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āwe need help.ā
āyouāre gonna be okay.ā
ābe careful.ā
āi am the romantic type.ā
ādonāt leave me to turn.ā
āitās called luckāand itās gonna run out.ā
āare you still breathing?ā
āweāre shitty people.ā
āare you flirting with me?ā
āwhatās holding you back?ā
āiām not comfortable with this conversation.ā
āwill you /ever/ be comfortable with this conversation?ā
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ā Ā oh .. with so many compliments, you may inflate my nonexistent ego.
ā Ā again, you flatter me, as you usually do.
ā Ā sometimes i wonder if you agree for the sake of agreeing, or if you really do ..
ā Ā hmm .. iāve never seen either myself. Ā i donāt even have netflix.
ā Ā twenty years seems like a gross exaggeration, but i will take your word for it.
ā Ā why debate a book that seems so well loved?
ā Ā i canāt say that i have but the title sounds intriguing. Ā
ā Ā whatās it like to be colourless?
š¬ Ā DM Ā | Ā Ā @hollow.bastion Ā ā Ā ā Ā ā
ā Ā it really did take twenty years! Iāve just aged extremely well!!
ā Ā to be colorless, would be to be boring. or invisible?
ā āThe world isnāt that easily turned upside down... Itās people who are turned upside down.ā
ā what do you think of that?
ā itās a good book- v. introspective. Iād lend it to you, but I donāt have a translated copy;;Ā
ā Ā I could always read it to you, though :)
bile forces its way up his throat. with shaky legs, he forces himself off the body and turns to apollo. dragging a hand down his face, dirt mixing with sweat and gore, he croaks out, āi think thatās the last of them for nowāhow are you holding up?ā bishopās body aches and burns at the same time, bruises splayed over his ribs, open wounds criss crossed over his arms from too many close calls. one of the mercs fucking headbutted him earlier and heās pretty sure he has a black eye butāheās still standing and thatās a victory.
āwe should get to the statues quickly. you okay enough to touch them or should i? youāre quicker, butā¦ā instinct tells him to do it himself, but bishop knows heāll be slow and clumsy right now. āwe wonāt have a lot of time after the alarm goes off, so letās get this done and get back to chariot.ā bishop is surprised at how calm he manages to sound when heās anything butāhis hands are shaking and all he think is, fuck, let this end.
āNever felt better.ā
Both he and Bishop are a mess, arms caked in drying blood as he stands before the other, catching his breath with a grimace. A long-range weapon can have its uses but when it comes to short-range fighting, Apolloās bow had been all but useless, cylinder ending up back in his pocket at one point, fighting with pure strength. His knuckles are fucked. Torn up. Ā The maleās stamina is also reaching breaking point after forming arrow after arrow, even using them as a tool to maim when rolling in the dirt with the mercs.Ā
āI say we split- one statue each, meet in the middle, touch it together then high-tail it out. Normally, staying together might be smarter but we just donātĀ have the time. Sometimes the best way to have your friendās back is to stay out of their way.ā
tw: blood, injury
Runnerās high isnāt a myth. Heās always enjoyed it, burning lungs and legs going numb, a true and honest form of exhaustion. LSD trip nearly gone, itās the first time that Apollo has felt like heās truly in his own skin as he sprints, muscles protesting with every jarring step take upon bitumen. After splitting with Bishop and having offered to run the furthest distance, a mixture of his own beating heart and gunfire, plays in his ears when the other male reaches his statue first and triggers the alarm. This only makes him run faster, chest heaving and desperation bleeding into his thoughts; hurry up!
When fingers grip his first statue, so cool to the touch, he canāt help but slump forward, gulping down air. Now, more alarms are ringing, coming from all around (clearly, they werenāt the only ones desperateĀ for points)- itās somewhat disorientating. The streets will be flooded soon. Pushing himself up, he wills tired legs forward with a weary grimace, breaking once more into a run. More gunfire, shouts getting closer and closer, bouncing around an area that would normally be a place of peaceful activity. Ā Despite the escalating chaos, Apollo keeps his eyes on an approaching Bishop whose forms grows closer with every meter covered, never once looking away. Make it to him.
