonna take it, arenât you, sweetheart?â
âJakeâpleaseââ
âTell me how badly you want it.â
âI want it so bad, IâGod, I need itââ
That was all it took.
He slid his hand beneath your thigh and hitched your leg up high on his waist, lining himself up with practiced precision. When he pushed into you, it was slow, deliberate â like he wanted you to feel everything.
And you did.
Every. Inch. Of him.
He stretched you so wide, you saw stars.
Jake groaned, low and broken, one hand squeezing your hip as the other returned to your throat â more pressure this time, just enough to send your head spinning in the best possible way.
âYouâre so small,â he rasped, burying himself deeper. âSo tight around me. Can barely fucking move.â
You gasped, legs trembling.
He moved then â slow at first, then deeper, harder, rhythm building like a thunderstorm you couldnât outrun. Each thrust knocked the breath out of you, every drag of his body sending fire through your limbs.
Your nails left red marks on his shoulders, his back. You moaned his name again and again, and he owned every sound you made.
âThatâs it,â he growled. âLet me hear you.â
âJakeâ!â
âYouâre mine now, sweetheart. You know that, right?â
You nodded frantically. âYesâyesâyesââ
He kissed you again â hard, possessive, hands roaming like he couldnât get enough. Then he shifted just slightly, angling his hips, and the next thrust had you screaming.
He didnât stop.
Didnât even think about it.
âYou gonna come again?â he whispered against your lips. âWanna feel you fall apart around me. Want every damn part of you ruined for anyone else.â
You shattered.
And this time, he followed â groaning low in your ear, body tensing as he came with you, both of you tangled in sheets and sweat and something dangerous.
Something that wasnât just heat anymore.
When it finally slowed â when your body stopped trembling and your breath came back in broken gasps â Jake brushed your hair from your face, kissed your forehead, and whispered:
âStill think hiding in your room all weekend was the plan?â
You laughed, exhausted.
And he kissed you again.
The room was quiet now, save for the sound of two hearts slowing down.
Your limbs were tangled in his. The sheets were kicked low around your hips, his skin warm against your back, one arm slung heavy around your waist.
You could still feel the echo of him everywhere â the weight of his hands, the press of his mouth, the sound of your name spilling from his lips like he owned it.
Jake didnât say much as you drifted closer to sleep, but you felt his hand smoothing up and down your side, his thumb brushing your skin like he couldnât stop touching you.
And eventually â wrapped in his warmth, breathing in his scent â your body went still.
His followed.
You woke first.
The light was soft and golden, filtering through the half-closed blinds. Jake was flat on his back beside you, one arm flung above his head, the other resting on his chest. Hair tousled. Lips parted just slightly.
Even asleep, he looked smug.
The blanket had slipped down to his hips, and you could see the defined curve of his abdomen â those unfair lines and ridges, the way his chest rose and fell slowly, the deep grooves of his lower stomach disappearing beneath the waistband of his boxers.
You bit your lip, heart pounding for a different reason now.
Carefully, slowly, you shifted beneath the sheet, leaning over him, pressing a kiss to the curve of his jaw.
He stirred â but didnât open his eyes.
Another kiss. Lower, just beneath his collarbone.
You felt him exhale.
âSweetheart,â he rasped, voice thick with sleep, âif youâre doing what I think youâre doingâŠâ
You kissed down his chest.
Jakeâs eyes opened â slow, lazy â and the look he gave you made your cheeks burn instantly.
âWell, good morning to me,â he murmured, folding his hands behind his head like he was watching the sunrise. âDidnât know you were the type to repay favors so early.â
You didnât answer. You just smiled â innocent and wicked all at once â and kept going.
Jakeâs breath hitched. You saw it in the way his chest rose.
âLook at you,â he groaned, tilting his head back against the pillows. âSo polite. So eager. That mouthâs gonna ruin me, isnât it?â
You hummed, lips trailing over the sharp line of his lower abs.
Jake looked down at you, his smirk filthy.
âTake your time, sweetheart,â he said, voice hoarse and slow. âShow me what that pretty mouth can do.â
You did.
And Jake?
Jake watched the whole time â eyes heavy, lips parted, muscles twitching under your touch. His praise came low and rough, muttered between sharp breaths and bitten-off groans.
âGod, you look so good down there.â
âThose hands barely fit around me, donât they?â
"Look at you, choking around my cock."
âFuckâkeep going, just like thatâdonât stopââ
You didnât.
You let him fall apart in your hands, your mouth, your name on his tongue like it was the only thing he knew how to say.
When it was over, his chest was heaving, his hands finally pulling you back up toward him. You curled beside him, flushed and warm and grinning like youâd stolen something.
Jake looked at you, dazed.
âWell,â he said, still catching his breath, âyou just made this weekend very hard to survive.â
You raised a brow. âHard to survive, or just hard?â
He laughed â that deep, low laugh that went straight through you â and pulled you into his chest.
âIâm keeping you,â he murmured into your hair.
And you didnât argue.
You didnât leave the house again.
You barely left each other.
From the moment Jake pulled you back into his bed Saturday morning, nothing existed outside the walls of his home. Time blurred, clothes vanished, the rest of the world faded to white noise.
He was insatiable.
And you?
You let him ruin you, over and over.
The kitchen counter was the first casualty.
It started with a kiss, casual, teasing â until he lifted you up and spread you out like he owned the place. The marble was cool beneath your thighs, but Jake was nothing but heat: between your legs, on your tongue, in your lungs.
You lost track of how long you stayed there. All you remembered was the ache between your hips and the sound of his voice in your ear, telling you exactly how beautiful you looked falling apart.
Then it was the living room.
You made it halfway to the couch before he tackled you to the floor.
The rug left marks on your knees. Jake left them everywhere else.
He liked you there â beneath him, pinned, breathless. His size dwarfing yours, his hands braced on either side of your head, eyes locked on your face as he made you cry his name like it was your only language.
And then there was the pool.
The sun was high, the water shimmering, and you had just barely dipped your feet in when he came up behind you â all slow smirks and wet hands on your hips.
âThought you were hiding from me again,â he murmured against your neck.
You turned, heart pounding. âDoes it look like Iâm hiding?â
âNo,â he said, tugging the tie of your bikini bottom loose with one knuckle. âBut you should.â
The water was warm. Jakeâs body, slick and strong beneath the sun, was hotter. He kept you afloat with nothing but the strength of his arms, one hand guiding your hips while the other silenced every protest you tried to make.
You were gasping before you even left the shallow end.
That night, it happened on the floor of his office.
Then again in the shower.
Then again in the bed â twice.
You lost count of how many times he made you come. You lost words.
By Sunday afternoon, your thighs ached, your lips were swollen, and you couldnât sit properly without wincing â but the way Jake looked at you every time you winced? Like he was proud of it?
That made you melt all over again.
He was still vocal. Still teasing.
He loved how small you were beneath him. How easy it was to lift you, fold you, move you. How your body reacted like it was made just for his hands.
âLook at you,â he muttered sometime Sunday evening, dragging his mouth along the inside of your thigh. âSpent. Shaking. Wrecked.â
You moaned, head thrown back.
âI should feel bad,â he whispered, breath hot against your skin. âBut I really, really donât.â
And you didnât want him to.
Because even with the soreness, the bruises, the muscles you hadnât felt in years now screaming â youâd never felt more alive. Never felt more wanted.
Never felt more you. You were a tangle of limbs and sheets in his bed again, your skin pressed to his chest, his fingers tracing slow, idle lines along your spine.
You were half-asleep, head on his shoulder, when he murmured, âYou okay?â
You nodded, lips brushing his skin. âI canât walk. But Iâm happy.â
He chuckled â low, smug, and entirely too satisfied. âGood.â
You closed your eyes.
âIâll make you dinner in a bit,â he added. âYouâll need the calories.â
You groaned, laughing softly. âYouâre going to kill me.â
Jake kissed your hair and pulled you closer.
âNot yet,â he whispered.
The sun had long since dipped below the horizon, casting everything in a soft, golden haze. The sheets beneath you were warm, wrinkled, and familiar now â scented with sweat, and skin, and the traces of everything you and Jake had done that weekend.
But right now, he was different.
Slower. Gentler. Focused.
He was stretched out beside you, half-propped on one elbow, fingers tracing idle shapes against your bare stomach. His other hand cupped your jaw, thumb brushing your lower lip, eyes drinking you in like he was trying to memorize the way you looked in this light.
Quiet. Flushed. Wrecked.
But his.
He leaned in and kissed you â not greedy this time, not rushed. It was warm. Lingering. Like he had nowhere to be and all the time in the world to kiss you just once more.
Then again.
And again.
âYouâre trouble, sweetheart,â he murmured against your lips.
You smiled, shyly, your fingers sliding along his forearm. âYou started it.â
He chuckled, the sound low and fond. âAnd Iâd do it again.â
His hand drifted lower, along your ribs, brushing the outer curve of your hip, trailing slow, reverent lines along your skin like he was learning you all over again.
You leaned into his touch, breath hitching slightly.
âI want to try something,â you whispered.
Jake stilled â not in alarm, but in the way a predator does when it hears something interesting.
He raised a brow. âYeah?â
You nodded, heat already creeping into your cheeks. âIâIâve neverâŠâ Your voice faded.
He watched you carefully. âNever what?â
You glanced down, words barely above a whisper. âBeen on top.â
For a moment, he didnât say anything.
And then?
He smiled.
Not teasing. Not cocky.
Just slow-burning, stunned pleasure.
âSweetheart,â he murmured, brushing your hair behind your ear, âyou donât know what that kind of information does to a man like me.â
You bit your lip.
âYou want to try?â he asked softly. âYou sure?â
You nodded, voice still small. âOnly if⊠only if you want me to.â
He sat up a little, hands moving to your hips as he gently guided you up and over him, settling you across his lap.
âOh, I want you to,â he said, gaze fixed on where your bodies met, his voice husky and dark. âI want to watch you take it. Watch you fall apart on top of me.â
You gasped, hands finding his chest â solid, warm, so much. He made you feel small, even from above.
He reached up, cupped your jaw again, and kissed you â deeper now, with purpose. One hand gripped your hip, the other slid along your lower back, guiding you without forcing, leading you.
âYou go as slow as you need,â he murmured, lips brushing your cheek. âIâll be right here. Iâve got you.â
You braced yourself, heart racing, nerves fluttering in your belly.
But as you sank down â slow, careful, guided by his hands and his voice and the dark heat in his eyes â Jake let out a groan so raw it nearly undid you.
âFuck, look at that,â he muttered, head tilting back. âYouâre even tighter like this. Taking me so deep, babyâJesus.â
You moaned softly, breath shaking. His hands steadied you, thumbs brushing the soft skin of your thighs.
âYou feel so good,â he said, eyes locked on yours. âSo small on top of me. Look at you. Look how pretty you are like this.â
You moved â tentative at first, adjusting to the new angle, the pressure â but Jake met you with patience and quiet encouragement, his hands trailing over your waist, your breasts, your thighs, everywhere.
âRide me, sweetheart,â he whispered, voice thick. âNice and slow. Let me feel all of you.â
And you did.
You moved for him. Shy at first, uncertain â but the way he moaned? The way he gripped your hips, watched you with worship in his eyes?
It gave you confidence. Power.
You rocked your hips again â deeper this time â and Jake groaned, both hands flying to your waist.
