CHAPTER 3 - Learning the Ropes
Another day. She said to herself. Another day in hell.
She pushed through the heavy double doors into the Nursery Wing. Day three. Only four hundred and eighty-four hours left on the clock, and the ankle monitor already felt like it had fused to her skin. She kept her eyes forward, sneakers squeaking against the polished linoleum.
The hallway was the same bizarre mash-up of hospital, nursery, and prison it had been yesterday. Pastel walls. Smiling elephants with frozen googly eyes. Soft block lettering on every sign. But underneath the cutesy paint job the sounds never changed: muffled coos and bath-water splashing from Block B, a high-pitched whine of protest from somewhere in the Sissy Ward accompanied by rhythmic clapping and unh-unh-unhhh, as well as sloppy sounding gluck-gluck-glucks. In the Nursery Ward, wet babbling and desperate little gulps drifted from D-3 like someone was being force-fed again. A rhythmic crinkle-and-sob combo came from D-5, another messy change in progress, probably. Someone was getting spanked in D-6 judging by the loud cracks and cries, followed by âNow get in the corner! Knees to the ground, nose to the wall!â A grown man crying with blubbering hiccups echoing through the door.Â
The whole corridor smelled like the usual cocktail of talc, antiseptic, and warm urine trying to hide behind lavender air freshener.
She stopped outside Nursery D-7. The wall-mounted charting station glowed softly. She tapped the screen and it flickered to life with the early-morning report.
Participant: Corey Lassiter â Level Two
Assigned Primary Sitter: Danielle Monroe
Overnight / Early-Morning Summary (Morning Attendant Log):
Inmate had overnight leak. Diaper changed at 07:18. Sheets changed at 07:26am.
12 oz Stage 2 formula bottle administered at 07:47 (fully consumed).
Morning regression supplement administered (fiber, muscle relaxant, incontinence booster). No adverse reactions.
35 minutes of supervised screentime in common area. 1 episode of Barney, 2 Cocomelon songs. Subject stayed on playmat. Clapped to songs where appropriate.Â
Art activity: Finger painting. Subject drew a Giraffe. Work showed too much control and detail. Needs further regression.
Scheduled nap at 11:15 observed and logged.
Compliance rating: High. No incidents.
Danielle read the chart over again. The Morning Attendants had already done their usual sweep. They were just rotating relief staff, there to handle the bare minimum when the primary sitters werenât on duty. They woke the inmates, cleaned up their overnight messes, shoved a bottle in them, parked them in front of cartoons for a while, then put them back down for the scheduled nap. Apparently they werenât considered âSittersâ, that was her lovely job. Danielle was the âPrimary Caregiverâ, the one who got all the âfunâ parts of taking care of a grown man in diapers. She was the one who had to do most of the feedings, changings, disciplining, and ârelationship buildingâ as the training manuals had called it. Turning him into whatever the Matriarchal Court decided a ârehabilitatedâ adult was supposed to look like.
She pressed her badge to the scanner. The light blinked green. Her ankle monitor chirped in perfect, mocking sync.
She stepped inside and froze.
The room was still in sleep mode, lights dimmed to a soft golden haze, lullaby playing low and tinny from the ceiling speaker. The crib dominated the far wall, bars tall and reinforced, looking more like a little prison cell than anything. It only happened for a few seconds. A faint, rhythmic rustling. Plastic crinkling. Weight shifting against the padded mattress. Quick, guilty little movements like someone not taking a nap, but instead trying to finish something before they got caught. The blanket twitched. A shoulder jerked once, hard.
Then everything went perfectly still.
Danielle narrowed her eyes. The bars were high enough that she couldnât see his face, but she could see the edge of the yellow giraffe plush clutched in one fist and the way the blanket had bunched up around his hips.
âCorey?â she said, voice flat.
A beat of heavy silence. Then he sat up too fast, knees snapping to his chest, pacifier still lodged between his lips. His short hair was disheveled, either from sleep or somethingâŚelse. His cheeks were already flushed a deep, guilty pink. He blinked at her with wide eyes, trying way too hard to look innocent.
