ARTILY DEAMONS

So I ask myself. Should I? How does this story continue?

I should finally start to set a point. Behind all of this.

I wasn’t expecting love in this chapter. Hope I can handle it all, so my demons will make rapid changes in getting quieter. For now I can hold them back. I won’t let them hurt you, too. But if you may meet one of them, I hope your words of you having no fear, were true. I’m not my demons. But I’m still in the process of getting rid of them or getting along with the ones deep rooted. There are also friendly ones. Believe me. e.g. Umbrifer

It sits deep in your marrow. You have to accept that its all still there. That it could disturb your balance. Even if its over. You’ll hear the echo of it all. The way to heal isn’t easy. But go further. Move on. This path is a good path, where your balance will have room to bloom. Keep that in mind.

Sometimes the past still spits you in the face, but now you handle it different. Cause it is and it will always stay THE PAST.

And don’t forget, you are not alone. Here is room to heal. Room to grow. Room to let go. Room to breathe.

It lies all in my hands. I choose the good way.

I start to see - for real. Not like what they all wanted me to see.

But the memories still live on.

Exhausted but proud I’m walking into the light. I won the fight. Scars and bruises all over my body, the blood is dripping on the floor, I walk with a limp while everything hurts. But I’m full of joy. Joy - cause the time for my reborn will be now, when I reach the light. It was about time.