âOh, hell, thatâs it,â he breathed. âYouâre learning so fast. You gonna come like this for me? On top of me?â
You whimpered, nodding.
He pulled you down into a kiss, one hand sliding up to your throat again â just resting there this time, his thumb stroking your jaw like a promise.
âThatâs my girl.â
The tension built slowly this time â not frantic, not greedy. Just long, drawn-out bliss. Every grind of your hips lit another spark. Every sound from his mouth made your body sing.
And when you did fall apart â right there in his lap, shaking and moaning and clinging to him like youâd never been touched before â Jake held you through it, kissed your temple, groaned your name like it tasted good.
You collapsed against his chest, panting.
He stroked your back, murmured praise, pressed a kiss to your shoulder.
âThink thatâs my new favorite view,â he said against your skin, voice like warm honey. âYou. On top of me. Falling apart.â
You let out a breathless laugh. âI liked it.â
âYou were perfect,â he said.
He shifted, still cradling you in his lap, hands warm and wide across your back. âBut Iâm not done with you yet.â
You tilted your head, dazed. âNo?â
Jake smiled against your neck.
âNot even close.â
Backstage Heartbeat
pairing; bodyguard!jake seresin x pop star!reader
summary; A popstar in the spotlight. A bodyguard in the shadows. On a tour across cities and secrets, you find a quiet kind of love â steady, fierce, and always just behind you.
word count; 15.2k
warnings; secret relationships!!!!, smut, someone grabs reader like once, protective jake!, forbbiden love??? kinda??? loads of fluff actually, happy ending!!!, no physical description of the reader except she is short
a/n; hello, it's me again.... feel like i'm spamming y'all with so many fics i'm sorryyyy. picture glen for the running man, that man looked like a fucking FRIDGE i wanted to climb him. have i mention i absolutely suck at summaries??? this is so long but so good i promiseeee
masterlist
The office was buzzing with the kind of anxious energy that only came before a world tour. Schedules were stacked, calls were on hold, and half-eaten lunch containers cluttered the long PR table. Maverick stood at the head of the room, arms crossed, his ever-present aviators hooked at the collar of his black shirt. He had that look on his faceâthe one that meant he was about to drop something on them.
âAlright, listen up,â he said, cutting through the noise like a scalpel. âWeâve got a new addition to the team.â
Natasha, perched at the edge of the conference table with her phone in hand, arched a brow. âAnother intern? I swear to God if he calls her sweetheart even onceââ
âNo,â Maverick cut in dryly. âNot an intern. Not a PR guy. Heâs security. Second bodyguard.â
Bradley, who was halfway through unwrapping a protein bar, glanced up from the corner. âWe already have security,â he said with a pointed glance at himself.
âAnd youâre doing a damn good job. But itâs a world tour. Bigger venues. Bigger crowds. Higher risks.â Maverick stepped to the side and motioned to the doorway. âWhich is why Iâm bringing in someone I trust.â
Jake Seresin walked into the room like he already owned it. Tall, broad-shouldered, sun-tanned with that kind of Southern confidence that felt somewhere between charming and infuriating. His eyes scanned the room quickly, assessing. Calculating. He offered a small smirk, hands in his pockets.
âJake Seresin,â Maverick said. âEx-military, worked private detail for high-profile clients in LA. He's here to keep your girl alive while she dances through pyrotechnics.â
Javy let out a low whistle. âLooks like Ken doll and G.I. Joe had a baby.â
Nat rolled her eyes. âFantastic. Another man with biceps and an ego.â
Jake didnât rise to it. Just tilted his head toward her with an easy drawl. âPleasureâs mine, maâam.â
âOh, youâre gonna hate him,â Mickey muttered under his breath, grinning.
Bob, ever polite, stepped forward and offered a handshake. âIâm Robert, but you can call me Bob. Assistant-slash-wrangler of chaos. Good to meet you.â
âLikewise.â Jakeâs grip was firm but not overcompensating. His eyes flicked to Bradley last. The other man stood, silently sizing him up like two predators in the same jungle.
âBradley Bradshaw,â Rooster finally said. âHer bodyguard. Been with her five years.â
Jake nodded once. âNot looking to step on your toes.â
âGood,â The brunette said, then sat back down.
The silence stretched for a beat too long before Maverick clapped his hands once. âAlright. Youâll all get plenty of time to get acquainted. But first, Iâm taking Jake to meet her.â
Javy groaned. âPlease warn her. She hates surprises.â
âSheâs getting a bodyguard, not a puppy,â Maverick shot back, but with the ghost of a smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. Jakeâs expression barely changed, but the pulse of anticipation was there behind his eyes.
Jake followed Maverick down a long corridor, the buzz of conversation fading behind them as the distant thump of bass grew louder. The hallway widened into a high-ceilinged rehearsal space â sleek, industrial, with mirrored walls and scuffed floors. Lights were rigged from above, casting a soft glow across the room where half a dozen dancers moved in time with the music.
And in the center of it all, you moved like you belonged there. Effortless and electric, mid-twirl with a laugh on your lips and sweat glinting at your temples. You werenât lip-syncing â no, you were singing, even during choreography, your voice strong, practiced. Alive. Jake recognized you from photos, sure â no one could walk past a magazine stand or scroll through a feed without seeing your face â but this was different. This was real.
âShe always this casual about a six-week countdown to opening night?â Jake asked, hands in his pockets as he watched you from the threshold.
Maverick gave him a side glance. âYouâd be surprised. She thrives under pressure.â
âPopstar prodigy with three platinum albums before twenty-six. Yeah, Iâve read the resume.â
âSheâs more than a resume,â Maverick said, his tone edging toward warning. âYouâll see.â
Jake didnât respond. He already had.
The music cut abruptly, and you bent over, catching your breath, then straightened and turned â eyes landing on Maverick first, then shifting to the tall stranger beside him.
âNew choreo already?â you teased, tugging out your in-ear monitor and walking toward them with a bright smile.
âNope,â Maverick said. âJust bringing you a surprise.â
âOh no,â you laughed. âYou know how I feel about those.â
Jake stepped forward. âJake Seresin,â he said simply. His voice was even, polite, with the faintest trace of Texas in it. âNew security detail.â
You looked him up and down with an amused tilt of your head â not checking him out, not exactly, but taking his measure. âSecurity? What happened to Bradley?â
Maverick cleared his throat. âStill here. Bradleyâs not going anywhere. But this tourâs gonna be big. Multiple countries, multiple cities, late nights, long travel days. I want another set of eyes. Jakeâs got experience. Heâs ex-military, ran detail for big names in LA. Knows what heâs doing.â
You offered Jake your hand. âWell, welcome to the circus.â
His grip was firm but not too tight, and his smile was faint, careful. âLooking forward to it.â
âYou're always this serious?â you asked lightly.
âOnly when someoneâs paying me to be.â
Maverick huffed a quiet laugh beside you, and you glanced at him with a grin.
âIâll make sure he loosens up,â you said, turning back toward your dancers. âJake, right? Weâll chat more after rehearsal.â
Jake nodded, stepping back. âIâll be around.â
As you walked away, Maverick looked at Jake, his expression unreadable.
âJust so weâre clear,â he said lowly. âSheâs not just a paycheck.â
Jakeâs jaw ticked once. âUnderstood.â
But even as Maverick turned away, Jake couldnât help the way his eyes followed you across the room â that magnetic pull of someone who didnât even know she had it.
He was here to protect you.
That was all.
Right?
As Maverickâs footsteps faded down the hall, the room settled into quiet except for the distant echoes of music from rehearsal. Jakeâs gaze was steady, taking in the setup â the scattered sheet music, the mic stand, the faint scent of sweat and determination lingering in the air.
He didnât offer a smile. Instead, his eyes met yours directly, his expression unreadable but firm.
âSo,â he said, voice calm and measured, âthis is where you do your work.â
You met his tone with a steady one of your own. âYeah. Itâs where everything gets put to the test.â
Jake nodded once. âIâve been briefed. My jobâs to keep you safe and make sure nothing interferes with the show.â
You folded your arms, weighing him up. âAnd what else?â
He didnât hesitate. âIâm here to be professional. No distractions.â
You gave a small nod. âGood. Because I donât have time for distractions either.â
The silence stretched between you, a quiet acknowledgment of the kind of focus you both demanded â yours on the stage, his on the job.
Finally, Jakeâs voice broke the tension, low and controlled. âIf you need anything, you let me know. Otherwise, Iâll stay out of your way.â
You glanced at him, the seriousness in his eyes giving you a flicker of reassurance you hadnât expected.
âDeal,â you said.
No smiles. No wasted words. Just a mutual understanding that, for now, this was business.
The city lights blurred past as Maverick gripped the steering wheel, his jaw set in that same steady, no-nonsense line youâd seen all day. Bradley lounged next to you, half-focused on the road ahead, half on the conversation bubbling in the car. Natasha was perched in the passenger seat, arms crossed, eyes flicking between you two like a hawk.
âOkay, seriously,â Natasha started, voice sharp but amused. âWhat do you think of the new guy? Jake, right?â
You smirked, stealing a glance at the quiet man in the passenger seat. âHot,â you said without hesitation, causing Bradley to raise an eyebrow and Natasha to chuckle.
âHot, huh? Keep it in your pants, superstar,â Natasha teased, nudging Bradley. âDonât make Maverick have to pull this car over.â
Bradley laughed, shaking his head. âManâs a hardass, but I like that.â
Maverick grunted, eyes still locked on the road. âJakeâs solid. Doesnât mess around.â
âYeah,â you added, feeling a little thrill just thinking about him. âSerious as hell, but I respect that.â
Natasha smirked. âJust donât fall too hard. We donât need another workplace soap opera.â
You rolled your eyes, leaning back into your seat with a grin. âNo promises.â
The banter rolled on as the city stretched around you, all talk and laughter â but your mind kept drifting back to Jake, the serious new bodyguard with the unreadable eyes and a presence that was impossible to ignore.
The weeks leading up to the tourâs opening night felt like a slow-building storm. Every day was a whirlwind of rehearsals, meetings, and last-minute tweaks, the tension thick enough to slice through the air. Everyoneâyour team, your friends, your bodyguardsâwere running on caffeine and sheer willpower, pushing themselves harder with each passing hour. Yet despite the chaos, you knew that tonight, you needed a break. Just one evening away from the stage lights, the cameras, the endless grind.
So when you announced you were heading out to dinner, it wasnât entirely a surprise when Maverick, Bradley, and Jake insisted on coming along. Three bodyguards to a casual dinner felt a little excessive, and you werenât shy about pointing that out as you climbed into the car.
âYou do realize this is just dinner, right?â you said with a teasing smirk. âThree bodyguards for one girlâI think Iâm more protected than the President.â
Bradley grinned from the passenger seat, a playful warning in his voice. âKeep it in your pants, please.â
Jake said nothing, but the sharp glance he shot you from the back seat suggested heâd heard every word. His expression was stoic, the kind that told you he wasnât about to take any nonsense, but the slight crinkle near his eyes hinted at a dry amusement underneath.
The city streets passed by in a blur as Maverick drove steadily toward the restaurant. The familiar hum of city noise wrapped around you, but a quiet excitement buzzed in your chest. Maybe it was the freedom of a night out, or the subtle thrill of having Jake thereâhis presence something steady and new.