âG-good morning, Ms. Danielle,â he mumbled around the shield of the pacifier, voice small and shaky.
âWhat were you doing?â
âN-nothing, Ms. Danielle!â he squeaked.
âDrop the âMs.ââ She said for what felt like the 100th time, âJust Danielle.âÂ
She couldnât help but feel like a mother walking in on her son doing something she wouldâŚrather not think about. So she didnât. Or, at least, tried not to.
She crossed the room and dropped the crib rail with a metallic clack. The sound made him flinch.
He rose unsteadily, bare legs trembling, the thick diaper forcing that familiar waddle. The front of his onesie looked slightly swollen. Danielleâs gaze flicked downward automatically.
âYou wet?â she asked, suspecting she already knew the answer.
Coreyâs eyes dropped to the floor. âI⌠I think so. A little.â
âFrom a whopping 30-minute nap?â Danielle said dryly.
Corey flushed darker. Danielle sighed. âAlright letâsââ
The charting station gave a soft, cheerful ping. A calm synthetic voice followed.
âLevel Two protocol reminder: Inmates may not self-report hygiene status. Primary Sitter must perform visual and tactile confirmation before any determination is logged.â
Danielle glanced up at one of the many cameras adorning the ceiling, their little red lights staring down like unblinking eyes.
She exhaled through her nose. Oh youâve got to be fucking kidding me. She thought. They had to make this as infantilizing and degrading as possible.Â
âStay still.â she ordered. âDo not make this weird.â
He bit his lip and nodded.
She crouched low enough to hook two fingers into the crotch of his onesie and popped the little buttons one by one. The fabric sprang open with a soft snap-snap-snap, exposing the thick white padding underneath. It looked more disheveled than usual, like heâd been shifting and squirming quite a bit in the crib.
Then came the awkward part.
She reached in and pressed her palm flat against the front of the diaper, groping the warm, crinkly padding while Corey knelt there awkwardly, his stuffed giraffe dangling by its arm as he winced. Her fingers had to press and squeeze to feel how saturated it was. Inevitably, she could feel his little nub inside. It wasâŚstiffer than normal, pressing back against her touch. She told herself it was just morning wood. Nothing more. Still, the whole thing felt far too intimate for two adults who barely knew each other.
His diaper was damp, but not quite heavy. She examined the blue wetness indicator line running down the front. The faint scent of urine rose with the movement. There was a little scale of numbers running along the sides of the line, like a little thermometer, but it measured something else. Wetness level 1 through 10. The blue line had only climbed to a 3.Â
She knew the rule by now: He needed at least a 7 to be changed, a 5 if he was messy.
âThree,â she said, more to herself than to him. âYou can wait.â
She didnât bother resnapping his onesie. She simply let the fabric hang open, leaving the swollen, slightly yellow-tinged diaper on full display. There was no point in hiding it. Not here.
Coreyâs cheeks burned darker. He didnât argue. He never did. He simply knelt there, hands fidgeting at his sides, the pacifier still bobbing between his lips.
Danielle straightened, wiping her fingers on her scrubs. She hefted a heavy sigh and glanced over at the charting station. âSo⌠what do we have planned for today?â Danielle muttered, stepping over to the tablet on the wall. She tapped the screen. âA feeding? Already?â she read, eyebrows raised.
She turned to Corey. âAre you even hungry?â she asked, hoping for a ânoâ.
Corey shook his head. âNot really.â
She sighed in relief. âI think you can wait,â Danielle muttered, turning away.
The speaker in the corner of the room buzzed sharply.
Be advised that all Littles are on a strict schedule and regiment. All feedings and activities will take place as specified.
Danielle groaned and rubbed her temple. âWhelp. You heard it.â She said, âUp. Highchair. Now.â
Corey pushed himself up with a soft, defeated crinkle and waddled over, the damp diaper swaying between his thighs. Danielle fumbled with the highchair tray, grunting and scoffing as the latch stuck twice before she finally managed to click it free and swing it open. She pushed him into the seat, pressing down firmly on his shoulders until his padded bottom settled with a squelching squish. The tray clicked down and locked with a snap.
