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        you don’t think i’m funny? there was a shrug to his shoulders, his gaze briefly shifted to the scene in front of them, fingers silently thrumming against his thigh. “i think you can be,” but he wasn’t finding him particularly amusing right now. “eh, that’s bullshit. only way outta life is dyin’, otherwise, you’re stuck dealin’ with shit just like everyone else. i don’t think lookin’ for a brief reprieve makes anything any easier.” he couldn’t wrap his head around why lip was being so judgemental --- but a lesser part of him wasn’t so surprised. wasn’t the easiest way to get through things to overlook the existence of a gray area? “gettin’ fucked up might not be how you wanna live,” and he wouldn’t fault him for that, “but it is a way to live.”

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they had lapsed into a comfortable silence --- tristan’s thought’s immediately shifting to all the obligations he’d pushed off for most of the day. was there food at home for ryan? did mom remember to pay the mortgage? what about the electric bill? questions he didn’t have the answer to, that made him feel like without colin around he’d been left with a weight he wasn’t sure he could carry. “hey,” an attempt to distract himself, “what’re you thinkin’ about?”