But the moment you stepped inside, the illusion of a low-key night shattered.
The restaurant, small but chic, was already humming with energy. And then, unmistakably, it became clear you werenât just any other diners. Whispers filled the air, heads turned, and phones quietly raised. Like moths drawn to a flame, a handful of fans began to gather discreetly but eagerly near your table.
Jakeâs gaze snapped to the room, sharp and alert. You could see the shift in himâthe way his posture straightened, how his eyes swept over the crowd with a protective intensity that was new, almost fierce. Maverick and Bradley exchanged quick looks, immediately tightening the security perimeter as they subtly moved to shield you.
Despite the growing buzz, you stayed calm, leaning back in your chair with a soft smile. The dim candlelight flickered over your face, highlighting the ease that came from knowing your team had your back.
âWelcome to my world,â you murmured quietly, meeting Jakeâs steady eyes across the table.
There was something in his gazeâa mix of respect, admiration, and maybe a little disbelief. He was seeing firsthand what it meant to be in your orbit: adored, scrutinized, and never truly alone.
The chatter from the fans mingled with the clink of glasses and soft jazz playing through the speakers, but for a moment, you found peace in the small bubble of quiet connection across the table.
Dinner had settled into a comfortable rhythm, despite the fluttering attention from across the room. Maverick had taken a seat nearest to the door, his eyes occasionally flicking toward the restaurantâs entrance like a human security camera. Bradley, still relaxed from the drive over, sat opposite you with a half-finished beer and a smirk that rarely left his face.
And JakeâJake was quiet, seated beside you, watchful and unreadable, but you felt the awareness radiating off him like heat. He didnât make small talk, didnât ask too many questions. He didnât need to. His presence was enough.
You leaned back, swirling the stem of your wine glass between your fingers, the soft clink of cutlery and murmuring voices surrounding you like a low tide. âSo,â you said, glancing between the three of them. âFirst show is in London. Wembley Stadium. No pressure, right?â
Bradley raised his glass. âNo pressure at all. Just you, a hundred thousand screaming fans, and a stage the size of a small country.â
You smiled wryly. âExactly. A walk in the park.â
âSpeaking of parksâŠâ you began, casting a not-so-subtle look at Jake, âI was thinking⊠once we land in London, I kind of want to explore. Take a little walk, maybe sneak into a pub. Do normal people things. With coffee. And pastries. Maybe a crĂȘpe?â
The shift in energy was immediate.
Maverickâs fork paused halfway to his mouth. Bradley groaned audibly. And JakeâJake straightened in his chair.
âNo,â Maverick said simply.
âNo,â Bradley echoed. âHard no.â
Jake, with his arms crossed, added dryly, âNot happening.â
You blinked at them in mock offense. âExcuse me? Did I just get triple vetoed?â
âYou want to sneak out in one of the most crowded cities on Earth, days before opening night, when the press is already foaming at the mouth and your face is on every billboard?â Bradley asked, leaning forward like youâd just confessed to robbing a bank.
âI wouldnât sneak,â you insisted, stabbing a piece of arugula with unnecessary force. âIâd just⊠stroll. Casually. Like a mysterious local.â
Maverick gave you a flat look. âYou havenât been casual since you were twelve.â
Jake smirked, and for a brief second, you thought you caught the edge of a dimple. âLook, if you want pastries, weâll have them brought in. Hell, weâll fly in a French chef for the crĂȘpe.â
âThatâs not the same,â you groaned, pushing your plate away and dramatically slumping back in your chair. âI just want to feel normal.â
Jake glanced over at you, quieter now, his voice softer. âThis is your normal. Whether you like it or not.â
The words shouldnât have settled in your chest the way they didâbut they did. He wasnât being cruel. Just honest. And in some strange way, it made you like him a little more.
Maverick, trying to soften the mood, leaned in. âYouâll have time to see Londonâjust not alone, and not before the biggest show of your life.â
You narrowed your eyes. âSo what Iâm hearing is... hostage until Wembley.â
âExactly,â Bradley said, grinning. âBut a very well-fed hostage.â
Jake didnât say much after that, but when the check came and Maverick reached for it, Jake was faster. He paid with a quiet efficiency, ignoring your protests.
âIâm more than capable of paying for my own dinner,â you said as you exited into the night air, your voice a mix of irritation and flattery.
âI know,â Jake said, not looking at you. âDoesnât mean you have to.â
And for the rest of the night, as fans loitered outside and the flashing of cell phone cameras filled the sidewalk, all you could think about was that simple replyâand the way his hand brushed yours, just barely, when he opened the car door for you.
The hum of the jet was low and steady beneath the banter, like a heartbeat under laughter.
You were stretched out across a plush, cream leather bench seat with your legs dangling over Bobâs lap, his laptop balancing precariously on one knee as he tried to finish up the master itinerary for your first tour stop. Natasha sat across from you both, one brow arched, her phone in hand as she scrolled through what looked like a thousand unread emails.
âTell me again why you packed five carry-ons,â she asked, not even looking up.
You tilted your head dramatically against the headrest. âIâm an artist, Natasha. I feel my outfits. You canât put expression in a checked bag.â
âYou packed six different pairs of sunglasses,â Bob muttered.
You held up a finger. âSeven. Oneâs in my purse. And each one serves a specific mood. Donât question my system.â
At the back of the plane, Mickey and Javy were deep in a very intense game of Uno, throwing down cards like it was a matter of national security. Maverick was near them, leaning back with his arms crossed and a proud little smirk on his face as he watched his team be exactly who they wereârowdy, sharp, loyal.
And then there was Jake.
He was seated toward the middle of the jet, directly across from Penny, your manager, his back straight, arms folded. Watching. Always watching.
He hadnât said much since takeoff, only nodding politely when Penny had handed him the tour packet and muttering a âthanksâ when Bradley passed him a bottle of water. But you could see him now out of the corner of your eyeâtaking in the dynamic, the teasing, the chaos, the warmthâand it was clear something was shifting. Not externally, not in anything heâd say out loud. But in the way his eyes softened when you threw your head back and laughed at something Bob said. In the way he clocked every personâs placement like he was memorizing how your found family worked.
Penny caught his gaze and gave him a half-smile. âTheyâre not like any team youâve worked with before, are they?â
Jake shrugged, but there was the faintest twitch of his mouth. âThat obvious?â
She leaned in a bit, her tone light but steady. âItâs more of a circus, really. But the good kind.â
âSheâs the ringleader,â Bradley said, walking down the aisle with two protein bars in hand, passing one to you. âAnd the lion. And the flying trapeze.â
âIâm multi-faceted,â you said with a smile, unwrapping the bar. âTell him, Mickey.â
From the back, Mickey called out, âShe once fired me and proposed to me in the same hour.â
âTwice!â Javy added.
Penny shook her head, trying not to laugh. âAnd somehow, this machine still works.â
Jake just nodded once. âYou all really care about her.â
There was a pause. Subtle. Brief. But heavy.
Penny looked at him, eyes serious now. âSheâs earned it. Through fire.â
The moment passed quickly, swallowed by a new burst of laughter when Bob finally gave up and dropped his laptop in defeat after you elbowed him in the ribs.
You caught Jakeâs eye across the cabinâjust for a second. You didnât smile, didnât wink, didnât tease.
But he held your gaze.
And you knew that, for all the distance he tried to keep, he wasnât made of stone. Not entirely.
The wheels touched down in London just after sunrise. Gray clouds hung low over the tarmac, the kind that promised rain even if it never quite delivered. The jet taxied smoothly to a private terminal already swarming with black SUVs and an ominous energy you could feel in your chest.
From your seat, you could see Maverick and Bradley standing near the open aircraft door, both of them still as stone, scanning the horizon.
You yawned and stretched, tousling your hair with both hands as Bob handed you a coffee heâd begged off the flight attendant twenty minutes ago. âHow bad is it?â you asked around the lid, voice still a little sleep-worn.
Bradley answered without looking back. âPaps clocked the tail number before we landed. Theyâre out there. Maybe fifty, give or take.â
You sighed and pinched the bridge of your nose. âOf course they are.â
âStandard plan,â Maverick said. âYou come out last. Jakeâs with you, Iâll lead. Bradleyâs covering your right side.â
Jake had been silent through most of the landing. He stood now by the exit stairs, his posture straight, already sliding on his dark coat as Maverick turned to him.
âHere,â Maverick said, tossing him a massive black umbrella that looked more like a weapon than a weather shield. âKeep her dry. And keep her close. Theyâll scream, but donât flinch.â
Jake caught it with ease, unfurled it once to check the mechanism, then nodded. âGot it.â
You met him by the door a minute later, coat already on, dark sunglasses pulled over your eyes even though the clouds were thick enough to smother the sun. âYou ready to be my shadow?â you asked, voice light, almost teasing, though your nerves were beginning to stir. The chaos outside was familiarâbut it never got easier.
Jake didnât smile. He just stepped forward, raised the umbrella over both of you, and held it steady. âStay close,â he said quietly. His voice was deep and calm, a perfect contrast to the building storm outside.
The doors opened. Maverick went first, moving with the quiet confidence of someone whoâd done this a thousand times. His presence alone was enough to make a path.
Then Bradley stepped down, shoulders squared, ignoring the shouting as flashes began popping like fireworks. He didnât have an umbrella, didnât need oneâhis job was to spot, to block, to warn.
Your turn.
Jake moved with you. Not behind. Not in front. Beside. One hand on the umbrella, the other gently guiding you at the elbow.
It was like being in a bubble, your little pocket of quiet under the umbrella while the world outside screamed your name. You could hear the frenzy: the yelling of your name from strangers, camera shutters, people asking who Jake was, speculation already starting to swirl before the tour had even begun.
Jake didnât flinch. Not once.
He kept his body angled slightly in front of yours, tall and unmovable, shielding you like heâd been doing this for years. You barely noticed the short walk from the stairs to the SUV until you were ducking inside, safe behind tinted glass.
He followed behind you, folding the umbrella with one smooth motion and tossing it to Bradley, who jumped into the front passenger seat.
You took a breath.
Jake glanced over at you once you were settled, face unreadable, but his voice was lower now, a little softer than before. âYou okay?â
You nodded, cheeks slightly flushed. Not from fear. But from the strange, electric awareness of how close heâd been. How calm. How careful.
âIâve done this a hundred times,â you murmured. âStill feels like the first.â
The hotel was a modern fortress of glass and stone in the middle of Londonâs beating heart, flanked by polished security and velvet ropes that barely held back the sea of bodies outside. The rain hadnât chased them off. If anything, it only made the flashbulbs more dramaticâumbrellas glowing white as camera flashes cut through the morning gloom like lightning.
Inside the SUV, you leaned back in your seat, arms folded across your chest as Maverickâs voice crackled through the earpiece. âLobbyâs clear. Theyâre letting us up through the side entrance.â
You glanced at Jake beside you. He hadnât said a word since youâd left the plane. Rain dotted his black coat, the collar turned up just slightly, jaw sharp and unreadable as he watched the entrance through the glass.
âYou always this fun before noon?â you asked, just to poke at him.
