Masterpiece of Tragedy

You will never know true insanity until you fall madly and irrevocably in love with someone and realize that there is nothing you can do.

Romanticize your life.

I see the world in a way so twisted and surreal that is most likely the reason for all my insanities.

So small and fragile he's afraid if he touches me I will break.

I've got my mother's trust issues and my father's eyes along with his tendency to not call back so I'm sorry for all those messages I never answered and those feelings I never returned I swear I would love you if I could.

And sometimes I struggle to figure the bane of my existence.

I don't know I am....but if my crush likes my friend I'm setting them up.

When I disappear just know I failed to exist.

Avoid people, avoid problems

Am I the only person that feels as if this life is surreal?

I grew up without a mother to call my own, so it hurts watching other around me show all the love to their mothers and vice versa.

Generational curse is such a true thing. I unfortunately refuse to pass down the rage, corruption and hatred that has been passed unto me. No child deserves to suffer.

There are things in life we don't openly talk about. Feelings bottled up inside, trauma we've never properly handled and issues that can't seem to have a solution. In the end we have to remember to treat everyone with kindness.

Accepting I am honestly going to need therapy to heal from all the trauma.