there is no atmosphere to wear down any sharpness

mutual 2: i think i should be allowed to kill people

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mutual 3: (long post with based take on discourse)

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mutual 4: The Character

mutual 4: The Song

mutual 4: oh my god

mutual 2: im the best person ever actually

mutual 4: the character 😿😿😿😿😿😿😿

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mutual 3: (response to hate anon)

mutual 2: ok im normal now

This is a full timeline of events from May 2025 onward involving what Sydney had done to me.

This isn't a "petty" or "private" issue anymore, rather, a case of genuine mistreatment that had gone unaddressed, partially due to my own fear of posting anything.

Please remember to read this in full before responding, and remember that I am a real, human being. Also remember that I was 15 when these events started, and was not as fully grown as they want to believe I am.

Here is the document. Read it or don't. Believe me or don't. Just don't make your personal feelings my problem anymore. I will not respond to any unwarranted comments or any responses that make it clear you have not read the document in full, nor will I be debating something that had caused me real trauma. Thank you.

I will still not respond to anybody being rude or inflammatory, or trying to debate me on what did and didn't happen.

I'll likely not post much here for a bit, since this is actually important, but I am available.

I am willing to discuss things. I did notice a negative reaction to my initial decision to completely isolate from the situation, but I am now in a well enough position mentally to stop doing that.

I understand that there are some things in the document that have been misunderstood or ignored.

I'm close to moving, and I'm going to be extremely busy this summer, so I need to be able to focus. Some of you know that a lot has happened between me and Sydney [@/rapturewaltz] lately, and now I'm here to explain it in full.

I wrote the full document in Ellipsus as that's the safest and most convenient option for me at the moment, and I will post a public reader link here. No sign-up required to read it.

I will likely be inactive on this blog for a while after posting this, since I'm expecting backlash over this that I don't feel like dealing with.

I will no longer be posting about this or interacting with anything relating to this after posting this document, including any asks or DMs I recieve. Any harassment I recieve will be ignored, and the sender simply blocked. I have gimmicks closed on my Strawpage, and anonymous asks disabled on all of my Tumblr blogs.

Please remember to read this in full before responding, and remember that I am a real, human being.

After this I will be moving on to focus on my own projects and real life issues, but getting this off of my chest before anything became imminent was a priority of mine.

Here is the document. Read it or don't. Believe me or don't. Just don't make your personal feelings my problem anymore. Thank you.

Tags for reach - @morals-are-for-mortals, @apollosunshineisdead, @that0ne-jun34u, @expiredmilk348, @deskadoesstuff21

Please spread this as far as possible, and thank you.