âOkayâŚâ She sighed, trying to steady herself. âWell, I guess Iâll get your bottle readââ
Solid foods are to be administered by spoon at this time.
Danielle rolled her eyes so hard it almost hurt. âOkay, fine. Mush it is.â She stomped over to the kitchenette, muttering the entire way. âWhat a fucking joke...â She yanked open cabinet after cabinet, slamming them shut when she didnât find what she needed. Finally she located the shelf stacked with mason jars of pureed food in varying shades of unappealing beige, purple, green, and orange. She snatched one of the large jars and headed back toward the highchair.
âTwo jars of Stage 2 puree required.â
Her face flushed crimson in frustration at being micromanaged. She stomped back to the cabinet, grabbed a second jar, and slammed the door so hard the hinges rattled. She was halfway back when she realized she needed a bowl and a spoon. âUghhh!!â she growled, rummaging through the drawers until she found a small plastic bowl with a suction cup base and a large baby spoon. She slammed the bowl down on the counter, popped both jars open, recoiled at the awful smell, and dumped the thick greenish orange slop into it. One jar at a time.
Attendant needs to ensure that all product is emptied from container.
âAgghh!â She snatched the spoon and angrily dredged the inside of each jar, scraping out every last stubborn smear until the containers were practically spotless.
A scoop of Pixie Powder required.
âJesus fucking Christ!â Danielle was so livid, she didnât even bother measuring properly. She just grabbed the container labeled Pixie Dust â For Regression and Pansification, scooped out a rough lump, and dumped it into the bowl, stirring with angry, violent circles. The mixture turned into a lumpy, glistening paste.
âIs that good??â she called mockingly toward the ceiling cameras. âDid I do it the right fucking way this time??â
She lifted the bowl from the counter, but the suction cup base caught for a second, then popped free. The sudden motion sent a thick splatter of mush flying upwardâŚdirectly into her face.
Danielle froze. Greenish-orange puree dripped from her cheek, her forehead, even the tip of her nose.Â
For a split second the room was silent. Then she screamed in pure rage. âAre you fucking kidding me?!â She snatched a burp cloth and furiously wiped her face, the cloth coming away smeared and sticky. Her scrubs now had fresh stains across the front. She was irate, breathing hard through her nose, eyes blazing. Storming back to the highchair with what remained of the bowl.
She gripped the oversized baby spoon, scooped a massive, heaping dollop of the slop, and raised it toward Coreyâs mouth.
Bib required for feeding.
âOh youâve got to be fucking KIDDING me!â she roared, snatching the bright yellow bib from the hook and fastening it around Coreyâs neck with a sharp, vicious tug. The strap dug into his skin.
Corey groaned softly, staring at the greenish glop on the spoon.
âOh donât start,â Danielle snapped. âYou know neither one of us get a say. Now open up!â
Reluctantly, Coreyâs mouth quivered open. She shoved the first heaping spoonful inside. He recoiled, gagging as the grainy texture hit his tongue. She was already loading the next spoonful before he could even swallow.
âMmph. Itâs cold.â he whimpered.
âToo bad,â she said, shoving it in his mouth, already scooping the next bite. âIâm sure if I try to warm it up the fucking buzzer will go off again.â
âI donât like cold mushâŚâ
âWell, I donât like grown men pooping themselves once or twice a day,â she shot back. âYet here we are...â
She kept going, spoon after spoon. At first she tried to stay methodical, but her patience frayed with every wet, reluctant swallow. Coreyâs cheeks bulged. Greenish-orange dribble began to escape the corners of his mouth and run down his chin in thick streaks, soaking into the bib.
She loaded the spoon heavier and moved faster, forcing the mush in before he could fully swallow the last bite. More dribble ran down his chin. She growled and scraped the runaway slop up with the spoon, shoving it right back between his lips.
