「unter einer Decke stecken」

i havent had a laptop in like 10 years and now i have one again and i forgot how comfy it is to lie in bed with a laptop in yr lap. to be in bed, laptop on lap, browsing tumblr dot com.....it feels so nostalgic. feels so vintage. it feels like 2010 again...,..

i woke up covered in bruises again. i don’t want to drink anymore. the blackouts are now basically every time and they are creeping in regardless of the amount i drink. i think ive accidentally trained my brain to check out after just a couple drinks. the loss of control is so scary. i have no memory for several hours. i have to stop entirely, and urgently.

i love you nasa flickr account i love you nasa ISS spotting app i love you nasa ISS exploration app i love you nasa app that sends me nebula and star photos everyday i love you nasa

papa made it through. not out of the woods yet obviously but he made it.

husband got a phone call from his dad that they found him a heart and he goes under for a transplant this afternoon. husband was at work. he is still at work. how do you continue through your day after a phone call like that? how could you possibly get anything done? how could anything at work feel even slightly important knowing your father might die during surgery in 3-5 hours???