Worship me

??? Mika: Haha...I shouldn’t be able to remember this...Zivon took so much from me. I just thought- I thought my memories were taken away and trapped forever but...

But I’m so sure that’s my name!

I’m Mika!

???: I-I could...rest?  

If you'd like to do it in a humanoid style, then that's fine. I'd miss the pony style, but if it's not working for you anymore then I understand. I'm just glad that you're putting an effort into trying to finish it. I'd just assumed this blog had died like so many others. 

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Thank you for the input!!

I still love it haha, all the people I got to be friends with because of this (even if I don’t talk to them much anymore cuz im too shy hah) and the story and everything I’d feel bad just leaving it behind. 

sorry I’m never on anymore guys... I barely even check this blog anymore ah.

So basically just coming on to say why I’m never updating haha....

I’m in college now, a hell college I swear, for fashion/costume design and it’s really hard to get time to do art in general. But when I do get time I like to draw what I love to draw and thats humanoid/human ocs, so that just leaves zivon in this sort of pit. Which is like. really killing my motivation for him. Even though I love him as a character, I just find it hard to get super invested in my ocs that take place in a canon universe that isn’t my own. 

However we are SO SO close to finishing Zivon’s whole story with everything I wanted to cover in this blog. I’m not sure where to go from here but I’m hoping I’ll be able to finish it one day...(Not sure what you guys would prefer, waiting for the pony updates, me writing a summary, writing up a story, or even finishing it with humanoid designs.) 

For now I’m sitting over at my other OC ask blogs (personalguardsquad, and the-underground-hotel) if you still wanna check out my art and my stories ;w;! they both have pretty dark themes to them, or will in the future if yall are stlil into the spook. 

???: You don’t know how it feels like...To not be in control like that.

I-It was awful! He was planning to kill more people-kill them using MY body! I had to watch everything!

???: “What’s up??” I’m about to die!!-H-He’s going to kill us again! A-And keep or souls hostage and c-control us again!

We failed!

Zivon: The ghosts seem to be disagreeing with each other given their current appearance. But if I’m to actually stop this creature, then I’ll have to stop the main spirits who’s feelings are controlling the body. I’m sure all of these spirits has a reason to kill me, but I cannot believe that every one of them has what it takes to actually ‘pull the trigger.’ Most of these spirits are just distressed and scared from what I’ve done, and they are following the words of the more aggressive ones.

I know how spirits work. There is going to be a few at the head, leading the rest. And if I can convinces those ones to stop-then I’ll be that much closer to leading the rest to the afterlife.

Zivon: Look believe it or not I was actually a medium for a while. You are going to rest!