âUghh, youâre making a fucking mess,â she snarled. âDisgusting. Just hurry up and swallow it. Letâs get this over with.â
He continued to whine and groan, doing his best to keep up. His stomach bloated, his diaper crinkling as he shifted in discomfort.
She shook her head at his pitiful whimpering, âI swear, sometimes it feels like Iâm the one being punished more than youâŚâ
Corey whimpered around the spoon, eyes watering.
âIâm the one that has to change your shitty diapers. Iâm the one that has to watch you make a mess of yourself with this fucking slop. And IâM the one that has to wait on you hand and fucking foot all goddamned day!â
She still felt sticky and gross, the mush from earlier congealing on her skin. She gripped the burp rag again and wiped her face and chest with rough, angry strokes.
âYou really think itâs as good as it sounds?â Corey said now that he had a bit of a reprieve from the feeding. Danielle paused, crooking an eyebrow.Â
âYOU get to go home at the end of the day.â He continued, âYou get a full-sized bed. Not one thatâs half your size and crunches and crinkles every time you so much as exhale.â
It was the first time heâd spoken to her in anything other than the small little petrified voice he always had. She stared in disbelief, but he wasnât done.
âYou get to stare at your phone, laugh at funny videos, you get to know whatâs going on in the world. The only screen time I get is thirty minutes a day of obnoxious juvenile shows.â
She stood there, wondering where all this sudden animosity was coming from.
âI donât even remember what itâs like to chew anymore. I canât tell you the last time Iâve actually chewed anything other than a freaking teething ring! You get to have REAL food. Pizza. Sandwiches. Tacos. STEAK. Do you know how much I'd kill for a flipping steak?? But instead, all I get is this nasty, grainy, runny slopâŚâ
He paused, letting the words sink in. Then he sighed heavily, dropping his tone, slumping his shoulders.
âYou get to use a toilet.â He said softly, blushing despite himself. âDo you have any idea what itâs like? How degrading it is to crap all over yourself? To have to sit in your own shame and wait to be changed? To be scolded for doing something you have literally no choice but to do? Do you really think YOU are the only one being punished here? Would you like to switch places?? Because I would gladly do so.â
The spoon hovered in the air. Green mush dripped from it onto the tray in slow, wet plops. For the first time that morning, Danielle didnât have an immediate sharp comeback. The words landed heavier than she expected. She stared at him. Really looked. His glassy eyes, cheeks flushed, the bib already ruined with streaks of mush.Â
Something twisted in her chest. Not guilt exactly. Just the uncomfortable weight of a truth she didnât want to carry.
âJust eat,â she snapped, voice tight. âYouâre not allowed to talk about it. Youâre not allowed to do anything without me doing it for you. Thatâs the whole fucking point.â
She kept going, but a little softer this time. Not as fast, not quite as relentless as before. She waited for him to choke each bite down before bringing the next one to his lips. An awkward silence settled over the room.
The door scanner beeped. The lock released with a pneumatic sigh.
In strutted a woman who carried herself like she owned the entire Nursery Ward. Tall, confident, with a sharp smile and the kind of effortless authority that came from too many years in these pastel hells, despite looking like she was merely in her early 20âs.Â
âAwww, am I interrupting someoneâs num-num time?â Her voice dripped with mock sweetness. She leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed under her voluptuous breasts, gum snapping loudly between her teeth as her sharp eyes swept over the messy high chair scene.
Corey tensed instantly, his shoulders hunched tight, and he audibly gulped, the nervous sound cutting through the quiet nursery. A deeper flush crawled up his neck as he stared down at the tray, thighs pressing together with a faint crinkle of his thick diaper.