He didnât look at you, but you caught the flicker of something near his mouth. Almost a smile. âBefore noon, after noon. Itâs all the same when your job is making sure you donât get body-checked by someone with a camera and a Twitter account.â
You snorted, biting back a laugh. âOkay, fair.â
The car rolled to a stop, and Bradley was the first out. Maverick stood just inside the hotel doors, nodding as Jake stepped out next and opened your door, umbrella ready again like an extension of himself. He offered you his hand, which you didnât takeâbut he still subtly adjusted his stance to keep you dry as he walked you into the lobby.
Inside, the marble floors gleamed. Penny was already at the front desk with Nat and Bob, handling the check-in while Mickey and Javy dealt with luggage and logistics. You gave them a wave as Jake guided you to stand near the elevators, Bradley just behind you.
But even inside, you werenât safe from prying eyes.
A group of guests lingered by the lounge, pretending not to stare but clearly filming from behind handbags and designer sunglasses. A few held their phones low, angled just enough to catch your profile. You lowered your head instinctively.
Jake noticed immediately.
He moved without a word, taking one long step in front of you and casually shifting his shoulders so he blocked their view entirely. His arms crossed, coat still damp from the drizzle. He didnât say anything to the gawkersâjust stood there. A wall of muscle and unimpressed Texan judgment.
âI think they just peed a little,â you whispered, glancing up at him from behind the curtain of his coat.
Jake looked down, one brow arched. âTheyâre amateurs. You? Youâre the real danger. Harder to spot when youâre bite-sized.â
You narrowed your eyes. âExcuse me?â
He smirkedâbarely, but enough to break through the stone. âI mean, youâre whatâfive-one? You could hide behind a ficus and take someone out with a mic stand. Iâm just saying, donât underestimate the compact ones.â
You gave a mock gasp. âThatâs rude.â
âThatâs accurate.â
Before you could come up with a clever retort, the elevator dinged and Maverick stepped over. âPenthouse is ready. Letâs move.â
Jake gestured for you to go inside first, scanning the other guests one last time. He didnât relax until the doors closed.
As the elevator hummed upward, you leaned against the mirrored wall and stole a quick glance at him again. He stood tall at the front of the car, eyes straight ahead, still in full protective mode. But that hint of amusement still lingered on his face.
The penthouse suite was more like a high-rise apartment than a hotel room. Floor-to-ceiling windows looked out over a moody London skyline, the gray clouds casting everything in silver-blue light. The walls were decorated in warm neutrals, the furniture sleek and impossibly expensive. A spread of fresh fruit, tea, and bottled water waited on the long table near the window, untouched.
But no one was relaxing.
You were curled up in a corner armchair, hoodie pulled over your head, sipping a green juice like it had personally wronged you. Maverick was at the head of the dining table with a printed itinerary and two open laptops. Bradley sat to his left, fidgeting with his earpiece. Jake stood across from them, arms folded behind his back like he was still on base.
The rest of the team filtered through brieflyâNatasha with updated press obligations, Javy with new social posts from the PR team, Bob handing off your final schedule to Pennyâbut it all passed in a blur for Jake. He wasnât used to this kind of operation. It wasnât just security; it was orchestration.
âThis isnât a concert,â Maverick said, pointing to the schedule like it was a mission briefing. âItâs a campaign. Fifty-one shows across Europe. Two days off between here and our next stop. A hundred and two crew members. Youâre to know every hallway, exit, and panic point at each venue. I want you to memorize the building layouts by tomorrow morning.â
Jake nodded once. âUnderstood.â
Maverick continued. âWhen sheâs onstage, your job is to be where she is. You move when she moves. Doesnât matter if sheâs getting a mic change, heading to a quick-change tent, or sprinting through a corridor barefoot in the middle of a bridgeââ
âHey,â you interrupted from the corner. âThat happened once.â
Maverick gave you a look. âOnce is enough. The point is, you donât lose her. Ever.â
Jakeâs jaw ticked slightly, nodding again. âAnd Bradshaw?â
âIâll be on the other side,â Bradley answered, spinning a pen between his fingers. âWe flank her. No gaps. If anything feels off, we pull her.â He paused. "You also need to memorize the faces of the people on page ten. All identified stalkers."
Jake tensed for a moment, scanning the pages spread out before him. âWhatâs the chain of command if we need to evacuate?â
âMe,â Maverick said. âThen Penny. If sheâs not reachable, you follow your instincts. But only if you're absolutely sure sheâs in danger.â
You watched him from your chair, chin in your palm. It was fascinating, really, watching him try to make sense of it all. This was a man who had probably escorted diplomats through war zones and thought nothing of it. And now he was being told to monitor the path between the main stage and a glittery catwalk with smoke machines and backup dancers.
âAny questions?â Maverick asked.
Jake looked down at the schedule again. âWhatâs a âB-stage quick-change fairy forestâ? And why does it have a fog machine?â
Bradley burst out laughing.
You grinned from across the room. âOh, youâre gonna love Wembley.â
Jake looked up at you, unamused. âDo I need a tactical flashlight and a butterfly net?â
âI meanâŠâ you pretended to consider it. âWouldnât hurt.â
Maverick sighed. âWelcome to tour life.â
Wembley Stadium looked like it had swallowed the sky whole.
The empty seats stretched into the horizon in every direction, tiers upon tiers glowing in the pale morning light. A small army of crew members moved like clockwork across the floor â taping, lifting, wiring, adjusting â as the skeleton of your show took shape under their boots and gaffer tape.
You stepped onto the stage, hands in your jacket pockets, looking out into the expanse.
âRemind me again whose insane idea it was to play Wembley first?â you muttered.
âYours,â said Maverick, behind you. âWe just nodded along.â
Jake was two steps behind him, dressed in black jeans and a zipped jacket, earpiece already in, scanning every inch of the venue like there was a sniper hidden in row 302.
Bradley walked ahead, radio clipped to his hip, sunglasses already on. âWeâve got two hours before doors, then full lockdown. But donât worry, Wembleyâs security is tight. Your only job is to sing. And maybe try not to leap into the pyrotechnics, yeah?â
âNo promises,â you grinned.
From backstage, Mickey popped out like a groundhog, tape measure around his neck and a venti iced coffee in his hand. âOkay, drama queen,â he called out. âSoundcheck now, quick-change fitting after. Youâre two hours behind on hydration and fifteen minutes late on glam. If you die on this stage, I swear to God, Iâm not refunding anyoneâs ticket.â
You rolled your eyes. âMorning to you too, Mick.â
âI am your morning,â he called back, holding the coffee out to you. âNow take this before your blood sugar crashes and you faint in front of a live audience and ruin our careers.â
Jake watched the exchange with curiosity, arms folded across his chest. The tone was chaotic but somehow⊠efficient. Everyone moved fast, but there was rhythm to the chaos. Controlled madness. A family, functioning on sarcasm and caffeine.
âYou always talk to her like that?â he asked Mickey.
Mickey shrugged. âSheâd worry if I didnât.â
Rehearsals began in full force â lights flashing, stagehands running around the catwalks, dancers stretching and joking behind the curtains. You stepped into your mic position while your sound engineer gave the go. The house audio system roared to life, your voice echoing off empty seats as you ran through the first verse of the opener.
Jake and Bradley stood at the far end of the stage, eyes never leaving you.
âShe always move around this much?â Jake asked, watching as you spun around a mic stand with unnecessary flair.
Bradley grinned. âThis is her standing still.â
âI see,â Jake said, flatly. âSo the glitter cannon is necessary?â
âYou havenât lived until youâve been pelted with biodegradable glitter at eighty miles an hour,â Bradley replied.
From the stage, you blew them both a kiss mid-verse.
Jake blinked.
âShe does that a lot?â he asked.
âOnly when sheâs trying to mess with us,â Bradley replied, arms crossed. âWhich is⊠always.â
By mid-afternoon, the energy backstage had kicked up to eleven. Glam was in full swing. Natasha hovered over the media team, issuing orders about lighting and press. Bob was calmly managing your green room playlist while Javy mediated a fake argument between two crew members about whether or not you should bring back the acoustic bridge in the third song.
âWhoâs the opening act again?â Jake asked, as he walked with Maverick near the loading dock.
âThat new indie girl. The one with the blue hair and the angry songs about her exes,â Maverick said. âThen the boy band at seven.â
Jake made a face. âAnd the main act?â
Maverick raised a brow. âYou kidding?â
Jake didnât answer. His eyes were on you â head thrown back in laughter, sneakers kicked off, sitting cross-legged on a crate as Mickey tugged at the hem of your rehearsal outfit, threatening to duct-tape it in place if you didnât stop fidgeting.
You were the storm and the eye of it, Jake realized. Loud, wild, sweet. Somehow commanding a whole kingdom of chaos and still making it look easy.
And in just a few hours, this entire place would be filled to the brim â 90,000 people screaming your name.
âYeah,â Jake muttered to himself. âI get it now.â
The roar of ninety thousand voices was more than just sound â it was weight. It pressed against Jakeâs chest, vibrated through his ribs, and made the ground hum beneath his boots.
The show was halfway through, and from the floor of Wembley Stadium, it was like standing in the eye of a storm.
He stood just off-stage right, behind the barricade line, eyes scanning every row, every stairwell, every waving sign and wide-eyed fan. The earpiece crackled now and then with updates from Maverick and Bradley. So far, nothing suspicious. Just security calls, crowd flow checks, one idiot trying to sneak in with a fake pass â handled in minutes.
But Jake didnât ease up. Not even when the lights dipped and the energy of the crowd shifted â not down, but inward. Focused.
âAcoustic set,â Bradley said into the comms from the other side of the stage. âKeep your eyes peeled. Lights are low.â
Jake didnât need the reminder.
A single spotlight flared, and there you were â seated at a white piano at the tip of the diamond stage that jutted into the crowd. The screens lit up in soft pastels, the roar faded just slightly, and the crowd began to hush, like instinctively holding its breath.
And then you sang.
The first notes were low, honey-dipped, threaded with something fragile and soft.
Jake had seen you at rehearsals. Heâd heard the notes. But here â under lights and surrounded by screaming fans who sang every word like it was gospel â it was different.
You werenât just performing. You were holding their hearts in your hands.
Jakeâs jaw tightened. He scanned the audience again, because that was the job, but his eyes kept drifting back. It was impossible not to.
Your voice floated over the stadium, piercing and pure â but it wasnât just the vocals. It was the way you curled into the piano like it was your confessional. The way you closed your eyes when the chorus hit. The way your fingers trembled ever so slightly on the keys, but your voice never cracked once.
Girls were crying in the crowd. Entire rows of people were swaying in time with your words. And Jake â battle-hardened, stoic Jake Seresin, who had spent years in high-risk jobs with his emotions bolted down tight â felt something shift in his chest like a pin had been pulled loose.
âSheâs somethinâ else, huh?â Bradleyâs voice came through the comms, but even that sounded distant.
Jake didnât answer.
Because she was. And not just in the way that made the headlines or sold out stadiums in three seconds. She was something else in the way she gave herself away piece by piece with every lyric â fearless and unfiltered and painfully real.
His fingers curled tighter around the rail. He knew this wasnât his world. He wasnât built for stages and sequins and fans who sobbed behind barricades. But right now, he couldnât imagine being anywhere else.
The song ended.
The crowd erupted like a tidal wave, and you stood, giving a small bow, eyes glimmering with gratitude â and sweat and tears and everything you were too exhausted to name yet.
Your eyes swept the stadium⊠and for the briefest second, landed on him.
Jake didnât move.
Neither did you.