When they meet in the middle, itās like clockwork. Bishop arrives just before Apollo does, hand slapping down on the statue surface as Apollo comes to a stop. What was a smile of relief, quickly turns to unbridled concern, no time to catch his breath as he stumbles forward, hands reaching out for the other; Ā Bishopās shoulder has never looked more unnatural, sitting at a worrying angle, face beaded with sweat and clearly in pain. āBishop!āĀ Ā The male ignores the statue (knowing that his ally has already touched it), first thought to physically support his friend.
With his attention diverted, there is no warning for the incoming pain that he is about to experience.
An object impales itself within Apolloās side that was closest to the statue, eyes only just catching a glimpse at crimson metal as it slides back into its place of concealment. In hindsight, he will come to realize that his hip had pressed against a button in his haste to reach Bishop- however, as of now, the pain is enough to make the male emit a hurt gasp, hands immediately pressing against the right side of his abdomen.Ā āWhat the fuck~āĀ He hisses, teeth gritting as he steps away from the statue.
Itās weird, the shock makes it feel like heās been punched, side Ā a mixture of fire and shooting pain. He goes to say something else to Bishop but the words die in the back of his throat at the site of approaching mercs, their guns at the ready, not quite 100 meters from where the pair stand. With a grunt, he forces himself to straighten up, thankful when Bishop wraps his good arm around his waist.Ā
Like that, they lean on each other, frozen, tired- fucked.
āFate?ā All this for some damn leaderboard points; The question makes his lips curl at the corners, grimly humorous even at a time like this. The fact that they havenāt been shot yetĀ is amazing, groups now emerging from their left and right. Thereās too many for Riot, yet heās still shooting, enough to keep the mercenariesāĀ progression slow and cautious, ducking and spreading themselves out, keeping enough distance the pair and them. Theyāre drawing it out for views. Itās morbid, but true.Ā
āHey B,ā This is it, famous last words. Making eye contact with the other, nails digging into his own side, Apollo musters as much energy as he can to delivery this last, smarmy line:
āTo die by your side would be such a heavenly way to die.ā
š¬ Ā DM Ā | Ā Ā @apollygon Ā ā Ā ā Ā ā
ā Ā thereās no such thing as a dumb question, merely a lack of observationĀ
which leads to the question in the first place.Ā
ā Ā mm.. close. Ā lemony snicket. Ā but you have the premise, so iāll count it as
a point in the win column for you.
ā Ā the movie barely covered what occurred in the books ⦠i hear they made
a series on netflix though. Ā i havenāt watched it.
ā Ā the books are more interesting regardless. as always.
ā Ā what are you doing?
š¬ Ā DM Ā | Ā Ā @hollow.bastion Ā ā Ā ā Ā ā
ā Ā yet again, I am floored by your logic and 100% agree!
ā Ā and damn! I knew there was smth off about what I said. Iāll take that 1 point gladly :)
ā I heard that too- I only just got around to watching stranger things, so itāll take me twenty years to watch it tbh
ā Ā Iām currently debating whether Ā or not to readĀ āColorless Tsukuru Tazaki and His Years of Pilgrimageā again... The book is getting a little dog-eared though
ā have you read it before?
sometimes, the world still feels like a dream - or like it doesnāt exist. Ā theyāve fallen into a city cut off from everything else, a world that never was and the only people here are the ones that remain as shadows, lost. Ā people that shouldnāt exist but do. Ā people that were erased, but live as an afterimage.