Danielle straightened, spoon still in hand, a streak of cold mush smeared across her scrubs. âWho the hell are you?â
âNameâs Jenna,â the woman said, gum smacking as she sauntering closer. âI used to be Coreyâs Sitter before they reassigned me to the Sissy Ward. Couldnât resist popping in when I heard the new girl was on shift.â She gave Coreyâs hair a quick, patronizing ruffle, making him flinch and duck his head lower. âYou know, before the Matriarchy took full control and started putting about a third of the men into diapers, there were actually some who had a fetish for this kind of thing. Can you believe that? Weird little secret pervs who got off on the idea of being babied and helpless.â
Jennaâs eyes lingered on Corey for a moment, her smile turning knowing. âFor most of them, itâs a genuine punishment. Iâve seen menâs psyches absolutely shatter from it all: the constant dependency, the humiliation, the loss of every last scrap of control. They break so beautifully. But some of them? Some of them like it. Or maybe they loved it all along. The regression. The diapers.The total surrender.â
Danielle felt a flicker of unease twist in her stomach. She set the spoon down harder than necessary. âWhatâs your point?â
Jenna shrugged, snapping her gum again. âJust catching you up, newbie. Thatâs all. Youâve been with him a few days now. Have you caught him humping yet? Some of the quiet ones start grinding against their diapers when they think no oneâs looking. Pathetic, right? Like they canât help chasing that little bit of friction even while they cry about how much they hate it.â
Danielleâs gaze flicked to Corey, she couldnât help but think of earlier when she first came in. The sounds she heard. Or thought she heard. The rustling in the crib. The way Corey had frozen.
Jenna smirked, clearly enjoying the shift in Danielleâs expression. âIf you want, I can show you how to lock him up in a nice, tight little chastity device. Thereâs also a few tricks I can showââ
âHeâs my assignment,â Danielle said tightly, surprised to find that she had taken a step forward, forming a little barrier between Jenna and Corey. Her voice came out sharper than she intended, defensive. âAnd heâs not some fetish case. Heâs justâŚdoing his time. Like I am.â
Jenna chuckled, low and amused. âSure, sure. Keep telling yourself that. But watch him close, Monroe. Youâll see it eventually.â She blew a bubble, let it pop loudly, and turned toward the door with a wink. âGood luck with your little project. Call me if the humping starts getting out of hand.â
The door hissed shut behind her, leaving the nursery thick with a heavy silence. Corey sat trembling in the high chair, mush still streaked across his chin and bib, his breathing shallow and uneven. Danielle stared down at him, her earlier frustration now tangled with something else. An almost possessive pull.Â
Neither of them spoke. There was a long, awkward silence. Neither of them really knowing where to go from there.Â
âI⌠I donât like it,â Corey finally said, voice small and awkward. âThe diapering and stuff. Itâs⌠itâs not like that.â
Danielle didnât reply right away. She wasnât sure she cared, that she even wanted to know. It didnât change anything. Instead, she simply loaded another spoonful of cold mush and brought it to his lips.
âYou two have quite the history, huh?â she asked after he swallowed.
Corey shrugged weakly, eyes fixed on the tray. âShe was with me from Level One into Two. She seemed to have a weird fixation on me. Always belittling me and going out of her way to punish and scold me. Even if I did nothing wrong.â he shivered, as if remembering some particularly painful memories. âShe wasâŚvery mean to me. For no real reason.â
Danielle studied his flushed, miserable face, the doubt from Jennaâs words still gnawing quietly at the back of her mind. âDo you feel like I treat you the same way?â
He shrugged again, even smaller this time, staring down at the tray. âSometimesâŚâ
That made her feel a little guilty. Not that she should. Just because he was in diapers didnât mean she always had to coddle him. He was a big boy, he should be able to handle it.Â
She scraped the last of the cold mush into his mouth, wiped his chin roughly with the bib, and unbuckled the tray. Leaning down, she checked beneath it, poking lightly at the front of his diaper. The blue wetness indicator had only crept up to a five.Â
A quick glance at the wall chart confirmed the next item: Supervised Playtime â 120 minutes
Danielle sighed and mopped up the rest of the mess on his face and onesie before unclasping the tray completely. âAlright. Playtime, I guess.â
As she got the oversized plastic blocks and soft toys ready on the padded mat, another sharp buzzer sounded from the speaker.