Then the moment passed, and you turned to wave to the fans as the next set piece was rolled in.
Jake exhaled. He hadnât realized heâd been holding his breath.
And for the first time since he took the job, he stopped thinking of it as a job.
The show had gone off without a hitch.
Two hours of flawless vocals, seamless set changes, perfectly timed visuals and an audience that screamed so loud the walls of Wembley shook. Maverick clapped him on the shoulder backstage and told him, âThatâs how itâs done,â like Jake had had anything to do with the flawless performance.
Still, he was proud. Proud of the team. Proud of the perimeter work. Proud of the way Bradley handled the crowd surge at the barricades before the second act. Proud of how you never missed a beat, not even when your mic went out for a full six seconds and you sang a cappella without missing a note. The crowd had loved that.
Now the adrenaline was fading, and the whole team was scattered. Somewhere down the hallway there was champagne popping and someone blasting the final track of the show, but the green room was quiet. Dimmed. Empty â save for Jake.
âHang back for a sec,â Maverick had told him. âShe wants to rinse off before heading out. Just stay outside the door until sheâs done.â
Jake had nodded. Easy enough.
So now he stood in the middle of the soft-lit green room, next to the door that led to the private bathroom, arms crossed over his chest, earpiece finally removed. The couch still had a slight imprint from where youâd curled up ten minutes ago, giggling and exhausted, kicking off your boots and thanking everyone.
Jakeâs eyes were on the floor, but his mind was on you. Again.
He could still see you at the piano. Could hear the warble in your voice as you introduced a song about heartbreak. Could feel that moment when your gaze found his in the middle of a sold-out stadium.
Jake exhaled slowly, rubbing the back of his neck.
This is just a job.
Heâd said it to himself a hundred times since landing in London. He said it again now.
But it didnât feel like a job when his heart skipped a beat every time your laugh echoed off a hallway wall. Or when you scrunched your nose at a bad joke from Bradley. Or when you met his eyes like you knew what he was thinking.
He was not supposed to be thinking about you in the shower.
And yetâ
âJake?â
Your voice came from the other side of the bathroom door, sweet and a little hoarse from singing for two hours straight.
He startled slightly. âYeah?â
A beat of silence.
âI, umâŠâ A soft laugh. âThis is really embarrassing, but I forgot my clothes. Theyâre by the couch, I think.â
Jakeâs eyes snapped to the rumpled bundle of clothes on the armrest. His throat tightened.
âI would come out and get them myself, but, well⊠Iâd rather not flash my bodyguard.â
Jake swallowed.
âUnless youâre into that sort of thing,â you teased lightly.
He let out a quiet laugh through his nose, shaking his head once, hard. âYouâre unbelievable.â
âPlease, Seresin?â you added, all innocent. âWonât you be a gentleman and save me from a very awkward exit?â
He stared at the door.
This was a test. You had to know it. Maybe you didnât mean to be cruel about it â he didnât think you were the kind of girl who played games â but God, you were making it hard not to think about how your skin would still be damp, your hair slicked back, your lips pink from the heat.
Jake reached for the clothes.
He didnât rush. He walked to the door with the calm of a man heading into battle, his knuckles brushing the wood as he knocked once.
âIâm setting them on the floor,â he said, trying to keep his voice even. âNot stepping in.â
There was a beat of silence, then your soft voice again. âScared youâll see something you like?â
He cleared his throat. âNo. Scared Iâll like it too much.â
Another silence. A charged one.
Your voice was gentler this time. âYou always this noble, Seresin?â
âTrying real hard, sweetheart.â
He opened the door just a sliver, just enough to slide your clothes through without letting himself look. He didnât even let his eyes drift.
As the door closed again, he heard your quiet voice, half-laughing and half-astonished.
âThank you, cowboy.â
Jake leaned back against the wall, squeezing his eyes shut.
Just a job. Just a job.
But his hands were shaking.
And for the first time in his career, he didnât know if he wanted the assignment⊠or the girl.
The SUV rumbled softly beneath them, headlights cutting through the slick streets of London. Rain clung to the windows like a film of silver, and the interior of the car was steeped in a kind of late-night hush. The kind that followed adrenaline, exhaustion, and the distant echo of ninety-thousand people screaming your name.
You leaned your temple against the cool glass, still glowing from the high of the show but aching in every muscle. The adrenaline was slowly wearing off, but the craving for something normal was starting to pulse stronger. Something that didnât involve spotlights and camera flashes and perfectly timed exits.
You sighed. âCan I go out tomorrow?â
Maverick, behind the wheel, didnât even blink. âNo.â
You turned your head slightly, one brow raised. âYou didnât even hear where.â
âI donât need to. Itâs a day off for a reason. No press, no fans, no danger. You stay in, you rest.â
âBut I donât want to rest,â you argued softly. âI want to walk around, see the city. Just for a few hours.â
Maverick glanced at you in the rearview mirror. Jake sat beside you in silence, gaze fixed forward, jaw tight. Bradley, riding shotgun, shifted in his seat.
âMavâŠâ Bradley started.
âNo,â Maverick repeated, firmer now. âYouâve got another show in three days and I still have venue checks to finalize before we fly to Portugal. Half the security clearance in Paris hasnât been signed. I canâtââ
âIâll go with her,â Bradley said.
The car went quiet.
You blinked. Jake stirred beside you.
Maverick exhaled. âYou know thatâs not enough. We needââ
âIâll go too,â Jake said.
His voice was calm, low, professional. But there was something in itâfinality, maybeâthat made Maverick glance at him in the mirror.
âI donât mind taking the lead,â Jake added. âIâll plan the route. We keep it short, quiet, avoid major crowds.â
You glanced up at him. His profile was sharp in the darkness, a shadow outlined by the city lights flashing past. He didnât look at you, but you saw the faint twitch of his jaw.
Maverick hesitated. The silence was long enough to make you think heâd still say no.
Then: âFine.â
You smiled. âReally?â
âTwo hours, max,â he grunted. âDonât push your luck.â
The next day, London was gold.
Sunlight poured over cobbled streets and rooftops, warm and rare. You wore a hoodie pulled over your head, a pair of oversized sunglasses, and sneakers you hadnât worn since last summer. Jake and Bradley flanked you as you made your way through Notting Hill, your pace light, your energyâfinallyâunfiltered.
Jake had kept his distance at first. His hands in the pockets of his jacket, sunglasses on, face unreadable. He didnât look at you often, but when he did, it was sharp, focused. Scanning. Calculating. Protecting.
Bradley was easier. Joked about the café menus being too long, bought you a croissant he swore was better than anything in Paris. You laughed with him, smiled like yourself, and for a little while it felt like you were just a girl on vacation with friends.
But then Jakeâs entire body shifted.
You saw it happen. You were on a quiet block, browsing the windows of a bookstore, when Jakeâs hand lightly touched your elbow.
âDonât look,â he muttered. âWhite van across the street. Long lens out the back.â
You froze for a half-second.
Bradley turned, subtly scanning. âTheyâve been behind us since the coffee shop.â
Jakeâs voice was low, controlled. âItâs one guy, maybe two. Could be paparazzi, could be a scout. We donât engage, we just move.â
âI thought we were trying to be subtle,â you said, trying not to frown.
âWe are. But theyâre still professionals. Just a different kind.â
You all began walking again, a little faster now. Jake pulled slightly ahead of you, shoulders tense. He was murmuring something into his comms â not that you could hear much. But you could feel him shift into something else. Something colder, more alert.
Thatâs when it happened. You turned the corner near Hyde Park, only for a man with a camera to step right up in front of you.
You didnât see him coming. But Jake did.
Jake was between you and the camera in a second. His forearm came up like a wall, his body taking the brunt of the lunge before it even happened.
âNo photos,â he said firmly, voice like steel.
The man laughed nervously. âCâmon, mate, just one shotââ
Jake stepped forward, towering. âBack off. Now.â
The man raised his hands, taking a few steps back. âJesus, alright, alrightââ
Bradley tugged your arm. âLetâs move.â
You walked quickly, Jake falling back in beside you, his body still tense and coiled. You looked up at him as you kept pace.
âYou okay?â he asked.
âYeah,â you nodded. âAre you?â
He didnât answer. Not right away.
But then his voice dropped a little. Quieter now, more personal. âI get it now,â he murmured.
You looked at him again, confused.
âThis life. All of it. The noise. The eyes.â
You didnât say anything. Just walked beside him, your shoulder brushing his every now and then.
And maybe it was the adrenaline, or the way heâd moved without hesitation to protect you, but you felt safer with him in that moment than you had in a very long time.
Jakeâs eyes never left the street ahead. But for the first time that day, his hand briefly hovered at the small of your back â not touching, not quite. Just there.
A silent promise.
[...]
Three weeks into tour. Paris.
Jake Seresin had never seen anything like this life.
Not just the fame â though that was blinding enough â but the way it moved through every part of your world. The pressure, the rehearsals, the hours on the road and in the air. The way a single tweet could ignite a wildfire. The way every moment was watched, documented, critiqued.
And you? You carried it like silk draped over steel.
Each city had revealed a new side of you. Dublin, when you fought through the flu and still sang for two hours. Rome, when a fan threw a handmade bracelet on stage and you stopped everything to thank them. Madrid, when your voice cracked during a ballad and you just smiled, wiped your cheek, and kept going.
Jake had seen a lot of hard things in his life â deployments, crashes, people breaking under pressure.
But heâd never seen anyone like you.
And now⊠Paris.
The Stade de France. Over 80,000 people. A storm warning on the radar and not a single empty seat.
He and Bradley had flanked you from the SUV to the green room, cutting through the backstage swarm like clockwork. Heâd noticed you bouncing on your heels, half nerves, half adrenaline. Not fear â no, youâd never shown fear â but energy. That spark you had just before every show, the one that made people think you might levitate.
âYou alright?â Bradley had asked once you were in costume, mic pack clipped to your waistband.
âPerfect,â you grinned, slipping your in-ears in. âParis doesnât know whatâs coming.â
And you were right.
You'd blown through the first set like fire on oil â dancing, laughing, hitting every note like your lungs were made of gold. Jake and Bradley shadowed you from the ground, weaving through security posts, staying close to the barricades, always watching. Always ready.
Even from a dozen feet below, Jake could feel the pull.
The screams of the crowd. The way they roared when you so much as looked in their direction. The rain had started twenty minutes in, light at first, then harder. You hadnât even blinked â just laughed and threw your head back mid-song like you welcomed it.
Bradley leaned in toward him under the hood of his jacket. âWeâre guarding a goddamn superhero.â
Jake didnât answer. His jaw was tight.
Because it wasnât just that you were magnetic.
It was that he couldnât look away. Hadnât been able to, not for weeks.
And he was trying. God, he was trying.
Because this was a job. You were his client. And he knew what kind of pressure you were under â he saw the cracks when you thought no one was watching. The late-night tension in your shoulders. The way you smiled through exhaustion. The way your fingers trembled when you thought no one was looking.
Heâd spent the last few weeks protecting you from the outside world.
What terrified him most now was the way he wanted to protect you from everything else.
The stadium dimmed. The crowd quieted into a low rumble of anticipation.
Then the acoustic piano was rolled out under the white-hot spotlights.
His stomach dropped.
You sat, adjusted your mic, and spoke softly. âThis next oneâs not on the setlist. But it felt right tonight.â
The first notes of Iris hit the air.
