— Helen Otis

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,, i’m not good with feelings . . . ”

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hello. my name is helen otis, but i’m told most people know me as the “bloody painter”.

you can call me by that, but i’m more comfortable with being called helen. i’ve also heard some people call me “B.P.”, so i… guess that works too.

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┌── ⟢ ・⸝⸝ about me ,,

・・・》23 years old. i use he/him pronouns. they/them is fine. never she/her.

・・・》i’m intersex, asexual, and nina says that the term “cupioromantic” works best for me. so… i’m that, too.

・・・》diagnosed sociopath. i don’t/can’t feel emotions like other people do. but i try. sometimes.

・・・》i enjoy art. mostly the note material arts — painting, sculpting… that stuff. i also like music; i listen to more classical pieces, but i like modern music as well — Kimya Dawson, Florence + the Machine, Ethel Cain.

・・・》adding onto the topic of music, nina has been trying to get me to listen to more… pop-ish music. i’ll take recommendations, if anyone has any.

・・・》DNI: basic DNI material. asks are open always. don’t be weird.

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┌── ⟢ ・⸝⸝ friends w/…

i prefer to gather the materials i use myself. that way, i can ensure none of the works i’m making have any chance of deteriorating in quality down along the line.

I have too many spare parts..

I've actually made my own pieces like this, before.

sorry if this is weird

i've been told that before, so i am aware of it... but it being said again never fails to catch me off guard.

i don't think it's weird. not unless you make it weird.

she hasn’t said anything about today to me, though… which is surprising. the others haven’t said anything, which isn’t surprising.

i can tolerate horror. it’s not my preference.

i don’t think i “hate” anyone, really.

if i had to pick one, i’d say… Jack, maybe. Eyeless Jack. EJ. whatever you all call him.

that… wasn’t. a mistake. i knew it was going to happen eventually. i planned for it, and i worked with it.

no.

i make sure to preserve each and every piece of art i make.

it was a long time ago, as of now. after i was discharged.

five humans. i made paintings and sculptures.

no.

i like fruits.

i don’t like to do it, but i can hold my own in a fight. to an extent.

so that’s what i do.