âProtocol reminder: Mittens required during all unstructured play.â
She rolled her eyes. âHands.â
Corey held out his arms without protest. She slid the bulky, padded mittens over his hands one by one, clasping them snugly at the wrists. The annoying little bells jingling the whole time.Â
âPacifier needs to be in at all times other than feedings.â
She snatched the oversized binky from the highchair tray. It was still drooly and glistening from earlier use. She stuffed it into his mouth.
Once his play area on the floor was set up properly (which they made sure to remind her every step of the way) she dropped into the plastic chair by the wall and crossed her arms.
The playtime was exactly as boring as it sounded.
Corey sat cross-legged on the mat, open onesie hanging loose around his hips, the damp diaper on full display. He had to use both bulky mittened palms just to pick up one oversized block, the little bells jingling pathetically with every clumsy attempt. He fumbled it constantly, dropping it several times before awkwardly wriggling it back into place. The tower grew slowly, lopsided and pathetic. Every few seconds he glanced up at her, seeking the tiniest nod of approval that Danielle only gave with mocking sarcasm.
The lullabies droned overhead. The only other sounds were the soft clack of plastic, the occasional faint crinkle of his diaper, and the constant, stupid jingling of the bells on his mittens.
Minutes dragged by like hours.
Danielle stared at the wall, jaw tight. This was her life now: watching a grown man in a pissy diaper try to stack blocks like it mattered. She lasted another full minute before the boredom clawed at her.
âFuck it,â she muttered. She stood, walked over, and lowered herself to the mat beside him with a heavy sigh.
At least sitting on the floor and stacking blocks herself made the time feel slightly less endless.
After a stretch of silent, mundane âplaying,â the speakers gave a soft ping. The synthetic voice returned, bright and cheerful:
âRegression protocol reminder: Inmates and Sitters must demonstrate age-appropriate vocalization during supervised play. Cooing and babbling required for compliance.â
Corey didnât even hesitate. He let out a soft, awkward âgoo⌠goo-ga⌠ba-baâŚâ around his pacifier, the sounds wet and lisping.
Danielle, however, wasnât as enthused. They wanted her to coo and babytalk too. She couldnât believe how low she was sinking. But the threat of more added hours kept her compliant.
She raised the pitch of her voice as best she could. âAwww! Look at the w-widdle cutieâŚâ It sounded ridiculous coming out of her mouth. She was twenty-eight, on probation, babysitting a grown man in diapers⌠and now forced to babytalk him for someoneâs sick amusement.
âDoes Corwey wanna pway wiff blockies?â
Corey nodded quickly, adding another quiet âgoo-goo ba baâŚâ while clumsily pushing a block toward the tower with both mittens.
Danielle picked up a red block and set it down next to his, trying to commit to the degrading act. âOoooh, thatâs a big tower! Look at you, little guy! You gonna build Jeffy a widdle house?â
She gestured at the yellow giraffe still clutched tightly in the crook of his arm. He gave a small, shy nod and let out another soft âguh-guhâŚbpppttâŚâ
The longer it went on, the easier the babytalk cameâŚeven if she hated every second of it. At least she wasnât the one fumbling blocks like a real tottler, mittens making every movement slow and clumsy, drool shining on his chin while his damp diaper crinkled beneath him.
âYayyy!! Good job!â She âcheered,â clapping her hands. âDatâs a house you built! Look at jooo!!â
They continued the ridiculous charade for several more minutes. Danielle was just reaching for another block when Corey suddenly froze, his breath catching sharply in his throat for a long second. His mittened hands hovered awkwardly over the tower. Then, just as quickly, he resumed playing, though noticeably slower and more distracted.
Danielleâs eyes narrowed. She glanced between his spread legs. The front of his diaper was turning a deeper yellow, the padding visibly swelling and sagging heavier between his thighs as a fresh, warm wetness spread through it. A faint, muffled hiss could be heard from between his thighs, the heavy padding sagging lower with every second as it soaked up his piss.