Jakeâs breath caught.
Even Bradley blinked. âHoly shit,â he muttered.
The rain came harder.
But you didnât stop.
And Iâd give up forever to touch youâŠ
Your voice wrapped around the lyrics like velvet. The crowd was silent â silent, in a stadium of 80,000 â except for the scattered sounds of people crying.
Jakeâs eyes never left you.
You were soaked. Rain clung to your lashes. Your hands moved over the keys with grace, purpose, control. But your face⊠there was something in your face.
Like the rest of the world had vanished.
Like you weren't singing to the crowd anymore.
You were singing to someone.
And I donât want the world to see me, âcause I donât think that theyâd understandâŠ
Jakeâs heart pounded behind the Kevlar vest. He couldnât look away.
He didnât realize he was holding his breath until Bradley nudged him. âSee something you like?â
Jake didnât respond.
He knew it. Knew he was circling a line he had no business crossing. But hearing you like this â raw and real in the pouring rain â it cracked something in him he hadnât even realized was locked.
Heâd been in the business of control all his life.
But right now, watching her give herself to the music in front of a storm and 80,000 strangers⊠Jake Seresin had never felt so undone.
The stadium was still ringing, even after the lights had gone down. Your skin felt electric, still wet from the rain, adrenaline humming under the surface. Everything had gone right â the sound, the energy, the crowd screaming every lyric like their lives depended on it.
You shouldâve been flying high. But as you stepped into the green room, closing the door behind you, your eyes immediately landed on Jake.
He stood near the far wall, arms folded across his chest, drenched from head to toe. Water dripped from the edge of his shirt onto the tile, but he didnât seem to notice. His eyes were on you.
âYou good?â he asked, voice low and steady, the way it always was.
âIâm fine,â you said, toeing off your boots. âThat was⊠a lot.â
Jake nodded once. âYou killed it.â
You looked at him then â really looked. The rain had flattened his hair slightly, darkened his shirt so it clung to his chest and shoulders. He looked less like a bodyguard and more like a man standing at the edge of a decision he hadnât made yet.
âDidnât know you were a fan of power ballads,â you said, walking slowly toward the counter where your towel was.
His lips twitched. Almost a smile.
âIâm not,â he said. âBut you are.â
You blinked. That small answer knocked the wind out of you more than the downpour ever could.
He wasnât smiling, not really â but something in his face softened, just enough to make you move closer. The green room felt too small. Or maybe it was just how large he seemed standing there, so composed. So close.
You stepped toward him without even thinking. And for the first time, he didnât step back.
âI don't think I've said it before,â you murmured, searching his face. âBut I always feel safe when you're near me.â
Jakeâs eyes flickered. He glanced at the door like he was looking for a way out. But he didnât take it.
You reached for his hand â barely â and he met you halfway.
It was like touching a live wire.
His breath hitched, and yours stopped completely. His fingers curled around yours, slow, careful, like he was afraid to break the moment.
He stepped in, just enough that you had to tilt your chin up to look at him. The air shifted. The space between your mouths closed to a whisper. You saw the change in his eyes â the hesitation, the conflict, the part of him that wanted this just as badly as you did.
But thenâ
He pulled away.
Fast.
Like the moment had scorched him.
You blinked, startled. âWhat the hell was that?â
Jake stepped back, hand falling from yours. His whole body had tensed up again.
âI canât,â he said quietly.
âWhy?â you asked, a sharp edge creeping into your voice. âBecause you work for me?â
âBecause this isnât just about you,â he shot back, voice suddenly sharper. âThis is about everything â your image, your safety, your team, Maverickââ
âMaverick?â You scoffed. âThatâs what youâre worried about? What, heâs gonna scold you for kissing me?â
Jakeâs jaw clenched. âIâm trying to be professional.â
âNo,â you said, heart pounding now for all the wrong reasons, âyouâre trying to pretend you donât feel something, and itâs driving me insane.â
Jake shook his head, running a hand over his face. âYou have no idea how complicated this is.â
âThen tell me,â you challenged. âTell me why you look at me like that, like Iâm something you want more than anything, and then walk away.â
âIâm doing my job,â he said through gritted teeth. âThatâs all this is.â
And that â that burned.
You stared at him, your chest tight and aching. âRight. Of course it is.â
You grabbed your towel and headed for the shower without another word, your footsteps sharp against the tile. Behind you, Jake didnât move.
He couldnât.
He was too busy trying not to follow.
The ride back to the hotel was unusually quiet.
You sat in the backseat of the SUV, tucked into the corner with your arms crossed tight over your chest. Jake sat beside you, a careful distance away, his hands flat on his thighs and his jaw clenched like he was biting back a war. Maverick was driving. Bradley rode shotgun, casting the occasional glance at the rearview mirror like he could cut the tension with a knife.
No one said a word. The silence was louder than any conversation.
Your eyes stayed trained on the window, watching raindrops slide down the glass, blurring the glowing Paris lights as they zipped by. The entire city looked romantic and alive â and you felt numb.
Jake hadn't looked at you once since the green room. But you felt his presence like a weight. His regret, his restraint, his stubborn refusal to acknowledge what had almost happened.
And worse â how much you still wanted it.
When you reached the hotel, Maverick walked ahead, speaking with the concierge. Bradley lingered near the elevator, watching your back like the loyal bodyguard he was.
Jake didnât follow you up.
Not right away.
You were in your suite alone, stripped down to an old t-shirt, hair damp from a shower you barely remembered taking, when you heard the knock. Not sharp or impatient. Just one steady knock. Like someone asking permission to fall apart.
You knew it was him.
You opened the door without a word. Jake stood in the hallway, still in black from head to toe, his hair a little messy now, his eyes locked on yours like they hadnât looked anywhere else all night.
âI shouldn't have let you leave like that,â he said, voice low, measured. âI shouldâve said something.â
You leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed. âBut instead you let me go.â
He scrubbed a hand over his face. âI had to. Because if I didnât, I was going to kiss you.â
âLike thatâs a bad thing,â you snapped, the words cutting loose before you could catch them. âYou think I havenât noticed the way you look at me? The way you watch me like Iâm gonna disappear if you blink too long?â
âYouâre my client,â he growled.
âIâm also a person. One whoâs trying to be honest about what she wants.â
âAnd what is it you want?â he shot back, taking one step into the suite. You didnât stop him.
You stared up at him, voice soft but unwavering. âYou.â
That did it.
Jake reached for you like heâd been holding back for weeks â no finesse, no hesitation. His hands found your waist, pulling you hard into him, and then his mouth was on yours.
It wasnât sweet.
It was desperate. Pent-up and feral. His kiss was all heat and frustration and reckless need. You gasped against his lips as he backed you into the wall, one hand gripping your hip, the other tangled in your hair.
You kissed him back just as hard.
Like the last few weeks had been unbearable. Like your body had been waiting for this exact moment to finally breathe.
He kissed you like he was making up for every second he hadnât.
When he pulled back, breath ragged, his forehead rested against yours. âThis is gonna complicate everything.â
You nodded, panting. âI know.â
Jake looked at you for a long beat, thumb brushing your cheek. âIâm so screwed.â
You gave him the smallest smile, your lips swollen, your heart pounding. âPlease, donât go.â
And this time, when he kissed you again â slower, deeper â he didnât stop.
The morning after Paris didnât scream change, but it hummed with it quietly beneath the surface.
The crew was already bustling through breakfast in the hotelâs lounge, half-asleep but running on adrenaline and caffeine. Mickey argued with Javy over color palettes for the next show, Natasha was organizing media rounds on her tablet, and Bob was typing furiously on his laptop with a blueberry muffin precariously balanced between his teeth.
And then there was Jake.
He walked in like he always did â early, quiet, composed. But he looked at you a little too long when he thought no one was watching. Not the usual flick of a glance to scan the room. No, this was softer. More curious than assessing. His eyes lingered.
He stood closer than usual too, his shoulder nearly brushing yours as he quietly offered you the mug of tea heâd seen you reach for yesterday. âFigured youâd want this,â he murmured, voice still low, still gravelly, but not as clipped as usual.
âThanks,â you said, surprised but smiling as your fingers brushed his. He didn't pull away like before.
Later, when the schedule started rolling and you were being shuffled to a late-morning soundcheck, Jake moved with you instinctively. No words, no overt gestures â just a hand ghosting behind your back when the hallway got crowded, his gaze constantly scanning ahead and behind like always⊠but his body was looser, like he wasnât just on duty. Like he cared. Like last night had cracked something open in him that couldnât be closed again.
He laughed once â quietly, but genuinely â when Mickey told a story about you trying to smuggle a cat into a photo shoot last year. You turned toward the sound in surprise. Jake Seresin didnât laugh. But there it was â a glimpse of something warmer, almost private, before it was gone again.
No one else noticed.
But you did. And he knew you did.
And when your eyes met across the corridor, as you were pulled toward wardrobe by Mickey and he toward a perimeter check, the air pulsed between you with something that hadnât been there before. Not quite spoken. Not yet.
It was almost midnight by the time the team returned to the hotel.
The second Paris show had been everything â soaked in rain and light and noise, an echo of eighty thousand voices still reverberating in your bones. The adrenaline hadnât worn off, not completely. Youâd managed a hot shower, thrown on a soft oversized tee and bike shorts, and were about to crawl into bed when a soft knock came at your door.
You padded over, wary but curious, and peeked through the peephole. Then opened it slowly.
Jake stood there, freshly showered and changed into a plain black t-shirt and jeans. His hair was slightly damp and curling at the ends, and in his hands â of course â was a paper bag from the bakery downstairs.
âI figured youâd be starving,â he said simply, holding it out. âDidnât see you eat much after the show.â
You blinked. âIs thatââ
âAn assortment,â he nodded, like this was the most normal thing in the world. âI donât know what you like, so I got one of everything.â
Your laugh was soft, surprised, delighted. âWow. Thatâs dangerously charming of you, Seresin.â
âIâve been called worse,â he said, but there was a hint of a smile tugging at his mouth.
You stepped aside. âCome in.â
The suite was quiet â warm lamplight, blankets thrown haphazardly on the couch, your laptop still open on the coffee table. You both sank onto the couch without much thought, sitting close, knees brushing. You took the bag, pulled out a croissant, then offered him a pain au chocolat. He took it without hesitation.
âWhat?â he asked, when he caught you staring.
âYouâre just⊠not what I expected,â you murmured, tearing off a flaky piece of pastry. âYouâre always so serious. Thought for sure youâd think thisââyou gestured at your little post-show bubbleââwas beneath you.â
âI donât,â he said quietly. âNot even a little.â
You chewed for a moment, then set your croissant down. âYou want to know a secret?â
His brow arched, intrigued. âAlways.â
âIn the beginning? Before any of this? I used to sing at bars,â you said, leaning back against the couch cushions. âI was fourteen the first time. Theyâd sneak me in the back entrance, have me sit in the green room until my set. Iâd sing for whoever was there â usually drunk men shouting requests I didnât know.â
Jakeâs expression shifted, quiet and listening.
âI didnât care,â you continued, smiling faintly at the memory. âIt was singing. It was a stage. I wouldâve done anything just to be heard.â
Jake stared at you for a long moment, and then his voice came low and certain. âAnd now youâve got stadiums singing back to you.â
You laughed under your breath. âItâs crazy, right?â
âNo,â he said, eyes soft, voice even softer. âItâs exactly where youâre supposed to be.â
The air settled between you, thick with warmth. You turned toward him slowly, your bare knee brushing his jeans again, neither of you pulling away.