there are a lot of shadows for such a small world - they may live on the flip side and an underbelly to the rest, but itās still packed with many people that she wonāt be able to get to meet before they disappear. Ā and they all will disappear, eventually. Ā after all, by all appearances that seems to be the point of this game. Ā but all the people left behind by a world who has forgotten them is the exact reason why xiii finds herself surprised, though her face doesnāt show it. Ā this is an entire pool thatās practically empty in the middle of the hot koreanĀ summer. Ā granted, it is late and the sky that hangs over them is dark but it is a small wonder nonetheless.
her head turns to apollo next to her, and though he looks just as he always does with his small smile and his eyes brightening just a little at the water, she almost has to wonder if he did this for her. Ā she doesnāt say anything, though. Ā she never does.
just as her toes dip into the water of the pool with the cuffs of her jeans getting wet from the water, xiii realizes a number of things: that the water is cool to the touch yet it doesnāt seem like it, that she should take a photo to remember the moment by, that apollo brings to her more questions than answers. Ā and in that moment, xiii also realizes that this is what she likes about him.
when xiii wants to look at him, her entire body turns to face him and that is a fact that could not be said for anyone else. Ā ā are you going to swim?ā
ā” Ā Ā Ā I WANT TO LINE THE PIECES UP ,Ā Ā Ā @apolloblck
āYeah, I might hop in now, actually...Youāll join me right?ā
His blood thrums. Nervous? Happy? Unsure? His blood is thrumming, loud in his ears, legs languidly swaying in water that laps at his lower shin. To be alone with another is quite a thing indeed. Better yet, the illusion of privacy is what Apollo enjoys best. Existing in a space without the overwhelming feeling of eyes on him. No noise. No false bravado. Just the sound of her- straightforward words delivered like a delicate song.Ā
Xiii has a unique aura to her; analytical, purposeful words, a sharp tongue that he doubts has ever uttered gushy, flowery sentences like heās become accustomed to in an effort to remain relevant and liked. Yet, he likes the sound of her honesty more than his own, even dry conversations concerning the weather or paint drying could sound sweet coming from her. Ā So every time she speaks, Apollo is certain to listen, eyes never leaving hers and dopey grin in place. Pool lights reflect rippled light across his features, blues dipping into deeply etched smile lines as his head tilts to his right.Ā āYou can stay out of the water, of course... Itād be a shame, though, to waste the chance of having everything to ourselves. Or maybe thatās just me being greedy. Either way, Iāll be getting in.ā
And he is, in a way. Greedy for her attention, foolishly relieved when he gets it. Apollo asks a thousand questions to Xiiiās one, unabashedly interested despite no encouragement. Itās an unconventional friendship, but it works. Sort of. Fishing his phone out of his pocket, Apollo puts it aside before gripping the bottom of his t-shirt, swiftly pulling it off before discarding alongside his phone. Heād come more prepared than the other, wearing shorts and a simple tee, intending to make the most of a reprieve from missions and the sticky summer heat.Ā
āGod, I hope itās not too cold.ā Apollo mumbles and grips the edge of the pool. Slowly, the male eases himself in, nose crinkling as the water hits his lower abdomen. āOkay, definitely not warm.ā He hisses, reluctantly lowering himself further until his feet graze the bottom. Half-propped up on the edge, thereās the faintest hint of amusement in his gaze as he gives Xiiiās attire a once over, body slowly adjusting to the cool water.
āYou know...ā Apollo drawls, chin coming to a comfortable rest on his upturned palm.Ā āJeans are an interesting choice of swimwear. Canāt say Iāve seen it done before, but Iām sure you could make it work. Probably start a trend.ā
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š¬ Ā DM Ā | Ā Ā @apollygon Ā ā Ā ā Ā ā
ā Ā would i have messaged you otherwise if my thoughts were
meant for someone else? i just thought of you first.
ā Ā will you laugh?
ā Ā itās a series of unfortunate events. for the irony.
š¬ Ā DM Ā | Ā Ā @hollow.bastion Ā ā Ā ā Ā ā
ā well.. you got me there. dumb question!
ā thatās the series by Bellamy Wicket, or something like that, right?