The blue indicator line rose even higher. She was actually relieved to see it had passed the minimum 7 line. Almost to a 9. She never thought she would be happy to change a diaper. Anything to end this soul-crushing playtime where time stood still.
âCorey⌠did you go pee-pee?â she asked, the baby-talk still clinging to her voice.
Corey clutched Jeffy the giraffe tighter against his chest, as if the stuffed animal could somehow shield him from the fresh wave of embarrassment. His cheeks burned crimson, eyes fixed downward.
âCome on,â Danielle said, pushing herself up from the mat. âLetâs get your diaper changed.â
She laid out the changing mat on the padded floor with a resigned sigh, then retrieved the supply caddy. Gloves first. She snapped them on with sharp, clinical precision. Corey crawled over obediently, his soggy diaper hanging low and heavy between his legs.
Danielle untaped the diaper with quick, efficient pulls. Riiip. Riiip. Riiip. Riiip. The warm scent of fresh urine wafted up immediately. She folded the front down and froze.
Not just a little stiff, fully erect, though the word felt almost generous. His cock was tiny. A pathetic, twitching two inches at most, dark pink and pointing straight up. It was the smallest penis Danielle had ever seen in her lifeâŚand sheâd seen her fair share.
His cock pointed straight out, flushed and throbbing despite its pathetic size, the head glistening with a bead of pre-cum. Danielle stared for a moment, sheâd ridden cocks of every shape and size back in her slutty phase. But this? This was laughably small. Almost cute in how inadequate it was. Sheâd changed several of his diapers already, but sheâd been more focused on the disgusting messes than anything else. Now that sheâd grown somewhat accustomed to it, his little thingy had her attention.
Coreyâs face was a mask of pure shame, his eyes squeezed shut, bottom lip trembling around the pacifier. He knew she was looking. He knew exactly how ridiculous he looked.
Danielle narrowed her eyes, suspicion flaring. Jennaâs words echoed in her head. Some of them like it, you know.
She chose to ignore it for now. âHold still,â she muttered, grabbing a handful of wipes. She started cleaning around his hips and thighs, avoiding the erection as best she could. The wet warmth of the used diaper clung to her gloved fingers. She wiped methodically, lifting his legs to clean the cracks and crevices.
A sharp buzzer cut through the room.
âProtocol reminder: All genital areas must be thoroughly cleaned during changes. Failure to comply will result in demerits.â
Danielle stared at the ceiling for a second, jaw clenched. Of course. The fucking freaks wanted her to touch it.
She looked back down at Corey. Their eyes met for a moment , his wide with humiliated dread, hers cold and reluctant. His tiny cock gave another helpless twitch under her gaze, another bead of pre-cum sliding down the short shaft.
Danielle exhaled through her nose.âFine,â she said flatly, her voice laced with clear irritation. She paused for a moment, staring down at his pathetic, twitching erection with open disgust. âDo not move. Donât make this any weirder than it already is.â
She took a fresh wipe and dragged the cool cloth slowly over his balls, cleaning the wrinkled skin with careful strokes. Corey whimpered softly, his thighs trembling as he fought to stay motionless under her touch.
Then she gave his tiny cock the first quick swipe, running the wipe downward from his pelvis and over his bits. The little shaft immediately sprang back up, harder and more desperate than before, bobbing in the air.
The second swipe had the same effect, but this time it didnât settle. Instead, it started twitching violently on its own, pulsing in the cool air.
âWait wait wait,â Corey gasped desperately, even though her hand had already pulled away. His voice cracked with panic.
But it was too late. His tiny cock convulsed hard, jerking upward in sharp, violent spasms. Thick ropes of cum spewed from the tip. One, two, three pitiful spurts shot pathetically across his own belly, landing in weak, sticky splatters. Another dribbled uselessly down the side of his shaft as his whole body shuddered and bucked on the changing mat with each pathetic pulse, mittened hands clutching Jeffy desperately as the orgasm rippled through him.
