Ash

maybe I don't feel safe because I've yet to see why I should lower my boundaries

not the song playing that describes the sky at this moment & how I feel. Sunny at first sight but you know there are dark clouds ahead waiting to pour.

people think I'm okay with being alone but what options do I have?

unless you can sustain me don't drain me

I don't want to be your whole world, I want to be a part of that world

I wish people wanted to be in my life as much as I want to be a part of theirs

sometimes I feel like people hate me bc too many people love me or because I live authentically I think it's the latter

Being an aquarius with no thoughts is like water having no oxygen. #aquarius

It's like we're always planning for a future that's not promised. 1 year becomes, 2 years, 5 years, 15 years... A plan, then another, one day down turns into a week, month, year, a decade. This year I turn 27. Twenty-seven years of which I have planned for my future life. At 22 I found out what it meant to feel that tomorrow isn't promised, not always the way we envision it anyways. I will admit, I don't know what this year holds. This is the part where we find out what it looks like to grow like a tree, outgrowing our environment in insignificant increments or like a cactus, absorbing water & growing thorns.

today god blessed all you mf 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

the thing about losing someone that meant the world is that they take that world with them

There are some things I have to accept.

if you're always in a scarcity mindset you'll never have anything worth having.

Hay gente conforme como inconforme y los que siempre están conforme nunca buscarán ni encontrarán mejor. Los conformes están estancados y siento triste por ellos.

I say fuck you with my actions

Some people are so poor, that it's not about the amount of money they have but about how they think, a scarcity mindset and they would never know how poor they are in life.