its hard to find someone to hold your hand

going to a summer camp tmr 😞 its w L but idk im still kinda dreading it

debating changing my tiktok acc to the enail my parents know ab and changing the username (maybe) and basically js making it like presenyable well not rly but like. following my friends

js got threatened w hospitalization 🤩

dietitian tmr 😓 scared

when im in therpay or talking to sum1 and they hear i didnt egt into the thing i wanted to or didnt get what i was hoping for/worked for and theyre like "and how do u feel ab that" and i say disappointed bc like why tf would sum1 b happy abt not getting what they wanted and theyre like "😮 thats makes a lot of sense to be feeling" or like "yeah normally when we work for smt and dont get it, it can feel pretty disappointing, huh" or sum shit and its like. yeah. bc thats how emotions fucking work?..

got a recommendation for a dietitian 😍🔫 #lovelife

do ygs know how to get out of therapy or out of going to a dr appt or at least postpone them

mom js had a talk w me. so scared for dr appt on weds 😖

tried tiramisu yogurt . lwk hadnt ever rly had tiramisu like all ive had is like a bite of my moms very very very rarely bc shes gotten it very very very rarely but it was good. esp w raspberries lwk tasted super strongly of coffee like ik thats what tiramisu is but like no choclate teaste

heated up quest protein bar bc normally its rly good + soft when u do but i accidentally put it in wya too long so now it smells like burnt popcorn and is dry asf and weird 💔

bought splat hair dye and im seeing stuff say their dye doesnt remove.... 😟

yogurt wasnt sweet enough but eventually realized i can literally just smush my raspberries into it and that tasted good 👍