Danielle yanked her hand back, staring in appalled disbelief. âWhat the fuck, Corey?â
Corey looked like he wanted the floor to swallow him alive. Tears welled up instantly in his eyes as the last weak dribbles leaked from his softening little dick. âIâm sorry,â he choked out, voice thick with shame. âI couldnât help it. I tried so hard to hold it back, I really did.â
âYou came just from two swipes?â she exclaimed. âThatâs genuinely pathetic.â
Corey turned his face away, sobbing quietly. âI know⌠Iâm sorry. It just⌠it happens so easily now. They donât let us touch ourselves here. Not ever. The mittens, the restraints, the constant supervision⌠itâs been weeks since Iâve been able to⌠you know. So when someone actually touches me, even just to cleanâŚâ
âStop,â she cut him off coldly. âI donât want to hear it. I donât need to hear about your sad and frustrated little masturbation habits. OrâŚlack thereof. Itâs not my problem.â
But the âproblemâ was splayed out before her, covered in its own sticky mess.
âI canât help it.â Corey continued to sob. âItâs justâŚyouâre so pretty.â
That caught her off guard. Danielle hated that she felt a little flicker from the flattery, twisting in her chest despite herself. She hated that it affected her. Even in a pathetic sort of way. Not that he had a chance of anything happening. But the fact that this cum-covered man in a soggy diaper could make her feel anything other than contempt wasâŚunnerving.
She said nothing, but her movements became slightly gentler.
The cum was slimy and stubborn. She used a fresh wipe to smear the messy load across his belly, gathering it up in slow, deliberate strokes. It took longer than she expected to clean the sticky residue completely. She was careful not to touch his penis again, half afraid the pathetic little thing might start spewing again at the slightest contact.
Finally satisfied, she slid a fresh diaper under his hips. The thick, clean padding felt almost merciful after the mess. She powdered him generously, then taped it snugly into place. The new diaper crinkled loudly as she adjusted it.
The rest of the day passed rather uneventfully. She fed him two more bottles without complaint, changed another heavy, wet diaper. (Thankfully, no messes today). She supervised tummy time, making sure he didnât get tooâŚwiggly. Managed his snacks, and bathed him without incident. It was nearing the end of her shift, and she just got him into his jammies. By the final hour of her shift, she realized she hadnât heard that damn buzzer in quite a while.
âUp,â she said quietly. âBed time.â
She helped him to the crib, lowering the rail and guiding him inside. Without even thinking, she gave his nighttime diaper a final tug, ensuring it was snug. She refastened the tapes for a better, tighter fit. She didnât want him leaking overnight, then she buttoned back up the onesie between his legs.Â
âOkayâŚpacifier is inâŚâ she muttered to herself, âblankieâŚâ she tucked it around him, âJeffyâŚâ she didnât need to check that. The damn thing never left his hands. She also slid little wool booties over his feet in case he got cold. The blankie was too small to cover much of anything. She went to raise the rail, âOh! MobileâŚâ she clicked it on, the little moons and stars rotated overhead, chiming out a lullaby.Â
Corey watched her quietly inside the crib, then murmured softly around the pacifier. âYouâre getting the hang of itâŚâ
Danielle froze for a second, fingers still on the rail. She had gone through the entire bedtime routine on autopilot. None of those fucking buzzers, no micromanaging from Big Sister, no cursing under her breath.Â
She hated how natural it was starting to feel.
âShut up and sleep,â she said, but the usual sharpness was missing.
Corey gave a tiny, defeated nod and closed his eyes, clutching Jeffy tighter against his chest as the colorful mobile turned slowly overhead.
After raising the rail and locking the latch on the first try, she stood there for a long moment, looking down at the regressed man in the oversized crib. The doubt, the obligation, the strange new pull of possession, it all swirled inside her in a confusing knot she didnât want to examine too closely.
She lingered by the crib a second longer, fingers tightening on the rail, before she finally turned away without another word.
The lullaby drifted softly overhead as Coreyâs breathing slowly evened out, leaving Danielle alone with her thoughts and the lingering feelings of something far more complicated.
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