And this time, when he leaned in â it wasnât hesitant. It wasnât impulsive.
It was certain.
Your lips met gently, slowly, and then with more weight, more feeling. His hand cupped your jaw, his thumb brushing your cheek. It wasnât rushed or frenzied, but deep. Like heâd been waiting to kiss you for a very long time.
You pulled back with a small smile, foreheads touching. âSo you do like pastries.â
Jake chuckled, low and warm. âI like you.â
Your breath caught the second time Jake kissed you.
The croissant was forgotten, the city outside the windows silent. All you could feel was his mouth against yoursâconfident this time, pressing with a purpose that sent heat sliding down your spine. He cupped your face in both hands, thumbs stroking your cheeks as if memorizing the shape of you.
And then you movedâclimbing onto his lap, your knees straddling his thighs. Your hands pressed against his chest, feeling the firm lines beneath his t-shirt, and you swore you could feel his heartbeat pounding as hard as yours.
Jake didnât hesitate. One hand trailed down your back, splayed wide, urging you closer, anchoring you against him like he couldnât stand a single inch of space between your bodies. His lips brushed your jaw, your throat, your collarboneâwarm and firm and certain. When he looked up at you, pupils dark, jaw tight, he said, low and rough:
âTell me what you want.â
Your fingers curled in his shirt. âYou.â
He grinnedâslow, wolfish. âThatâs all I needed to hear.â
The way he handled you was reverent and demanding all at onceâlike he was staking a claim, like he already knew how to pull the breath from your lungs without even trying. He leaned you back into the cushions, mouth returning to yours as his hands roamedâtouching, learning, teasing. Every graze of his fingertips was deliberate, and every low sound you made only seemed to drive him further.
When he slid down your body, his kiss deepened just below your belly button, a wicked glint in his eye. âLet me show you how good it can feel,â he murmured against your skin, his voice a rough promise. âLet me take care of you.â
And when his mouth found its mark, you forgot your own name.
Your legs were still trembling when he kissed his way back up your body, his lips warm and reverent against the slick sheen of your skin. Every inch of you pulsed with the aftershocks of pleasure, but Jake moved slowly, like he didnât want to break the spell of what had just passed between you. His palms slid up the curve of your waist, his thumbs grazing the underside of your ribs before he settled beside you, one arm draping over your middle as he caught your gaze.
You were both breathless. Not just from what heâd done to youâbut from what it meant. From how it felt.
Jake didnât speak right away. He just looked at you, his green eyes softer than youâd ever seen them, like you were something rare he wasnât quite sure he deserved to touch. His fingertips brushed your cheek, then moved to tuck a damp strand of hair behind your ear. âYou okay?â he asked, his voice low and hoarse.
You nodded, lips parted, a little dazed. âYeah. IâmâŠâ You swallowed. âI didnât know it could feel like that.â
He smiledâquietly, not cockyâand leaned forward to kiss the hollow of your throat. âThatâs the bare minimum of what you deserve.â
Your hand curled into the collar of his shirt, pulling him back to you. âThen donât stop.â
Jake didnât need more than that.
His mouth was on yours again, deeper this time, fueled by something warmer than lust. His tongue traced the seam of your lips with slow purpose, one hand anchoring at your hip as you slid a leg over his lap and settled against the hard line of him beneath his jeans. You felt his breath hitch against your mouth when your hips rolled down, just once, teasingâtesting.
He groaned into your kiss. âJesus, sweetheart.â
âYou started it,â you murmured, grinning.
âAnd Iâll finish it,â he replied, voice darker now, more sure. He stood suddenly, gripping you by the waist as if you weighed nothing, and you yelped in surprise as he carried you to the bed.
The moment you hit the mattress, his hands were everywhere againâup your thighs, under your shirt, across your ribs, skimming your breasts like he was trying to memorize your body by touch alone. You arched into him, needy and unguarded, and Jake let out a ragged breath as he peeled off the last of your clothes.
He kissed you again, slow and aching, and then trailed kisses down your chest, worshiping every inch of skin with a reverence that made your stomach flutter. When he reached your thighs again, he paused, looking up at you from between them. âTell me what you need,â he rasped. âIâll give you everything.â
âYou,â you whispered. âJust you.â
That was all he needed.
When he finally pushed into you, it was slow, patient, his hands holding your hips steady as he filled you completely. He didnât move at firstâjust held there, foreheads pressed together, breathing you in. You gasped, adjusting to the stretch, and Jake shushed you gently, lips brushing your temple.
âYouâre perfect,â he said. âFucking perfect.â
Then he started to move.
It wasnât rushedâit wasnât roughâbut there was intensity behind every thrust, a purpose in the way his hips rolled into yours, the way his hand gripped yours against the pillow, fingers interlocked. You couldnât stop touching himâhis shoulders, his jaw, the plane of his back. His name left your lips in broken sighs, each one met with a kiss or a quiet word of praise.
âYou feel so good.â
âLook at me.â
âIâve got you.â
You didnât know how long it lasted, only that you didnât want it to end. And when the second wave finally rolled over youâsharp and blindingâyou came with a cry muffled against his throat, his name on your tongue like a promise. He followed soon after, his rhythm faltering as he buried himself deep, groaning against your neck.
After, you lay tangled in the sheets, your body tucked under his arm, your head on his chest. His heart was still pounding, one hand smoothing lazily up and down your back. The silence stretched, but it was easy, comforting, like the quiet after a storm.
âYou okay?â he asked again, murmured into your hair.
You smiled against his skin. âMore than okay.â
He kissed your forehead. âGood. Because Iâm not going anywhere.â
You fell asleep to the sound of rain tapping against the windows and Jakeâs steady breathing beside you. For the first time in a long time, you didnât dream about running or hiding.
You dreamed of staying.
Of someone choosing to stay.
[...]
The Europe leg of the tour rolled on like a freight trainâcity after city, stage after stage. The energy was electric, your performances flawless. Every night, you lit up the stadiums with the kind of magic people would talk about for years. And behind it all, Jake was there. Always there.
Heâd become a shadow by your side. A silent protector. A quiet anchor.
Except now⊠not so quiet.
You and Jake had become masters at sneaking around. A glance across a crowded dressing room, a touch lingering a little too long as he helped you into a car, a brief rendezvous in hotel stairwells between press calls and setlist rehearsals. It was risky, exciting, intimate in ways you never expected. And you werenât sure how long it could last.
Bradley, for one, had started to notice.
He wasnât confrontational about it, not at first. But Jake saw the way Roosterâs eyes narrowed every time you laughed too easily at one of Jakeâs dry comments. How his gaze lingered just a second longer when Jake reached for your hand to help you out of a van. Bradley wasnât dumb. He had that protective streak in himâa big brother energy he tried (and often failed) to hide.
It all came to a head in Berlin.
The crew had gathered in the production office behind the venue, winding down after soundcheck. You were off reviewing wardrobe changes with Mickey, Nat and Javy were huddled over the next dayâs PR schedule, and Maverick had gone off to triple-check the security team for that night.
Bradley stepped up beside Jake, arms crossed over his chest. His tone was casual, but his eyes were sharp.
âYou and I need to talk.â
Jake didnât blink. He followed Bradley out of the room without a word. They ended up on a side stairwellâquiet, concrete, unbothered. The kind of place Jake was starting to associate with you.
Bradley leaned against the rail, eyeing Jake carefully. âYou two think youâre subtle, huh?â
Jake exhaled, his jaw tight but not defensive. âGuess not subtle enough.â
âNo,â Bradley muttered, pushing his hands through his hair. âNot subtle at all.â
Jake leaned against the wall across from him, arms folded now, mirroring Roosterâs posture. âI didnât mean for it to happen.â
âBut it did,â Bradley said. âAnd itâs still happening.â
Jake didnât argue.
There was a long beat. A train of noise filtered through the steel door from backstageâcheers, laughter, footstepsâbut the stairwell stayed still, heavy with things unsaid.
âI tried to keep it professional,â Jake finally said, voice lower now. âYou think I donât get how bad this could go? Sheâs our boss. My job is literally to keep her safe, not⊠fall for her.â
Bradley didnât flinch, but his eyes flickered at that last part.
Jake sighed. âBut I did. Somewhere along the way I stopped seeing her as just the client, and started seeing her as⊠everything else. And I donât know how to turn it off.â
Bradley looked at him for a long moment. âYou love her?â
Jake didnât hesitate. âYeah.â
It hung there between them, simple and solid.
Bradley ran a hand over his mouth, like he was trying to figure out what the hell to do with that. Then he laughedâdry, almost pained. âNatashaâs gonna kill you.â
Jake huffed a quiet, tired laugh of his own. âYeah. I figured.â
Bradley shook his head but there was a glimmer of something softer nowâacceptance, maybe. Understanding. âSheâs been through a lot, man. Just donât screw this up.â
âI wonât,â Jake said, eyes steady. âI swear.â
Bradley nodded. âThen keep it quiet a little longer. Let her do her job. Do yours. But eventually, we all know itâs gonna come out.â
Jake nodded. âYeah. I know.â
They stood there for a few more seconds in silence before Bradley pushed off the railing.
âIâm not gonna say anything,â he added, opening the stairwell door. âBut when Nat finds out? Iâm hiding behind Penny.â
Jake grinned. âDeal.â
The Berlin crowd was wild â in the best way. Eighty thousand strong, hands raised, voices louder than the speakers. You could feel the thunder of their energy under your boots, vibrating through the stage and straight into your spine. It shouldâve been exhilarating. And it was⊠until it wasnât.
You were halfway through your fifth song, hitting the final chorus, when something shifted.
From the ground, Jake felt it first.
He always watched the audience like a hawk, his eyes tracking movement more than faces. Every show had energy â people jumping, waving, dancing. But this was different. A quick flash of chaos in the corner of his vision. A figure breaking the barricade. Then, all at once, everything kicked into motion.
A young guy â early twenties, dressed like every other fan â suddenly bolted through a gap in the front row security, scrambling up toward the stage.
Bradley saw him a second later. âShitââ
He was already moving, but Jake was faster.
You didnât even notice at first â the music was too loud, the spotlight too bright. But Jakeâs voice crackled over the comms:
âStage left breachâon it.â
Before the fan could make it past the front edge, two of the venueâs local security guards finally snapped out of it and tackled him hard against the scaffolding. He hit the ground, screaming something you couldnât make out through your in-ears, and within seconds he was dragged backstage, kicking and yelling.
The band kept playing â they were trained for that. You didnât stop. You didnât show fear. You just glanced offstage for a moment, your heart hammering in your chest, and caught Jake standing just beyond the lighting rig, chest heaving, eyes blazing.
The moment the show ended, the lights dipped and they were backstage, you turned toward your team. âWhat the hell just happened?â
But Jake wasnât looking at you â he was already storming toward the two local security guards, voice like a growl.
