ashlee 🌈💕

i am in tears and i don’t think they’re going to stop. taylor opening up about her unhealthy eating habits in the past just... means a lot. her behaviours with food in the past are almost exactly as mine are right now. they stem from a similar place, obviously hers was incredible heightened and she was in an environment that was a lot more unhealthy than what i experience but, it sounds like it’s born from the same insecurities. in the past year i’ve lost about nine and a half kilos, and i’m 5”2 and was a healthy weight to begin with. my dad recently has been screaming at me to eat because of how unhealthy i’ve become looking, but i can’t find the strength in myself to do it. but hearing how taylor, in her situation, got past those insecurities and learned not to use food as a way to stay in control but to enjoy food and try to retrain her mind to think of a little extra weight as a good thing... it makes me feel like maybe i can too. and i haven’t thought that in a while. i just really, really love her. thank you @taylorswift

ashlee

definitely cried when i came home to see this waiting for me on my doorstep. @taylorswift thank you for letting me win the heart war!!!