ASPD Culture Is...

ASPD Culture is...

ASPD + NPD culture is struggling to understand why we should bother with people in difficult lives and situations. And I hate that about myself don’t get me wrong I feel like a total asshole but like. What even is the quality of life for some people, plus I struggle to care and not look down on others, I hate thinking it but I do

(Vent) aspd traits culture is Imma need you to stop blaming me because you're too insecure to handle your own shit. I used to be so worried about being a toxic person I bent over backwards to keep the peace but stop vague posting and grow up. I'm not responsible for your insecurity.

aspd culture is being straight up screamed at about how awful i supposedly am but having to hold back on laughing because if they see i think this is amusing i'll just have to deal with more unnecessary screaming

aspd culture is trying so desperately to keep being interested in things enough to work on them so I can actually have a future instead of failing out of every class I’m ever in

aspd + asd culture is wondering why people are trying to guilt trip me as if i won't just stand there and stare at them

aspd culture is listening to a lot of music because it's the closest you can get to feeling something without your exception being around (or without relapsing)

ASPD culture is not caring about others opinions but feeling a overwhelming rage when they try to push that opinions on those I tolerate or have a higher position in my mental hierarchy

aspd culture is knowing my grandma is about to die and my two main thoughts on this are “the house is gonna be really quiet, thatll be weird” and “moms gonna be too tired to care so i’ll be able to get what i want more often”

aspd culture is not being a shit person and getting mad over someone being insecure they're annoying

ASPD (+BPD & NPD) culture is losing your shit when the one person you see as your equal and whom you favor doesnt favor you back

aspd culture is finding myself internally saying the most cruel and out of pocket shit the very second my friends do something even slightly incorrect or irritable to me

ASPD culture is making commitments to people that you really really really don't want to honor because they're boring and annoying and you don't want to interact, why am I even bothering?? Seriously??

ASPD culture is murder is illegal, so I will just aggressively think at someone to kill yourself kill yourself please kill yourself

ASPD culture is learning to fake caring for people and learning how to “comfort the right way” but not actually caring at all

ASPD Culture is ppl getting mad at me for not caring if I hurt them like yeah if you tell me what I did was wrong and it hurt you I’ll probably stop but I don’t FEEL bad at all

aspd culture is ohmygod you annoying ass bitch shut the fuck up