ā sad, smart orphans with a nasty >:( uncle/guardian/twice removed cousin???
ā I fell asleep during the movie TT
apolloās quick clarification was almost as if he had been reading chariotās mind. it shouldāve put his thoughts at ease, but there was some bitterness that came with being talked down to (not that they were wrong). āyeahā¦okay iāll do that then.ā simply obeying orders was the path he chose for now; canāt be letting any weakness show.Ā āas soon as we scout them out, iāll find a good spot and fire from there. letās try to avoid combat as much as possible, though ā i rested up a bit during the walk here, but the both of you must be more tired than youāre letting on.ā he looks up at the sky knowingly.Ā āiāll focus on taking them out, and you guys focus on getting out of there aliveā i-is thatā¦okay?ā the sudden hesitation comes, chariot suddenly remembering that he was the newbie here (damn strategy games).Ā
The fact that Bishop hesitated at all, niggles at the back of his mind, response both what he had expected but also somewhat of a slap on the wrist. Of course he wasnāt going to make Riot run around nor do something heās uncomfortable with, he just wasnāt used to someone so reluctant to participate-Ā Donāt be a dick, he mentally reprimands himself, shaking his head as though to clear the building paranoia and irritation from his thoughts. Riotās genuinely hurt...naturally, Bishop would take his side.Ā
āListen, if youāre not okay with it- thatās fine.ā He means it, to an extent.Ā āI donāt blame you... But I mean, if we could get you to a secure position on a rooftop, itāll work more in your favor anyway because I mean, thereāll be mercs on the ground regardless of whether weāre doing the side quest or not. Taking them out is our best chance of getting to the safe zone, in general. Plus, the darkness will work in your advantage, gives you better coverage I assume? It may make it harder to see though...ā His voice trails off, hyper alert at the sound of distant gunfire. His lips purse, thoughts scrambling for a suitable ending to the scenario heās found himself in.
"We need to go. Cāmon, weāll talk as we walk.ā Apollo says with a comforting pat to Riotās back as he brushes past, cylinder activating once more. Bow in hand and cocksure strength in his step, the male is good at playing the role of flippant point-chaser, but it doesnāt count for much if nobody else feels the same. Facing the pair, the corner of his mouth turns up, warmth clear in his grin. āI hate to be that person, but youāre a lot more capable than you give yourself credit, injured or not. Weāll be fine. Right Bishop?ā
- OOC Note :if youāre still interested in plotting, pls like this post/hmu on twitter @blossomite. Trying hard to be more organized/wanted to explain in a v. rambley way my lack of IM replies.
Hey guys, this is just a quick apology- I know I have several unread tumblr/twitter IMS and I intend to get to them tomorrow (itās currently nighttime for me). This is my first week back at uni, and I have a pretty full on workload, so in general, Iām not as free for replies as Iād like to be, nor is my motivation great at the moment.Ā
Iām not much of a fan of tumblr IMs, and although still slow, have a better track record at replying on Twitter. Admittedly, Iāve been a bit slack there too plotting wise and I can assure you, itās not from a lack of interest in other muses, itās legit just my brain being shitty and making me shy about approaching/guilty for going days without replying, so I end up letting them all pile up.
As such, Iāve been trying to keep active with replies on dash but I realize how this may look if people are waiting on plotting replies and Iām sorry if youāve felt offended/perturbed by this; it takes a lot more effort for me to brainstorm at the moment than it does to write responses/make muse development junk. Iād rather wait to reply to plotting messages when I feel like I can be helpful/contribute fairly to our brainstorming, and itās just a bit of a rough patch at the moment.Ā
Tl;dr: Iām sorry for being slow and posting things on dash without replying to IMs. I donāt find it easy to keep track of tumblr IMs and greatly prefer twitter. I am slow in general and very thankful for how patient people have been. Please donāt take my slowness personally- it genuinely is just me! Iām trying to work on this.
