[penned by Stef, 25+ , her/she, est] muse for @nightrestrp
[ bahar sahin, female, she/her ] - was that apple kiraz i saw by the lighthouse today? i heard that the twenty six year old who has been in nightrest for two months and works as a cbt therapist has a reputation of being patient, but also bold. they reside in low point & people in town usually associate them with body covered in tattoos, endless silent stares, and a total rockabilly swag. letās hope the killer doesnāt go after them next.
Name: DogaĀ āAppleā Kiraz Age: 26 years old Gender: Female , her/she Orientation: Bisexual DOB:Ā September 2nd Ethnicity: Turkish Height: 5ā²5ā³ Body: short, slim Hair: Brown Eyes: Green sometimes Hazel Definable Marks/Tats:Ā
1 - Around neckĀ |Ā Ā 2 - Upper ChestĀ |Ā 3 - Under Left Armpit 4 - Under BreastsĀ |Ā 5 - Right ArmĀ |Ā 6 - Right WristĀ 7 - Left ArmĀ |Ā 8 - BacĀ Ā (but lilith instead of a boat in the center)Ā Ā 9 - Right ThighĀ Ā |Ā Ā 10 - Left ThighĀ Ā |Ā 11 - FeetĀ Ā |Ā 12+13 - We donāt talk about. hehe
These are some examples of what Iād picture on Apple.Ā
Piercings:Ā ears, nipples, chest dermal, lower back dermal (one of each side), belly, vagina (horizontal hood), inside mouth (smiley & frowny as well as the tip of her tongue)Ā
Season Two Details/Updates
Roomies with [IN NEED OF NEW ROOMIE]
Recently opened up a therapy office in town.Ā Apple is a professional cognitive behavior therapist (CBT). She specializes in depression, anxiety disorder, alcohol and drug addiction, amongst many others.
Recently moved to Nightrest but is rather familiar with the town and many residents.Ā
Personality
Appleās personality changes based on whoās around her and how comfortable she may feel around these people. With her friends sheās very honest and speaks her mind easily. She doesnāt hold back her thoughts. . .not often at least. When sheās out in the world she can be seen as very unapproachable and mainly is due to how serious her face always seems to be. Then thereās the therapist side of Apple that is warm and welcoming. Sheās a great listener, yet only offers her help when asked. When it comes to her friends she knows how to separate herself from her job as to not make them feel judged or observed. Apple knows exactly who she is, and where she wants to go in life. She has very strong opinions and does not back up from a fight. She will nicely tell you to fuck off if she feels like she needs to.
Character Intro [still need to go in and fix this, but I lazy]
Apple was born Doga Apple Kiraz in Lowell, Ma.
Her parents separated when she was nine years old after her father came out to her mother as trans (will address her as Mimi from now on). Her mother took Mimi to court and got full custody of Apple.
Although she only saw Mimi during the summer time and certain holidays, they had a stronger bond than Apple and her mother did.
Her mother entered a state of depression and self pity that quickly turned to alcohol and drug abuse. She stopped going to work, and instead got in relationships with drug dealers who supported both her and Apple as well as provided her with constant drugs.
It wasnāt until Apple began to mature into her teenage body that things changed for her at home.
One of her motherās many rolling boyfriends took advantage of her one night, and her mother did nothing to stop it. Filled with anger and hate Apple burned the home to the ground with everyone inside and ran away to Mimiās home in Salem.
Although deeply affected by her trauma, Mimi and her new husband did everything that they could to provide her with the help that she needed. This was one of the reason for her career choice in life. She wanted to help others learn to deal with their trauma and pain as she had learned.
With her parents support Apple changed her legal name, taking Apple as her official first name and covering her body in tattoos and piercings as she learned to find herself and her own personality.
Apple was discovered by an assistant for the SuicideGirls pin up company and she began working for them going by the name Apple Suicide from the moment she turned 18 until she was almost done with college-Ā this helped pay for all of her college allowing her to graduate debt free. After she left the company, Apple started her online personality where she continued posting pictures of herself in all types of lingerie and in the nude for a pretty hefty price as well. Using this money to pay for her college education.
Apple expresses her emotions through charcoal drawings and painting.
Deepest Connections
KP Matthews Kidd [first love/ex-partner] - No one knows Apple like them. The two met over a decade ago and practically adulted together. Apple was 15 and they were 17 when they first met. Apple opened up to K.P easily allowing them to know everything about her, and building a strong connection with them. It came as no surprise that she fell for them. They had so many things in common, that Apple felt like they were always meant to meet. Like their lives had been connected even back before they met. It was them who introduced her into tattooās as well as a lot of the art sheās into now. They dated for four years until calling it quits two years ago. Regardless of the breakup the two have a strong connection, and are great friends. Apple loves them and always will despite the āartistic differencesā when it came to their relationship.Ā
Bianca Alvares [bestfriend] - Met her around 9-10 years ago in their junior year of high school. Up until meeting Bianca, Apple didnāt really have many other friends. She had KP and a random few people they hung out with, but no real friends. Then they met and Apple couldnāt believe the person who Bi was. She became more social around her, and the two would end up dorming in college together which only led to their bond growing stronger by the day. Today, the two girls are still inseparable.Ā
Savika Lawan [more than a friend/crush] - Apple met Savika months after her and KP were over. It was odd to her, she had never held such a strong of a bond with anyone else other than them, but there was simply something about her. Apple couldnāt get her our her head, but she was too coward to do anything about it or even say anything. The two became good friends quickly, and sometimes Apple feels like the other might like her back, but the time was never right. She kind of pictured them like lovers connecting through different dimensions. Both in the same place, but not really. So she settled for the stolen glances, and hiding their blush. Mostly out of remaining feelings for her last relationship.
HONORABLE MENTIONS [HOT GIRL SQUAD] - Her closest group of friends consist of Bianca, Meli, Analu, and Savika. These are the closest girlies that Apple has. Loves them all with a passion.Ā
Self Paraās
Composure
Let it Burn
Wanted Connections
Friends
Close friends
College friends (Salem State)
Drinking buddies
Anything and everything
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