thought i might post my ao3 account, since everything is also cross posted over there. that and uh. masterlist? i guess?
im a 23 year old psychology student, my pronouns are she/they, but if im being honest, I don't mind any. I can do requests, but can't really promise anything, lmao. im flaky
im queer, talkative and open for pretty much anything. this is a safe space. you feel like you need to yap, im all ears. also, I believe in the don't like, don't read/interact rule. unless it's constructive criticism i specifically ask for, keep shit to yourself. ok thats all. remember to take care of yourselves in this god awful world
my ao3
give me a reason, i'll be the cruel one+the winner takes it all (smut) (ghost x reader)
it takes strength to be gentle and kind (ghost x reader)
make it real, make me forget (john price x reader)
the cat chases the mouse (some things we just don't talk about) (keegan p. russ x reader)
a butchered tongue still singin here above the ground (ghost x reader)
wasn't ready, wasn't willing (and you hit me like a truck) (kyle 'gaz' garrick x reader)
will you still love me (if it turns out im insane?) (john 'soap' mactavish x simon 'ghost' riley)
i love you like the ashes in my cigarette box (frank woods x reader)
how long will i bleed? (digging my own grave) (ghost x roach)
the only way i know (is you) (john price x reader)
you may not like it, but you better learn how (it's your turn now) (cpt john 'soap' mactavish x f!reader)
i don't know where else i can go (soil is falling over my head) (gen, 141 x reader)
im all used up, im carrying my bag of bones (soap x roach)
you've become my ceiling (simon 'ghost' riley x reader)
i don't need the symbol of a scar (simon 'ghost' riley x reader)
wind me tighter than a wire (john 'soap' mactavish x reader)
i loved you like the sun (ghoap)
'cause i can feel ghosts (keegan p. russ x reader)
worth (simon 'ghost' riley whump)
and when broken bodies are washed ashore (who am i to ask for more?) (captain mactavish x reader)
nothing's gonna hurt you baby (ghoap)
bark like a god (baby, let's get down) (ghost x reader)
under the burden of solitude, the weight we carry (is love) (keegan p. russ whump)
i left a part of me (i wanna see if you can try to bring it back) (ghoap)
being with you (makes the flame burn good) (simon 'ghost' riley x gn!reader)
my only love is control (loving you's my only house) (john price x gn!reader)
my ghost (where did you go?) (thomas a. merrick x f!reader)
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soap is afraid of a lot of things. dogs, failure, all of his loved ones taken away, dying alone. the one that's most oppressive though, the one that bugs him and causes the most trouble is his fear of the dark. there's something there, or there isn't. it's a notion he somehow burned into his mind, perhaps when he was a wee lad, looking down the dark stairway and wondering if he's not truly alone. now, when he has to operate in darkness more often than not, he tries to grit his teeth and move through it. night goggles help, sure; but he knows if taken off, all that's left is the endless nothing that could be filled with things his mind can't comprehend. he has a panic attack once, when his gear cracks - ghost takes one look at him and gives him a spare, squeezing his arm through it and guiding him; a familiar thing that eases the fear. he expects ridicule, mockery; gets an understanding look instead. ghost knows what could lurk in darkness. he's lived through it, moves in the shadows like he's the source of that uncanny threat. it takes a while until soap learns of the truth.
he's not alone in this fear. the inside of a dark coffin brings about the same fear, even if the likelihood of something being there is lower. if soap's scared of something unseen, ghost panics over the absence. they carry spare goggles for one another since then, an unspoken agreement to hold each other through it. soap knows ghost is the one persisting in the dark, and ghost takes comfort in soap remaining when all else is gone.
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ghost has a set idea that his emotions (once he accepts that he does indeed have them) are the enemy. he avoids them like they're a plague, something harmful and dangerous, knowing that allowing himself to actually feel them will equal a punishment that he won't be able to handle. not again. it's easy to shove them into a box, lock away and throw the key in some unfathomable void in his mind, or so he thinks. the task force reignites them, acts as a catalyst to his tight control over his feelings; he gets desperate, believes that if he loses that grip, he will lose them. it's what life taught him - his mind is a prison, a poison to everyone around him.
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