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ā Ā ā® Ā if we wait until weāre ready, weāll be waiting for
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā the rest of our lives. Ā āÆ
ā Ā read this todayā¦
ā Ā thought of you.
š¬ Ā DM Ā | Ā Ā @hollow.bastion Ā ā Ā ā Ā ā
ā Is that so?
ā Itās a nice sentiment- encouraging one to just go for it.
ā What book are you reading?
Apolloās public/known photo-sharing account on elev8 consists predominantly of obscured headshots of fellow candidates and the occasional photo of himself. Nobody knows why, but Apollo always seems to keep XIIIās face fully shown (which always encourages comments demanding he does the same for himself- Apollo of course ignores and does as he wishes). Followers/sponsors have speculated in the past that the male may posses a private account, reserved for less edited/ informal photos and jokes. Nobody has found it- yet.
cat was used to attention.
be it his smile, his appearance, his voice, he was used to pulling in otherās attention, trigger a sense of interest and attraction. itās been almost five years since heās started playing this game and he was used to winning.
and then apollo came.
cat always thinks of him with a sense of annoyance and a cracked edge to his ego because no matter how much he tries and preens and impresses, apollo always ends up ignoring him.
heās out grocery shopping when it happens again; the other candidates know him, smile at him, glance at him from the corner of their eyes, just waiting to approach, yet apollo couldnāt even be bothered to greet him. immediately, the annoyance spikes in him again and as the thorn in his side continues its twist and turn, cat canāt help but approach.
āŖ just what i was looking for, ā« cat starts, slim digits picking the packet of chips from between apolloās fingers and dropping it in his basket. itās purposeful and spiteful and he turns to give the other male a sweet smile. āŖ thank you, apollo. how kind of you to help me out. oh- while weāre both already here, how about you walk with me for a bit? ā« itās phrased as a question, but catās fingers are a cool, very much present grip around apolloās wrist. āŖ itās been a while since we talked. ā«
Five. Five seconds is all that it took before the other seeks him out. In his best effort to not be a complete jerk, he acknowledges Catās presence with a snort, eyes firmly focused on the shelf before him. No pushy male was going to bully him into rushing nor playing along, so despite the pressuring grip on his wrist (and the stolen packet of chips), Apolloās verbal response is purposefully delivered slow. Ā āJust a secā... Iām trying to think of a good enough lie as to why I canāt...ā Petty? Silly? Mean? Truthfully, itās all one and the same to the male.
Lower lip jutting out as he mulls over what food to choose, Apollo mutters to himself, āI ate that one on Tuesday... Variety is good but then again, sometimes itās best to stick with what you know.ā A minute passes by in much the same fashion, spoken words intended only for himself and not the other, taking his sweet time. Finally, the male selects another packet of chips and promptly tosses it into Catās basket. āYouāre paying. Thanks.ā The delivery is flat- a on-negotiable tax for the pleasure of his company. In challenge, he raises his brow as he looks up at the taller male, daring him to say no.
Come on, give me a reason to walk away, he thinks, lips barely containing his infamous shit-eating grin.
āYou wouldnāt mind doing that for little olā me, right? I might actually get your name right this time, if thatāll sweeten the deal.ā
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TESTOSTERONE BOYS; a playlist for the resident chaotic loverboy. Ā [ all songs are linked to youtube! ]
life itself- glass animals | Ā paint me silverĀ - pond | electric indigo - paper kites | insecure - shane | is this how you feel? - the preatures | on + off - maggie rogers | talk talk - george maple | youthĀ - glass animals | cream on chrome - ratatatĀ |Ā cortisolĀ - d.d.dumbo | doing good - milky chance | Ā people vultures - king gizzard and the lizard wizard | pollyanna - dz deathrays |Ā greek tragedy - the wombats | somebody else - Ā the 1975 |Ā stardustĀ - asgeir | come on mess me up - cub sport | down by the water - the drums | sweet dispositionĀ - the temper trap.