Vocalized dismissal urges a sensation akin to irritation -- flicker within his bones as his essence internally condemns the impulse. Calloused digits twitch and the subtle inclination of his head follows as he assesses the small visage. Palms clutch Ember’s frame, urging her reluctant form to face him as hands descend to maintain an unbreakable hold upon her tiny hips. Shifting her with little effort, he coaxes her closer, a hand moving forward to brush dark tresses from her visage. Tension constricts his jaw as he reaches to grasp her own, directing her visage toward him as a calloused thumb strokes the delicate flesh of her cheek.

a tantalizingly serpentine smile slithers unto rosen petals ( amiss their peerless gaze, an amalgamation of thought brews — like a winter’s storm ).

and so, he has arrived.  ( nostalgia cooes )

so he has — i shan’t be bored any longer. ( intellect quips )

or lonely. ( the truth, but a whisper: but all concur )

preparations are made at a snail’s pace, so as not to alarm him to heightened awareness: this is merely a game, after all. 

❛ heber, my darling —  ❜ 

the name is called with particular tenderness, resonating in dulcet tones — such is reserved for the likes of few, whom are held in most prominent esteem ( to have such honors bestowed upon thyself is rare  — for their soul is an impregnable cosmic force: & none shall breach its’ defense without her consent ). * 

* soon she is taunted, with the scent of familiarity — it comforts her. it chokes her.

yet the creature that divulges forth, appears far more likely to incite terror, than affection: a beast of grandiose proportion, seemingly from another world ( another time, perhaps ) — to gently rest it’s head, atop her lap. * **

* they find themselves inexplicably drawn, to those whom reflect a forlorn air, similar to their own: & often, they display a falsely wicked frame.

** yet, she’s always held a fondness for monsters.

 ❛ do you ever feel — as if you were being watched. ❜ 

 slender digits extend, to run through companion’s thicken mane. * 

* her smile widens, as the gap begins to dissipate: revealing her rouse. 

The subtlety of this provocation flourishes between the intoxicating ascent of familiarity -- a longing in essence, bound by uncharacteristically methodical pauses as if to savagely asphyxiate desire and impulse in their cribs. To know someone, he recalls... simultaneously recalled yet entirely encumbering him in detachment; balances detrimental in their wake while sanity plays its vicious hand to condemn him to amercement, silent as it may have been but considerably more harrowing in its finality. A jest, he briefly remembers, sentiment a burdening prospect in most reminders apart from few encounters. Devoid of that inconsolable play at hysteria, numbing in its verity. Only beneath the insufferable hand of silence does he wrest away that menacing urge to satiate the brutish yearning for extirpation to all that stumble nonplussed before him. Discernment brewed so swiftly, certainly contemptible if known and internally he castigates himself.

Nothing good will come of this.

These define him little, yet embody each and every festering desire severing that quavering shell from its monstrosity. As if there weren’t a tether, he mocks inwardly. The contact diverts attention to the preceding query he’d left unanswered to torment his own mind, aquatic gaze once more fixated upon conjuring an adequate response only to stifle the tremor at sudden contact. Just as swiftly, remnants of a simper play at his mouth without missing a beat, the roll of his shoulders following his retort.

Used this test here.

Paranoid: High

Schizoid:  High

Schizotypal: Moderate

Antisocial: Moderate

Borderline: Low

Histrionic: Low

Narcissistic: High

Avoidant: Low

Dependent: Low

Yo ! I just wanna thank all you nerds for sticking around, I mean– I am not the most active since I have a super hectic work schedule! but You guys keep following and that’s amazing, honestly. So even if you’re not on this list ; you still matter! I am still appreciative that you like my blog you cute buns. uwu

THE BAE: arcanelycursed ; Jen, you’re like my all time fav, my superstar. Wife, husband soulmate whatever. Ew, that’s gross. Anyways, you’re so talented and I am so lucky to have you as my RP partner. You are the other half to all my ideas, hilarious and just the most interesting person someone could meet. Maybe one day you will find your chill ; however, for now we will stop the search. You get me. You peak my creativity, game with me and just are the best ever. I have no words to convey how talented you are either. You astound me with every post you write. YOU SET THE BAR SO HIGH BABE. ilysm.  THE SOAP: krackedbones ; Soapia, if that is your real name….. Whatever, anyway we’ve known each other for how long now? It’s crazy. We bonded over HP RP, Taylor Swift, and Star Wars. I got you on this GOD FORSAKEN website. it wouldn’t have been the same without you, never ever ever. Nerding out together is our thing.. Even now I make Reggie’s life difficult, and I still remember when Lucretia was cursing bitches in the name of Regina Mason. I appreciate you, and love how easy it is to be comfortable around you. never gonna give u up. THE BROSBAND: sordiiid ; Van the man, gosh! From the moment I met you on this website we clicked, it was instantaneous. You with Crowley, me with Lucifer? Gosh. We’ve constructed so many HC’s together – plot lines, everything! Violence + Apathy, Edie and Theo! It’s all great. I love that you appreciate cats, and cat entertainment. That you relate to cat pictures like I do. You understand the tofu complex, how a potato will always be a potato… And your writing is just as addictive as your muse. :* stay with me foreva. THE NICO ?????: bitchsnake ; Yo, Nico.. I wish I had a better tag for you I would have used #nicopls but I didn’t think it fit the whole bias list thing. I love, love, love the effort and thought you put into Eve. She’s so dimensional, she has me hooked! And you! You’re the most precious bun to ever bun! I mean, we’ve only met recently-ish……? But our rants are among my favorites. I am going to keep you and all your muses forever. 

JESS-BABE: swynford-de-beaufort ; Jessica, gorgeous bae! Man, you’re one of the reasons I kept indie-rping. When we were both in that one True Blood RP we couldn’t get enough of each other’s writing. Even now, I love the way your words are so vivid, raw and always sexy. You really get all the muses you write! I am super glad we became friends outside of RP, thanks for sticking around!