many thoughts, many worlds

fun fact about character development by the way. you can make them develop worse.

God will see you at the lowest point of your life, and say "what the fuck I thought I killed that thing." But you skitter too fast and you are too creepy.

And like who the fuck is this guy [gestures to reflection in mirror alone in bathroom

guy on a work call just accidentally said “have a nice freak-end” instead of weekend and now i desperately want that to be the new meme. have a nice freakend everybody

God betraying me blooper reel

pain is not punishment, devised and delivered, the wolf’s rightful claim when you wander from the path. it is senseless–a flurry of flashing eyes and snarling-snapping so close to your ears that you can smell rot, and howling that sends shivers down your spine and a feeling that traces fear into each footstep– where is there to run? it will find you no matter how closely you toe your road. do not mistake comfort for safety.

in another universe, i am capable of saving them, and i did it.

You guys would tell me if the bell was tolling for me, right?

To those who escaped abusive homes and are now the "evil child who refuses to see reason" because they are no contact with family, you deserve freedom. You deserve a life your family doesn't have access to. You aren't evil. You deserve love, peace, joy, and comfort. I am so proud of you.

Sometimes having an OC is like "this character is an outlet for my insecurity and trauma" and sometimes it's like "this character is an outlet for my love of vampires :)". Sometimes it's both

Sometimes you think it's "this character is an outlet for my love and nothing more :)" and then you look it over later like "shit. product of the deepest depths of my soul again"