âYou were supposed to have eyes on that cornerâwhat the hell were you doing?â
The taller of the two blinked like he hadnât expected to be yelled at. âWe handled itââ
Jake got in his face. âNo, we handled it. He was ten seconds from getting on stage. If something had happenedââ
Bradley appeared behind him, clamping a hand on Jakeâs shoulder. âHey, manâbreathe.â
Maverick stepped in too, more calmly. âJake. Heâs gone. Sheâs fine.â
But Jake didnât budge at first. His fists were clenched, jaw tight, fury written all over him. You could see it from where you stood â not just the frustration, but something deeper. Fear. His eyes flicked to you, just for a second. Softened. Then he exhaled hard and stepped back, muttering under his breath.
Maverick raised an eyebrow but didnât say anything. He gave Jake a look â one that said weâll talk later â and turned to escort you back to the green room while the team regrouped.
You didnât say anything until you were inside, door shut behind you, heart still racing.
Jake finally followed, a minute later, visibly trying to calm himself down. He wouldnât look at you at first.
âYou okay?â you asked, voice gentler than before.
He nodded. âYeah. Justâshouldnâtâve happened.â
You stepped closer. âBut itâs over now. You were incredible.â
He finally met your eyes. And there it was again â that quiet, fierce protectiveness. Like if it had gone any differently, he wouldâve burned the whole arena down.
âThey donât get to touch you,â he muttered, almost to himself. âNot on my watch.â
You didnât reach for him â not here, not now â but your gaze lingered, and for a moment, nothing else existed in the world but you and him and the silence between your breaths.
The post-show wind-down in the hotel suite had become something of a ritual. Maverick sat at the table with his laptop open, skimming through footage from the nightâs security feed. Mickey and Coyote were mid-way through a bag of chips, still hyped from the energy of the stadium. Bob typed notes for the report Maverick always expected. Natasha sat cross-legged in an armchair, sipping from a bottle of water, observant and quiet. Bradley leaned against the wall, arms crossed, watching them all a little too carefully.
âSheâs down for the night,â he finally said. âJakeâs at her door. I offered to take over, but he waved me off.â
Natasha quirked a brow. âOf course he did.â
Mickey popped a chip in his mouth. âAnyone else feel like Jake was⊠extra tonight?â
âDude looked like he was about to rip that venue guyâs throat out,â Javy added.
âHe reacted fast,â Bob said. âAlmost like he knew something was gonna happen before it did.â
âHeâs always been intense,â Bradley offered, tone breezy.
âNot this intense,â Natasha shot back. âItâs like heâs got tunnel visionâbut only when sheâs around.â
Bradley shifted slightly, arms still crossed. âHeâs just doing his job. Maybe a little too hard, butâbetter safe than sorry.â
âSure,â Javy said slowly, âbut when the show ended, and she was off stage? She went to him. Not Penny, not Maverick, not you, Brad. Him.â
Bradley gave a lazy shrug. âTheyâre both under a lot of pressure. Maybe theyâve just⊠clicked.â
Bob looked up. âYou think somethingâs going on?â
Bradleyâs heart thudded, but he forced a calm laugh. âCâmon. Thatâs a stretch.â
âI donât know,â Natasha said, narrowing her eyes. âShe lets him get closer than she lets anyone else. And the way he looks at herâJake doesnât look at anyone like that.â
Maverick finally looked up from the footage, brow raised. âLooks at her how?â
âLike she hung the damn moon,â Natasha replied without missing a beat.
Javy made a face. âYeah, and she looks right back at him like sheâd rather be in his arms than on stage.â
âMaybe weâre all just tired,â Bradley said, pushing off the wall to walk toward the table. âItâs been a long few weeks. Big stadiums. Long nights. Emotions run high. Doesnât mean anything.â
Mickey gave him a look. âYou trying to convince us, or yourself?â
Bradley smirked. âJust saying. Weâre paid to protect her, not to start a tabloid exposĂ©.â
âStill,â Natasha murmured, eyes narrowing in thought. âIf something is happeningâŠâ
âItâs none of our business,â Bradley said quickly, voice firm.
Everyone turned to him.
Natashaâs brow lifted slightly, curious now. âThat defensive, huh?â
Bradley opened his mouth, then caught himself. âJust donât want to stir up drama that isnât there.â
Maverick watched him a moment longer, then turned back to his laptop, muttering, âWeâll see.â
Bradley sat down beside Mickey, keeping his expression neutral. But inside, he was already planning how the hell he was going to warn Jake â because it was only a matter of time before the others really figured it out.
And when they did?
Thereâd be no putting that genie back in the bottle.
The hotel room was quiet when Jake stepped inside.
Dim lamplight spilled across the plush carpet, soft and golden, and you stood by the window, your back to him, still in one of your oversized post-show hoodies. You didnât turn around at first. Just let your head tilt slightly as you felt him approach â like your body knew he was close before your mind could register it.
Jake shut the door behind him with a soft click. âHey.â
You turned, slow and tired but smiling, that specific kind of glow only adrenaline and stage lights left behind. âHey yourself.â
He crossed the room in a few strides, stopping just in front of you, hands slipping into his pockets like he wasnât sure if he was allowed to touch. âYou good?â
You reached for him then, fingers curling around the collar of his shirt. âI donât want to talk.â
He leaned in, slow and sure, his voice low as he murmured against your lips, âThen donât.â
The kiss was soft at first, a whisper of mouths, his hands settling on your waist. You breathed him in â clean soap, a trace of rain, and something deeply him. When he deepened the kiss, his grip grew firmer, pulling you flush against his chest, the tension finally giving way to hunger.
You gasped into his mouth when his hands slid beneath your hoodie, skimming over bare skin.
âNo stage,â he whispered, voice rough with want. âNo crowd. Just me and you.â
You nodded, wordless, and let him lead you toward the bed.
He kissed down your neck, taking his time, every press of his lips reverent. Clothes disappeared piece by piece â your hoodie first, his shirt next, and then nothing but bare skin and quickening heartbeats. You tugged him down with you onto the mattress, wrapping your arms around his shoulders, letting his weight settle over you.
Jake was gentle, even when his desire burned hot. He kissed every inch of your skin like he was memorizing it, learning you. His hands were strong, sure, but never rushed. When he dipped lower and his mouth found its place between your thighs, it wasnât about showing off. It was about you falling apart under him â your hands tangled in his hair, your breath catching on his name, your body trembling from his touch.
And when he finally moved over you, when he pressed into you slow and deep, you felt everything. The tension, the weeks of wanting, the quiet understanding that this wasnât just lust. It was something bigger. It meant something.
He moved with you, not against you. Eyes locked. Words whispered into skin. Your fingers dragged down his back, his lips brushing your jaw, your cheek, your temple.
âTell me youâre mine,â he rasped.
âIâm yours,â you breathed.
It wasnât fast. It wasnât rushed. Jake made love to you like he had all the time in the world. And when you came undone beneath him, he held you through it, whispering your name like a promise.
After, he didnât move. Just held you close, his hand cradling the back of your head, your cheek pressed to his chest where his heart still pounded like a war drum.
You felt safe.
You felt seen.
And for the first time in your chaotic, spotlight-lit life⊠you let yourself believe this wasnât just a fantasy.
He was real. And he was yours.
[...]
It happened on a Wednesday.
Youâd made it a full month of stolen moments, whispered goodnights behind hotel doors, fingertips brushing under the glare of stadium lights â always just out of view, always careful. But someone was bound to see.
And Maverick wasnât just anyone.
You were mid-soundcheck at the venue in Barcelona when he asked â no, ordered â both you and Jake to meet him in the green room after.
The room was empty, too quiet when you walked in. Jake stood stiff beside you, arms crossed, jaw tight. You could feel the panic starting to rise, like a fog behind your ribs. Maverick stood by the little kitchenette, sipping from a thermos like he wasnât about to completely change the course of your day.
He set the thermos down.
âAll right,â he said. âLetâs get this over with.â
You rushed out before you could stop yourself. âPlease donât fire him.â
Maverick blinked, stunned. âIâwhat?â
You stepped forward, heart racing. âOr bench him orâwhatever it is youâre thinking. Just donât, okay? I know itâs not ideal, but we didnât plan this. I swear we were careful and we tried to fight it butââ Your voice cracked. âJake makes me happy. Really happy. Iâve never felt thisâsafe. Or seen. Or⊠me. So if youâre going to break us apart, please, donât.â
Jakeâs hand barely brushed your lower back, a silent anchor. You were trembling.
But Maverick didnât yell. Didnât scowl.
He just sighed. Long. Quiet. Ran a hand down his face like a father trying not to lose it in front of his kids.
âIâm not here to break you up,â he said finally.
You stared. âYouâre not?â
âNo.â His gaze flicked to Jake. âThough I am seriously considering gluing a GPS to your forehead, Seresin.â
Jake coughed once â a soft sound that mightâve been a laugh if the moment wasnât so thick.
Maverick stepped closer, arms crossed now but not in anger â in careful authority. âYou think I didnât notice how you look at her? Or how she looks at you?â He glanced at you then, eyes gentler. âIâve known you a long time. Long enough to know when somethingâs real.â
Your throat was tight.
He looked back at Jake. âI just want her protected. Not just from crowds or fans or threats â from the kind of love that burns too fast and leaves scars.â
Jake nodded, quiet but steady. âIâm not going anywhere.â
âI know,â Maverick said. âThatâs why I called this meeting.â
You blinked. âWait, what?â
âBecause,â he continued, âif youâre going to be in this â really in this â then you need to stop hiding. Not from me. Not from the people who love you.â His voice softened. âIâve always had your back, kid. Iâm not about to stop now.â
Your eyes burned.
Jake reached for your hand.
And Maverick? He just smiled a little.
âYou deserve happy,â he said. âBoth of you. Donât screw it up.â
[...]
One year later â Los Angeles, final night of the tour.
The lights at SoFi Stadium were blinding. Seventy thousand people. A sea of phone lights like stars. Screams so loud the stage felt like it pulsed beneath your feet.
You were in your element.
The final notes of your last song rang out into the warm California night, the crowd holding every moment with you like they didnât want it to end. And truthfully? Neither did you.
The tour had changed everything. Your world. Your heart.
You stood there, hands pressed to your chest, your voice trembling as you whispered a final thank you into the mic. You couldnât see the front barricade from the lights, but you knew they were out there â Maverick, Bradley, your entire team. Your family.
And Jake.
He was somewhere along the stage edge, hidden in the shadows just as he had been every night. But your eyes always found him.
You slipped off stage to roaring cheers and were immediately pulled into hugs â Mickey, Nat, Javy, Penny. Everyone sticky with sweat, misty-eyed, and glowing.
But you only truly exhaled when you saw him. Jake.
Leaning against the wall in his black-on-black suit, tie loose, security badge clipped to his belt â but all you could see was his smile. That real one. The one just for you.
âNice show,â he said, voice low.
You stepped into his space without hesitation. âOnly cried three times,â you joked, cheeks still flushed from adrenaline.
Jake cupped your cheek with one hand, his thumb brushing beneath your eye, catching a smear of glitter. âYou did it, superstar.â
âSo did you,â you whispered, fingers curling into the front of his shirt. âThank you for being there. For all of it.â
He kissed you then. Slow. Steady. Deep enough to silence the noise.
You werenât hiding anymore. Maverick had known. The rest of the team had figured it out. But no one cared â not when they saw how happy you were. Not when they saw how steady Jake made you. Not when they saw the way you looked at each other, like everything before this had only been a rehearsal.
Jake pulled back just enough to murmur, âSo whatâs next for us?â
You smiled.
âWhatever we want.â


